heyo, my name is nova, I'm 14 years old, about 5'3, I have pretty brown hair, semi good teeth, I've got semi long legs.

I'm in a few school sports, basketball, volleyball, I also do gymnastics and ringette.

I'm not the prettiest girl out there all the other girls in my classes are so much prettier than me and I got pretty much un noticed by guys and girls, oh yeah I forgot to mention the fact that I'm bisexual meaning I like both girls and boys.

You would think that my life is perfect hey, well its not, I hate what I look like I hate everything about.

I'm 115 pounds and I get picked on for my weight at school even though I'm not "fat" its really been getting to me some girl told me there's a bathroom for girls your size, at first I didn't know what she meant but then I thought about it this bitch just told me to throw up my food.

As the months go by I'm getting more and more insecure about my weight I haven't been eating as much lately but its not making a difference.

Its been 4 months since a couple girls started bullying me about my weight.

I know I shouldn't do this but I have to I have to be liked by these girls or my life is only gonna get worse, I get out of my bed and walk to the bathroom and took that girls advice and threw up my food from dinner.

I thought to myself never ever will I do that again, I was very wrong, I started doing it every day sometimes multiple times a day and I was seeing a difference in my weight.

I'm now 107 pounds and its been 2 months since I started doing this.

I can tell some people are getting worried, but I cant stop, I don't want to stop.