A/N: Hey, there my fellow homies! It's me again, DJ MBAV fan66! And I'm bringing you another songfic tune! Coming right at ya!

So, this one is coming from anonymous! So, they left me a request in doing a Bethan one. Either as a friendship kind of relationship or as a romance kind of relationship. Well guess what anonymous, I'm gonna make this one a friendship one. So, I hope you like it! This will take place a few days after the lost of Benny's parents, which I'm making them in the 7th grade in this fic. That means before they ever met Sarah and Erica and learned about the supernatural. So, without further a do, let's get to it! Oh! And just to warn you. This one is going to be a little dark and depressing, but don't worry! It gets better! Lol!

Shout outs to:

123456789vampire- Yeah! Me too! I just can't manage to write a sad ending to a story. I'm glad that you liked them both.

Justme2491- Actually, I was meaning to mention that. There doesn't have to be a pairing. It could also be just a single person or even a multi pairing/group. But yeah! I can do that! That one sounds like it's gonna be a challenge! But I think that I can do it! I'll have to look up that scene in the movie. I haven't really seen all of the movie. Just a teeny bit maybe, but I'll get it done! It just might take me some time cause I have like one more songfic to do before yours and plus then there's my other stories that I have to work on, too. And Jesse as the teacher guy? Hmm...I think I can make that happen ;)

TiredOfBeingNice- I'm so glad that you liked them both! Heh. What's a little romance without a little sex in it?(*wink! wink! nudge! nudge!*) Just kidding! Lol! But I just figured that it'd spice things up some. Especially, with it being so cold outside in the winter. Brrr...Lol! Don't worry. I'm not going to get started on your request right away. I still have two more to do before yours. So, you can expect yours to be Songfic #8. I go in the order that I receive them in. And thanks for listening every night! I appreciate it! Lol!

Disclaimer: I do not own My Babysitter's A Vampire or the song I Won't Let Go. Those rights belong to the original creators of the show and song. I do however own this one-shot's plot.


Songfic #5

Song: I Won't Let Go

Artist: Rascal Flatts

Couple: Ethan/Benny (Friendship)


It had been 2 weeks since Benny's parents died in that horrible car crash caused by a drunk driver that night. And poor Benny had still not gotten over his grief stricken mind about it all. To make matters worse, his bullies at school only used it as ammo to get to him even more. He hated that he was the one to survive that crash, but they didn't. He hated his life. Without them, he had nothing. Nothing but loneliness and pain.

It was another miserable day at school and Benny was barely holding on by a thread. He met up with his best friend since forever, Ethan Morgan.

"Hey, B! How ya doing?" asked Ethan.

Benny gave him a weak smile. "Oh. You know. Same old. Same old. Trying to make it to the next day." he replied weakly.

Ethan frowned. He hated seeing his friend like this. "Oh...Well, are you ready for that history test today? I heard it's suppose to be really hard." said Ethan, trying to change the subject and brighten the mood a bit.

Benny just shrugged. "I guess so. We'll see after it gets graded and we get it back tomorrow." he replied glumly, closing his locker door.

"Yeah. I guess so." replied Ethan in a sad tone. Then the two headed off to class.

It was lunch time and the two were headed to the cafeteria. That is...until the head football player, Brad Weasley, showed up.

"Hey there! Dorks!" he laughed.

Benny just rolled his eyes at him. "What do you want now, Brad?" replied Benny in annoyance at the jock.

Then Brad scowled at him. "Watch it geek!" he said sharply, while slamming Benny up against the lockers. Benny flinched and yelped from the pain that he felt from it. Brad just scolfed at his response. "You're such a momma's boy, nerd! Oh what! That's right! You don't have a mommy or a daddy anymore, do you?" he laughed.

Ethan then tried to intervene. "Hey! Leave him alone Brad!" yelled Ethan, trying to make Brad release Benny, but instead Brad just shoved him to the ground.

"Stay out of this geek!" snapped Brad. "I'll get to you soon enough." he sneered at the brunette that was on the ground. He then looked back at Benny. "It's pathetic really. You survived and they didn't. The one who should of died in that crash should of been you, Weir." spat the jock, hatefully. Hearing that, just made Benny snap. He couldn't take it anymore. He managed to shove the larger male off of him and then quickly ran away with tears in his eyes. He left the school grounds and head straight for home. Brad just stood there laughing at his handy work, while Ethan just stood there staring off in the direction that his best friend had just ran in with a look of worry on his face. He had a bad feeling about what was to come next.

As soon as Benny made it home, he quickly ran up to his room and slammed the door shut behind him. His grandmother wasn't home right now because she had errands to run. So, he just sat there on the floor curled up in a ball, with his head to his knees, crying. "What did I do to ever deserve this?" he thought to himself. "Brad was right. I should of died in that crash with them. Maybe, I can still be with them. If I just end it here and now, then everything will be fine. The pain would finally be gone and I could be happy. Everyone could be happy cause all I am now is nothing more than a burden to everyone that needs nothing more than pity." he thought.

He got up off the floor and went downstairs to the kitchen, were he grabbed his one of his grandmother's large kitchen knives. He then went back upstairs to his room and shut the door. He took his place back on the floor again and held the blade up to his wrist. He mumbled a good-bye and proceeded to slash the knife against his flesh, causing blood to pool out from the cut everywhere. Just as Benny's world started to go black he heard a faint gasp and cry come from somewhere. He then saw a blurry dark figure rush up to him and then everything went dark.

Ethan was currently sitting a hospital room, holding his unconscious best friend's hand, crying. He couldn't believe that Benny would be driven this far to want to commit suicide. He couldn't bare to stand to lose his best friend of 8 years now. Not like this. Ethan couldn't get the horrible image out of his mind of seeing Benny there on the floor, with blood running out from his wrist and not moving. He was glad that he decided to follow his bad feeling and skip school to go check on his friend. Lucky, he had his phone on him and quickly dialed 911 and then Mrs. Weir on their way to the hospital in the ambulance.

The doctor said that he should recover physically, but unfortunately his mind had slipped into a mini like coma. Ethan had made sure to stop by the hospital every day after school and he also spent his entire weekends there at the hospital too, just so he can be there for Benny. He couldn't stop crying every time he saw him like that, just laying there. Never moving or never speaking. All Ethan wanted was his best friend back.

Grandma Weir had left the room so she could go home and freshen up a bit, leaving Ethan there alone by himself. He then gently took Benny's hand as he walked over to Benny's bedside and took a seat on a chair that was next to the bed. He could feel his eyes begin to water again, but he quickly wiped the tears away and just stared at Benny's lifeless form.

"Benny." sniffled, quietly. "I know you probably can't hear me right now or maybe you can. The point is...please wake up. I need you. You're my best friend a-and...I don't know what I would do without you always there by my side, annoying me." he said, with a little humor in the last part. "I know that losing your parents was hard on you, but you don't have to go through this alone. I'm here and so is your grandmother. You all mean so much to me. Like a second family. I always saw you as the brother that I never had." he continued. "Heck. I think that I much rather prefer to have you as a brother than Jane as a sister." commented Ethan, with a humorous snicker and smirk. Then the smirk turned into a frown as he continued. "If you can here me,...then know that this song will tell you just how much you mean to me and how much it hurts to see you like this."

It's like a storm

That cuts a path

It breaks your will

It feels like that

Ethan sang. The words were heavenly and beautiful sounding. When he sang, he put every bit of his heart into it, hoping that Benny would be able to here it where ever his mind was right now.

You think you're lost

But you're not lost on your own

you're not alone

The melodic words drifted through Benny's ears and into his unconscious mind. Benny awoke to a black emptiness. He was a bit confused as to where he was. He looked around, calling out for an answer, but nothing. After a moment, it all came back to him. He remembered the bully and the insults and then the extreme pain that he felt from it and then...him driving a knife across his wrist. He left off a slight shudder at the thought of doing that.

He looked around once more. It was obvious that he wasn't dead because he doubt that heaven would look like this or hell for that matter. And plus, he didn't see his parents anywhere. So, he must be still alive, but in a coma and that this must be his own mind that he was currently in. Like a limbo of some sort. He then frowned. "Great. Now, what am I suppose to do." he said glumly to himself. Just then he heard a melodious sound ring out from all around him. This caught his attention. That voice sounded familiar to him. Like he's heard it before. It almost sound like...Ethan's voice! But wait? Was he singing? Why would he be singing? Benny took a minute to ponder this, but instead just opted to listen to the beautiful tune in hopes to figure out why Ethan was singing to him.

I will stand by you

I will help you through

When you've done all you can do

If you can't cope

I will dry your eyes

I will fight your fight

I will hold you tight

And I won't let go

It almost sounded as if Ethan was sad and worried. Then it finally hit him. Ethan was worried and scared of losing him. But why? If he was to die, Ethan could always just move on with his life and make new friends. Couldn't he?

It hurts my heart

To see you cry

I know it's dark

This part of life

Oh it finds us all

And we're too small

Too stop the rain

Oh but when it rains

I will stand by you

I will help you through

When you've done all you can do

And you can't cope

I will dry your eyes

I will fight your fight

I will hold you tight

Then flashes of images appeared in front of Benny. They were memories that him and Ethan shared together. The first time they met. The silly arguments that two would sometimes have together. When Ethan fell out that tree and broke his arm when they were seven and he signed Ethan's cast and cheered him up by saying that the cast just made him look cooler and to say that he got it from trying to fend off three bullies at once that were bullying a little girl on the playground, even though it wasn't true. Ethan going with him and his parents to visit his aunt and uncle in Michigan and his two annoying twin cousins who he didn't get along with too well. Their first year of middle school. All the bullying that they endured over the years together. And many more wonderful memories of the two friends together.

And I won't let you fall

Don't be afraid to fall

I'm right here to catch you

I won't let you down

It won't get you down

you're gonna make it

Yeah I know you can make it

Benny then knew that he couldn't just let it all end this way. No matter what kind of situation he was always in, there was always one thing that was constant through it all. And that was Ethan. He could see that not only did losing his parents hurt him, but it had also affected Ethan as well. They were just like his own parents to him and to Benny, Ethan's parents were the same to him. And now Ethan having to watch in fear that he maybe now losing his best friend too, has hurt him even more. It was true that Ethan could always just get new friends, but none of them would ever be able to replace him and the bond that they shared together. They always understood each other, no matter what the difference was.

Cause I will stand by you

I will help you through

When you've done all you can do

And you can't cope

And I will dry your eyes

I will fight your fight

I will hold you tight

And I won't let go

Oh I'm gonna hold you

And I won't let go

Won't let you go

No I won't

He couldn't let Ethan go through the same kind of pain of feeling grief and misery of losing someone that is so very close to you, that he's been going through. Benny realized that he doesn't have to go through this alone. That Ethan was there all along, trying to help him but instead he just shut him out. Well, not anymore! It was time for him to heal! To be freed from all the pain, hurt, darkness, depression, and misery that has been weighing him down lately. And his best friend was just the one to help him through it. It was time to let someone in, to help mend his broken soul. So, Benny fought with all his might and started to yell, "I WANT TO LIVE! I'M NOT READY TO DIE YET! DO YOU HERE ME?! BRING ME BACK! BRING ME BACK TO THE LAND OF THE LIVING AND...TO ETHAN!" Just then everything got really bright.

"Please. Please wake up Benny." said Ethan in a whisper and lowering his down to rest on the bed.

Moments later, Benny had started to wake up. He saw that he was in the hospital. He had a blood bag hooked up to his arm, which was bandaged up. He groggily looked over to his side, which he then realized that someone hand been holding his hand. It was Ethan. His head was resting gently on the edge of the bed, but what surprised Benny was that it looked like his friend had been crying non-stop. Benny smiled at the sight of still seeing his friend being there for him in his time of need. He was always so kind and caring.

"Hey." Benny said, his voice a bit raspy sounding.

Ethan's head immediately shot up in surprise at the sound of Benny's raspy voice. He looked at his friend with teary eyes and then smiled widely at the sight of seeing his best friend looking back at him, smiling his big goofy smile back at him. Ethan then lunged forward and gave Benny a big hug, happy that he's going to be ok now.

"Whoa, there E!" exclaimed Benny, a little taken back at his friend's reaction, but then hugged back happily.

"I-I'm so happy that you're awake!" sniffled Ethan, sitting back down and wiping his eyes. "I thought that I'd was going to lose you forever."

Benny then chuckled. "Not a chance of that happening any time soon. You're stuck with me! And plus, that would totally under mind the whole meaning of best friends forever, wouldn't it?" joked Benny. Ethan smiled and nodded. Glad to see his friend back to his old self again.

"I'm just glad that you're alright." he replied meekly to Benny. "Oh! You're grandmother will be back soon. She left to go freshen up a bit." added Ethan.

Then Benny noticed the black eye that Ethan was sporting and frowned. "Ethan? What happened to your eye?" he asked in concerned.

Ethan looked down sadly. "Oh. That." he replied. Benny just nodded. "Well...after you left, Brad then turned his attention to me. Normally, I wouldn't fight back, but after hearing what he said to you just set me off. So, I...fought back and hit the guy in the face, which only just made him really mad and then he started to hit and beat me. Luckily, a teacher saw what he doing and sent him to the principle's office, which lead to him getting suspended from school." explained Ethan, a bit ashamed at himself.

Benny saw his ashamed look and just smiled. He couldn't believe Ethan would do something like that. He was usually too shy and too scared to ever fight back. But this time he did and it was to defend his friend's honor. Benny couldn't of asked for a better friend than Ethan.

"Thank you, for trying to defend me, E!" thanked Benny, teasingly a bit since he knew that it wasn't probably much of a fight because of his smaller physique. But it was the thought that count. Then he frowned. "Sorry that I'm the reason that you got beat up and got that black eye." he apologized.

Ethan quickly shooed his head no. "Don't be! I would gladly do it again for you, B! I know that you would probably do the same for me. And besides, he kind of deserved it for the mean things that he was saying to you and for being a jerk." replied Ethan with a smile, meaning every single word. Benny smiled back at him and then the two broke out into a laugh.

And over the next few weeks, Benny was finally released from the hospital and him and Ethan practically spent almost every single moment together just playing video game, watching their favorite television shows on tv, catching a movie together, and hanging out at the local pizza place together. Benny no longer felt sad or depressed about losing his parents, well he still did at times, but it wasn't as bad as before thanks to Ethan being by his side to cheer him up all the time and to bring a smile back to his face. And as for Brad, well...he still continued to bully them, especially Benny, once he started school again. But this time it was different. This time Benny had Ethan there by his side and the two decided to not let Brad's bullying bother them anymore. Eventually, that following year, Brad had moved out of town to the States somewhere. And Benny's and Ethan's friendship had remained strong forever more, even after their crazy adventures in high school after learning about the supernatural. They still remained good, no the best of friends through it all.


A/N: There you have it! Another songfic done and finished!

That one was a bit emotional, huh? It almost made me want to cry while writing it. But I held strong through it all. And look! There's a happy ending at the end of it! Yay! Lol! Benny's parents death had really got to him and that bully didn't make it any better for him, but thank goodness for best friends like Ethan being there for him. It just shows you how great of friendship those two have together. It was Ethan who managed to pull him from his dark deep hole and back to the light again.

I hope you liked it anonymous! Cause I sure did! Wait? I have to like it cause I'm the author! Duh! Lol! But still. I hope this what you wanted and that it suits what you were going for.

Until next tune/read my little fang bangers! I'm outta here! DJ MBAV fan66 signing out! ;)