I SWEAR I'M OK!
I have been in and out of 8+ mental hospitals over the past two years. I am proud to say that this is the longest I've been out since my first hospital (3 months since discharge!) and I really don't think I'll be going into any more.
So I can't guarantee that I will be able to regularly update my fanfictions cuz i was never good at that anyways, but I will definitely try!
I still am SO FREAKING OBSESSED with miraculous YOU GUYS NEED TO WATCH WISHMAKER IT IS SO GOOD !
Also btw my pronouns are they/them, I never mentioned that before!
Anyways, here's this fanfiction!
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"I feel so free!"
Marinette shouted into the Paris skyline, her arms spread out, her head thrown back, and her adriatic hair out of it's regular pigtails and being tossed by the wind. She and Lila were up on the roof long after sunset, passing back and forth a bottle of champagne and watching the stars. They had wandered up the stairs a little bit after Lilas big confession with a full bottle of pink champagne (which was dangerously close to empty now) and had been laughing about everything for the past few hours, especially after getting everything off their chests.
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A couple of minutes after they had come to the top of the building, Lila had asked,
"Marinette, you don't have to talk about it if you don't want to, but why were you crying?"
Marinette had sighed.
"Typical teenage girl issues… Boy problems."
"What, Adrien? He definitely likes you too, he's just too blind to realize. I can help you two get together if you want!"
Marinette shook her head, a sad smile twisting her face
"Actually, there's this other guy. I don't know his real name, and he doesn't know mine, but we're really close friends, and he's told me multiple times that he's in love with me. I just kept pushing him off and telling myself that I love Adrien, but I don't know anymore. I'm so sick of being called just a friend by Adrien, and I doubt Adrien would ever see me in a different light, But the other guy… he would literally gladly take a bullet for me. I think I'm catching feelings for him."
Lila laughed and Marinette looked up at her startled.
"You really should get with this mystery guy, huh? Especially if you can actually function around him"
Marinette had playfully shoved her and they both laughed before going back to drinking.
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It was 1 am and Marinette and Lila had listened to every falling in reverse song ever released. Marinette yawned at the same time as Lila, and then they both looked over at each other and burst out laughing.
"I guess you should go, Mari. I can walk you home if you want."
"No Lila, it's fine, I know someone who can pick me up. You go ahead down to your apartment, I'll leave in a few minutes."
Lila nodded and gave Marinette a quick hug before grabbing the bottle and heading downstairs. Marinette waited until she heard the door shut and then reached down to open her carnation - pink handbag and let Tikki out.
"Marinette, you're really drunk right now, are you sure this is a good idea?"
Tikki looked at her with a worried expression, her arctic-blue eyes taking on a concerned twinkle.
"Shushhhhhhh Tikki, I'll be fine, I can talk normally."
Tikki sighed.
"Tikki, spots on!"
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Sorry this is so short, the next scene needs its own chapter. Also I was listening to Falling in Reverse while writing this chapter !
