21 January
Damn those bobcats. They're lucky Nick's coworkers got to them before me. I'd've ruined them! Setting up my little brother like that! It still pisses me off! Oh well, in the court's hands now. Hopefully, they get locked up for life for that shit.
In the meantime, my mind keeps going back to that Christmas Party at the end of last year. I don't think I can deny it to myself any longer. I'm starting to fall for that sickeningly sweet bunny, Jane. Her mere smile is enough, I don't even need to catch a whiff of her scent to start going off into la-la land anymore. Why did I kiss her like that? Mistletoe be damned! That only agitated my condition.
4:15 PM, Daniel Wilde
25 January
Talked to Nilla today. Apparently, the more I try to abstain from these feelings, the worse they're going to get. Having a teenage boy infatuation with a girl who so obviously is not a fox. I can hear Nick laughing at the irony already. I talked to her about my anger and outrage towards those bastards who tried to set up Alex and even about how people have been giving me grief over the Harley. Why do people give me grief over the damn Harley, because she even gave me grief over it too.
Helped the Foxgloves with some maintenance on their place and Gideon make a few deliveries while I was in town before heading back to Zootopia.
9:25 PM, Daniel Wilde
26 January
Today Jane came to the park, I clocked out early and just hung out with her. I guess this isn't so bad. If I just let all these concerns about species go, I find that I actually enjoy her company. Of course those concerns just come barrelling right back at me at the speed of a freight train later. Need to talk to Nilla about that. Maybe dad too, no! Definitely not dad! Seriously, I found the parking spot, "Jane Wilde", seriously dad!?
12:22 PM, Daniel Wilde
We went to pay a visit to the old house. Nick and Judy were of course working, but mom was there with Luke. We both helped mom out with him a bit, hard to believe his mother is a rabbit, he looks just like any other little fox kit. Heh, he's a fussy little hairball, doesn't like to sit still. Mom had me hold him and feed him a bit. I dunno' about this, I still feel like if I hold him too tightly, I'm gonna' end up crushing him. Stop looking at me with those violet eyes, kid… Uncle Danny does not like cute things…
3:15 PM, Daniel Wilde
26 January
How the hell did this happen!? Her! In my bed! God, I hope we didn't actually… No! Not going there! Well, the good news is, I still had on my boxers and my undershirt, so maybe nothing happened after all? Here's hoping… As far as I know, we didn't do any drinking and I don't remember doing anything… Frisky, last night...
8:45 AM, Daniel Wilde
Alright, she's awake. And she cleared up that we were both too tired to even try to decide who got the bed. We went to sleep, that's it. It just so happened that we slept in the same bed and I woke up with my arms around her. Thankfully, I managed to pull myself away before she realized what was happening. Still… Better to try to put this whole thing behind me… Bad news though, now my bed smells like her. And that damnable scent of hers sends still sends shivers down my spine.
9:30 AM, Daniel Wilde
Damnit, why'd she have to kiss me on the cheek before leaving town… Gonna' be all day with this flush…
12:00 PM, Daniel Wilde
27 January
For a lack of anyone else to talk to, I decided to talk to mom about all this. Know what she said? "You can't control who you fall in love with" and "Don't let what small minds have to say about your happiness" and of course "Just be happy, and let unhappy people be unhappy by themselves". Right before she handed Nick's little stinker off onto me to change his diaper. Think I might've put his diaper on backwards… Anyway, the more I think about it, the more I think mom's right. Maybe I do need to let go of all these insecurities and just let this whole thing happen.
9:27 PM, Daniel Wilde
1 February
My first actual date with Jane Hopps. Nothing special or particularly noteworthy. Spent some time at the beach, went window shopping, ate out, the usual stuff people do on dates. Got some weird looks, guess a lot of folks've never seen a one-eyed fox. We even had a kiss at the end. Looking back at the day, I can honestly say that I don't feel those concerns coming back at me. I just feel… Happy? Contented.
10:22 PM, Danny Wilde
