CHAPTER 1

Sam was sleeping still dressed in his work clothes , being bone - tired and dead to the world after a long exhausting day at work . Work has been kicking his ass. Apparently , being a single father to a three year old and working two jobs was starting to take a toll on him.

When he came to Stanford about five years ago this was not how he expected his life to turn out . He came here to fulfill his dream of living a normal life where your greatest worries are'nt trying to decide the ass of which monster you are going to kill next or how not to get caught while paying with fraud credit cards or what will happen if you won't follow your father's every order like a good little soldier just like your big brother . No Sir ! He came here just so he can be a normal kid , get a real shot at making a career out of himself where he can earn an honest living and maybe get a white picket fence and someone , with whom he can share his life with , also a couple of kids and a dog would be nice.

In the beginning , everything was going nicely well as nicely as you would expect for a kid who was just disowned by his own father and had no money in his name but only a full scholarship ride to a university which is a dream for every kid in America. But Sam was a ''Winchester" and if anything the Winchesters were famous for , it was making any situation work out in their favour. His scholarship allowed him to stay at campus , his tuition fees and books were also covered. So atleast he had a roof over his head all he had to worry was how he was to feed himself but that problem didn't last long. He was living entirely on instant noodles and coffee but he knew it couldn't last forever so his plan was to get through the first day and at the end of the day search for some jobs around the campus.

Sometimes even though your last name is Winchester, you are not deprived outta all your luck. As he was passing through the university library he saw an opening for a student librarian and he applied for it and got selected on spot. Thats where he met her , the girl he knew just by looking at her that she is the "ONE" for him. Jessica Moore was not your typical blonde girl but a girl who can call you on your shit , pretty as hell , eyes as deep as ocean which looks like they are looking right at your soul , sort of petite but not one to mess with. Sam was smitten right then. Soon they became friends to best friends and one thing lead to another and they became lovers. They both graduated and Sam became a lawyer and Jessica a nurse.

After a couple months from graduation , Sam took his chance and proposed to her . The proposal was just a formality , Sam and Jessica were like an image of an ideal couple for their friends and everyone knew they were gonna end together but still the proposal happened and Jessica said Yes ! and soon from spending four years as boyfriend and girlfriend , they tied knots and became husband and wife. Everything was going so perfectly, for Sam it was like he was not living his life more like he was in some sort of dream from which he never wants to wake up or it seemed to him it wasn't even his life he was living but he is sort of a spectator witnessing life of someone's else. And as a cherry on the cake , Jessica announced to him her pregnancy after a year of their marriage. Sam was like on cloud nine and after nine months they were blessed with a baby boy.

They named him as "Dean James Winchester". The boy got his first name from his father's big brother who was the most important person in his father's life sharing that spot right with his mother and him , the only person who was responsible for his father having a childhood and not just feeling like a soldier in a boot camp. His middle name came from his maternal grandfather's first name who was really important to his mother but not liked that much by his father.

So yeah , life for Sam Winchester was going pretty good until it wasn't. Sam lost his beloved wife Jessica to a road accident about a year and a half ago when his son DJ ( short for Dean James ) was eighteen months old. Things slowly but gradually started to go downhill from there. Sam at that time was practicing under a friend of Jessica's father but as Jessica's father who from the beginning seems to hate even Sam's existence began hating him more now his daughter was not there to call him on it , as a result he lost his job , sold his house , rent an apartment , and started working as a cashier for a small 24 hour grocery store from 7- 12 in the morning and practice at an even smaller law firm from 2 in afternoon to 6 in evening both a block away from his apartment. Between juggling two jobs and taking care of a kid on your own Sam was left completely exhausted with no time for his own . Even with two jobs money was still tight, most of what he earns goes to daycare where he leaves his son when he is at work and the apartment rent , electricity bills and other expenses that come with raising a toddler on your own drains Sam from all of his earnings.

So yeah , I would say this was definitely not the life Sam Winchester planned for himself when he walked outta that motel room away from his father and brother about five years ago .