A/N: I just wanted to give you guys a chance inside Beck's head. Sooo... Here ya go. :) The next one is going to be the best one yet. All the BORI stuff starts in *8*. :) Enjoy and review!
Beck's POV
I stopped there in my tracks and let Tori pull away from me. There was no way that she was this upset at my frustration yesterday. Something had happened and she wasn't telling me. I wonder what it was and why. I turned around to go to my own locker and saw Jade about to walk away. She had seen the whole thing. "Jade!"
She turned around. "What?" She looked at me with tears in her eyes. Jade was crying, for the first time in our relationship, she was really crying. I felt terrible. How am I supposed to handle all this at once?
"Jade… don't cry." I walked over to her and put my hand on her shoulder.
"Don't!... touch me." She was really angry. "What do you want?" I didn't know if I could ask her about Tori right now. After all, I had kinda rubbed Tori in her face yesterday on the way to lunch, but I had to take a chance.
"Do you have any idea about what's going on with Tori?"
"Yeah, I told her to stay the hell away from you or I'd kill her, but she can have you. You are nothing but a heartless jerk anyway." Jade turned around and walked away.
Even though what she had said to me hurt me a little, at least I knew what was wrong with Tori now. I could fix things and I could figure my life out. Man, I don't think I'm ever going to drive again. It nearly ruined my life.
I walked away. I walked down the hallway, out the front door, across the parking lot, and into my car. What can I do to make Tori listen without running away? What do I have to do?
I drove without thinking of where I was going. I just drove. I didn't have any music or anything to distract me, I just drove. Suddenly, I saw headlights coming for my side and I saw myself covering my face with my arms. I stopped in the middle of the road and looked around. My heart was beating fast and my head was hurting. I was breathing really fast until I realized that I was on the road. Nothing had happened and I just sat there.
Flashback? It must have been a flashback from the wreck. "This is crazy!" I yelled aloud to no one. I put the car in drive and went straight to where my heart told me and I stopped in Tori's driveway.
If she's here, this is my chance. I can talk to her with no one around. I can see what she's thinking and try to figure this forgetting her thing out.
I sat there for a minute with my heart beating hard. "Okay," I whispered. I got out of the car and headed for the door. I reached the door and lifted my arm to ring the doorbell and hesitated.
"I gotta do this," I mumbled to myself. I pressed the button and waited.
Suddenly, there she was at the door smiling, and there was no turning back now. So as she invited me in I came in, and turned and waited for her.
"What's up?"
I took off my leather jacket and tossed it on the couch. "Can we chat for a while?"
"Sure it's only like four o'clock." She sat on the couch and patted next to her." I sat down and put one leg up facing her, just like she was facing me.
"I don't understand how I could forget you." I told her exactly what I was thinking. I had nothing to hide at all. "And the strangest thing is… I have this strange attraction to you and I don't know why."
"I… uh… what do I say?"
"You don't have to say anything. I just want someone to listen."
"I miss you."
I looked up at her face. "I bet I miss you too, Tor. I just wish I knew it."
"Hey! What if everybody has a sleepover here tonight?! Me, you, Andre, Cat, and Robbie. Want to?"
I felt my insides lighten as if they were flying. "Yes!" I smiled. I took her in to a tight hug. I held her shoulders in one hand and her head in the other. My face was buried in her hair. Her scent made my head spin. Wow.
