A/N: I have big plans for the next chapter. But, my story is not as popular as it once was and I am currently working on two projects. Let me know you guys are still out there so I can designate which is more important. Thanks for the support. Can't wait to get the next chapter to you!

Disclaimer: I do not own Victorious or any of it's characters, only the plot. Any similarities between this and another work are purely coincidence.

Beck spread the blanket out of the ground and started taking out the sandwiches he'd made while I just stared at the view. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. It was totally believable. I had never seen colors blend so well in my life.

We sat down to eat, and started a conversation. He made jokes and I laughed and it made him laugh. He stopped almost mid laugh and said, "Tor, tell me about what we had before my wreck."

"What do you mean?" I asked him. I really wasn't sure what it was he wanted to hear.

"Well, I mean anything. I didn't remember anything about you and what I did remember were just memories. I couldn't feel it. What I saw looked amazing, but I couldn't recall the feelings." He paused and looked right into my eyes. "What did it fell like?"

"Well, I can't tell you how you felt. You never actually told me. You kissed me once, but for an act onstage. You almost kissed me once after, for... other reasons." I paused and thought about the time Jade had 'taken my place' at the Platinum awards, and me and Beck was sitting on the sofa at my house and almost kissed. "I felt it too." I was staring at the ground. "But I had to stop it. Jade was my friend and I couldn't do that to her."

"Tori, I think we both know that Jade has never really been your friend. She's pretended sure." He sounded thoughtful, so he meant what he said.

"I know, I guess I just wanted her to be my actual friend."

"You're still not telling me what it felt like." I could see him out of the corner of my eye. He was still staring at me even though I was staring at the view.

"Well, when I felt it.." I thought about the whirling, amazing feeling I got when we almost kissed. And the tiny flips my stomach did every time he smiled. "It was amazing and terrible all at once."

He laid back on one elbow and kicked his legs out straight. He propped his head on his elbow and listened so I laid back to, but I laid flat one my back. I continued, "It was always confusing. I felt amazing, and my heart fluttered and my stomach flipped and, and..." I stopped to take a breath.

"I think I can remember a little of that now." He smiled down at the blanket.

"It was so confusing and hard..." I repeated seemingly out of breath.

"How 'bout now?" Beck moved his face to hover over mine. My breath caught in my throat. Beck was inches from my face. I could feel my face go hot and my heart start beating harder and faster. My blood was rushing through my veins. It was not like adrenaline, but better.

"I don't know." I whispered. He let his arms bend and he was even closer to my face. I could feel the heat of his lips on mine. I could taste his sweet breath smothering my bottom lip.

"What is it that still bothers you?" He whispered over my mouth.

I stayed there for a moment waiting for our lips to touch. I was sure they would if I spoke. "Nothing." I whispered back. My tongue brushed his lip when I spoke the word.

He moved his whole body slightly closer and his lips touched mine. He moved his lip closed over my bottom lip so slowly that it almost felt like they were still. I kissed him back and let my lips slide over his top lip. His scent overwhelmed my whole body. My heartbeat slowed and I felt my breathing slow. My face stayed as hot as ever.

Beck shifted his body over mine and was hovering over me. Well, there goes my heart rate, I thought. Sure enough, my heartbeat sped up to faster than it was before. I should resist. No way. I was arguing out what I should do about it in my head and when Beck moved his sweet lips to my throat, I lost all other thought.

End Note: I had planed for this chapter to be lots longer, but a great a idea came to me and I'm ready to make flourish. Smile! :) And Review!