A/N: Chapter 19 guys! I am so excited! I did a couple things in this that might stray from the actual characters, but I hope you guys like it anyways!
TORI
Jade. She is such a dictator. I sat in my bed thinking about this morning.
"Beck called me last night. He was begging for me to come back to him. You see Tori, Beck is mine. He's always been mine. And he even told me that he didn't want you."
I listened to Jade thinking that she had no reason to lie to me. Why would she? But, I don't understand why he would say that. Maybe it was the other night at the cliff. What if it made things weird for him?
"Just go away, and let me take care of him like I always have, like I always will." He voice sounded calm and not mean. Which was weird, but it made me believe her even more.
"Okay." Tear welled in my eyes as Jade walked out my door. The second the door closed behind her, I let my emotions engulf me. I cried harder than I have cried in a long time. And that is when I realized that I loved Beck.
Ding Dong!
Who was that in the middle of the day; everyone should have been at school. I didn't go because my face was swollen and sore from all the crying this morning. I felt sick in the pit of my stomach. I got up and went to the door. When I opened the door my heart dropped to the floor beneath my feet. "Beck?"
"Tori…" He had a crazed look in his eye. Something inside me shut the door in Beck's face. It hurt me to see him right now. It made my heart ache.
"Tori?" He called from outside the door.
"Please, go away." The tears were back. "I don't want to talk."
"Tori, I want to help." His voice was muffled by the door.
"Jade was right!" I called.
"What?" He cracked the door. "Can I come in?"
"Please, Beck, don't make this harder for than it has to be."
I thought I heard Beck whisper 'I'm sorry' before he shut the door.
BECK
"What the hell?!" I slung Jade's apartment door. I didn't even care if someone else may have been there.
"What did I do this time?" She tried to sound innocent, but it has always been that way and I saw right through her.
"What did you say to Tori?"
"I told her the truth, Beck. She deserved to know."
"What the HELL did you say?" My voice rose with every word. I was so angry I could spit venom.
"I told her you were mine, and that you always had been. That I needed to take care of you, and that you needed me to take care of you."
I didn't say a word. I didn't want to say anything I didn't mean. I waited. "Why, Jade? Why would you do that to me?"
"To you? I didn't do anything to you. I did it to her."
Again, I waited. I couldn't stand to be around her anymore. I kept breathing in and out. I calmed myself while she stared at me.
"Beck," she stood up and stepped closer to me. I didn't say a word. "Give me one thing." She put her mouth to mine and balled my shirt in her hand. She slipped her tongue in my mouth, and for the first time ever since I had met Jade, she was unattractive to me. I pushed her away.
"Don't." I wiped my mouth with my sleeve and turned to head out. I had to fix things with Tori.
"Beck, wait!" Jade grabbed my arm. "I want you to be my first. I can't do that with anyone else. And I thought… you wanted me to be your first. You don't want that?" I was shocked.
"We're broken up…" She nodded in agreement. "And you are asking me for sex?" I couldn't believe what I heard. And what's more, I didn't want it, like I had before. I had wanted Jade to be my first, a long, long time ago. And she didn't want it. Besides, not that I am complaining. But it's too late for that now.
I smiled in my head. Tori was my first. The smile turned to a frown… and she didn't know.
I turned to walk out, and Jade grabbed my arm again. I didn't even look back, and I snatched my sleeve away. It was time for a change, one that did not involve Jadelyn West.
E/N: I wasn't sure if Jade had a real name, but I thought the statement would be more effective if I used one. Hope you guys aren't too upset ;)
