A/N: So... I have been gone for like three years. Haha. But now I have a whole new life. What most people would call an adult one. So I don't have as much time on my hands, but I will try and write often. Just catch up, and let me guys know what you think.

Tori awoke with an awful headache. Hangover, great! Her memory of last night slowly caught up with her. She had a lot to drink, partied with Andre, Cat, Robbie, and Beck. Beck! I wonder if he got home safe, or if he at least stayed the night. Tori hurred across the room to her Pear phone. She opened her texts and noticed that Beck hadnt texted her yet. He is probably still sleeping. She typed out a short and sweet good morning text for him to see when he wakes up.

Tori quickly slipped on some jogging pants and the matching jacket and padded downstairs. Trina was the only one home, again, no surprise there. She was sitting on the couch watching the flat screen. She heard Tori come in and turned to see her face. "Got a hangover?" Trina giggled.

"Uh.. yeah." Tori snarled. "I guess. Hey, do you know if Beck got home okay last night? He hasn't called and I don't remember getting home."

"Uh, yeah. That's because you passed out in my car; I almost left you there, too, but you got up and walked upstairs."

"...and Beck?"

"I don't know, Tori. I'm not his keeper. That's your job; you're his girlfriend, right?"

"No... not officially." Tori mumbled as she crossed the room to the kitchen. She popped a frozen waffle into the toaster and ate it by hand as she headed back upstairs for a much need shower.

Before Tori got into the shower, she checked her phone again. Nothing. She was really starting to worry about him. She decided that after she showered she would call him.

Tori let the hot water wash over her face, relaxing a little. He's probably fine. She loved shower time. It was the only time of day that she could be alone and think, aside from when Trina interrupted her, and maybe, just maybe, Trina would leave Tori alone today.

Tori was enjoying her shower, when she heard her phone ringing in the other room. She hurried so fast out of the shower, she nearly fell, wrapped herself in a towel and nearly streaked to her room across the hall. Tori jumped across her bed and grabbed her phone. She was too late, her missed call notification blinged. "Damn it!" she exclaimed to herself. Tori looked at her notifications and her hope was crushed. It was only Andre, not that she didn't want to talk to Andre, she was really hoping that Beck was calling. Nonetheless, she decided that she should call Andre back.

"Hey!"

"Hey Andre, what's up? You called."

"Well... yeah, I was calling to make sure you were okay."

"Um, yeah. A little bit of a headache. Hey, do you know if Beck got home okay?" She had to ask.

"Oh... nah, he spent the night here at my aunt's house..." Andre sounded distant.

"So he's okay?"

"Yeah. Tori, listen. When I found him sleeping this morning... Jade was there..."

Tori heart skipped into high gear. "What do you mean... Jade was there?" Tori spat her name like poison. She was already angry.

"She was there... in the bed. Tori, I'm sorry. I don't know what happened. Maybe you should talk to him."

Tori was already tearing up before Andre finished his sentence. "Come over?" Tori's voice broke.

"Yeah gimme an hour."

Tori hung up the phone. She let the tears and the ache in the bottom of her stomach take over. She slowly got up and put on some clothes, not even caring if it matched or looked good. She crawled back in bed, curled into a ball, and cried. She was there for what seemed like hours before she felt a hand on her shoulder. Tori looked up and saw a compassionate Andre. He had a sad smile on his face.

"You have so much emotion,Tor. I don't know what you're going through, because I don't know what you guys had. You guys never had time to tell me what was going on. But I did see the way you looked at him, and hell, the way he looked at you. I don't know what happened. Who knows? Maybe, this is another one of Jade's 'evil plans' to screw everything up for Beck. You know she hasn't been very nice to anyone since Beck's accident, especially Beck."

Tori listened to Andre talk. He always knew what to say, and even though it didn't make all the pain go away, she did feel good enough to get out of bed. Andre and Tori were downstairs watching tv, after Trina left, when Andre's phone blinged.

"Who texted?" Tori asked.

"Uh... my grandma. I gotta go. You gonna be okay?"

"Yeah. I'll be fine." Before Tori knew it, Andre was gone and she was alone.

She decided that now was a good a time as ever to call Beck and find out what was going on.


"Jade! What the hell?" Beck was so shocked that he'd found himself in bed with her instead of Tori. He found himself trying hard to remember what happened last night, but the last thing he could remember was stumbling to the bedroom.

"What?! What did I do?!" They were both yelling.

"What do you mean?! You know why I'm upset! Why are you here?"

"Um, because this is where I slept last night. And you. We slept together."

"Wait... did we... sleep together?" Beck got quiet, and Jade grinned. "No... no, no, no, no, no, no, no."

"That is not what you were saying last night."

Beck glared at Jade and screamed aloud. "AHHHHHHH! Why do you always have to fuck eveything up?! My life was finally coming together and you just had to mess everything up."

Beck realized that he was dressed completely except for his shirt. He looked around the room hysterically until he caught sight of his shirt. He took one big step across the room, picked up the shirt, and yanked it over his head. "Stay away from me." Beck looked right at Jade's eyes, which had now started tearing up. "Don't ever come around me again. Just... Stay. Away."

Beck heard Jade sob as he left the room, it didn't even phase him. he second guessed himself for half a second. Am I being to harsh? Shouldn't this hurt me? But in the end,Beck decided that it didn't matter. It was probably best that she wasn't around. He just needed to find Tori.


With tears streaming down her face, Jade glanced around the room. She knew that nothing had happened last night, and now, nothing ever would. She wanted Beck, in every way. But she knew now that she had ruined that, and therefore her own life.

She was fully dressed and she decided she should get up and go home. As soon as Jade brought herself to move, a ringing sound startled her. She looked around the room and buried in the blanket was Beck's phone. Tori was calling him. Jade felt slightly alive again as she touched the ignore button.

She opened a text to Tori's number. Would it hurt her more for her to hear it from me, or Beck? Beck. Jade typed out a message and sent it, without even thinking twice. She dropped his phone into her bag, and left.