"kahi jaa rahe ho" Rajat calmly asked her
"Hmmm clinic jaa rahi hu...aaj meri appointment hai" Purvi replied without looking at him
"Clinic kyu?" Rajat cluelessly asked
"Abortion ke liye" Purvi replied feeling disgusted
That was it for Rajat, his mind again started flooding with all the questions...he couldn't hold it any longer now...he had to confront her right now.
"Ye sab kya hai Purvi...sach mai kya hai ye sab...pehle tum aise hi achanak se meri jindagi se gayab ho gai aur ab achanak se vapas lout aayi... kyu Purvi kyu? Aur ye bacha...he thought something...kya ye...ye bacha mera hai?" Rajat hesitantly asked if it was his child but was not ready for the answer
"Rajat mujhe abhi iss baare mai koi baat nahi karni hai...mujhe clinic ke liye late ho raha hai" Purvi tried to avoid the conversation and tried to go but Rajat stopped her holding her arm tightly
"Rajat haath chodiye mera... you are hurting me" Purvi said struggling to free her arms
"I am hurting you? I am hurting you? Hurt to tumne mujhe kiya tha Purvi... you just left! Tumne ek baar bhi mere baare mai nahi socha" Rajat's eyes filled with tears remembering how she left her 3months ago breaking up on a call
Purvi angrily freed her arm
"Seriously Rajat? I left?...Purvi asked in disbelief...Aapne choice hi kya chodi thi mere saamne...aur aapne ek baar bhi vapas mujhe call karne ki ya mujhse milne ki koshish tak nahi ki...mai bhi kis se puch rahi hu ye sab...aapse to aisi kuch umeed karna bhi meri hi galti thi... itna bada ego hai aapka ki aapne kabhi mujhse ek baar bhi contact karne ki koshish nahi ki saamne se" Purvi angrily said
"Haan to kyu karta koshish baat karne ki...aapne to bol diya tha ki bass sab khatam ho gaya humare bich...mujhe laga aap gusse mai ho jab gussa shant ho jayega to aap khud baat kar loge... humesha to aap hi...
"Exactly...Purvi interuppted in between...humesha mai hi koshish karti thi humare bich sab thik karne ki...jab bhi kabhi humare bich jhagda hota tha ya koi bhi issues hote the mai hi usse thik karne ki koshish karti thi...aapne kabhi saamne se nahi ki na koshish Rajat" Purvi's eyes filled with tears
"Aap jaanti ho mujhe Purvi...mai itna busy rehta hai aur hu mai thoda sa ajeeb...nahi samajh aata mujhe ye sab...aap to sab samjhti thi na fir kya ho gaya? Kyu ye sab insecurities aane lagi humare bich" Rajat asked holding her shoulders
"Thak gai thi mai Rajat! Samjhte samjhte...aur har baar mai hi kyu samjhu...aapne kabhi mujhe samjhne ki koshish ki...har vaqt bass aapka kaam, aapki khusi aapka sab kuch...mera kya...mera kya Rajat" purvi was now on the verge of crying but she was trying to hold back her tears...aapke liye humesha se sirf sirf aapka kaam important raha hai...humesha aapka kaam aapki priority raha hai lekin mene kabhi complaint nahi ki lekin bass thak gai thi mai aapki absence se aapke lack of efforts se...jab aapka mann karta tha aap mujhse baat karte the...jab mann karta tha milte the...aapne kabhi mujhe importance di hi nahi Rajat...I was never important to you... relationship humara tha na Rajat to fir efforts sirf mere akele ke kyu?" Purvi asked
"Are you even listening yourself? Haan mera kaam meri priority hai...I am a doctor damn it...mai apne kaam ko aise hi ignore to nahi kar sakta na... it's a matter of life and death...and aap bol rahi hai mene kabhi efforts nahi kiye? I used to be busy still mai humesha try karta tha aapke liye time nikalne ka...mujhe bhi koi maja nahi aa raha tha aapse durr rehne mai...I always wanted to be with you par situation nahi permit kar rahi thi na...aur ye sab baatein to relationship shuru hone se pehle hi aapko pata thi but you always have been really supportive and understanding...par baat ye nahi hai... mujhe sirf itna janna hai ki aap ye bache ko abort kyu karwana chahti ho? I just want to know is this my child?"
" Aapki na yahi problem hai Rajat! You always try to look innocent in every situation...but I am just tired of you...mujhse nahi ho raha tha handle isliye mene gusse mai...gussseeeee mai bola tha ki mujhe aapke saath nahi rehna...lekin aapne mujhse baat karne ki bhi koshish nahi ki usske baad... you never really deserved me Rajat... you never really deserved me" tears started rolling down her cheeks while saying all this
"Purvi! Please batao mujhe kaha thi tum itne time tak aur abhi Achanak se vapas kyu aayi? Aur ye pregnancy?" Rajat asked her calmly
"Aapko koi idea nahi hai Rajat ki mere saath inn 3mahino mai kya kya hua hai...kya kya jhela hai mene inn 3 mahino mai" she said feeling disgusted
"Arey kaise pata hoga! Bataogi tab pata chalega na... please tum baato ko gol gol ghumana band karo and saaf saaf batao kya hua hai? Sabse pehle to ye batao ki kyu aap iss bache ko abort karna chahti hai?"
" You know what Rajat! Mujhe aapse kuch bhi nahi kehna...and you know what! Agar ye bacha aapka bhi hota na to bhi mai isse abort karwa deti" Purvi angrily said and ran towards her room crying
Purvi was very angry with Rajat...she had gone through hell in all those 3months...the only hope she had was Rajat, but now she was not sure anymore if he was worth holding on... Purvi slept on the bed on her stomach and started crying bitterly, remembering the agony she went through.
