Chapter 8

E-POV

It's not like I have a lot of practice with this dating shit. What the fuck do people do? Driving with no particular destination in mind, Bella puts the radio on and watches out the window. She seems quiet and a little tense – I can't help but wonder if maybe she'd rather just go home.

"Do you feel like walking around the lake?" She turns to me and her sudden words take me by surprise.

"Like Navy Pier?" I ask to clarify.

"No, too crowded. Maybe the lakefront over by Lakeshore Drive?" I wouldn't mind the lakefront either; now that I have her to myself, I'm not so keen on sharing her with the crowds on the pier.

This time of night there's a lot of traffic and it takes a bit longer to get there. Most people are busy at the Sox Game, or over in grant Park for that jazz show…there won't be many people down by this area of the lake. I easily park the car and take Bella's hand to walk down by the lake.

"I love coming down to the lake." Now she says this – yet I have to question it. She says she loves coming down here, yet she seems a little off.

At first I thought it was me that was making her nervous and shit but then I'd catch her eyes darting back and forth scanning ahead as we walked. I was tempted to ask her about that Mancini-fuck but thought better of it. I figured she'd tell me if there was something wrong. I fucking hated that she felt scared and right now it was completely unnecessary.

"Charlie used to have this old beat up boat he'd take out."

"Charlie, your dad?"

"Uh, yeah. He used to like to fish. He'd get up so early…I don't know too early anyway and head out till the sun came down." I watch her eyes scan the dark water, lost somewhere in another time.

I lightly pull on her hand to bring her back. "Don't take this the wrong way but I can't see you fishing."

"Me, no, no, no. Never. Charlie got me to try when I was little but the thought of those poor fish getting skewered in the mouth…I don't know and the way they flop around it just bothers me."

Her talk of boats gave me an idea…a pretty good fucking idea too. "So no fishing? Do you like boating?"

"Yeah, I like being on the water. I like seeing the names of the boats – I don't know."

"You know what I'd like?"

"Hmm?" Her bright eyes meet mine as she tugs on my hand.

"Taking you out on my boat – although I've got an ulterior motive."

"Which is?" The corners of her mouth lift a bit as she raises her brow in question.

I raise our linked hands and spin her around - taking in her every curve. "Getting you in a bikini."

She ignores my comment and asks, "What'd you name you boat?"

"It's not all that original…" I chuckle running my free hand down the back on my neck. "I'd hate to disappoint a name connoisseur such as yourself."

"Come on…tell me." She tugs on my hand and I can't help but chuckle at her cuteness.

"Andiamo."

"Is that Italian?"

"Yeah, it means 'let's go'."

"I like it." Her glittering eyes and big smile makes me smile in return.

"Yeah – and I'd still like seeing you in a bikini."

She smiles sweetly, "Guess you'll just have to take me out on your boat then." Then she releases my hand and walks away from me, swaying her hips as she moved and all I can do is stand in place taking in the sight of that sweet cherry ass. She knew what she was doing and she knew I was watching. She'd be putting a bikini on soon…

We spent our time walking along the lakefront looking at the different boats. I felt content too…just being with her and holding her hand in mine. My lifestyle keeps me on the go…there's always someone to see. It works out ok though, cuz I find that being in any one place for too long makes me fucking twitchy.

For the first time I don't feel like I'm wasting my time and there isn't that feeling that I need to be doing something else. Other girls – yeah the fucking is good…but always in the back of my mind I have a hundred things going on and a constant need to be on the go. Yet – here I am with Bella and find I could stay here all night just walking and holding her hand.

When the fucking sky opened up and let loose enough water to fill up another fucking lake – I was pissed. Talk about raining on your fucking parade. There she stood soaked and I can't even offer her my fucking jacket – cuz it's just as wet as her.

She didn't seem to mind though. I watched in amusement as she looked to the sky and twirled around giggling…it amazes me how she can find humor in the most annoying shit. Then I thought of a bright side of my own…and decided that maybe the rain wasn't that fucking bad after all.

She stood nervously at the door, a puddle of water at her feet. "Edward I'm so sorry." When I turn to her all my thoughts stop and are replaced with images that are far less appropriate. My eyes rake over her body, taking in the wet clothes that cling to her every fucking curve. Marron!

"…the floor. I'm –"

I interrupt her by clearing my throat, "Nothing to worry about."

Her small hands rub down her arms, attempting to smooth the goose bumps that have erupted across her creamy skin. The dampness of her thin shirt has left it almost a flesh color as it clings and molds against her soft curves, revealing the shadow of her bellybutton and two hard nipples that are straining against the almost sheer fabric. Jesus Christ – I'm going to fucking lose it!

Like a fucking asshole it just now occurs to me that she's probably freezing. "Let me find something you can uh -" The thought of her wearing my clothing, wearing me, leaves my mouth fucking dry and I can't even finish the fucking sentence. I rub the back of my neck in frustration and force myself to look away as my free hand gestures to her wet clothing.

"Thanks…I'm freezing." She follows me to my bedroom and I pretend not to notice her curious glances as she takes everything in. I hand her a t-shirt and a pair of sweats – there's no way they'll fit but at least she'll be dry. "Here…there's a bathroom right through there."

I pull my own wet clothing off and change into jeans and a t shirt myself. With my back flat on my bed, I lay there thinking about Bella. More specifically about Bella currently occupying my bathroom – naked. And just like that my jeans have become as uncomfortable as fuck. I consider offering her a shower. A shower would help her warm up… I flatten my hand and rub it over my throbbing dick to give the fucker a little friction. …but if she let me join her it could also take care of two birds with one stone. She'd get warm and my dick –

The bathroom door swings open and I quickly sit up so my dick doesn't look like he's trying to stand at attention and salute her; although I'd very much like to get the two of them acquainted…and for the sake of my fucking sanity – soon. She plays with the ends of her hair and then nervously runs her hands down her sides, smoothing out the t shirt and tugging at the hem.

And if I thought I couldn't be more fucked…she's standing not more than ten feet from my bed, damp hair over her shoulders in my t shirt – minus the fucking sweat pants. My eyes take her in from her small bare feet all the way up her curvy legs to her bare fucking thighs. Marron!

"The pants didn't fit – um they're too big. I tried to roll them but it really didn't work." Her shy eyes look down as her hands pull down on the t-shirt. "Um…is this ok?" She's standing there in my bedroom, half naked and she wants to know if it's ok? Believe me it's more than ok.

"As long as you're not cold." That seemed safe…like a non-asshole thing to say.

While I'd like nothing more than to keep her in my bedroom for the rest of the night, I don't think throwing her down on my bed and fucking her into tomorrow would go over too well. I realize my control is slipping away and I'm in need of a distraction. "I'm gonna go outside and have a quick smoke." I almost asked her if she wanted to come out with me. Almost. Then, thinking about her half naked body outside my house, where any mother fucker could just roll up and take a look at the goods… no, that shit wasn't happening. "Why don't you go sit on the couch? Turn the TV on. I'll be there in a minute."

I light my smoke and use this time to clear my fucking head. The way she drives me crazy… I'll be a chronic emphysemic by morning.

I sit next to her on the couch and smile when she scoots closer. She scrunches up her nose, "You smell like cigarettes." I lean down and take a big sniff of her hair, Jesus fuck! I love that smell. "Mmm - You smell like vanilla." I chuckle as she takes her hair and tries sniffing it. "Trust me – you do." Then I lean down, bury my nose deep in her long hair and take another big sniff; her giggling only spurs me on and I playfully make nips at her ear. Jesus, I really need to fucking stop!

"What are you watching?"

She scrunches up that adorable nose and all the sudden I have the urge to kiss it. "Um…Step Brothers? It's on STARs every day…they'll just keep playing it on a loop for the whole month."

"You like that movie?"

"Yeah, it's funny. Have you seen it?" She stretches her leg out and looks down at her barefoot curling and uncurling her toes.

"NO, I haven't." I chuckle. "You have cute toes."

"What?" She laughs all the while looking at me like I was some kind of fucking weirdo.

"Your toes – they're cute."

"I stopped by Jessica's work the other day and-." All the sudden she stops and tucks her legs underneath her. "Will you stop."

"Stop what?" I really have no idea what the fuck she's talking about.

"Stop looking at my feet!" Now it's me looking at her like she's the weirdo.

It's not like I'm some freak with a foot fetish. Her feet were out and I happened to notice. Her feet are cute – all painted up and shit.

"Would you feel better if I showed you mine? You know…you show me yours and I'll show you mine?" I could get down with a game like that. I could think of quite a few something she could show me…and I'd more than happily show her mine.

"No!" She squealed and swatted my shoulder. "You're a pervert!"

"Hey, I think you got that backwards, sweetie…I'm just talking about feet here." I lean down smirking and quirk my eyebrow at her. "What is it you're talking about?" She turns a beautiful pink. "Ah, the truth comes out…and I'm the pervert?"

Frowning, she purses her lips against a smile that is threatening to break free. "You're impossible, you know that?"

"I know that I'm impossible to resist." And impossibly fucking hard. Jesus Fucking Christ!

"You keep telling yourself that, buddy." Whoa! Buddy? Where in the fuck did that come from? In my experience the word buddy is like a spike strip in the road. There's no getting around it and there's no getting past it – and the end result is always the same. A flat tire.

"Buddy? I call you sweetie and you call me buddy? This doesn't seem right somehow."

"Relax – I didn't mean anything by it." She pats the cushion and I slide closer to her. She leans into me with her shoulder pressed against my arm and curls her legs underneath her. "Is this ok, sweetie?"

I chuckle at her exaggerated use of 'sweetie'. I'll definitely take the sarcasm over the label 'buddy'. Game on!

I let my hand rest across her bare knee and put my mouth against her ear whispering, "Is this ok, sweetie?"

I can't help but smirk at seeing her skin heat up and hearing her swallow. She keeps her wide eyes trained on the TV but gives me a nod. So fucking cute!

I let my thumb slightly trail up and trace slow circles across her skin while my fingers twitch with the thought of running them up her bare legs. Her skin looks so smooth and so fucking creamy. There isn't an inch of her I don't want to taste. Like it has a mind of its own my thumb begins to slowly stroke the soft skin above her knee. I love the way she feels in my hands. I get a little bolder, slowly letting my hand slide a bit further up her leg and then back down. Her skin feels like satin under my fingertips and as I slowly slide back up her leg, my thumb slips underneath the hem of her tee shirt to stroke her upper thigh. My thumb grazes over her thigh, making lazy circles; I watch for her reaction and lean into her ear again, "How about this?" The goose bumps on her flesh make me smile.

She looks up and my hand gently cups her face as my thumb traces the softness of her cheek. I find shy Bella just as sexy as playful Bella. I tuck a stray strand of hair behind her ear and watch her lean into my touch as my fingers graze down her jawline to her chin. Her eyes snap up to mine when I raise her chin. I lean into her skimming my nose across that sweet spot behind her earlobe and slowly sliding along her smooth jaw to her pouty lips.

The need to kiss her becomes overpowering and my lips ghost over hers, just barely grazing as I pass over them whispering. "And this?" Her pink tongue licks her lips and with her wide eyes locked on mine she nods her permission.

Leaning in I press my mouth to hers; kissing her softly. I press another soft kiss on her lips before gently sucking in her bottom lip. She presses her body into me as she moves closer and lets her mouth move slowly over mine, returning my kisses.

Her lips taste so fucking sweet and I find myself quickly deepening the kiss and in desperate need to feel more of her. The awkward position she's sitting in makes it difficult to touch her the way I want and I deliberately let my hands slide to her hips and guide her onto my lap.

Her hands rest on my shoulders as my hands slide up her back, over her shoulders and into her silky hair holding her head still as my tongue begged for entrance. She parts her lips for me and I moan into her mouth when she takes the initiative to seek out my tongue.

Encouraged by her small hands running up my chest and squeezing my shoulders, I grab her hips with a little more force this time and pull her body forward until it's flush against my own and where I need to feel her the most. I can feel her heat through the thin material of her panties and it makes me impossibly harder. Her heartbeat is thundering against my chest and her shallow breaths match my own. When she shifts her weight to run her fingers through my hair, the friction she creates is almost my undoing.

With a burning need to explore her every curve, my hands knead her hips before sliding up, just grazing the swells of her breasts. The smoothness of her skin and hot breaths on my neck has me on sensory fucking overload and my throbbing dick begging to be released.

My lips travel to her neck, nipping at that soft spot below her earlobe first then taking her earlobe in my mouth giving a softer nip this time. My tongue trails my mouth back down her neck as I let my tongue descend on her collarbone. When she moans my body lights up like it's in fucking flames.

Mother Fucking Christ! That has to be the sexiest sound I have ever fucking heard and I don't fight the urge I have to grab her hips and grind her into my cock. I hear her sharp intake of air as her hands push against my chest and she pulls back putting some distance between us but still sits straddling my thighs. "Edward, wait." Barely able to stop tasting her, I find myself groaning at the loss of contact and her frown. "Um…I can't just-" She pauses, evening out her breaths. "I just need to know…what is this?"

I look up at her, chest heaving and dark eyes glittering with lust but at the same time holding traces of conflict or maybe uncertainty. I couldn't be certain. I can barely take my eyes off of her let alone think. Having her close like this…it's like my brain went on a fucking vacation. I let my hands run along the curve of her hip, "What's what, baby?"

"This…-" She pushes against my chest then gestures to herself. "Us…. what we're doing?"

"This can be whatever you want it to be." I meant that too. She could have whatever part of me she wanted; although selfishly I was hoping my dick would be included in those fucking wants. This is new territory for me. I realize I'm breaking all my own rules and I could give a shit anymore. She wants to do this whole boyfriend/girlfriend – dating bull shit? I won't be any good at it but fuck it – let's go. She wants to just fuck occasionally – fuck I'd be down for that, too.

Her face falls. "Oh."

Fuck! I pull her closer to fix my fucking mistake and lift her chin up so she's looking at me. "Hey-"

"No, don't!" She shrugs her chin out of my hand. "I get it." No, you really fucking don't.

I take her chin again and lean in to whisper in her ear, "What do you want, Bella? Hmm, tell me."

"I don't know…I want this…" She runs her hands down my chest. Fuck, baby – I want this too. "but not just this." I frown as she quickly pulls her arms back to her sides and fidgets with the hem of her shirt. I have to lean closer to hear her next words. "I want you – but all of you and I want-"

She doesn't finish. "You want what, Bella?"

She releases a deep breath and peaks up at me through her eyelashes. "I want to be yours." She might as well have had my dick in her mouth when she said that – cuz those five little words sent an electric jolt through my body and right on down to my very hard cock.

"You want to be mine?" She lets me pull her closer and I softly kiss her neck once, then twice before pressing my mouth against her ear. "What if I told you I want you to be mine, too?"

"Just yours?"

My hands slide up her cheek and my thumb runs across that bottom lip, releasing it from its hold. When her eyes finally look at me I answer, "I don't share what's mine."

Where that came from I couldn't say. I never gave it much thought before now. Fuck, I never had a reason to give it much thought before. Before her.

She studies my face as I wait for her response. I stayed frozen, listening to my own heartbeat pounding in my ears. I really liked the idea of her being mine and only mine but I'm not gonna lie, I was also really hoping I'd finally get a piece tonight – before I really do lose my shit.

Her hands run through my hair and I just close my eyes and revel in her touch. Her hands are like fucking magic and make it so easy to forget about all the bull shit that went down at the club earlier. It amazes me how easy it is to just be with her like this.

The urge to touch her, to feel her is just too much and I have to concentrate on keeping my hands still and at my sides as I feel her body timidly moving over mine. She leans in and places a soft kiss on my forehead, another soft kiss on my chin… Fuck, Bella you are slowly but surely driving me insane. …she stops and I can feel the breath of her words across my lips. "Edward…" I open my eyes taking in her darker ones and pink swollen lips. "Kiss me."

Her boldness takes me by surprise but she doesn't have to ask me twice. She'd never even have to ask me. I look into her eyes looking for traces of doubt but, I only see desire and lust. Ignoring the ache in my pants, my lips crash down on hers; this time the kisses are more urgent as I pull her closer. Her lips move hungrily over my own and when she bites down on my bottom lip I groan into her mouth. She is so fucking sexy.

I just can't seem to get her close enough. My hands slide under her shirt and glide from her hips up her sides; again grazing the sides of her tits. Back up again, my thumbs brush against the lacy fabric of her bra and trace small circles around her nipples; unlike our fevered kissing my thumbs' movements are slow and teasing. Feeling her nipples harden from my touch has me quickly realizing that the fucking shirt has to go.

Licking and gently sucking her neck, "Fuck, Bella…" I swirl my tongue behind her earlobe and find myself moaning at her sweetness. "The fucking shirt…" My mouth can't seem to stop tasting her skin and when I can finally get the words out the strangled hoarseness in my own voice doesn't go unnoticed. My tongue circles her pulse point. "off." My mouth sucks at her neck then her earlobe. "Please let me take it off, baby."

She slowly raises her arms and I slide my hands up her bare sides and remove the fucking thing, throwing it on the floor. Mother Fucking Christ! My mouth went dry at the sight of her. Her heaving chest strains against the sheer fabric of her purple bra… and she has panties to match. Marron! She's fucking lacy and purple and sinfully sheer and she has my dick's complete attention.

Her erect nipples were calling to me through the non-existent fabric and as my eyes wandered down to those sheer panties and the little lacey 'V' framing her bare pussy….Jesus, fuck me! There is no way I wouldn't be kissing those lips.

My mouth greedily takes her nipple, swirling my tongue over the sheer fabric while my hands slide back down her bare sides, exploring every curve as they feel their way down to her ass. Her hot breath on my neck sends shivers down my spine and I let my teeth graze her nipple. Her hands clench my hair from the sensation, jerking my head closer as she presses herself against me and I growl. Like a fucking animal….I growl. This is what she fucking does to me.

Always needing more with her, my hands slide up her smooth sides and snake around to her back, unhooking her bra and throwing the fucking thing on the floor. "Christ, baby." Feeling her perfect tits in my hand has my control dissolving and all reminders to take this slow fly out the fucking window.

My hand slides up her chest, over her shoulder to the back of her neck. My fingers lace through her long hair, holding her in place as my mouth hungrily takes in her nipple, sucking and gently nipping. Her whimpers are driving me crazy and I'm a greedy bastard that can't seem to get enough. My tongue swirls around one before gently sucking and licking its way to the other.

There is no taking my mouth off of her, clenching the back of her hair and pulling her head to the side, I place open mouthed kisses down her jaw to her chin; I manage to get a few words out and I could give a

fuck that my voice sounds every bit of desperate as I feel. "I fucking need you, baby."

My mouth trails its way back to her earlobe and with my own fucking breathing way out of control, I can only manage to pant in a ragged whisper against her ear, "Christ…let me have you."

She uses my hair to pull herself closer to me, letting her body mold against my own. She rolls her hips over my groin and the animal she created growls against her flushed chest. "I'm yours, Edward."

Mine. She's fucking mine…all mine. That simple phrase in that breathless whisper was all I needed to finish making her mine. "Wrap your legs around me." My hands guide her legs as she wraps them tightly around my waist; holding her body tightly to mine I stand up with her and walk us back to my bedroom.

I lay her back on my bed needing to feel her body beneath me, and groan into her mouth as I feel her tits press against my chest. Needing to feel all her nakedness, I hold my weight off of her with my right arm as I reach over my shoulder with the other, yanking my own shirt off.

She runs her hands up my bare chest letting her fingers ghost over my nipples and I had to close my eyes and bite back a groan. My dick was screaming at me, desperately wanting to be released.

I look down at Bella –she is fucking gorgeous. Flushed skin, wild eyes, wild hair.

"You are so fucking beautiful."

Her cheeks inflame and I kiss across her heated chest and back up her neck before whispering, "Do you have any idea what that blush does to me?" I shift my hips so she can feel exactly what she does to me.

Feeling my hardness between her legs, she rolls her head back and moans…whispering my name. I let my hips shift against hers again, groaning against her sweet mouth, "Fuck, Bella."

She squirms underneath me, trying to reach for the button on my jeans. I'm in no way finished with her so my body pins her still as my hands grab her wrists and puts them above her head. I can feel her body arching into me and her hips pushing up seeking friction. "Edward –" I cover her protest with my mouth and her lips meet my own with the same ferocity. My right hand keeps her arms in place as my left hand slides down her side to her hip to still her movements. My mouth moves over her neck, "I know. Soon, baby."

I kiss a trail down her perfect body, circling my tongue around her bellybutton. Her creamy skin erupts in goose bumps when I blow across her heated flesh. I love the way her body reacts to me. My hand kneads her hip and slides her panties off. I take a moment to let my eyes enjoy her…fucking Christ she is beautiful! Long hair spread across my pillow, heavy eyes watching me in anticipation, swollen lips and flushed skin, creamy thighs clenching her bare pussy…Jesus I have to put my mouth on that!

I run my hand up her smooth leg, kneading her inner thigh and slowly stroking her slick folds before circling her clit. My middle finger circles her entrance before pushing into her wetness. Mother Fucking Christ! "You are so fucking wet, baby." I add a second finger and continue pumping in an even rhythm. "Jesus, so fucking wet."

"You make me that way, Edward. That's what you do to me." Her needy voice is so fucking sexy. I growl at the boldness of her words as my mouth sucks and nips at her nipple while my fingers furiously pump inside of her. I kiss down her body, stopping to lick and suck at each hip bone.

I move lower, using my hand to further spread her legs and gently blow across her hot pussy. Her bare folds glisten from her wetness and all I want to do is devour her whole. "Bella, look at me." The thought of her watching me while I taste her is fucking sexy as hell. Her eyes flutter open, "I want you to watch me. Watch me fucking taste you."

I grab her leg, place an opened mouth kiss on her inner thigh and place it over my shoulder before doing the same with the other. My hands yank her hips down and I started slowly, teasing her with my skilled tongue, licking deliberately up and down and nipping at her swollen clit. I slobbered all over her clit, licking and sucking it – firmly then softly, over and over – her wails of sweet pleasure only spurring me on.

Plunging deeper into her wetness, her thighs firmly clench my head and she raises her hips in further offering. Thrusting my tongue deeply into her center, I lap at her flowing juices earning myself another wail of pleasure. With my hands firmly holding her frantically bucking hips my tongue flattens over her clit and strokes at the sensitive bud.

"Oh, God…that thing with your tongue. Do that again!" Her hands yank on my hair at her demand and my tongue happily obeys her command - repeating the licking and swirling.

"I'm so…Edward don't stop – so close."

My fingers slip back into her dripping pussy while my tongue rapidly swirls over her clit. Jesus, so fucking sweet!

I can feel her milking my fingers and wanting to give in to her body's need my fingers curl and I close my lips around her clit sucking and gently grazing my teeth. With her eyes squeezed tight she thrashes her head from side to side chanting my name – over and over. "Oh, God…Edward!" Wanting to feel her come on my lips… I replace my fingers with my tongue and pressing deep into her I greedily lap at the rush of wetness. I fucking suck her dry if I could.

"You taste so fucking good." Not letting any of her sweetness go to waste, I suck her moisture off each of my fingers.

Placing a kiss on her clit, I then kiss my way up her side, stopping to suck on each nipple before making my way to her mouth so she can taste herself on me. She grabs at my shoulders and pulls me down, eagerly seeking out my tongue. Her eagerness is fuck hot and I happily welcome her tongue in my mouth. Her hands frantically run up and down my back, over my shoulders and into my hair.

Grabbing her hair and pulling her head to the side, I kiss down her neck, "I need to be inside of you." She moans, running her hands down my sides and back to my pants. I help her remove the fucking things and enjoy her expression as she takes me in. "Now, Edward, now. I need you now." Those words! I thought I fucking died and gone to heaven. My dick was aching to be inside of her – the need was coiled so fucking tight and her begging was making it impossibly difficult to control the urge to just fuck her senseless.

Her hand snaked in between us, feeling my rock hard shaft with her fingertips. God I have been ready since she walked through my door tonight - all wet. When her hand came down and palmed my dick, I felt like I was on fucking fire – every nerve ending was tingling. "Motherfuck-"

I hissed and pressed harder into her hand. Resting my head in the crook of her neck I couldn't help but inhale sharply as her small hand worked me up and down. To muffle my own moans of pleasure I sucked the skin over her shoulder then using my teeth to suck harder as her hand increased its pressure. Then thinking that I may have hurt her, I ran my tongue over the mark I had made and left an open mouth kiss on her shoulder. When her hand moved lower, I was dangerously close to losing my shit but couldn't stop from pressing into her hand. "Fuck- baby…Fuck-" Squeezing my eyes shut against the intensity and concentrating on forcing my own hips to still, "I need - Fuck, baby that feels good." My hips press into her hand once more before I grab her wrist and jerk her hand away. "I need to be inside you… to come inside of you."

"It's my turn now…" She lifted up and ran her tongue along my jaw to my ear. Her whispered words, hot against my ear, sent a chill down my spine, "I want you to feel what I felt." Her tongue trails her mouth back down my jaw as her moist lips suck in my bottom lip, slowly pulling it into her mouth. "I want to make you throb." Marron!

"Christ-" The thought of her lips wrapped around my cock has me groaning with raw pleasure, "Fuck, Bella."

I let her flip us over and her hot mouth instantly covers mine; her tongue darting in my mouth – tasting and exploring every crevice. She pulls my hands off her hips and holds them above my head as her tongue slowly explores my neck and heaving chest. That fucking mouth would be the death of me. As she moves lower I can feel her scorching pussy leave a trail of wetness on my stomach. Her mouth moves slowly, sucking and nipping at my nipples before moving lower. She drags her tongue around my belly button then deliberately looks up at me with dark eyes full of hunger as she snakes her tongue down – below my belly button, licking herself off of me. "Mmmm…I love the way I taste on you."

Mother Fucking Christ! That fucking mouth…sent a lightning bolt straight through my cock. "Jesus, Bella."

Moaning against my skin she drags her tongue through the moisture then gently nips and sucks at my hip bone. The soft sensation of her hair across my chest against the contrast of her firm lips just added to the fire boiling in my blood.

I could feel her hot breaths as she nuzzled her face against my hard dick, slowly running her nose up and down the length as she lightly fingered my balls. Her lips met my wet head and I watched as she kissed it and swirled her tongue over the tip, occasionally darting over the sensitive 'v'. When her tongue snaked up and down my shaft my hand came to her head to guide her movements as I repeatedly moaned her name.

She grabs my shaft and sweeps her tongue from the base to the tip before taking me into her mouth fully. With her plump lips clamped around my dick, she sucked it all the way down; what she couldn't fit in her mouth she had her hand wrapped around. She sucked and pulled back to the tip, letting her tongue swirl over the head before sucking me deep again. "Mmm, That feels so fucking good." I knew my mouth was moving – but I was so fucking incoherent I had no idea what I was fucking saying.

My hips started to move on their own while she continued to suck my head harder and faster all the while stroking my shaft into her mouth. When her mouth increased pressure and her hand came to stroke my balls I knew I wouldn't last another minute.

"Baby, come here." Her lips seek out mine as she crawls up the length of my body and circles her legs around my waist. My hands grab her ass, moving her wetness up and down my throbbing dick as she worked my shoulders – squeezing and rubbing over my tense muscles.

Unable to take my mouth and hands off of her – I clumsily reached for my nightstand with my free hand and tear open that fucking foil package with my god damned teeth.

My hands quickly rolled that fucking rubber on…I couldn't wait any longer. The need to feel her wrapped around me was too great and I grabbed her hips, flipping us over. Feeling her warm naked body beneath mine…there are no fucking words.

She positioned me at her entrance and circled her hips over the tip of my throbbing dick. "I need to feel you, Edward." Her whispered words sent a shiver down my spine and I just snapped. I couldn't take it anymore. I needed to be inside of her – now!

Roughly grabbing her hips and yanking her down, I thrusted into her hard; grunting over her moans when I felt my shaft hit the very back of her. "Holy, shit, Bella…so fucking tight, baby."

Her tightness is unbelievable and I have to hold her shifting hips still before I lose my shit. With my eyes squeezed tight, I bury my face in her shoulder, kissing it softly before pulling back and thrusting again more slowly. "Fuck, you feel so good, baby." To be completely inside her was absolute fucking ecstasy. I pulled back, never fully leaving her and slammed back into her – pumping a few more times.

What started out as slow and steady quickly turned into fast and needy. With our hips slapping against each other, I could hear her wetness every time my dick hit the very back of her. Jesus! That sound made me nuts and I just worked her harder; pounding into her the hardest yet while feeling her ragged gasps and nails bite into my shoulders as she worked to keep the pace. Her pants were hot against my ear, barely heard over my own thundering heartbeat.

Bella's moans and her hips met each of my thrusts as her hands ran over my shoulders and up through my hair. She panted in my mouth, "Oh, God…Edward…please don't stop."

"I know, baby. I know. I can feel it," I panted against her neck. She's close but I'm closer and I need her to fucking cum. "Wrap your legs around me." I grab her hips, angling them up and thrust deeper and harder still; my dick gliding between her impossible wetness. I groan out a fuck as I feel her walls begin to tighten and bring my hand down to her clit to help her along. She was dripping wet and thoroughly soaked my fingers. "I need you to let go, baby." She exhaled sharply and bucked wildly as her legs tightened around my waist. Her body stiffened and my hands found her hips, helping her move with me as I thrusted deeper still. "Come on, baby…let me feel it." I am holding on by a fucking thread. A thin fucking one at that. "Edward, oh God…yeah…oh my God! Oh…fuck…I'm-"

Still relentlessly pumping inside of her my control was slipping fast. "Look at me, Bella!" I demanded through a strangled grunt.

Feeling her walls clench my dick like a fucking vice grip was my final undoing. My dick was pulsing and

when her eyes met my own, I couldn't hold it back any longer. I groaned and gave one final thrust and that was it… I came so fucking hard I was sure I saw fucking stars.

Completely out of breath, my head fell to her damp shoulder and I let my hips slowly roll against hers as she finished riding out her orgasm. Holy fuck…

I rolled off of her to dispose of the rubber and when I returned I pulled her to me and kissed her forehead. "You were amazing, baby." She responded with a satisfied moan and tightly squeezed me back. She felt so fucking good laying over my chest…I really didn't want to let her go. The thought of her walking out that door, leaving me tugged at my fucking insides. I don't know where this sudden need came from but I decided to go with it…I figured it was worth a shot. "Stay with me. The night here – with me."

She slides off of me letting her warm hands slide up my chest, tracing patterns. I can see the temptation in her eyes as she looks up at me. "Edward…" She hesitates and sucks her bottom lip in…I can tell she's thinking about it. "… as tempting as that is – I have to get back."

My thumb runs along her swollen lip, pulling it free from her teeth so my mouth can give her a peck…then another peck. "You don't have to…isn't Adrianna with your roommate?" I knew she wanted to get back – needed to get back but the greedy bastard just hasn't had enough of her.

"Yeah, but…"

"I don't like buts…" I grab a handful of her ass. "…well that's not entirely true. This is a great ass." I lean over her, turning her hip and giving that sweet ass a little bite. I have wanted to that for so long.

Giggling she squirms away from me, swatting at my hand. "Hey, that tickles!"

I really just can't get enough of her and let my hand smooth the skin where I nipped. "What are your plans tomorrow?"

"I was going to take Adrianna to the fest over at the park."

I pull her back to me and press my nose into her hair. I feel like a fucking addict with this shit. "Want some company?"

"You'd want to go?" Funny thing is – I really did.

"Maybe. Do I get to see you naked?" I'd definitely be down for another go around. Thinking back to Bella's words…fuck! From her sweet little dirty mouth straight to my fucking dick. It was completely sexy that she let herself go like that with me – I fucking loved it.

"Edward!" She scolded.

"Is that a yes?"

She ignores me. This is new. I'm not used to having my questions ignored – but at the same time I am completely turned on by her ability to avoid answering. "It's late. Are you gonna take me home?"

I run my hands down her bare back thinking about how fucking good it feels to have her in my bed, her bare body pressed against me. "No."

"What?"

"If I can't see you naked tomorrow, you can at least let me keep you naked tonight."

"Do you always get what you want?"

I chuckle. She's too fucking cute. "No…not always."

She turns back to me frowning. "I find that hard to believe."

"Why?" I'm genuinely curious.

"I don't know it just seems like …people just do whatever it is you want. Whatever it is… they just do it. Like tonight – you asked them to bring out a whole table…and they did…" She snaps her fingers. "…just like that. Your car was waiting for you before you even stepped out the door; you didn't even have to ask…and there it is all ready to go."

"It seems like that, does it?" I pull her closer and kiss the top of her head. "I don't know about that…if that were true it wouldn't have taken me this long to get you in my bed."

A/N

I hope you liked this one…I don't know. Writing lemons isn't as easy as I thought it'd be.

Next post will be a bit…I'm getting the hell outta here for some serious R&R! Beaches, sun and SANGRIA – what more could a girl ask for?

SwAk!