I want to touch her, hold her. It's been 3 years since the Kana incident and the fans have let it go. They wondered about their OTP and cried about the breakup of the supposed golden couple but like all news stories it eventually got buried by other news and scandal. Mostly.
Kana keeps her status a secret but she secretly married her intended last year. Kyoko and I attended the ceremony. I wanted to propose then but I knew she wouldn't want to cause a scene. She still forbids us from going public, but I want to. There's only so much you can do in disguise, it was all fun at first but then I longed for more. To be able to see her without aliases and makeup, to stop pretending to be nothing more than senpai and kouhai.
She says she's not ready yet; says she still needs to prove herself. How many more awards does she need? How many accolades and successes? Is this how my father felt when I refused to move back to the US? This feels like retribution.
I want her. I want her to see me and be beside me.
I want the world to know.
I am hers and she is mine.
I want her to be Hizuri Kyoko.
Author's note: So yeah sorry. I haven't been updating much. Been working on my own stories and poetry and my 1st novel so fanfics have fallen to the wayside. I do have the outlines for Fuwas from Okinawa but it might be awhile till I actually update one, sorry :( (Shameless plug) Feel free to follow me at my poetry blog: .blog/ if that's your game. Anyway thanks for reading. Till next time. Ciao
