So this past week has been crazy! I had to travel home for a few days to take care of my mom who had surgery. Then I decided I didn't like the chapter I wrote and had to rewrite this one. I hope you like it, I felt like Tris and Tobias needed to have some fun. Thank you for all your support. Enjoy!
When Tris calls Tobias that night to tell him about the family meeting, he is concerned now having more information. Tris still hasn't processed her feelings about all of it. She had left some of her things at his house but wasn't sure if she was going back there even though he told her she didn't need to be in any rush to go back home if she didn't want to. Tobias was shocked when she gave him the rundown of what happened. He knew opioid addiction was a big problem right now but he had never had seen someone go through it. He feels impulsive in his thinking considering that they still haven't had sex and he hasn't told her that he loved her yet even though he knows that's how he feels.
"Tris I know I probably don't have the right to say this and it makes things a bit more complicated considering we haven't been together that long but I'm just going to say it"
Tris scrunched up her nose as she listens to her boyfriend unsure of where he was going with this.
"Tris, I don't want you staying in that house with Caleb. He keeps lashing out at you and I don't think you should be stressed out or worried about having him across the hall"
Tris smiles at Tobias and his over-protectiveness. She had really enjoyed the three nights she spent at his place, waking up to him every day.
"Uriah and Zeke said the same thing, normally I wouldn't think anything of him being moody but he's never been like this" Tris replies with a serious tone and then asks "So what are you thinking?"
"That you should come stay with me, at least until he leaves for rehab"
"It might be a while maybe a few weeks or close to a month, and the parentals have given him some rules to stay here which include working in the restaurant while they look into programs and finding the money for it. Are you sure you are okay with this?"
"I'm sure Tris, I already know I won't sleep well worrying about you at night"
Tris smiles at his thoughtfulness but she's not sure what to do. She didn't like the energy coming from Caleb and she didn't believe him that he was going to get clean. And in the fact that he had now lashed out at her twice, she gets why everyone was a bit worried. Her father, uncles, and aunt seemed to be taking the stance that they all have to get along because they are family even though that wasn't how she felt at this moment, not until Caleb showed some real remorse. Part of her worried about her father being alone with Caleb and his erratic behavior. What if he kept getting high before rehab. She isn't sure how to think about all these different factors. Did it make her selfish to go stay with Tobias?
"Did I scare you off?" Tobias asks cautiously when Tris is quiet for a few minutes.
"Oh no, sorry I was just thinking. I get why you are worried and I think it would be nice to not feel stressed at home. I don't like the way I feel now and I don't want to feel like I have to stay shut up in my room"
"Good, So am I coming to get you?"
Tris looks at the clock, it was only 7:30.
"Yeah, I really got to work on getting better at driving and look into getting a car" she chuckles "Why don't you head on over and I'll pack up my stuff"
"See you soon"
Tris smiles because she can hear him grinning through the phone. She sends a group text to Shauna, Christina, and Rose just to make sure she isn't insane for her decision.
Rose: So basically you two are moving in together?
Tris: No, It's just for a few weeks, until Caleb leaves and gets his shit sorted out.
Shauna: Sure it is...
Tris: Come one, we haven't even said I love you yet or you know...
Chris: Yeah that won't last long :P
Tris: I hate ya'll :p
Rose: No you don't you love us!
Shauna: Now, Let's place bets on how long before Tris and Tobias officially move in together!
Tris laughs as she throws her phone down and starts to lay out outfits and other things she would need.
Andrew and Tobias have a quiet conversation when he arrives. Tris hears her father call for her brother to come out of his room. The interaction between Tobias and Caleb was stiff and awkward on Caleb's end. Tris swears she thinks Tobias is going to shoot dangers out of his eyes even though he is trying to be respectful in the presence of her father. Tris could see the worry and heaviness her father had been carrying since the weekend on his face and in his body language. She hoped that he saw her staying with Tobias and less stress on everyone for right now and not that she wanted to distance herself from the family. Right now, she doesn't know how this is going to turn out but she really feels that her father, aunt, and uncles are being overly optimistic.
Tris wanted to get into a normal routine as much as possible with her and Tobias's new arrangement. She got up and made breakfast while Tobias took Pharoh for his morning walk. Tobias insisted that she didn't have to do it but she could tell that he was enjoying a hot breakfast every morning and the lunch she packed for him. Tobias started eating dinner at the restaurant each evening they were open and hanging around to help clean up before they headed back to his place. Caleb was still brooding and he and Tris kept their distance from each other. She watched him though, she was sure he was sneaking off to get more pills but couldn't prove it. She could see the glassy look in his eyes and the change in his demeanor when he would come to the restaurant to start his shift. Tobias, Zeke, and Uriah kept their distance as well since both knew that if Caleb's mouth got out of line again, things would escalate.
That weekend Sunday brunch with her family had been a good day, Caleb refused to come down or go to church with the family which didn't bother anyone but the parentals. Hana had convinced Andrew to just let Caleb be after a shouting match had occurred when everyone piled into the restaurant after early morning service and Andrew told Caleb to come down for brunch. Most of brunch was spent planning Chirs, Uriah, and Tris's annual birthday dinner since their birthdays were approaching in just a few weeks. Tobias is excited as he had already put a plan in motion for Tris's birthday gift but he now had a way to make it extra special. That evening after Sunday brunch and spending the day with Chris, Uriah and the kids at the park the two snuggled on the couch to watch a movie.
"So my fraternity brothers and I are organizing a fundraiser to help raise the rest of the money to finish the renovations on the group home. I told them that I had the hook up with my girlfriend's band…"
Tris smiles and moves to sit on his lap. She was wearing a dress which she hiked up to her thighs. "Oh did you now?"
"I was hoping I could call in a favor and we could book Sounds of Candor to play"
"I'll see what I can do but I might need some convincing, you know since I'm doing this as a favor" she replies with a coy smile.
"Hmmm" he hums as he starts to kiss her neck making Tris let out a slight moan. Tobias runs his hands up her now exposed thighs pushing her dress up to her hips.
"I think I need more convincing" she sighs and Tobias moves his hands down to her ass and squeezes, kissing up her jaw to make her way to her mouth. She understood why Tobias wanted to wait for them to have sex but it was getting harder and harder to pull away. Tobias had still been maintaining that they weren't ready to have sex yet especially after the news of Caleb going to rehab hits but that didn't stop their heavy makeout sessions even though they were sharing a bed every night now. He had conceded that exploring was still allowed and she let herself enjoy the feeling of his hands and lips.
Tris grinds her hips against him, it feels so good she does it again. Tobias prods her mouth with his tongue, his hands moving to grip her thighs. She lets out a moan when she throws her head back and continues to grind against him. The sound of their labored breaths fills the room along with the movie they were watching that has now been forgotten. Tobias was only wearing a pair of joggers so she could feel his hard length pressing against her. It excited her how she could turn him on. Tris doesn't know how long they continue to make out, but she feels like she's in a daze after a while and her lips are swollen from all the kissing.
"Tris, Baby" Tobias groans out as she presses up against him. She could feel the delicious tightening of the friction she was causing grinding against him. When she puts her hands under his shirt to feel his tight abs, he sits up and pulls it off, giving her free access to explore the muscles of his chest.
"Tobias" she whines leaning in and attaches her lips to his earlobe and gently nips at it.
"Baby, I need a minute, you are driving me crazy"
Tris groans in response and when Tobias moves his erection is evident as Tris feels it as it presses against her. She loved the feeling of what she could do to him, it was a feeling that made confident and in an odd way more womanly. She felt selfish only letting him pleasure her but she was pushing herself more and more to elicit those feelings out him. It made her excited and feel powerful.
"Tris, if you don't stop..." He warns. His control was starting to wavier and he knew he just needed to hang on for a few more weeks to pull of his birthday surprise. He really wanted to make Tris's first time special if he could hold out a few more weeks. He takes a deep breath to get himself under control. Tris giggles as she leans back tracing his lips with her finger as he leans his head back on the couch with his eyes closed for a few seconds.
"I love feeling you against me like this, it makes it so hard to not come when you are on top of me like this" Tobias confesses when he looks at her again, her curls wild and a look of lust on her face.
Tris liked when he told her what he was feeling and Tobias knew it. He had never been this vocal with a lover but what he found that was that it wasn't just for her benefit to make her more comfortable. He found that he likes it as he watches her reactions when he speaks. Tris bites her bottom lip as his hand massages her breasts over the top of her dress. She had become more comfortable the past week around Tobias and was wearing shirts that showed the top of her scar when they were alone but she hadn't made the leap to take her top off yet. He reaches his thumb down into her panties and massages her clit while she rocks against him.
"I'm so close" she cries out feeling the now familiar pull or an orgasm approaching.
"Yes, that's it, let go" Tobias commands. And she does, he moves his hands down to her hips and holds her as he grinds against her to help her push through her orgasm. Tris grips the back of the couch with her hands to steady herself. She falls against him when she comes down. He chuckles holding her close for a few minutes before she sits up.
"Wow, I didn't even know I could get off like that" she sighs out before leaning down and kissing him again.
"That's why exploring is fun" he teases and tickles her side causing her to erupt into a fit of laughter before he gets up to grab a bottle of water.
The next week their routine is similar and more comfortable. Tris relaxes on Monday and Tuesday, having lunch with Christina and Jada on her off days. The restaurant was a little slower in the winter months and Tris was happy to have Saturday night off with Caleb there to help out. She and Tobias went to an early movie and then had dinner with Amar and George before heading home for the evening. Tris really liked Amar and George, she could tell that they loved Tobias like family and were happy to see him living life again. That night after they return home Tobias crawls into bed and settles next to Tris. Tris was starting to crave his touch every night. She wasn't sure how she was going to go back to not sleeping next to him every night. She slowly crawls into his lap, straddling him. His hands run across her hips around to her ass as she kisses him. Tobias groans as he feels himself harden as Tris moves her hips against him as their kiss deepens.
"Tris," he says breathlessly as he pulls away from her lips and rests his forehead against hers. "You have no idea what you are doing to me Baby"
"The same thing you are doing to me" she responds before going back to kiss him again.
Tobias wants to show her how sexy she is, how beautiful she is. He felt like he was starting over too. Tris was the first woman he wanted since his wife died, the first woman he gave his heart to and wanted to share his bed with, he was slowly starting to realize he wanted to give her everything. Maybe he could go a little further tonight since it was only another week and a half until her birthday.
Tris whimpers as he moves from her mouth to her neck, the orgasms Tobias had given her with his hand had left her legs shaking and breathless. He always insisted he was fine without her giving him anything but she feels a sudden surge of confidence after finally telling him about her heart transplant. He rolls them over and starts to caress her through her panties watching her as she moans and squirmed against his hand.
"Can I ?" he asks with the most innocent look on his face as his fingers tugged at the top of her panties. She nods quickly, helping him slide them off. He reaches up under her t-shirt and caresses her breast, tweaking the nipple and Tris thinks she might come undone from the sensation. He'd only touched her bare breast a few times and she was beginning to wonder how much longer she could hold out before she took her shirt off to let him move his mouth over her nipple as he did through her shirt. Even though it feels good, she isn't sure how she feels about being naked in front of him just yet, she's still self-conscious about her scar. She feels a flood of relief when he moves down to stroke her womanhood with his fingers. She doesn't know what comes over her but she runs her fingers through his hair and Tobias smirks and brings his head down to her center. Tris holds her breath in anticipation.
"Tris, its such a turn on how wet you are for me, I've been wanting to taste you for so long"
Tris feels her heart rate pick up. This was one of the things she was very curious about but wasn't sure if she would like it or not. Chris and Shauna had given her some tips for making sure everything was nice and tidy down there since they both knew Tris and Tobias temporarily living together their sex life was about to ramp up quickly. Normally she hated talking about sex with them but she was grateful for the advice they had given her as she hears Tobias moan continuing to slide his fingers in and out of her as she arched her back off the bed.
Tobias takes his time softly kissing her right thigh and removing his fingers to settle between her legs. He kisses up one of her thighs and slows gently sucking the skin with each kiss. Tris feels like he's trying to drive her crazy until the moment he finally moves his mouth to her.
"Oh my God" Tris cries out as he pleasures her with his tongue and she buries on of her hands in his hair and lifts her hips closer to his face. He throws an arm over her face trying to quiet the sound coming from her but she knew it was pointless.
"Let me hear you, Baby" he says before going back to his task.
Tris moves her arm and looks down as she grips the back of his head. That sight was about to make her lose it. She flopped back on the bed as Tobias spread her legs further. Tobias chuckles and moves his arm to hold her hips down as he continues to taste her, flicking his tongue over her clit.
"That feels so good, oh..I..I.." Tris couldn't lie to herself, this was the best thing they had ever done together and she didn't want it to stop. Tris has no concept of time, and how long Tobias keeps up his ministrations but Tris begins to feel her orgasm approaching.
"Tobias' is all she can gasp out as she comes harder than she had ever before.
She feels it radiate all over her body, down through her legs and into her toes. Nothing had ever felt this magical as his mouth on her and the feeling of his beard against her inner thighs. When he moves his fingers back inside her and continues to suckle her bundle of nerves Tris is hit with another powerful orgasm that has her gripping the sheets of the bed. When she stops squirming, Tobias removes his fingers and moves up to stroke her face as she tries to focus.
"Tobias, Baby, that was….I don't have any words" Tris says between labored breaths as Tobias kisses her neck softly with a grin on his face.
"You are absolutely beautiful" he grins at her. "Thank you for letting me do that"
"Hell, Thank you, my legs are still shaking" she laughs out. Tobias continues to kiss her and Tris starts to tug at his sleep pants.
"Tris, are you sure?" he asks hesitantly as he searches her eyes for confirmation.
"Yes, I just want to touch you. Can I?" she asks and he grins and nods in response moving to lie on his back as she pulls off his sleep pants. Her eyes hungrily rake over his body. She had caught glimpses of him with his towel on fresh out of the shower, but she had never really taken the time to admire him. He was perfect. His abs, the v cuts down to his hips, hair across his chest, he was absolutely perfect. She lets out a slight gasp as she takes in his manhood, it is thick and warm and she slowly moves her hand to stroke him. She looks up at him to question if what she was doing was alright or if it felt good. She can see his jaw tighten as he groans and throws his head back, so she keeps going.
"Use your tongue" he instructs as he pushes her hair back to watch. "Yes, just like that" he praises which it's followed by a deep moan that accentuates the deepness of his voice.
"Oh my God, Tris, I love you….Wait...No...Oh Fuck…" Tobias whispers. Oh, Shit Did I just say that out loud? He couldn't think straight with the waves of pleasure Tris was giving him. Maybe she didn't hear it?
Tris is trying to concentrate but she hums hearing Tobias, Wait did he just say I love you! I knew it! Oh, did he take it back, Maybe it's because he likes that?
She wasn't completely naive to oral sex from reading and watching movies. She had been reading all kinds of information on a website called Bedsider that Rose had given her. There were all kinds of great information about sex and relationships. She had even subscribed to their Frisky Friday's newsletter. This was one of the things she was glad she read about. She had been nervous about it but Tobias's reactions were giving her more confidence.
Tobias quickly forgets his slip-up as Tris continues pleasuring him. The vibrations send Tobias closer to the edge. He was impressed for her first time doing this, she definitely was gaining confidence and skill as she continued. Tris pulls away and strokes him with her hand which he covers with his to guide her on how he liked it. She looks at him with an innocent look that drives Tobias wild and he knows he won't last much longer.
"Tris, baby, I'm so close" he pants out.
Feeling bold again she leans down and takes him in her mouth, sucking gently. She hums when Tobias grabs the back of her head crying out in pleasure.
"Tris I'm going to bust baby, you have to stop" Tobias warns. He's is trying so hard not to let go in her mouth but she licks the head and sucks gently and he loses it. Surprised, Tris still goes with it, not stopping until he whimpers at how sensitive he is now. Tobias lays spent, spread out on the bed and Tris crawls next to him pulling the covers up and tucking herself in his side.
"Baby, that was whew" he compliments, causing her to giggle.
"You should have let me pull away," He says sleepily.
"I promised you I would let know what I wasn't comfortable with, I wouldn't have done it if I didn't want to try it."
He chuckles lightly rubbing his hand against her cheek. He pulls her close as he drifts off to sleep. Tris smiles against his chest as she starts to doze off. There was so much more living she had to do and she was finally starting to live it with this amazing man she knows she's in love with.
The next morning Tris wakes up to a warm wet nose nudging her hand on the edge of the bed.
"Good morning Pharaoh, Do you need to go out ?" she asks groggily and stretches and then smiling when she remembers the night before. Even though she and Tobias hadn't gone all the way she felt closer to him than she ever had. She rubs her eyes and looks at the red numbers on the bedside clock. It was 6:45, not wonder Pharaoh woke her up, he was used to Tobias taking him out at 6 every morning.
"I'm sorry boy, I'm coming" Tobias mumbles, rousing from his sleep and pulling Tris to him causing her to giggle. He hated he had to get up, he wanted to stay snuggled up with Tris. He thinks about just letting Pharaoh out the back door to the small dog run he built instead of taking him for a walk so he could jump back in bed with Tris.
"You knocked me out last night," he says as he nuzzles her neck.
"I don't think I've ever slept that good," she admits, fighting back a moan as he presses his morning wood against her bottom and nips at her neck.
When Pharaoh lets out a frustrated bark Tobias gives in and gets up to get dressed to take him out. Tris decides to go ahead a get up too so she could make breakfast for the two of them. Tris stares in the mirror as she waits for the water to heat up. She traces her scar out of habit. This morning she feels less concerned about hiding and happier about where she was heading. Not just with Tobias but in life. She chuckles at the memory of him the night before. She decided she wouldn't tease him about saying I love you in the heat of the moment but knowing he was thinking it made her want to sing and shout from the rooftops. She could tell he was planning something for her birthday. He and Zeke had been whispering at brunch and couldn't wait the week and a half to see what it was. Maybe he was planning a special way to tell her he loved her now that he had let it slip.
She starts to sing "So This is Love" from Disney's Cinderella as she steps into the shower. She smiles to herself as she sings. She feels like she could burst with happiness. Tobias had made her feel beyond beautiful and sexy like she was the only woman in the world. Exploring this side of the relationship had her feeling more bold and brave than she ever had been. She wasn't going to let all the drama with her brother take this away from her.
Let me know what you think! I'm going to try and get the next chapter out in the next day or two since I've written it but I need to clean it up. Hubby and I are going on vacation this week and I am making an effort to be present and not in a corner writing while we are gone. If I don't get it finished before we leave just hang tight!
