Ben watched as Miranda came outside with her bathing suit on.
"Okay first we are going to get you use to floating." Ben informed and Miranda nodded.
Miranda stepped into the water and she stood. "When you're in the water, hold on to the side of the pool, and let your legs float out behind you...like this." Ben started giving her an example.
" they should lift easily if you let them. But, for some people, they like to sink to the bottom, while your upper body floats. Don't worry if it does this we will just retry the method again until you get it. We will practice doing this on your stomach and on your back, until you're used to letting half of your body float." Ben said and he watched as Miranda did it repeatedly on her stomach before switching to her back.
"Next we are going to float you whole body. It may feel weird to have water by your ears but not your face but you will get use to it." Ben said as he helped her as she laid her body flat and back. "Stretch your arms for extra stability, put out your arms at a right angle so that your body is in a "T" shape. When floating for the first time, you can try taking a deep breath and then floating. If your lungs are full of air, your body will float for sure. We will do this until you're more experienced." Ben explained and he let her go and watched her float.
"Good job." Ben praised.
The stayed out their for a couple hours just floating and talking before they got ready to go out. He took Miranda to get her hair done and then they got lunch together before he went with her to get her feet done.
"Get your feet done with me." Miranda said and Ben nodded.
A month has passed and both Ben and Miranda were really starting to like each other. They went out together all the time by themselves. She honestly love to spend time and get know him. He made her feel alive and really good. At night they watched movies, ate ice cream and snacks while cuddling. They called themselves keeping up with the act off the camera but they loved it.
Miranda went to work and finished up with her second surgery. She stopped to get her lunch and she sat in her usual seat.
"Hey girl." Carlie greeted.
"Hey love." Miranda said being overly friendly.
"How was your day?" Carlie asked.
"It was good I'm just a little stressed and tired." Miranda said.
"I would be stressed too if I went a month without sex too." Carlie commented with a chuckle. Miranda's eyes widen once again. She never told her that her and Ben wasn't having sex meaning they actually watched the camera In their house.
Miranda put on a smile and played along but she was creeped out by this.
"Well you know what the Bible says about holding out on your spouse."
Miranda gave her a look as to tell her to elaborate. " 1 Corinthians 7:5-7 Do not withhold sexfrom one another, unless both of you have agreed to devote a certain period of time to prayer. When the agreed time is over, come together again so that Satan will not tempt you when you are short on self-control." Carlie quoted.
"Satan couldn't tempt us in that way. I could go years without sex and never think about another man. I would never cheat on my husband and I know he would never cheat on me. He loves me too much as do I do him. But it has been long. We were still getting use to the new house, environment and stuff but I might initiate that tonight." Miranda said and she watched as Carlie smiled.
"I love you alls love, desire and determination for one another." Carlie commented.
Miranda went back to work and her mind thought about them watching them and what Carlie said. She hoped they really believed they were together.
Miranda was silent as her and Ben road home together. Miranda moved around the kitchen making dinner.
"What's wrong with you. You have been so silent." Ben questioned concerned as he removed the cutting board from her hands. He grabbed them and held them rubbing his fingers across in comfort.
"They are watching us." Miranda burst.
"Really you think they actually sit there and watch us." Ben questioned.
"She let it slip talking today and she said we haven't had sex in a month."
"Wow."
"They are watching us Ben. Why would she make a comment like that." Miranda huffed nervous.
"What exactly did she say?" Ben asked.
"I told you. She said I would be so hurt or stressed if I haven't slept with my husband in a month. She said it as if it was girl talk. Like I already told her that but I did not."
"Yeah she for sure let that slip." Ben commented.
"What are we gonna do?" Miranda asked.
"We will pretend." Ben said thinking.
"Pretend? Ben that's not gonna work." Miranda said looking at him as if he is crazy.
"It can and it will. We just have to play it good." Ben assured her as he put his hands on her shoulder looking down into her eyes.
"We got this." Ben added. Miranda sighed and hugged his body putting her face into his chest. Ben rubbed his hands up and down her back in comfort.
They ate dinner and talked liked normal but deep down the both of them were thinking about how this was supposed to go.
Miranda got nervous as she moisturized her face. She just got finished with her shower and she had on a red lace night gown.
She put on a half a bra to try to play it off that she wasn't wearing one.
Miranda came into the room and sat on the bed. She grabbed her bottle of lotion and began to lotion down.
Ben came into the room and he already had his night pants on and a shirt. She didn't know how they would start.
Ben look at Miranda and his eyes widen. She looked good in her night gown and the smoothness of skin was almost to much for him but he needed to remain calm.
Miranda then slid into bed and she still lotion her arms.
She watched as he set his alarm clock.
"Your schedule isn't that early." Miranda commented.
"Yeah I'm trying to get in a run." Ben replied.
"Mmmm. You have been running a lot lately." Miranda responded with a suspicious expression.
"I'm just trying to stay in shape. You don't want me to stay in shape." Ben asked as he climbed over top of her removing the lotion from her hand.
"Uh." Miranda gasped in actual surprise.
Ben pecked her lips once and then twice before Miranda put her hands on the side of his face and pulled him close as she leaned back.
He pushed her back and Miranda scooted down. She reached for the bottom of his shirt and pulled it up.
Tossing it on the floor. "Come on let's have sex. We've been so busy we have neglected our love time." Miranda said and Ben nodded.
"You don't have to tell me twice." Ben laughed as he pecked her lips. Miranda laughed along with him and threw the cover back so he could get in.
She tugged at the waist of his night pants and pulled it down. Ben kicked them off and then purposely showed them throwing them on the floor.
He reached down and pulled her night gown up and off tossing it on the floor as well. He looked down at her breast in her strapless bra that stuck to the sides of her breast, meaning no material in the back and he bit his lips. She was beautiful.
Ben leaned down and kissed her neck and Miranda bit her lip to not moan. As he used he knees to push her knees apart, he stared into her eyes and slid her body down toward him placing one of her sexy legs on each side of his body. He could tell by the look in Miranda's eyes that she was nervous and by the way she trembled at his touch. They were never supposed to be like this. Never in this situation.
Ben shifted in between her legs. Miranda then slid her hand up and down his back. He lowered himself over her again raising her knees as she slid her hands down his back again. Ben kissed her tenderly as he pretended to move on top of her.
Miranda closed her eyes and moaned with each gentle movement he made against her body. She stared up at him moaning and she saw a glint his eye. Was he turned on because she definitely was.
Ben looked into her eyes trying not to crack a smile. Miranda was actually really good at this and very convincing, so much that he was growing hard. As her moans quieted he leaned in and kissed her again.
Miranda pushed him back and raised up rolling over onto him and holding him back against the bed .
"Oh god." Miranda moaned as she pretended to be lowering herself on him and kissed him gently as Ben kissed the soft flesh under her chin.
Miranda moved up just above his waist and straddled him in the bed. Ben placed a hand on each of her thighs as she grinded slowly against his body. She leaned forward over his chest and kissed him. Ben moved his fingertips up and down her back as she moaned louder and moved faster.
She sat back up dragging her fingers over his chest, while he moaned playing along. "Dam Miranda." Ben moaned and it caused her to get even more wet. She felt so embarrassed. She knew he could feel her wetness on his pelvic as she moved. She felt his hard penis against her ass as she rocked.
Ben wanted this to look real as possible. His breath was shaking as her ass brushed against his penis consistently and for the fact that she was so wet on him. He desperately wanted to reach his hand down and rubbed his finger in her panties to feel her clit. He wanted to experience how wet she was for him but that was so wrong and it wasn't necessarily for him. This was just a job that got a little carried away.
Passionate sighs and heavy gasps for air grew louder and closer together as he pulled her back to him. He took his hands out of the covers and reached behind her gripping her ass and helped her "ride" him. Something he wanted to do since he first laid on her. Miranda placed her palms flat against his chest.
"You feel so fucking good Ben." Miranda moaned and Ben wondered if she really used expletives during sex.
She needed for the act to be over before she really made herself cum. Her clit brushing against this man, him gripping her ass and his moans were driving her crazy.
The truth of the matter, pretend sex with Ben was the closest thing she has had to sex in 3 years almost 4 and this clitoral stimulation felt better than the sex she was having back then.
Ben wanted her more than he did before. He wanted to dive into her wetness and take her. He had an urge to make this woman cum. That was the male in him, any woman on top of him should have pleasure.
Miranda was building herself up and she felt horrible. She really wanted to cum and to just let go. Could she pretend that it was a fake orgasm even though it was real. Deciding against it because it had been so long since she had one. She knew her legs would shake and she was sure she would fall forward, pausing as she let out a loud moan and squel and it was nothing fake about that.
He flipped them over again and laid on top of her in the bed. Miranda laughed as he fell onto her. Ben shifted her knees again and lowered himself and began to thrust forward.
Miranda moaned loudly and clawed at his back, closing her eyes as the headboard of the bed began to tap against the wall. "Shit Ben. Yes right there."
Miranda then laughed and wrapped her arm around his neck placing little kisses against his collarbone. He pressed her body firmly against the mattress as he groaned Miranda, and she moaned Benjamin and they mocked a steamy finish.
Ben held her for a moment before he rolled over into the bed beside her. He stared at her across the sheets.
Miranda pretended to be out of breath as she looked up at the ceiling. She was now needing a release desperately.
"Dam that was good." Miranda said loudly keeping up with her act.
"Yes, it was." Ben said turning on his side and Miranda did the same so they faced each other.
"I'm sorry we haven't made love in a while. " Ben said and Miranda blew out a breath. "It's okay honey we have been busy, moving in and working. Now that we are situated. We have more time to ourselves." Miranda reasoned as she leaned over and kissed his lips.
"You caused me to need another shower." Miranda cheesed but she really needed to calm herself down.
"Tell me about it." Ben mumbled quietly causing Miranda to laugh loudly.
Miranda showered and calmed down. She was thinking of this whole situation. She literally wet this man's whole pelvic.
She came out and Ben was still laying there.
She climbed into bed and she turned on her side debating if she should apologize.
"Uh. I um sorry about getting carried away." Miranda whispered quietly.
"It's completely fine. I know you felt me get carried away too. I think I would be more upset if you didn't." Ben whispered with a chuckle.
"I'm hoping they saw that and were satisfied." Miranda whispered and Ben moved her so she could lay on his chest.
Ben was falling in love with this woman and he knew he couldn't stop if from happening.
"Goodnight baby." Miranda said sleepily.
"Goodnight Miranda." Ben responded placing his hand on the side of her hip.
