It had been a month since they confessed their love. They had mind blowing sex just about every two days. Miranda swore she could never get tired of him. She would want to do this with him until they were old and grey and then continue with old people sex.

She was in love and felt happy beyond words.

Miranda had just got off of work. She had an on call shift and it was now morning. She picked up her phone to call Ben to see where he was since his car wasn't in the drive way.

"Hey baby." Miranda sang happily into the phone.

"Good morning. You're home?" Ben questioned.

"Yeah just pulling up. Ben I thought I asked you to send me the code to the garage." Miranda said and Ben sighed.

"Sorry babe. I forgot but my old phone with all the codes is in the drawer in the kitchen just add all of them to your notes in your phone." Ben told her.

"Okay thanks. Am I'm going to see you before you go in ?"

"Yeah I'm just finishing up this last errand and then I'm coming home."

"Okay. I love you bye." Miranda said hanging up.

Miranda walked into their house and she walked to the kitchen. She opened up the drawer and pulled his old phone out. She went to his messages and typed in door code into the search bar.

Miranda saw two different messages pop up. Camille's name with a heart and Chief. Miranda clicked on Camille's because curiosity got the best of her.

Reading the text messages Miranda bit her lip to mask her hurt. The more she read the more and more she was angry.

Camille: here are all the door codes to my house.

Camille: I can't wait until I'm saying our house and husband. I mean fiancé is nice for now but husband has an amazing ring to it.

Miranda dropped the phone on the counter. This man was getting married.

She couldn't help but to let her tears fall. Miranda quickly went to the fridge and poured herself a glass of wine.

She was so angry her hands were shaking and she felt sick.

She knew it was something with them when they first met but she honestly forgot all about her. This man was willingly between her legs every other night claiming that he loved her and was engaged. She played it over and over in her mind.

How could someone be that disgusting and that betraying.

Miranda took a seat and put her hands in her face as she cried. She tapped her leg against the bottom of the chair stool trying to calm down. She was not a smoker or anything like that but she wanted something to take the stress away.

Miranda did not know how long she sat there but her head snapped up as the door opened.

Ben walked inside and he saw Miranda sitting at the island counter.

"Hey babe. You alright?" Ben asked as he sat his bags down on the couch.

Miranda slid out of the chair and did not respond to him as she grabbed his phone again.

"Miranda honey what is wrong?" Ben asked walking close to her. The word honey made her snap before she or he knew it. Miranda took his phone and pushed it into his face.

"This! This is what's wrong!" Miranda snapped yelling as the phone pressed into his nose. So close his face that he couldn't even read it.

Miranda back away dropping the phone in the process. Both of them heard the loud thud of it hitting the floor.

Ben saw the tears in her eyes as she walked back over to the counter.

"You're engaged!" Miranda shouted.

"Miranda it's not what you think." Ben started.

"It's not what I think? Well are you engaged or not?" Miranda stormed as she smack her hand on the counter swiping the wine class in the process. Listening to the shattering against the hard wood floor.

"Yeah." Ben answered and Miranda looked up at him. "But I love you." Ben commented.

Miranda scuffed. "Dam you area liar."

"Miranda seriously I do love you from the bottom to the very top of my heart. Its all consuming. " Ben stated. Miranda stared at him quietly as she fumed.

"I can't even leave you because we are in this stupid shit together." Miranda huffed.

"How can you love me and be getting married to someone else?" So what I'm a game to you?" Miranda questioned.

"I-

"This house, This job, these cars are all pretend but my love, my feelings, these emotions, and this sex with you is real and you are playing with me. So this is just pretend for you? all of it?" Miranda cried as big tears fell out of her eyes.

"No. Miranda I love you. Please you got to know that. This is real for me. I didn't plan to come here and fall in love with you. I knew I was engaged with her and I want to call it off but I can't contact her while on this operation or it could possibly blow our cover. Especially since she is a detective. If they can put cameras in our house what makes you think they are not in our phones." Ben explained but Miranda just wasn't convinced. She rolled her eyes and turned to walk upstairs.

"I'll make the call right now Miranda." Ben burst loudly grabbing his phone off the floor quickly.

Miranda turned around to look at him as he strolled through his contacts.

"I'll call her and break it off with her because please don't walk away from me." Ben pleaded.

Miranda clicked her teeth and blew out a breath running her hands through her hair. "Put the phone down Benjamin." Miranda said sternly.

Ben did as told and sat it on the counter.

"Let's talk." Miranda said a she moved to the counter. She sat down and Ben stood on the other side of the counter.

"You lied." Miranda started.

"But I didn't."

"Okay smart ass. Well you omitted and that falls under lying. Not telling viable information is being deceitful. So don't play technicalities with me." Miranda fussed.

"I'm sorry." Ben apologized.

"I need you to be honest and straight forward with me. I have dealt with a man who had another woman on the side and I didn't find out until after we were separated and it stung."

"Well who in there right mind would cheat on you." Ben remarked upset and Miranda raised her eyebrow at him.

"Miranda I would never do that. I love you too much and you are just enough woman for me." Ben said licking his lips.

"Ben promise me that this is not a game and I'm not in this in alone. I'm taking a chance on love with you and I don't know if I'm going to be able to pick myself back up if this end." Miranda said seriously

"You got me Miranda. I promise you that and when this is over. I want us to continue this. To make the house, the cars, the jobs, the marriage real." Ben said just a serious.

"Was that a marriage proposal?" Miranda asked teasingly.

"Yes and no."

Miranda raised her eyebrow for him to elaborate. "I want it to be grand when I propose to the Miranda Bailey."

"Oh kayyyyyyy." Miranda cheesed.

"Oh and I apologize for pushing your phone in your face and knocking these glasses off the counter. That was wrong and disrespectful. I won't ever do that to you again my anger just got the best of me. I promise." Miranda added.

"I got something for you." Ben said on a light note.

"What is it ?" Miranda smiled

Ben pulled out a bag from by the couch that he sat down when he first got in.

"Tiffany's." Miranda beamed.

Ben handed her a flat square box and Miranda opened it up.

"Aww Benjamin. It's beautiful. So beautiful." Miranda marveled looking at the white gold heart shaped diamond encrusted locket.

"It's a locket." Ben told her and Miranda nodded opening it. She looked up at Ben confused when she saw a small white button in the inside.

"Press It." Ben encouraged.

Miranda did as told and she watched as Ben's wrist lit up where his watch was.

"It's connected. That way when ever you are in trouble. Press that button and I will know. There's a chip in it and I can find you." Ben explained. "And it's not to scare you or be controlling. You just never know what could happen, especially dealing with this operation. It won't track you unless you press the button. Your location will appear on this watch. I just want to be able to get to you no matter what." Ben added and Miranda smiled, it touched her heart.

"Baby I love it." Miranda stated as she stood to get to him. She kissed him on the lips and wrapped her arms around his waist "and I love you. I won't ever take it off."

Ben then put it on her neck and kissed her neck before her head.

Two weeks passed and Miranda was at work. She had two surgeries and was on her 3rd one of the day.

"Dam it's hot in here." She commented.

She looked over at her resident who stood beside her. "Can you run down to the cafeteria and bring me a large cup of ice water?"

"Better yet, a strawberry milkshake will be great." Miranda changed as she thought.

She continued her surgery and she watched as the person came back with her milkshake.

"Oh god thank you thank you." Miranda praised as she turned and the resident put the straw to her mouth. She took sips and then back away.

"Can you get me a cloth to wipe my face." Miranda asked one of the scrub nursed.

They wiped her forehead and then she went back to work. "I'm just in a dam sauna." Miranda said frustrated.

"You alright Miranda?" She heard the voice of Ben. Miranda turned to the gallery and saw him sanding by the intercom.

"I'm fine. I just need to finish this surgery. So I can go cool down. Oh and can you go get me an Italian sub all the way and add olives." Miranda begged and Ben nodded.

Miranda got back to work and when the surgery was over she scrubbed out washing her hands.

"Hey Matthew, thanks for running and getting my drink and things. I really appreciated that."

Miranda found Ben in the on-call room. "Thanks babe." Miranda spoke moving to kiss him.

"Dam you really are hot." Ben commented and Miranda gave him a questioning look.

"Hot as in hot Miranda. But your also hot as in sexy too but- " Ben said pausing to feel her forehead.

"Your body temperature is hot. Are you sure you are okay. You think you are coming down with something ?"

"No... I don't know...maybe it's hormones but what I do know is that I need that sandwich right now." Miranda said reaching out for it urgently. Ben handed it to her. She opened it up and prayed before eating.

Ben watched her as he ate his sandwich but the way Miranda was scarfing hers down distracted him.

"Miranda are you?...Never mind." Ben said shaking his head.

"Am I what ?" Miranda asked.

"I was gonna ask were you pregnant?" Ben said softly.

"Ummmm no. Ad least I don't think. I mean shit we don't use condoms but with Tuck I tried for seven years. So I don't think am I. Mmcht I guess I could be. Or you are just calling me fat." Miranda said all of her thoughts out loud.

"Of course not. I mean Miranda you are bursting in to sweats. You're drinking milkshakes and eating like crazy and yesterday you were complaining that your breast are sore." Ben explained and Miranda thought.

"Dam I'm pregnant. My cycle hasn't came but I thought it was because I was stressed and stressed throws everything off. But you're right and I drunk milkshakes all the time being pregnant with Tuck." Miranda huffed but then tears pooled into her eyes.

Ben watched as she cried but bit into her sandwich. "Hey don't cry." Ben pleaded.

"It's just- I. We probably didn't need a child right now. You're still engaged. My family and friends don't know. This is supposed to be fake but it's real. We did this out of order. Marriage first then kids" Miranda rambled.

"Hey how about after work we go get pregnancy test and we take them together and see for sure." Ben suggested and Miranda nodded. At home Miranda took the 3 test into the bathroom. She peed on them and set them on the counter.

Ben and her sat on the bed and waited the 3 minutes and they both jumped when the time went off.

"Come. You grab one and read and we will do it at the same time." Miranda stated as she stood and walked with him to the door.

Miranda grabbed a test along with Ben and they didn't look "Okay we will turn over in 1, 2, 3." Miranda counted and they both flipped the stick over

Ben smiled hard and Miranda looked up at him not sure if she should smile but looking at him prompted her to smile.

"You're pregnant." Ben smiled as he pulled her into a hug.

"We're pregnant." Miranda corrected and chimed.

"I'm so happy." Ben admitted.

"You are?"

"Yeah, who would have thought that I would find the love of my life and start a family like this. I didn't but I did and I'm ecstatic. I love you and I love our life and I already love our baby."

"I love you too and I sure didn't expect this but as long as I got you. I'm down for the ride. The hardship, the rollercoaster, I want it all." Miranda spoke as she rubbed her stomach.

Ben pulled her in for a kiss and Miranda fell into it. She laughed as Ben picked her up and laid her on their bed. "What are you trying to do?"

"The mother of my child." Ben responded licking his lips.

"Uh, your so nasty. But the father of my child has a nice ring to it." Miranda mused.