The main story is called Trigger, and this little piece I've decided to call Nights of Terror Revealed

I've deleted my first chapter of Trigger, it's under construction right now

But it'll be back soon!


Trey always thought I wasn't a morning person

I always slept in on my days off

Sometimes it'd hit noon or even latter and trey would wake me up

Trey was a morning person but never mind me sleeping in so late

But then again, she never knew why I slept so late

I never told trey that I pulled all nighters nearly constantly

Of course after a certain nightmare I knew the reason why

When I was younger and before my stay at hydra, my mother worked like clockwork

Every other week she'd be so busy that it was practically like it was just me, Jadine and dad alone at home

With exception of a few guests invited by dad

But they never stayed the night

I wished they did though

He wouldn't try anything if other people were there

I shared a room with Jadine

She didn't like the dark so whenever mums busy week started she'd ask dad to stay up with her to play video games

She never lasted after midnight

Most likely because dad never lasted until 2 am

It gave him a good hour and a half to hurt me

He'd hold me close

Nuzzle his nose or kiss my neck

Sometimes caressing my hips and waist

I got into a habit of staying up as much as I could so that I could protect myself just in case he decided to go further

It didn't matter if I stayed asleep until noon, sometimes into the later evening

I knew that if I stayed up for as long as I could Jadine would be up soon and she'd protect me

Of course Jadine never knew how disgusting dad really was or the fact that I subconsciously hoped she would protect while i slept

Another reason why I'd stay up was to make sure he didn't move his advancements to her

Him hurting her hurt me more than him hurting me

I remembered how I decided to attempt to break free from his clutches one day

I made a horrible decision of playing with the other kids instead of accepting his advancements that day

Couple hours later when I walked back into the room my heart broke

He was spooning Jadine

Jadine was trying her hardest to break free, wanting to go play with me and the others, not realizing the exact extent of the situation she was in

Only realizing that he was preventing her from playing with the others

My heart shattered and my will for my own survival died that day

I didn't care what he did to me anymore and I decided that I wouldn't do anything to stop him, fearing that he'd just move his sights to Jadine

A fear that caused a painful gut wrenching anxiety to fill my stomach

Later that night when he continued his advancements after Jadine had fallen asleep, he said

"I missed you today. . I've gotten so used to having you all day that I got lonely when you decided to go out today, just let me know if I'm getting to clinging, I'll stop"

It took everything I had to stop myself from crying

What he said shook me so much I couldn't even be angry

Instead I was left with a horrible feeling of guilt for even thinking about escaping

Leaving Jadine alone with him because I was selfish enough to think that I could escape

After that I subconsciously decided to take on all his advancements by myself to protect Jadine

Although I did allow myself to safety blanket of subconsciously thinking that Jadine and I could take shifts

I'd protect her at night and while I slept during the day I subconsciously hoped she'd protect me from him

I knew with her small and skinny statute she'd get cold easily and I knew that she liked the fact that I was soft and warm,

I'd sometimes wake up to her using my stomach as a backrest while she played games

I also knew that she never liked to be touch by dad

Not because of similar reasons like my own but because he had chest hair and a beard that was too spiky for her comfortability

I also knew that she never found him soft or warm like she did me

To her I was a big heater inside a soft marshmallow

But even though this was all something my conscious never knew about, it didn't stop my subconscious drugged out body from crying my eyes out before surgery

I don't remember why I needed surgery or when this was taking place

All I knew was that I was in a helicopter one minute then speeding off to surgery the next

*present time, first person Julie POV*

I clenched treys hand

I was sobbing

Begging with all my might

Not realizing how delirious I was with all the drugs pumped in me

"P-please don't let them"

"Julie you need this surgery"

I cried more

"I know b-but I can't!"

"Tell me why you cant Julie, I'll promise to help but you need this surgery!"

"I c-can't! I'm still awake!"

"Don't worry the drugs will help you fall asleep, I promise you won't go in awake-"

I shook my head furiously

"Nonono! I can't! It's not morning! He'll hurt her! He'll hurt me- nonono!"

I barely managed to see treys face scrunch up into confusion as she looked at fury

She looked back at me

"Who'll hurt you?"

"Trey don't-"

"He was lonely! I was- I just wanted to be free, i- I never wanted him to hurt her"

I cut fury off

"Please! She's not here, its not morning! She's still sleeping! She cant- I have to stay up! I- i have to protect her! she c-can't- she's so small"

"Julie's whose she?"

"Trey you can't!"

I heard Verons voice cut in

"Jadine"

I could barely hear my own voice

Veron seemed to be able to read my lips or maybe heard me because she broke into tears

"Trey you can't!"

"P-please I'll be a good girl, I'll stay up just don't put me to sleep! I- it's still night time- it's still dangerous- I'm not safe!"

Trey held my hand with both hands

Everything was so bright and it was getting harder to keep my eyes open

"I can't fall asleep, he'll hurt me more!"

"I know I know, I promise- . . it's morning Julie, the sun's out, you can go to sleep now, I'll stay up for you, you can sleep now Julie"

What she was saying somehow made complete sense

It was so bright and I was so tired

Maybe it was morning,

I could sleep now

I could be safe now-

wait

I tensed up even more

"what about Jadine?!"

"She's fine Julies, she's here with me, she's fine"

The gut retching anxiety that nestled into my stomach at the thought of sleeping at night was immediately swept away like it was sand against soft gentle waves on the beach being washed away

I felt my face soften and my muscles relaxed

"It's morning? I made it?"

"yes Julie, you made it"

I felt a tear drop fall on my cheek as I allowed fatigue to takeover my body and I succumbed to slumber

"I'm safe"