"Hello."

'Shit!' *Hang up the phone instantly and then throw it at the wall.*

All the babies stop what they were doing and look at me then at my completely smashed phone. I make no eye contact with them while I slowly return my breathing back normal.

"Okay I went a little overboard with that, but that was one hundred percent necessary." Giving myself a pep talk while nodding my head.

Okay so calling someone for support is so out of the question right now. At least not to the people I'm close with. Looks like I'm going to use some old connection to get some baby supplies delivered to me. It's gonna cost me a lot of money, but it will be worth the price. First, I am going to have to make a supply list of everything I will need for them.

*Sight* Okay first let's get them set with some cartoons, pillows, and blanket so that I can handle the small stuff.

"Okay, my cute babies time for some educational cartoons." I say to the ten babies who have such cute expressions when I say cartoons. I move all the pillows and blankets to the small lounging area where I keep my tv and movie collection. I put in Sesame Street into the DVD player for them while I round up all the babies for tv time. At first, they were fussy like they didn't want to watch it until the opening song came on and they immediately quite down looking at the tv screen. It was almost like they were in a trans, it was a little creepy at first. As long as they are quiet and occupied then it okay for me, besides its an educational tv show. Don't ask me why I have Sesame street on DVD there are just some things need to be left alone.

"Now that the babies are bussy watching tv I can start preparing for... everything." *Sight*

'Why am I making this hard for myself? Why not give these children to the system instead?" I almost wanted to kick myself in the butt for even suggesting placing them in foster care. Not after what I experience in the system. I don't want my worst enemy to know the true horror of the foster system. I had a better life growing up on the street then staying in a packed orphanage, but that a story for another time.

"Now where's my black book?"

Sorry for not posting lately. I lost all motivations to all my stories, but I will try to get back into the work of things. Things are slow for me, but I will motivate myself to do this. Comment and spread creativity. Love you guys~~