Chapter 16: Generosity

Clay and Emma had been dating for about 6 weeks and Emma was thinking about taking their relationship to the next step. She was having lunch with Naima and she was trying to approach the subject and talk to Naima about starting a physical relationship. She was nervous, Naima had known her a long time and the fact that Clay worked with her Uncle Ray made this conversation even harder. Emma was in deep thought when Naima tried to get her attention.

"Emma? Emma?" Naima tried to get her attention. Emma shook her head and looked at her aunt, blushing.

"Yeah, sorry, I was thinking."

"About what?"

Emma paused and looked at Naima before starting, "can I talk to you about something?"

"Of course, sweetie. You can talk to me about anything."

"You know how Clay and I have been dating for several weeks…"

"Yes?" Naima encouraged her to continue.

"Well, I've been thinking about… Clay and I taking our relationship to the next level."

Naima's eyes widened. "Really? Whose idea was that? Yours or Clay's?" Naima was worried that Emma felt rushed.

"Mine, actually Clay has not mentioned anything about sex. I'm worried that he doesn't want to be with me… in that way."

"Why? Has he said anything?"

"No! But, he is so much more experienced than I am and I'm worried that he sees me as a little girl and not a woman."

"Sweetie, you will know when you are ready."

"What… What's it like?" Emma hesitantly asked and Naima smiled.

"Sex isn't the same for everyone, but when its with the right person it can be the most magical and wonderful thing to happen." Naima smiled, reassuringly and Emma nodded.

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Two weeks after Emma and Naima had their conversation, Clay and Emma were out walking in the park. They were holding hands and eating shaved ice. Clay led them to a park bench and wrapped his arm around her shoulders as she leaned into his chest. Emma was eating her shaved ice in silence and Clay noticed that she was in deep thought.

"Everything okay, Em?"

"Yeah, just thinking."

"About what, baby?"

"Sex." Emma blurted out and Clay choked on his shaved ice. "Are you okay?" Emma patted his back as he coughed.

"Yeah, yeah, Em, I'm good." Clay's voice came out horse. "Why? Why are you thinking about sex?"

"Well we're dating and I assumed that eventually we would… I… you do want to…"

"Yes! Of course. I want to make love to you but I haven't wanted to rush you because I know that you've never…" Clay rushed to reassure her.

"I appreciate that but I've thought that you didn't find me attractive enough to want to…" Emma was cut off by his lips. Clay pulled her as close as he could and devoured her lips, leaving her breathless. She pulled away, breathless.

"Do not ever think that I don't find you attractive. You are the most beautiful thing that I have seen. I want to make love to you everytime I see you because I don't want you to think that I'm trying to force you into something you may not be ready for."

"Thank you." Emma whispered and she kissed his lips lightly before returning to her shaved ice.

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Clay and Emma walked into a local pizza place and sat down at one of the booths. It wasn't very crowded and they noticed a young mother with her son and daughter. The mother looked stressed and the kids looked unhappy. They were sharing one plate of quesadillas.

"Mom, it's my birthday, why can't I get my own?"

"Sweetie, I don't have the money right now, but you can have my part." The mother gave up her piece.

"What about cake?" The boy asked and the mother had tears in her eyes.

"I can't afford that, sweetie."

Clay and Emma watched on and Clay turned to Emma. "I'll be right back baby." Clay got up and walked to the counter and then out of the restaurant. Emma wondered where he was going but she didn't follow him. About five minutes later, Clay walked back into the restaurant with a gift under his arm. He walked over to their table and Emma felt as if she was the luckiest woman in the world to have a man like him.

"Excuse me? I couldn't help but overhear. I'd like to pay for your meals," Clay told them as the waitress brought over a large pepperoni pizza to the table. "And I have something for the birthday boy." Clay said, handing him the box. He was smiling from ear to ear and he opened the box.

"Oh my gosh! Thank you, Mister!" He jumped up and hugged Clay. "Mom! He got me roller blades!"

The mother sat quietly, crying. Clay pulled out his wallet and handed her a $100 bill.

"I can't accept that. You've done so much already."

"Look, everyone has a hard time every once and awhile and needs help. You should get some relief. You should take that and do something special with your children tonight. Oh, and cakes on me as well." They all thanked him and he returned to Emma, who was sitting there smiling at him.

"You are amazing!" She whispered and got up from the table. "Let's go." She grabbed her hand, threw money on the table to cover the bill and a tip then pulled Clay out of the restaurant.

"Emma? What are you…?" Clay was cut off by Emma attacking his lips. She wrapped her arms around him and pinned him to the side of his truck. The kiss was so passionate Clay wondered if she was going to devour him. As they became desperate for air, Emma pulled away from him and Clay had a blissful expression on his face. "What brought that on?"

"You helping that woman and her kids. It was so generous and compassionate. So like you. Always thinking about others." She whispered and kissed him again before pulling back. "Take me to your apartment."

Clay nodded, opened the door and allowed her to slide into the passenger seat. He walked around to the drivers side, climbed in and drove to his apartment. The entire way there, Emma was leaning over the divider and kissing/sucking on his ear. Her hand slide up his thigh and onto his stomach, just above his hips.

Clay groaned, "Emma, if you don't stop I'm going to wreck." Emma sighed and moved back into her seat.

Five minutes later, Clay pulled into his parking space, climbed out of the truck, walked around to Emma's side, helped her down and grabbed her hand as they were walking towards the building. Once they were inside, Emma pinned him against the door frame and began to unbutton his shirt.

"Em? Baby?" Clay looked down at her as she began kissing his chest.

"I want you. Now." Emma pulled him towards his bedroom but he stopped.

"Okay, baby I am both confused and very excited. What about our conversation earlier?"

"For the last several weeks I've been thinking hard about us. And I've realized that you are the perfect man."

"Emma, I'm not perfect." Clay moved her to the couch and she sat down in his lap.

"You are the perfect man for me and that is all that matters. What you did today, it made me realize that I want to spend the rest of my life with you."

"So me helping that woman and her kids today, turned you on?" Clay asked incredulously.

Emma laughed and said, "well kindness and being able to save me from any danger." Emma adamantly replied and Clay chuckled. Emma kissed him again and nodded her head towards his bedroom. He looked at her and picked her up, wrapping her legs around his waist and carrying her to his bedroom.

He laid her down and moved on top of her.

"Hey, I want to spend the rest of my life with you too. I love you, Emma."

Emma smiled and blushed, "I love you too." He kissed her sweetly before moving from her lips to her chin then her cheek and neck. Emma tried to push his shirt off his shoulders but he stopped her.

"No, this is about you. I want to worship your body, the way it should be." He moved back to her neck and began to kiss the naked skin of her chest. He pulled her clothed center to his clothed crotch and began to press against her. He pushed her shirt up her body and over her head. He kissed as much of her breast as he could get too before moving down her stomach. He pulled her up and she wrapped her arms around his neck. She moved on his lap and Clay groaned as he unsnapped her bra and let it fall. He laid her back down and pressed his entire body against her. Emma moaned as she felt him harden. Clay took her left breast into her hand and sucked on her nipple.

"Oh, Clay!" Just before she was about to lose her mind, he switched to her right breast. He moved towards her waist and unbuttoned her jeans. He looked at her and waited for her to give him permission to remove them. Emma nodded and lifted her hips. He pulled the jeans down her long, gorgeous legs leaving her in just black lace panties.

"Aw, baby, you are so beautiful." Clay groaned and kissed her sweet center through her panties. Emma threw her head back and wrapped her fingers through his hair. After a few minutes of him making love to her with his mouth, she came with a scream.

Clay moved back up her body and kissed her passionately on the mouth. Emma began pushing his shirt down his shoulders once again and this time he allowed her to remove it. She moved her hands down to his belt, removed it from his pant loops, then pushed his pants off his well built hips. Clay kicked them off, leaving both of them in their underwear.

"Baby are you sure?" He whispered and Emma nodded. "I need you to say it."

"Make love to me, Clay." Their lips connected again and he removed her panties then his boxers. He positioned himself at her entrance and began sliding inside. Emma squeaked as his penis tore her hymen. Clay paused and looked at her. She was under him, panting, with her eyes closed.

"Are you okay?" He was worried that she was in pain because of him.

"Yes, Clay, please!" She asked him as she began moving under him. After taking multiple controlled breaths, he thrust all the way inside her. Emma moaned loudly and wrapped her legs around his lower back. Clay stayed inside her for a minute so that she could adjust and then began long, deep thrusts that had them both desiring more. They moved together for 30 minutes, neither of them chasing a release, just wanting to be together.

"Clay, please, harder." Emma whimpered and Clay sped up his thrusts. "Clay, I'm close…"

"Let go, Em." Clay slid his hand between them and used his thumb to stimulate her clit. She screamed his name as she came with a rush.

Clay thrust several more times before he began to move away from her. She wrapped her legs back around him to keep him in place. "Emma, I'm not wearing a condom. I need to pull out."

Emma shook her head. "I want you to come in me. I'm on the pill, please." All she wanted was to feel all of him inside her. Clay groaned and thrust as deep as he could inside her and came as he groaned her name.

He removed himself from her and pulled her on top of his chest. He kissed her lightly before the settled into sleep.