Chapter 13
A fine mist rose off the river, sparkling in the early morning sun that would burn it off within the hour. Mikan had walked down the dock and up along the riverbank to the edge of the fields, aware of the tightness in her muscles after so many hours of worry, fear and tension. But she felt less conflicted about being back in Northern Woods, less guilty for leaving her brother. It was what he wanted. He had friends, colleagues – armed guards – who'd look after him.
And she was home, away from guns, the investigation, the angry and concerned federal agents.
When she returned to the house, she put on water for hot tea and settled at the round oak kitchen table, piled with mail Tsubasa must have brought in while she was in Tokyo. She flipped through it, hoping for a good catalogue to occupy her while she drank her tea. There were cards and notes from well-wishers most were people she knew, but some were strangers who'd heard that her brother had been shot and wanted his family to know they were thinking him.
She made her tea and read the cards and letters one by one, appreciating the good thoughts from friends and stranger alike. I know I haven't seen you in several years, but I had to write…
"Nice," she said aloud, lifting a larger envelope off the pile.
No return address. Tokyo postmark. One of Ruka's associates?
She opened it and unfolded the single white eight-and-a-half-by-eleven paper inside. Several lines were centered on the page in large, bold, computer-printed italics.
A poem, she thought.
No.
The first word registered.
If I can get to your brother, I can get you.
Unable to breathe, Mikan shoved her chair back, its leg screeching on the wood floor. She lurched to her feet.
The paper fluttered in a breeze from the open window, the words plainly visible in at least twenty-eight-point italic type, glaring up at her.
If I can get to your brother, I can get to you.
Do nothing. Tell no one.
The Alice Agents, the FBI, your local sheriff.
Your parents in Paris.
I'll know if you talk.
Wait.
She was aware of herself gulping in air without expelling any. Aware of her tea mug teetering on the edge of the table, of her hand holding onto the back of the old oak chair. It was as if she was looking down at herself. She couldn't make herself stop.
What was going on? Was someone trying to take advantage of her situation for their own jollies, to terrify her, to get attention – to what?
Was it a serious, credible threat?
From the shooter?
From someone else?
She didn't dare touch the offending letter again for her fear of further contaminating any forensic evidence it might contain. The envelope was front down on the table. Was the address printed, or handwritten? She couldn't remember.
But what difference did it make? She wasn't an investigator, or a handwriting analyst.
She picked up her mug, careful not to spill tea all over the letter, and staged to the kitchen counter with it and set it down. She grabbed the old telephone, immediately dialing her parents' number in Paris. She had it memorized, just as well because she doubted she'd have been able to look it up. Her hands were shaking, her head spinning – she remembered Natsume ordering her to hold her breath in the park. She'd been hyperventilating. That was what she was doing now.
She didn't want to pass out.
She held her breath, but somehow, it made her want to cry.
Her mother answered.
"Hi – it's me." Mikan winced at the sound of her voice. She felt as if she were back in school, calling and pretending all was well she was homesick, exhausted, anxious, and miserable. "I just wanted to check in. I made it back to Northern Woods okay. I haven't talked to Ruka yet this morning. It's still early. How're you and Otou-san."
"We're hanging in there." Her mother's voice sounded almost as strained as her own. But that was to be expected under the circumstances – it didn't mean she'd received an anonymous letter of her own.
"Were making plans to leave for Tokyo, I hope tomorrow. I can't – neither of us can stand not seeing Ruka another day."
"Is anyone there with you?"
"Not right now. The Alice agency sent someone over yesterday to check on us." Her mother hesitated. "Mikan? What's wrong?"
She sank against the counter. She was still shaking, but she had her breathing under reasonable control.
"Why don't you let the Alice take care of you? Two agents met me at the airport when I got back last night and drove me home. It was a big comfort."
"You're spooked, aren't you? Being home alone after what happened to Ruka. Well, I don't blame you. Frankly, I think you'd have been better off staying in Tokyo. I don't care what Ruka says."
"I'll be okay. I just –"
"Call one of your cousins or Uncle." The Azumi were in Nantan.
"You have enough family and friends in the Area that you don't need to be alone."
It sounds like a good advice, but Mikan had no intention of dragging anyone else into her mess.
She couldn't tell her mother about the not. She'd mean to, maybe, but now realized she couldn't. Her mother was safe and there was nothing she could do from Paris. Whoever had sent her the letter could have her phone tapped, her house bugged.
I'll know if you talk.
How? Was it an idle threat, design to frighten her?
"I'll be alright," she said. "It's been a stressful this past few, but at least Ruka's doing well."
"Well get him down to Northern Woods. This'll be behind us in time." Her mother took in an audible breath. "Mikan, are you sure you're all right?"
She reassured her mother and quickly said goodbye.
The note continued to flutter in breeze, and she half wished it'd blow out a window and into the river, except the windows all had screens and river was in the other direction.
God.
She spotted Natsume Hyuuga's card on the counter. She'd found it in her pocketbook last night before she went to bed and assumed he must have tucked it in there when she wasn't looking. He'd scrawled his home number on the back.
She'd thought about him for most of her flights to Kyoto. Most of the night. He was good-looking, sexy, hard-edge, impatient and impossible to figure out, at least in the couple of days she'd known him – and yet she couldn't deny she was attracted to him. It was crazy. Had to be adrenaline.
She splash her face with cold water at the kitchen sink and, without considering the pros and cons, dialed his home number.
What time was it? She glanced at the stove clock. Six-fifteen. Still early, possibly even by Agent Hyuuga standards.
He answered on the second ring. "Hyuuga."
Mikan took a calming breath. Though he was at home, he sounded s if he was on duty. But she couldn't do it. She couldn't tell him. What if the note was for real and the person who wrote it did have her phones tapped, her house bugged? Or Natsume's phones, his apartment?
What if she talked and ended up getting someone killed because of it?
"Mikan? What's going on?"
"I knew you'd have caller ID." She faltering laugh. "Paranoid agent. I'm home, safe and sound. I wanted to let you know." She didn't sound believable even to herself. "It's early, I realize, but you strike me as the crack-of-dawn type."
"You sound like you're coming undone."
"Do I?" She tried another laugh, but it only seemed to make her sound even nuttier.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing. Have a good day. Sorry if I woke you."
She slammed down the phone and took it apart, then charged into the living room and took apart that phone, and finally ran upstairs and took apart that one.
She didn't find anything that looked like a phone tap, not that she knew what she was looking for.
"You're insane," she said aloud. "Just drive to the police station and hand them the stupid letter."
There. A plan.
What if she was being followed?
What if Tsubasa Andou had sent her the letter?
From Tokyo?
Okay, so that didn't make sense. But the point was – did she dare risk telling someone, anyone? Did she dare risk not telling someone?
At least her parents were safe in Paris, and her brother had his armed guards in Tokyo.
She put the phones back together and made more hot tea, calming down as she sipped it and stared at the note, as if it might make better sense to her now that she'd gotten over the initial shock of it.
If I can get to your brother, I can get to you.
Special Agent Yome would definitely want a look at this little missive. The FBI had profilers, hand-writing analysts, finger printers, paper analysts and ink analyst. They'd figure out if it was for real or just some jerk getting off her expense.
Feeling more in control of herself, Mikan opened the rest of the mail and discovered two obvious crank notes. One was from a woman who wanted a lock of Ruka's hair so she could make psychic contact with the sniper – obviously she was not a legitimate psychic. The other was from a man who claimed Ruka and Natsume had lived only because God was giving them a second chance to renounce their sinning ways.
In that context, the anonymous note from Tokyo maybe wasn't for real. The shooting had received maximum news coverage. It had brought out a few nuts, and the writer of the offending note could be just another one of them, someone who wanted to frighten and get everyone stirred up but who wouldn't act on his threats.
Her phone rang, starling her. Her mind leaped in a dozen different directions, but she composed herself enough to answer in reasonably calm voice on the third ring. "Sakura."
"I'm on a midmorning flight to Kyoto," Natsume said. "Stay put."
He hung up before she could say a word.
Midmorning his time. A sixty-minute flight would put him in Kyoto before noon. Northern Woods twenty to thirty minutes later. He hadn't asked her to pick him up at the airport. For all she knew, he'd get a ride from another agent.
Ruka would tell her she was on a need-to-know basis and should learn to live with it.
Blowing out a lungful of air. Mikan got a pair of dented aluminum tongs from a drawer and shoved the offending note and its envelope to the bottom of the pile of mail. When Natsume arrived she'd show it to him.
Problem solved. He was the law enforcement professional. He could help her figure out what to do.
He'd be on his way to Tokyo by tonight.
In the meantime, she'd make her prune cake.