Olivia helped Trevor into bed, she had bathed him and gotten Noah to sleep and now she was getting Trevor comfortable. Her mind was plagued with Stephanie's words and she couldn't help wondering what it all meant, she wanted to ask but Trevor was in a bad mood.
He had been angry from the minute Stephanie left and was not the best of company at the moment. He tried not to let Stephanie get to him but she had gotten under his skin, he wanted nothing more than to move on but she made it difficult when she came in claiming to care for him.
Olivia noticed the change in his mood and decided not to push him too much, she busied herself with cleaning up and sorting Noah out. She helped Trevor whenever he needed her but gave him space to calm down and now that she had gotten him settled in bed she was exhausted. She looked down at Noah who was asleep beside Trevor, his head on Trevor's chest. It was possibly the cutest sight she had ever seen, he looked so at peace, so at home beside Trevor.
"I'm sorry about tonight, we were supposed to have a movie night, we were supposed to have fun but Stephanie ruined it. I'm sorry for what she said to you." he said as she tucked him in.
She was leaning over him, ensuring that he was covered up properly and comfortable "you don't need to apologise, you haven't done anything wrong. You didn't know that she was coming or what she wanted"
He looked up at her, she was so close to him, her face only inches away from his "She saw us in the diner, she thinks we're dating. She has always been jealous and possessive so I should have known that she would start shit when she showed up here tonight."
She shrugged "she needs to get over it. She obviously saw us kissing and then assumed that we're dating." she pursed her lips, while leaning closer to fix his pillows.
Trevor let out a breath, she was so close, too close and all he could think about was how her lips felt on his, how soft and sweet her kiss was. He thought about it more than he was willing to admit, he had to fight himself from time to time because she had managed to work her way into his mind.
"I meant it when I said that you're nothing like her" he started, knowing that he needed to speak to get his mind off kissing her. "You're everything she's not, you're kind, compassionate, caring, beautiful... You're so beautiful" he whispered.
She looked down at him, biting her lip when she saw the look in his eyes, the same look he had in the diner. He was so handsome and just so amazing, and all she wanted was to be with him, but he had made it clear that he was not ready for anything. It was getting harder though because she was starting to develop feelings for him, she missed him on the days she couldn't come by. She missed him whenever she was alone at her place and Noah had gone to bed, she laid in bed most nights thinking about the conversations they had and how she adored his company.
"you can't keep saying things like that and then telling me that you don't want me minutes later. Because when you say things like that, I want to kiss you, be with you and I can't because you're not ready for this" she whispered, still leaning over him.
He sighed softly "I'm sorry, I had no intention of confusing you, but I mean what I said, you are beautiful and all of the other things I said. You amaze me."
She let out a sigh "I can't..." she whispered, before leaning down and closing the space between them.
Trevor let out a breath into their kiss, her lips felt even better than it did the first time and she instantly deepened their kiss. He was caught off guard at first but quickly responded to her kiss, giving back as much passion as he received. Their lips fussed together perfectly and soon Olivia felt his tongue probing at her bottom lip, she opened her mouth without hesitation and allowed him in.
His tongue moved against hers with such skill, his mouth forcing whimpers out of her as he breathed her in. He kissed her deeply, not caring about what may be wrong or right, all he knew was that he wanted her just like this. Olivia let out a soft moan when she felt his tongue rub against hers with such passion and hunger.
Trevor was shocked at how her kiss and moans were affecting him, how having her like this made him feel alive again. He deepened their kiss even more, feeling her crumble against his lips, before easing off when air became necessary. He gently broke their kiss, feeling her nibbling on his bottom lip before letting it go and placing a few more soft pecks onto his lips.
She broke away eventually and opened her eyes, her cheeks a deep shade of red "I'm so-"
He placed a finger to her lips "don't apologise, I wanted that as much as you did."
"Really?" she asked nervously.
"Olivia you have no idea how mind blown I am by the fact that you like being around me, like spending time with me and even kissing me. You could have any man out there but for some reason you're here and I'm thankful for that." he let out a breath, watching her move to the other side of the bed and get under the covers.
She laid down beside him and took hold of his hand, entwining their fingers "is that why you keep trying to convince me and yourself that you're not ready for a relationship?"
"Yeah. I always find myself thinking that you deserve more than I can offer, you deserve a man who can love you, make love to you and add value to your life. You shouldn't have to be looking after your son and the man you're dating, it just doesn't seem right. So as much as I like you, I kept telling myself and you that I'm not ready for a relationship because I don't want you to end up with me and then hate me in the end because I wasn't man enough for you." he explained with a sigh.
She sat up on her elbow and looked him in his eyes, refusing to let go of her intense gaze "I don't want any other man, because they're not you. I don't care if you can't walk or if your body can't react as soon as I walk into the room, I don't need that, I just want you. Trevor you're the most amazing man I've met and I haven't felt this way in a long time, you make me feel alive. I don't care about any of the things other men could give me, because they are not you. I want you, with the chair, with all that comes with you."
He motioned for her to come closer and pressed a gentle kiss to her lips "I want you too" he said against her lips.
She deepened their kiss and let out a moan "so ask me."
"Not like this" he broke their kiss gently "you'll have to wait" he smirked.
She let out a laugh "you're killing me here"
"That won't do, you can't be dying before our date" he smirked, cupping her cheek.
A massive smile tugged at her lips "a date? When will this be, I might have to clear my schedule for that"
"I'll text you the when and where, because I still need to figure it out" he smiled "you're beautiful."
She blushed "has anyone ever told you that you're a charmer" she bit her lip "I didn't expect tonight to turn out this way."
He smiled "Neither did I but I'm glad it did, I have to be the luckiest man to have you beside me right now."
"Get used to it" she winked "because you'll be seeing a lot more of me now"
...
Alex smirked as she carried Noah into the living room "how was your night with uncle Trevor?"
"We had Pissa and went shopping, Twev dwove me awound" he said with a wide grin while holding onto Alex.
She laughed at the toddlers excited tone "so do you like Trevor?"
"Uh huh" he nodded.
Olivia came out of the bathroom with Trevor and smirked "Noah is Trevor's biggest fan because he can be driven around whenever hewants"
Alex let out a laugh "of course he loves that, we all know this guy is not a fan of walking"
"I don't mind it" Trevor said with a smile "hey kiddo."
"Momma dwess you?" he asked noticing Trevor's change of clothes.
He smirked "yeah she's very helpful"
Noah smiled "momma dwess me too"
Olivia pressed a kiss to his forehead "that's because you're my baby"
"I a big boy" he sassed.
She reached for him and smothered his face with kisses "you'll always be my baby" she teased.
Trevor smiled widely as he watched her play with her son, loud giggles tearing from his little lips as his mother kissed him. He was certain that this sight was something he would never tire from, it was refreshing and seeing them like this made him feel alive. He hadn't felt that way in years and now somehow just being around Olivia and her son had added a whole new sense of meaning to his life.
Alex noticed the dreamy look on Trevor's face, seeing the smile that sat on his lips, she just wished they would stop beating around the bush and make a move already. It was obvious that they had feelings for each other and more Olivia came by the more Trevor opened up. At first he was always angry and irritated with everyone but now he was happy, he cracked jokes and laughed with her and even started talking about his likes and dislikes. He was no longer hiding in his bedroom, he spent time wheeling himself through the backyard whenever it was hot outside.
His parents also noticed the change in their son and thanked Alex, wondering what she had done to get him out of the house. Alex simply told them that a friend of hers had been helping her out, his parents then asked to meet the woman who had been making him so happy.
"Trevor, I spoke to your mother last night" she started, dropping her things onto the coffee table.
Trevor turned his attention from Olivia and Noah, and furrowed his eyebrows "what did she want?"
Alex shrugged "well your parents noticed that you are a lot happier recently and they've been asking questions" she smirked "so I told them that a friend of mine has been popping in and they would like to meet her if that's okay with you two."
Olivia stopped teasing her son and turned to Alex "um... Parents"
Trevor smirked "relax they aren't all that bad, if you could handle me, you will be able to handle them. However they do tend to ask a lot of questions so be prepared to be bombarded with tons of prying."
She pursed her lips "I don't do well with parents, usually... Carter's parents hated me, they don't even want to know Noah because of me, I can't..." she stuttered, on the brink of a panic attack.
Trevor noticed that she was starting to breathe really heavily, he wheeled himself over to her and reached for her hand "Olivia, put Noah down and breathe"
She turned to him and shook her head "they'll hate me"
"Hey, sit down and breathe, come on" he said softly, trying to calm her down.
She sat down with a thump and held Noah close "Trevor I have the worlds worst track record with parents, Carter's mother told him that he was dead to her because he was dating me."
He took hold of her hand "Carter's mother was a fool. My mother has way more sense, and she will understand if you're not ready for this, plus she's only meeting my part-time care giver, not a girlfriend" he winked at her.
A small smile tugged at her lips "you sure?"
He nodded, giving her a warm smile "to them you're a friend of Alex and you've been keeping an eye on me, they might try to pin us together but that's all" he squeezed her hand "and if it'll make you feel better, you can bring Noah along, I know having him close by calms you down."
She looked down at Noah "you wanna meet Trevor's parents?"
Noah shrugged "uh huh, me see Twev again"
Trevor chuckled "sure thing kiddo. I can't wait to see you again"
Alex raised an eyebrow at the three of them "I hate to break this up, but your mom wants an answer and soon"
"We can do tomorrow night if that's okay with you?" Olivia offered, wanting to get it over with as soon as possible "I have the day off and we might as well get it over with on a night that I might not get called to a case."
"Are you sure?" he asked "I don't want you to feel pressured into this"
"Trevor I don't, I want to meet them..." she cleared her throat, remembering that Alex was standing there "but I have to go now, this guy has daycare and I have work."
"Okay then, I'll see you tomorrow" he smirked "and then Saturday again, for the wedding"
"Ah yes, I still have to get my outfit ready" she smirked "I'll see you tomorrow."
Alex noticed they seemed different and smirked "what is going on with you two?"
"Nothing" Olivia pipped up "nothing at all."
"For now" Trevor whispered, ensuring that Alex didn't hear him.
Olivia smirked "yeah" she whispered back.
Well there it is... Thoughts? Reviews are always appreciated.
