Chapter 3: alone
EPOV
I cant beleive I did this.
I left my home. my family. my friends. I dont have any money. I dont have anywhere to go. I was completely alone, aside from my son.
I looked at the angel sleeping in my arms as I walked. I decided to look for Carlisle. every town I come by I look in the hospital, if he were to be here, he would be there. So far I haven't found him. The newest town I am in, Forks Washington. It was a very small town. It was very nice and I knew that I wanted to stay here. even if i didnt find carlisle, I would keep looking, but I have to think of my son first, he needs a home, a safe place to sleep at night.
It rained alot here. luckily there were plenty of places to stop and keep dry. I was in the library reading while CJ slept on the floor beside me. All of a sudden he started crying, I picked him up and tried to quiet him down, people started looking at us and shushing us. I sighed and rushed out of the library with him. he felt warm, too warm. I walked to the hospital, I would ask for carlisle. If he wasnt there I will ask for someone else. my son needed a doctor.
I walked inside and to the desk "excuse me, i'm here to see dr cullen?" she didnt even look up. "do you have an appointment?" she asked, so he was here! "well no, but-" she cut me off, still not looking up. "i'm sorry dr cullen is very busy today" she said, I sighed. "I understand but my son-" she cut me off again. "i'm sorry miss, if you would like to make an appointment for another day I can help you, otherwise I am sorry" she said. I glared at her as she kept typing on her computer, then CJ started crying again. "please if you would just-" I stopped, she wasnt going to help me, that much was obvious. "i'm sorry baby" I mummured to my little boy. I held him close and rushed out of the hospital I wuold come back in a few hours when hopefully it will be a different nurse.
By now it was pouring rain. it was almost midnight I could tell, the moon was at its highest peak. I still had no where to go, so I walked to the woods. One thing my father always told me when I was young was that if I had no where to go I could make a shelter from branches, or a cave. so thats what I did. When I broke into a clearing I saw a small cave in the other side.
I carried my son into the cave and laid out my extra clothes and laid them out to make a soft place for CJ to lay down. I laid him down and sang softly to him as he slowly fell asleep. Then I started to cry.
What was I going to do?
What if Carlisle didnt even want us? didnt want CJ?
my heart broke.
What if hes just like Charles?
A/N oh my goodness guys. the feedback for this story has been amazing. I wasn't sure if this idea would get any likes so I am so happy it has. you guys are awesome. hope you like the new chapter!
~twilightgirl~