Sorry for the delay! heres the next chapter! i already have the next one finished. just need to edit :) Chapter 11

GEMMA

After the visit at the prison Gemma knew something was going on and she couldn't quite figure it all out. She had started to notice things a couple weeks ago when she stopped by the house. Nothing that screamed out but enough crumbs for her to nibble on.

Things like the physical closeness Tara and Katherine often displayed. Not that it was new it was just very close.

Katherines room seemed totally untouched one morning when she had dropped by to get Abel for breakfast. That same morning both women emerged from the same bedroom.

Then there was Tara being okay with Katherine visiting Jax. It was almost as if Tara was pushing the young woman to develop feelings for her son.

There was a time when Tara would beat a bitch down for looking at Jax. However Tara had all but given Katherine the Ra Ra Jax speech in front of her one night.

Gemma was confused.

But...She was happy.

She and Tara had been doing great. Katherine seemed to be convincing the young doctor that family was everything. She was learning about the club but was able to get Tara thinking straight and clear.

Her son was happy. She could tell he had become smitten with the infamous Katherine. And her grandson was absolutely in love with the entire situation.

Gemma had watched Katherine and Jax closely at the last visit. They were unaware of how close they were. They were unaware with how in sync the two of them were.

Gemma thought that maybe Katherine was the glue that could keep both Tara and Jax level headed. Both in their relationship behind closed doors as well as within the club and Jax at the head of the table.

Time would tell but Gemma had a feeling things were going to be very interesting between the three.

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TARA

Thirty two weeks pregnant was no joke. Her feet hurt, her sex drive was off the charts, her hormones were everywhere, and she was hungry all the time.

On top of that she started what some would call nesting. Only she wasn't stressed about the baby coming or her delivery or bringing the baby home.

She was trying to figure out if she could settle this thing between herself Katherine and Jax before her due date.

She had done even more research of throuples and what they were. She knew their was no "how to" but it helped her understand. She wanted to do this. She needed to do this.

She had just pulled up to the prison. Typically Katherine would be the one visiting Jax with Abel but Tara had told her she really needed a visit. Katherine was super understanding and gave her a kiss after telling her to do what she needed to do.

Little did Katherine know what Tara needed was for Jax to at least consider this new life.

At least try.

She knew that once Jax gave her the go ahead she'd be gunning for Katherine to ask for the same.

She walked into the prison and sat in the waiting area. She saw Jax and noticed the fraction of a second of sadness or disappointment cross his face when it wasn't Katherine here. That was good because he had no idea what was about to happen.

"Hey handsome." She said softly.

He smiled a genuine smile at her and she knew he was about to kiss her before realizing where they were. He grabbed her hand instead and squeezed.

Tara didn't want to lose her nerve but decided to catch up with him. She hadn't seen him in a while with her work schedule and it was nice to have him close by.

He had just finished telling her about the stupid shit juice was doing when she decided to bite the billet. Lay her cards out.

"So I wanted to talk to you about something..."

Her voice wasn't as confident as she had hoped. She knew it was her guilt coming to the surface. He must have picked up on her tone. "What's goin on?"

She took a deep breath and started playing with her fingers. It was her nervous habit.

"I have a lot to say and I just really need you to let me get it out and explain and then we can talk if that's okay."

He nodded his head and focused all of his attention on her.

"I don't even know where to start so I'll do my best... I haven't been completely honest with you. I've been keeping something from you and I'm nervous if you're going to be pissed or not but the truth is that... Katherine is my bestfriend...But a couple months back it kind of took a different meaning. I don't know what happened Jax but I fell for her. Like over the edge fell..." she grabbed his hand with both of hers and continued.

"I've only ever been careless or reckless twice in my life. When I fell for you at sixteen and when I decided to kiss Katherine. Her and I were unlike anything else and it just made sense from the beginning. Perfectly in sync with each other as if I had known her forever...I...I love her. I'm in love with her. But I'm in love with you too. I am. Fully and completely. But I don't know, I know you know that something was missing between us. We needed something and I think she's it. I think she's what will make us stay glued together. Make us stronger. Make us a family."

She needed a breath. She needed to see his reaction so far.

He seemed calm.

"Look Jax I know this is a lot to take in. I know. Trust me. Katherine is a free spirit. She loves love and doesn't label anything with us. She has no idea I'm even telling you this. But I need to. I want us to be together. All of us. I know that she has feelings for you and I know that you have feelings for her..."

"Tara I..." he tried to deny it.

"Jax I'm not mad. I saw it on your face when you walked in here. It's okay. It's actually more than okay. I want you to love her and know her the way I do."

The two were silent for what felt like an eternity.

"I feel like this is some type of test or some hormone thing you have going on..."

She had to chuckle at that.

"Trust me. I've researched and I've studied and I've read articles and books and watched documentaries and I've been so crazy trying to work out my feelings. But I just want to try this."

"And what is this that you're wanting to try?

Explain it to me." He said.

"It's a throuple. A three person couple. Just like any other relationship just with three people. Her and I, you and her, me and you. We work together and we take it day by day."

He ran his hands down his face and took some deep breaths.

"This is insane you know that right?" He asked her.

She nodded her head "I know. Trust me I know. But Jax I've been happier than I've ever been and I know you've been happier since she came into your life and I don't really care what the people of Charming think about us."

Silence again for a while and then he leered at her.

"So you're telling me... that you've been into girls this whole time and I'm just finding out now?" He tried to joke.

She rolled her eyes and crossed her arms with a chuckle.

"No. I'm only into one girl. And I want to share her with you."

He ran his hand over his mouth and adjusted himself subtly.

"What does she think about all of this?" He asked.

"Well, she doesn't exactly know anything about it yet."

"Jesus Tara."

"It's just..."

"Babe what if you work all of this up in your brain and she doesn't want it."

"Trust me. I know her. She'll want it. She was just worried about the future and all that. She never voiced it but I could always see it. Having you on board will make it a million times easier to get her to agree to try."

"You aren't fucking with me are you?" He asked seriously. She knew he meant it as a realization and not an actual question.

She shook her head no "I'm not. I want this."

She could see the wheels turning in his head. He was working through it and ran his hand over his face and through his short hair.

"Alright. I'm willing to try whatever this is but we can all talk more about it when the release gets closer."

She couldn't help the excitement that bursted through her. She felt like she was floating.

"Thank you for this. I love you so much Jackson Teller"

"And I love you."

The rest of the visit was lovely and Tara couldn't wait to talk with Katherine.