Renesmee (nessie)

"If I could dream at all, it would be about you."- Stephenie Meyer

I was in my bed with Jake. I pulled him closer. I had the house all to myself. My parents for once went on a vacation to Isle Esme. Where they had their honeymoon. I was nearly ten, and had been fully grown for about three years. When I was with Jacob, my blood seemed to rush to my face. No matter what I did. As his hand traveled down my back, down to the bottom of it. "Jacob" I moaned. As we lay there, I had the biggest grin on my face.

"Renesmee I …

I immediately woke up. The dream was so nice that I hugged my pillow. Everything in that dream was real except that I was not fully developed, and I wasn't with Jake. But I wanted to be. I looked down, something was not right. I had been sleeping, but now I had a large chest, and there was blood pooled around me. I almost jumped off the bed, but I remembered being told about this. Yes, it was six years ago, but Rosalie had started reminding me about it more recently.

"You will change through puberty. Probably overnight. So be ready."

Now those words were hanting me. I didn't know whether to call Jacob, Leah, or Emily. Alice couldn't be here with this much blood. I had gotten particularly close with Leah and Emily since I had started puberty a couple months ago.

I decided to facetime both Leah and Emily at the same time with my new phone. I started crying and they understood. Not very much, but enough. They both took jobs. Emily was tasked with coming over to my house immediately and helping me clean up. Leah on the other hand had to go to the store and grab bras, underwear, clothes, and other lady products. Once Emily was finally here, I asked her if I should call Jake. She looked at me, shocked.

"You haven't called Jake yet?" She said wide eyed.

"Well I don't know what to do." I said with a more normal voice. But with a lower voice I said, "That's why I didn't tell him." I thought that with that voice, Emily wouldn't be able to hear me.

"Well you have to tell him." Her answer wasn't a suggestion. It was an order. As if on cue, my phone rang. As soon as I answered, Jacob exploded with questions.

"Renesmee! What's happening? Leah called me, and said you 'Changed.' What does that mean?" He said all of this in almost five seconds.

"Jake," I said, trying to calm him down. "If you want to make sure, you can come over." I said flirtatiously. Emily rolled her eyes, knowing that I was torturing him. Emily held up her phone which had the text to Leah saying 'Pick Jake up.' I gave her a thumbs up. "Jake," I repeated, hearing his breath. "Leah is coming to pick you up. I'll see you soon. Love you." The phone went silent. I heard Jake let out a breath he had been holding in, but then I hung up. Jake had imprinted on me when I was a baby. So since that, he decided never to stop being a wolf. That meant being alive forever with me. Emily rolled her eyes again.

"You have to stop torturing that poor boy. You know that he's imprinted, the more you flirt, the more he's gonna want you." She giggled. "I mean," She patted her stomach. "Look at Sam and I. I'm pregnant with twins. By the way, we found out yesterday. It's twins, and it's a boy and girl. Now we both have what we wanted. Sam wanted a boy, and I wanted a girl. Worked out perfectly." She giggled.

I heard someone knock on the door after a minute. With my superhuman speed, I had been cleaning very quickly. While Emily had been in my closet and my mom's trying to find an outfit, I had stripped the sheets, put them in the washer, then sat on my bed. Listening to Emily. When she turned to get the door, I was smiling up at her. I ran to the door, opening it, Jacob pushed in. He pulled me into a hug, then moved so that he can check to make sure that I am ok. His eyes stopped when he saw my chest. His jaw dropped to the floor then Leah walked in.

"Pfft, Jake... " She laughed. "You're drooling." I moved into step with Leah, and when we moved Jake shook out of it.

"No. I. Am. Not." He growled. "Yes you were." I call over my shoulder.

There was no arguing with me on that. He knew it, but it was still funny to see him like this.

As I walked back, Emily had the strangest look already on her face.

"What's wrong Emily?" Leah asks.

"Um… what day is it? I think that I have an idea on why this is happening all of a sudden." She said looking at me.

"It's September 11th. Why?" But then I noticed it too. "Oh my god. I'm fully developed. I'm technically 15 years old. But one question. Why did Nahuel develop faster than me?" That had been my question when I did turn seven. By then, I only looked 10.

"Well, it might be because of the blood. You only drink animal blood. While Nahuel and his aunt Huilen drink human blood. Also, it may be because he has the vampire venom to turn someone." Emily suggested. "You should call Alice. Tell her about everything, and not to come." She added.

Jake handed my phone to me, and I motioned for him to sit down on my bed. It had a direct view of my walk in closet. I needed his opinion. I sat next to Jake and I put my phone on speaker. Alice answered after half a ring.

"Nessie? Jakes with you I'm guessing. But I saw a giant pool of blood, then you disappeared. I decided not to tell anyone because of what happened last time." She was talking about my mom cliff jumping, and my dad trying to commit vampire suicide.

"I'm ok. I have Jacob, Emily, and Leah here with me. We think that I finally just fully developed. They think that the late maturity is because of me just drinking animal blood. And I don't even drink it much. Also don't come. My house still smells like blood." I pointed out.

I quickly apologized for making her worry so much, but we said our goodbyes, then I went into the closet to get dressed.

None of my clothes fit, but I was really excited with my new clothes. I definitely had to get a job so then I could pay Leah back.

I came out in my least covering outfit. A swimsuit. Emily didn't want me torturing Jacob by just coming out in my bra and underwear. But with my swimsuit, we could determine what size I was now. I came out in a bikini and I didn't know if I was imagining it, but I thought that I saw Jake straighten up. Leah had set it up like a fashion show and she was sitting by Jake.

"Ooo," Leah jabbed Jake. "That ones cute. Turn around slowly." I knew she was trying to get Jake to pop.

"Um…" He was definitely sweating. "It looks really good on you." He said. I turned back to the closet and picked out another outfit. Since I had picked out the perfect fitting swimsuit at first, I just needed to put on that same size for the undergarments. This next outfit was definitely Leah's way of tormenting Jake.

"Ugh!" I called out. "Do I have to come out in this. Jake's gonna flip if he sees me in this." I said. I heard Jake snort. "I can take it." He laughed. Now it was Leah's turn to snort. As I walked out, Jake was not at all prepared for this.

"So, what do you think?" I spun around. I was wearing a blood red t-shirt looking crop top, and a pure white short skirt. I wore white high heels too. They had laces that felt like silk, that looked like ballet shoes, and they wrapped around my legs all the way to below my knees. Jake just looked at me in awe. I saw Leah jab him harder, and I saw Jake wince. He cleared his throat, swallowed, and nodded.

I turned around and walked back to my closet. I posed for a couple more outfits, then it was time for the finale.

"So?" I said while walking out. Jake had covered his eyes with his hands. This was my favorite outfit. It was a white crop top (I know, Leah apparently likes crops) and light blue high rise jeans. Tied around my waist was a red flannel shirt.

"What do you think of the outfit Jake?" I asked. Jake uncovered his face and looked at me up and down. His face started to turn red. I felt the heat coming from his face. "So...?" I asked again.

"Um…" He was so blushing.

"You know what, Leah can you give us a minute?" Even I started blushing. As Leah started to get up, she wiggled her eyes at me. I grabbed her hand, and then laughed when I showed her the image in my head. She nodded and muttered something under her breath. As she left I sat down on my bed with Jaocb. I touched his hand by accident, and then I felt the blood rush to my face.

"Sorry." Jake said while moving his hand. I rubbed my shoulder nervously, while I looked over and saw Leah and Emily giggling.

"I'm not." I said, plopping down on Jake's lap. My heart was racing. "You know, you're adorable when you blush." I flirted. Jake's face was now bright red. I pulled at his shirt, and kissed him on the cheek.

"Wow," Jake said. "Ok, your dad's gonna ring my neck. Also we have somewhere to be." I looked at him confused. "Remember? Seth and Kayla's dinner rehearsal?" He said. I totally had forgotten.

Seth had imprinted on Kayla a few years ago. He was at a family dinner that my family hosted, when he saw one of my best friends from school. She was only in 11th grade though so he had to wait. Jake was the best man, and I was the maid of honor. It kind of worked out perfectly. Leah was a close second though.

"Oh shit." I blurted out. I almost fell to the floor trying to get up. Jacob caught me and brought me into my closet. Leah tried to shield the embarrassing stuff, but Jake clearly turned around as fast as he could.

"I don't know if I'll be able to fit into my dress! What am I gonna do?" I whined. But Leah just shook her head.

"Get up girl. Seth told her about the wolf thing, and he had to tell her about you. She was so excited, but Seth told her to act normal. Sorry. But she did get you another one. It is just about your size. But you might have to tie it a bit tighter around the waist." Leah laughed.

As I put on the dress, I was nervous about Jacob seeing me. I touched both Leah and Emily and showed them my dream. They laughed and shook their heads. I walked out of my door to show Jake. I put on the biggest smile and walked toward Jake.

"Can I look now?" He asked. "Yeah." I said. He opened his eyes and looked at me. His jaw dropped open. I sat back down on the bed next to him.

"So how does it look?" I asked. I touched his face, and showed him my memory of the dream. The spot on his face that I was touching started to burn. I pulled my hand away from his face, and I jumped up. I pulled his face toward mine. Holding his gaze. I moved my hand down to his chest. Jake's lower lip quivered and I pulled him closer. Our noses touched and he pushed his way to my lips. I moved to his lap, and I moved closer. I moved onto his lap, and then I pulled my arms around his neck.

"Now my dad will ring my neck. Well, probably not. But he won't get you now." I said. I heard giggling behind me and I looked back. Alice somehow had gotten inside the house, and Leah and Emily kept laughing. I wiggled my eyebrows teasingly, and moved back onto Jake.

"Now, I really need to go and get changed for the rehearsal. Is there anything else?" He asked. I felt a hand on my shoulder. It was Alice.

"Yeah, Jake has to go." She nodded.

"Ugh. Fine" I said. "Ok, bye Jake." I said. I moved over, and led him to the door. When we were there, we stopped and he gently grabbed my waist. He pulled me closer, and then I pulled him in for a kiss. After that was over, I opened the door for him.

As he looked back, I smiled and waved, he did the same as me.

'If only.' I laughed at my own thoughts.