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Ienzo,

Sorry for the radio silence over the past few days, but things have literally been so insane I haven't had a minute to myself to write this note. My mom is barely letting me out of her sight-not that I can blame her. She goes between being outraged to dropping everything and hugging me. She wants to know everything, and I'm trying to tell her as much as I can, but still editing the most… incriminating parts until she's ready. You understand. Even when I was home before we never got into it.

I haven't even really had time to enjoy being home. I've had to see family, friends, and they all want to know where I've disappeared to. People all over town, too, want to know what happened and where I went. A lot of people assumed that I'd gotten myself killed.

Including my parents. That was, and still is, the hardest thing I've had to accept. Starting to grieve someone and just beginning to make progress only to learn they're alive… I feel so guilty. Now I wish I'd gone back home during Kairi's year of sleep, even for a little while.

I'll tell you more about what happened, but I just wanted to… start to get a status update. "Any news?" How are you? How have you been? What are you and the guys up to?

Write soon,

Riku

Dear Riku,

Thanks for your text. Of course I understand how overwhelming everything must be, and this was an unusual homecoming. I just hope it's been more joyful than bittersweet, though I fear it's the latter. I'm hoping this transition becomes less of a traumatic one for you. And even if it is… well. I am an impartial ear.

Correction-a somewhat impartial ear. I will yell at, and/or make fun of, anyone who gives you grief.

Do tell me about Sora and Kairi. Things must be dazzling for Sora especially-I can only imagine what sort of journey he's gone through, and I'm probably wrong. Hopefully the three of you get to spend some time together, just relaxing and being friends. It's the least of what you deserve.

I, on the other hand, don't have much worth reporting. I'm continuing to work with Aeleus and Dilan on the repairs, helping Even with his various little experiments. I'm trying to figure out where I would be most helpful, but that has been somewhat difficult. I'm sure you can sympathize. It's finally starting to get warm again here.

If I ever quit faffing about and find something worth writing about I'll let you know…

Yours,

Ienzo

Ienzo,

Ha ha. For some reason I don't believe you've been as lazy as you said you've been. Though part of me hopes you have. You deserve a little rest too.

On the topic of rest…

Right after I got your letter the puppet strings that have been keeping me awake since I got home snapped. I fell asleep on the living room couch and didn't wake up for thirty-six hours. Mom was hysterical; she thought something was really wrong with me and took me to the doctor (which, considering how long it's been since I've been home for any length of time, was my pediatrician. Awkward.). But the doctor just said what I told her, that I just needed to sleep . And sleep, and sleep… maybe it's my turn to sleep for a year. Ha ha.

Yeah, yeah. Spare me your lectures. I've been so wired that even when I tried, I couldn't sleep.

Sora and Kairi are doing as okay as they can. Of the three of us, I think Kairi's bounced back the quickest. She's already talking about re-enrolling in school to catch up. Considering she's the mayor's daughter, it made the news when she got back. She's like a celebrity, though because she's Kairi and she's perfect, she's got it under control. I mean that with no sarcasm whatsoever.

Sora…

As you can probably tell by me skirting around the subject, Sora… isn't completely okay. Physically, he's fine. Healthy. But it's… between the Keyblade War, and what he experienced alone while we were all, very briefly, dead (which, remind me to tell you about that if I haven't, because it is a trip.). He's been ALONE for so long. I've never seen him so shaken, and he's so quiet . Talk to him and he tries to be all smiles, of course, but a few of us were at the beach and instead of being all up in the middle of it like he usually is, he was sitting aside… alone. Kairi's been trying to gently pry, but he keeps saying he's okay. A tired act I think all of us know well by now. Honestly, I'm not sure what to do. What kind of therapist here would get what he's gone through, anyway? The most we can do is be there, and keep on top of him, and hope he heals and processes over time. Makes me feel like a shitty best friend, but the emotional stuff was never my forte.

Sleepily yours,

Riku

My sleepyhead,

Hopefully by the time you get this you're actually conscious. You had a long ordeal. Physically, emotionally, of course you're exhausted. I hope you're actually listening to it instead of pushing through. Been there. Done that. It is not worth it. You're probably also still growing, believe it or not. The human male keeps growing and developing until twenty-five, and unless my knowledge of Destiny Island's time stream is way off, you're not exactly there yet.

I'm glad Kairi is doing well, and taking all of that in stride. If it were me I would've thrown in the towel long ago. I think school would be good. A taste of normalcy. You three deserve to get back to your lives… whatever that means. Or at least rest a while before finding greener pastures elsewhere.

It's disheartening, but not surprising, that Sora feels the way he does. Like I said, I can only imagine what he might have gone through. Though I don't like it when you say you're a shitty friend when I watched you struggle to save your friends for a literal year. You're too hard on yourself, Riku. Being there, after everything else you did for him, is enough. Make sure to take time for yourself too. Though if Sora's condition deteriorates, do let me know. I'll see if I have any sort of psychological resource which might help him more than just a standard therapist with no notion of the greater World outside. Hopefully he'll start to feel more himself once he settles back down.

This… very brief death occurrence you were referring to intrigues me. What was all that about? Fortunately it seems to not have stuck, but regardless, I felt my heart jump into my throat when I read it.

The others have been asking after you, Ansem especially. He says to "send his regards" and I promise it's friendlier than it sounds.

I wonder, do you have sea salt ice cream where you are? It's the height of summer and Scrooge McDuck is out. None of my cohorts here are willing to share. It's been war.

Craving sea salt,

Ienzo

To the insatiable sweet tooth-

No, as a matter of fact, we do not have that particular sea salt ice cream here. If we want it, we have to go off-world. There are other, more native flavors which you might like, like dragon fruit or star fruit. (It's mostly fruit. Sorry, we're islanders.)

Sora seems to be doing a little bit better. Roxas, Xion, and them came to visit, which seemed to brighten his spirits, or at least distract him. Sometimes he still stares off into the distance and he's not quite as chatty. This is going to take a long time.

As for the death thing… well, part of why Sora disappeared was because he went back in time to save us after the dark prophecy was fulfilled and the Demon Tide killed us… apparently. Even I can't keep it all straight in my head, and it happened to me. He changed the flow of time to save us, and "abusing" the power of waking to save Kairi was the final straw. I… don't like thinking about it much. It makes me feel sick.

Mundane life feels weird. I do chores around the house, and I mow lawns for some pocket change. Can you imagine it? The magic would make it easy, but it also unsettles people, so I do it with a mower. I had to go to social services to get an ID and we waited in line for two. Hours. I almost went insane. But at least it no longer has the awful picture it did when I started high school.

Speaking of, mom wants me to re-enroll right away, and dad wants me to do night school and speed through a general high school degree. I'm not sure how I feel about it, honestly. Kairi and Sora are excited, and I think it'll be good for them. Maybe I'll take a year, or do it online, or something. Though I'm sad to say my computer literacy isn't nearly as good as yours.

How are you feeling in the castle? It must be summer for you guys there, too, though I imagine there aren't beaches or anything. I didn't see any. Do you have any summer activities? Or do you just sit in the library with a moldering old paperback all day?

Gainfully employed,

Riku

Dear Riku,

Thank you for satisfying my curiosity about that experience. I knew time travel was a factor in Sora's disappearance-but I didn't think it went like that for all of you. Terrifying. Awful.

A fantastic way to start a correspondence.

To answer the question… no, there are no "beaches" in terms of ocean beaches, but when I was a boy Radiant Garden did have springs on the far edges of town, as well as public pools. I was not allowed to go to them much-Even was rather neurotic-but yes, they do exist. Did exist. The restoration committee has it on their very, very long list. The paths down to the springs probably need some maintenance.

That is to say, when not in the lab I am sweating and thinking of cooler days. Though I know this might feel borderline chilly for you. Indifference to temperature is one of the few things on my waning list of what I miss from being a Nobody.

I'm glad you have some way to fill your days… that, and the idea of you working outside appeals to me. I imagine it must bore you.

I don't spend ALL of my days in the library. Just most of them, lately, as am still trying to get this place even the slightest bit organized. If I had the resources I'd digitize everything. It'd make life so much easier. But I am one person with one computer and there are thousands upon thousands of books here. As a boy I used to have the fantasy of reading all of them before I turned eighteen. But, alas, that has not happened, and some of the texts are too boring, or in another language, or are too fragile to be handled. I clearly had very interesting ideas of leisure.

I still have not been able to get my hands on any decent ice cream.

Unsatisfied,

Ienzo

Ienzo,

I wanted to talk about this earlier but I had to get things settled in terms of my room. (Long story. Not a fun story.) Would you ever consider visiting? I could come get you. My parents are okay with it. In fact, they for some reason link you with me coming home, which I guess is true. You did help us get the clue Kairi needed. Either way, you've already made a good impression.

(If it's not clear, I miss you.)

I can take you to a real beach. Show you around, not that there's a whole lot to see. A change of scenery might be nice. Sora and Kairi want to hang out, too. Sora says hi.

If you're busy, of course, I can come to you. But I know you've been there a long time, and there's not always good memory there.

No pressure. Let me know.

Riku

Riku,

I think you may be on the right track with a change of scenery. I'm afraid what little wit I had left me, and when I was explaining to the others I'd like to visit, it became clear very quickly that our relationship is more than surface level. For that, I'm sorry.

However… the more I think about it, the more appealing it is. Even doing nothing-with you-is better than sitting here doing nothing by myself.

That is to say I miss you too.

I can be ready whenever is most convenient. I'm sorry for making you come all this way, though.

Ienzo

Ienzo,

Please, the flight will give me a few hours' of peace and quiet. It's been great spending all this time with friends and family, but… I feel kind of suffocated sometimes. Besides, I better keep my piloting skills in tip-top shape. Sora's mad that I'm better at it than him. What can I say, it's one of my many natural talents. Along with gardening, apparently.

Bring light clothes; it's HOT here. And sunscreen. I mean it.

Looking forward to seeing you, and talking to you, in person.

Yours, Riku