A/N: Finally an update. I'm glad the story is well received so far :). I know this pairing is different but they just had so much chemistry.

Disclaimer: I do NOT own SVU. Nor any of the characters. Just the ones I make up.

Chapter Four

Vicki wiped the tears from her face and cleared her throat.

"Why am I always crying when I'm around you?" She asks.

Irritated at her own weakness.

She puts some distance between herself and the detective.

Olivia put her hands into her coat pockets and inhales deeply before answering her. "I don't know. Maybe I make you feel things you haven't felt in a long time."

Vicki nods.

"Yeah, maybe." She takes a step towards Olivia. "Do you wanna come back to my place?"

Olivia was about to say 'no' when Vicki cut her off.

"Not to have sex. I - I'm not ready for sex." She blushed.

But she was so turned on.

Maybe she had too many drinks before Olivia met her at the bar.

"I'm not going to push you to do anything you don't want to do Vicki." Olivia said with a small smile.

"So, come back to my place?" Vicki asks again.

Olivia couldn't say no.

She didn't want to.

"Ok." She gives in.

She was screwed because when it came to Vicki she would always give in.

"Great. Can you drive? Because I'm a little drunk." She admits swaying before grasping the table.

Olivia laughs lightly and reaches out her arm so Vicki could hold onto her.

Vicki unlocks her door and pushes it open and sweeps her hand for Olivia to go in first. She closes and locks the door once they're both inside. Then flips on the lights.

Olivia takes a look around. The apartment was more open.

"Do you like it?" Vicki asks.

Olivia turns around and wraps her arms around Vicki.

"It's not dark anymore." Olivia says.

Vicki looks up at Olivia and smiles sadly, "That doesn't mean that parts of me still aren't."

"It's ok. I want to see those parts too." Olivia says hugging the young woman closer to herself.

Vicki felt herself getting sleepy. "Sit with me?" She asks trying to hold back a yawn.

Vicki and Olivia snuggled into the big plush couch in the living room.

"Are we going to talk about what's happening between us? Or about that kiss first?" Olivia asked after a few moments of comfortable silence.

Vicki tenses up beside Olivia and sighs. "I could try to blame it on the alcohol...Or I could tell you the truth." She starts.

Olivia turns to face Vicki face on. "Tell me."

"I kissed you because I wanted to." Vicki admits. "I couldn't stop thinking about you. I can't help the way I feel about you and that scares me."

Olivia gently places her hands on Vicki's face and places her forehead against Vicki's forehead. "I feel those same feelings Vicki. You are safe with me." She leans in wanting to feel the softness of Vicki's lips again, hopefully longer.

"Please don't hurt me." Vicki whispers before closing her eyes and closing the distance between herself and the detective. Tears fell like raindrops from her eyes. But she continued to let her lips move with Olivia's.

Olivia tasted the salt from Vicki's tears and pulled back to look at her. "Are you ok?" She asked slightly out of breath.

Vicki was in a daze. "Uh huh, why did you stop?"

Horny.

Why wasn't she dragging Olivia off to her bedroom?

"Because I don't want to push you into something you're not ready for." Olivia said.

"Thank you." Vicki said.

She wanted Olivia.

To be with her.

"What about if we go on a date after I get off work tomorrow?" Olivia asked.

"What about your job?" Vicki asked back.

"What about it?" Olivia shot back. A sexy smirk lining her face.

"Isn't there some rule you're breaking?" Vicki asks.

"Do you feel like I'm forcing you to date me?" Olivia asked.

"No." Vicki said firmly.

"Ok. Your case has been solved. Everything happening between us is consensual. I'll talk to Capt. Cragen when I go in tomorrow. We aren't doing anything wrong." Olivia says winding her fingers with the brunette.

The next morning as promised, first thing she was in her boss's office.

"Vicki Sayers and I have begun to see each other. Romantically. Captain." Olivia said.

No beating around the bush.

"You realize there could be certain implications and IAB could make something out of this if something happened to her." Capt. Cragen stated.

"Yes sir. I do." Olivia said standing from her seat.

"I'm not worried." Capt. Cragen said. Picking up his pen and lookong back down to his paperwork. "Get back to work Liv."

Olivia nodded and left the office.

She had just sat back down at her desk when she heard her phone vibrate. She smiled when she saw it was a message from Vicki.

'How did it go?'

'It went great. I'll pick you up at 8 tonight.'

'Ok, I'll see you tonight :)...where are you taking me by the way?'

'Im not telling you...'

Olivia set her phone back down and flipped open the file on her desk. The excitement of her first date with Vicki keeping her motivated throughout the day.

Olivia tapped on Vicki's door and waited for the young woman to open it. Presenting a bouquet of flowers when she did.

Sunflowers.

Bright and beautiful.

Just like Vicki. She deserved more than the cliche bouquet of roses.

"They're beautiful. Thank you." Vicki says taking the flowers and smelling them.

"You're welcome." Olivia said. She checks Vicki out.

She's wearing a navy blue dress cut above the knee and showing a small amount of cleavage. Gold heels. Hair down in ringlets and light makeup.

"You look absolutely beautiful." Olivia said.

Vicki took her breathe away.

Vicki blushed, eyes batting. "Thank you. You look beautiful yourself."

Olivia was dressed in a black dress that hugged her curves and black boots with a heel. A smoky eye and pink lipstick for the night to complete her look.

"Thank you. Are you ready to go?"

"Yes. Just let me get my coat." Vicki says leaning in and pecking Olivia's cheek. She grabs her coat and clutch off the kitchen counter and closes and locks the door.

"Are you still not telling me where you're taking me?" Vicki asks after Olivia gets in and starts up the car.

"Nope." Olivia says with a sly smile.

"Could I have a clue?" Vicki asks.

"I think you will like it. That's all you're getting out of me." Olivia said merging into the street.

Olivia parks her car in a lot and gets out, going around to open the door for Vicki.

"Where are we?" Vicki asks.

The building looked like a hole in the wall. The type of place you wouldn't know was there unless you knew to look for it.

"This is one of my favorite spots. It's a jazz lounge called 'Snaps'. It's secluded, good food, dancing and good music." Olivia said.

"Lead the way." Vicki said. She slipped her hand into Olivias.

They walked into a dimly lit building which the outside didn't do it justice. It was elegant and romantic.

"Wow." Vicki said taking it all in.

Olivia lead them to a booth in a corner close to the dance floor. She helped Vicki out of her coat and slipped her own off, tossing them at the end of the seat.

A waitress walked over to their table and handed them menus, taking their drink orders before she left.

Vicki slides her hand onto Olivia's leg under the table.

"This place is incredible." She says.

"Yeah it's great. Do you know what you want to eat?" Olivia asks looking over the menu.

Vicki frowned. She hadn't been ready for food just yet. "What's good here?" She asked.

"All of their stuff is good." Olivia assured. She looked up from her menu and observed Vicki's body language. Being a detective, even while on a date she started to connect the dots. She placed her menu down on the table and folded it shut.

"Vicki, do you have an eating disorder?" She asked.

Vicki turned her face in embarrassment. "I'm working on it." She whispered.

"Hey, sweetheart, I'm not trying to bust you. I'm concerned. I care about you so much." Olivia said softly.

Vicki offered her a tearful smile. "I'm a mess Olivia."

"I don't give a fuck Vicki." Olivia shot back.

Vicki scooted closer to Olivia in the booth. "Dance with me?" She asked.

Olivia stood to her feet and offered Vicki her hand. Pulling her onto the dance floor and into her arms. Swaying to the music.

Vicki relaxed into the taller woman's embrace. "I hope we get to do this again."

"We will. Whenever you want." Olivia promised.

Vicki looked up at Olivia, her hands around her neck. "Please kiss me."

Olivia leans down and kisses the shorter woman softly. Slightly sucking on her bottom lip before pulling away.

"Olivia..." Vicki says. Her voice laced with lust.

"Vicki, no matter how bad I want you. It's not going to happen tonight." Olivia said gingerly squeezing Vicki's hips.

Olivia wanted her so bad. But Vicki was special not just some type of a quick lay.

"Why not?" Vicki asks.

"Because you're not ready. And you will regret it in the morning. I want to be with you and right now that means waiting." Olivia said.

"How do you do that?" Vicki asked amazed.

"Do what? What am I doing?" Olivia asked. A grin spreading on her face.

"You're making me feel safe. So safe when I'm with you." Vicki says before cupping Olivia's face in her hands and pulling her in for a searing kiss.