A/N: Hey guys! I'm back with the first drabble of the year! Hope you like it!
His words are like silk, wrapping around her luxuriously and making her feel so damn good. It makes her want to be near him, and her heart beats a little faster at the thought. He's got her so wrapped up in the thought of him that it's all her mind comes back to.
The words on the screen aren't enough and just a taste of what his company would be like. She itches to be near him.
Is it lust? Infatuation? A craze?
He offers her attention and company and showers her with cheesy compliments and looks at her with pure…adoration? She can't tell.
He cares for her, she knows that much. It's obvious in the long gazes, the light kisses, the warmth in his hugs, and the words behind his smile.
It's all horribly cheesy and she rolls her eyes but she can't help the feeling it ignites inside of her and she hates that at the end of the day it's all she can think about.
And she just can't figure it out.
He enters her mind more often than she'd like to ever admit, like a problem she hasn't quite solved yet and the answer is just slightly out of reach. But she doesn't quite know the problem either, or even if there is one, so she's left with wandering thoughts without a path that still somehow end up on him.
Perhaps that's what says the most.
But the confusion goes both ways, why does he care so much? Why is he so….invested?
He looks at her like she hangs the stars… maybe if he got closer he'd see they're made of paper.
She's not perfect, especially when it comes to this. She feels like he's got it all figured it out and she's lost the map ten miles back.
Yet he's still there, patiently waiting, wrapping her in his silky smooth words making her stumble and blush and somehow it's still okay.
"One day," she thinks, looking at him, "you're going to say something, and I'm going to fall in..."
As if he hears the thoughts his gaze turns towards her and he smiles, moving forward swiftly to pull her into a hug that transitions into a light kiss on the cheek.
Then he bends down and whispers in her ear.
She had been trying to figure it out, the word, the answer, to the cocktail of emotions she's been feeling.
Turns out there wasn't a problem.
Turns out the word was love.
A/N: So what did you guys think? I just wanted to go into the conflicting emotions that go into love, it's not always obvious or easy or straightforward so I just wanted to highlight that in this fluffy little drabble.
Also I'm changing updates to Tuesdays, thoughts? Also also I'm thinking if changing my username to Forever Fangirl Writes and I want to get your thoughts on it, good idea or am I changing it too much to the point I'll be unrecognizable? Please let me know!
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