To Teddy,
How are you up there? Is heaven treating you right? I hope you're not in pain. I don't think I can deal if you are.
It's been two years, that, right I'm thirty now, the big three oh. It doesn't feel right without you though, you should be here, making fun of me for being old. I married Skylar last year and I don't think I've ever been happier. I was going to propose two years ago but after everything happened I couldn't. I became depressed, I don't know why it hit me so hard but I felt like I died with you.
Anyway enough of the sappy depressing stuff, you don't want to know about that really. You probably think being dead is enough. So I'll give you some good news, the man that killed you has finally been arrested. They gave him life, he admitted he hadn't intended to kill you but that doesn't bring you back. They still gave him a chance of parole but I suppose it's something.
I found out Charlie still watches your videos, I think I cried when Gabe told me. I know I should tell everyone stories about you but every time I tried it just made me sad, I think I'm getting over it. I mean I'll never forget you but I think I'm ready to begin living. The first act I'll do is to tell everyone some good news, I wanted to tell you first though. Skylar is pregnant. Nobody knows so keep it a secret yeah? Skylar said we're naming our child Teddy. I didn't get a choice in it, I mean I would've called my child Teddy and argued with Skylar until she agreed but a choice would be nice. Nether the less another Teddy Duncan running around should be great, I can't wait. I'm going to love this child till the day I die but I'm still scared. Your death proves life is short, what if I die or little Teddy dies? What if I lose my child Teddy? What if little Teddy loses me? I'm scared. I know if you were here you would say I was silly but I lost you and that proves time is precious. I think I might take your idea and film video diaries.
On another note I think I'm okay now, well kind of, I still miss you like a lot but I think I'm capable of living my life. I have to go now though, Skylar is going to be home soon and I haven't made any dinner but I love you Teddy, you were my brave little sister and I swear I will raise my child to be as amazing as you. I will honour you and be the best dad I can be.
I love you little sister but for now I must say goodbye.
With Love
P.J Duncan