I need to update other stories but I can't help myself.
Bellamy
Looking down at the blazing, barren Earth I think of when we first landed there, how I saw Octavia after months, the first time I saw my princess - Clarke. Tears pool in my eyes as I think of Clarke, she sacrificed herself to save us and now she's gone.
My brave, selfless princess always doing things for others, saving everyone and sacrificing her own humanity and happiness - bearing it so they don't have to. She killed Finn to save him, yet took all the hate from Raven for doing so, she injected herself with the nightblood so Emori wouldn't have to die in the radiation chamber, she gave up her protective suit when Emori's was torn - even though we didn't know if the nightblood worked.
And now she's gone.
I can see my sister again in five years, my friends but not Clarke, tears escape my eyes as I recall the first time Clarke said she needed me, Dax had just tried to kill us and Clarke had tried to save me all while we were high on hallucinogenic berries. She said she needed me, she said if you need forgiveness, I'll give that to you. My brave princess always seeing the good in people.
I think I loved her, but the only love I was familiar with was familial love from Octavia and my mother, but this was different. When she spoke of Finn or Lexa my chest ached, when she cried I yearned to cheer her up, stop her tears and when she said those words I felt unexplainable joy I need you.
I won't ever get to tell her how I feel about her, I won't ever get to hold her again or kiss her, she's gone.
I don't know how long I sit at the window, not until Raven walks up to me and says "I miss her too". I look up at her and shake my head "I loved her" I announce my voice raspy and hoarse. Surprise flickers across her dark eyes before she replies "I know, I just didn't think you'd admit it to yourself". I roll my eyes, of course everyone knew about my feelings before I did.
"C'mon I need help with trying to fix the comms, your the only other person apart from Monty that knows much about technology and Monty's busy with his algae" Raven says while dragging me to my feet, I follow silently, still reeling from my recent discovery of my feelings.
Octavia
After Primfaya hit the whole bunker was in mourning, their families and friends gone, I just hope Bellamy and the others got to the Ark ring safely, we tried contacting them but we only got radio silence.
It's been a day, yet it feels like a lifetime since I've seen my brother, I am the leader of Wonkru, Osleya they call me champion. But I am not a leader, never have been, it was always Bell and Clarke or Abby or even Kane, not me.
I was the girl under the floor, a part of the 100, the girl with no clan, skyripa and now Osleya, leader of Wonkru.
Miller is in the radio room, mourning the death of his father by trying to get in contact with the others, Kane is with him. Abby is tending to the wounded and the people are getting settled, finding their rooms and getting their supplies.
I have nothing to do, leaders make decisions, but what decisions can be made here.
Kane
Miller sits at the chair, systematically changing the frequency to contact the Ark ring, we lost contact while they were still in Becca's lab, we don't even know if they made it to the ring or they even left Earth in time.
The radio crackles between frequencies, only empty disappointing hums answer us.
Every few minutes we change the frequency until number six on the third time round, there's a faint voice, it could have easily been missed the first and second time. "Try to make it clearer" I demand, hope blooming in my chest Miller quickly turns a few buttons until a voice clearly rings "Dawn Bunker this is Clarke Griffin, I repeat this is Clarke Griffin". They're alive, they made it, I have to tell Abby, I have to tell Octavia.
"Try to contact her, ask about the others, I'll be back" I say as I rush towards the sleeping quarters, looking for Abby or Octavia or both, they're both concerned about the others arrival on the ark.
During season six I was really pissed that they all blamed Clarke for the mistakes she made while saving them everyone makes mistakes and Clarke has always been willing to sacrifice herself to save others, yet gets no appreciation she deserves happiness.
Poor Octavia has no idea of the hard decisions coming up, I hated bloodreina but I understood how Octavia came to be her, I'm still debating if she should become her.
Sorry that this ones shorter than the rest, it's a bit of a filler chapter.
Love Liya xx
