December 29, 2008

So my only dreams last night were in clowns and such. I'm writing this with no glasses on so it's very blurry for me right now.

I cleaned the house today and got in return some manga. But they didn't have the one I wanted. They said their supplier was out too…weird.

I saw very little of Daisuke today. I finally went and knocked on his door. He was painting.

I sat on the bed. "So…you never told me if you were excited," I said.

"About what?" he asked, concentrating on what he was doing.

"New Years," I replied. "Look, I was just wondering, Daisuke…would you, um…do something fun with me that day? My birthday's always a mess, and I thought if we did something together, my parents couldn't possibly think I was being selfish…"

He turned around. "Okay. We'll have fun!"

I know I blushed because he did too, and then I left the room. Shortly afterwards I went to Mere's house where I am currently. Daisuke stayed home because he's hanging out with his friend Dark tonight (he does that a lot). My brother has been out with his friends all week, ever since he got back from bringing Daisuke back.

One more thing. Dark visited my room last night. I saw him outside my window.

"What the heck are you doing?" I asked him.

"Waiting," he replied.

I sighed. "Daisuke hasn't gotten home yet. I thought he was with you."

"I was waiting…for you," he said. And then he kissed me.

Kissing me in my dreams is one thing, but kissing me in reality…ugh! I punched him, and he flew into a nearby light pole.

I went back to bed, and when I woke up, Daisuke came into the kitchen with a bruise on his cheek.

I laughed. "That looks like the same place I punched Dark last night…what happened?"

"I tripped and fell," he replied, which is believable…he is pretty clumsy.

Anyway, goodnight diary. Sweet dreams.

December 30, 2008

Something weird happened with Dark again. I was outside looking at the stars and I heard the fluttering of wings. Dark fell…from the sky. I tried to catch him, but he landed in the bushes. He stood and shook off the leaves.

"D-Dark…" I said.

He walked up to me…and collapsed. I caught him.

"S-Sorry," he said, jumping back, and then wincing.

"Dark, you're hurt!" I said, then grabbed him and pulled him in the house and got out the first aid kit and dressed the wound in his stomach as best I could.

"Why did you help me?" he asked softly when I was done.

"Because, Dark…you're Daisuke's friend, and that makes you my friend I guess…"

"No," Dark shook his head. "You have feelings for me, Kuri-san." He winced a little bit.

"What?!" I exclaimed. "N-No I don't! I like…someone else!"

"Sure…" he smirked, and then winced again.

"Stop moving you idiot!" I said. "You'll re-open your wounds!"

"I…have to leave now," he said, and went to the door. "Wiz!"

His wings, which obviously weren't attached, came over and got on his back.

"No, Dark," I said, putting a hand on his shoulder. "I can't let you fly in your condition. You'll just fall again, and I won't be there to help you."

He smirked again. "You worried about me?"

"N-No…" I said. "Ugh! Stop doing that!"

"What?" replied Dark.

"Charming me!" I replied.

"I can't help it," he said, smiling.

He turned to leave, but again, I stopped him.

"Dark…let me try something," I said. "You saved my life once, the least I can do is return the favor."

I took off my gloves and unwrapped the untidy, bloodstained dressing I had put on his wound.

"Wh-What are you—"

"Calm down," I said. "I need you to relax. My mom's a nurse. I know this stuff."

I placed an ungloved hand on the wound, and concentrated. It closed immediately.

"You…healed me?!" Dark said incredulously.

"It would've killed you to fly, wounded like that," I snapped. I was angry because I knew he was right. I do care about him, but I care about Daisuke too. "I saved your life, because you saved mine once…"

I left then, leaving him on the deck.

Later Kuri-san knocked on Daisuke's door.

"Come in," he said.

Oh no, he thought. I hope she isn't here about Dark.

She sat down on his bed. He was already in bed because he was upset about Kuri-san liking Dark.

"Daisuke," Kuri-san said. "I…have something to ask you about Dark."

"Dark?" Daisuke said. "What about him?"

"I was just wondering if he told you…" she said. "He kissed me."

"He…did?" Daisuke wasn't surprised, but he felt his eyes narrow a little bit. "He…does that a lot."

"So you aren't mad?" she asked.

"Well…I am...I just thought you wouldn't want me to be," said Daisuke awkwardly. "I mean…you like him, right?"

"No!" she said, jumping forward and grabbing Daisuke by the shoulders. "Did he tell you that? Because I told him, I like someone else."

Daisuke just looked at her. What?

She got up to leave, then suddenly gasped and put a hand to her stomach, in the same area that Dark had been wounded earlier. She put a hand there, and it came back with blood on it.

"Ah…Daisuke!" She exclaimed.

"Kuri-san!" he exclaimed, not sure what to do. He was as shocked as she was.

"F-First aid kit! In the living room!" she yelled, sitting down on the bed. More of a yell-whisper… she looked like she was in too much pain for a real yell.

Daisuke was back in less than a second with the first aid kit.

She grabbed the gauze and tried to wrap it herself, but Daisuke took it from her, making her lie down and wrapping it.

"Don't ever heal anyone again," Daisuke said seriously.

He picked her up (she winced) and put her in his bed and tucked her in like she was a little kid.

New Years Note: I was on the phone with Amber the other day and we both agree that we want a kiss for New Years.

"If a guy kisses you on New Years, then you're meant to be," I said to my best friend, seriously. "And it'll happen for you. You have little Richard. I have…"

"You have Daisuke," she replied, teasing me.

"That's not funny," I replied. "It's not like that would ever happen, no matter how much I like him…"