March 18th
"why is Cat in a bad mood" asks Carly as she walks into Cat's apartment with Sam
"her and Tori are taking a break from each other, they had a big fight" says Trina
"over what, they seemed fine, what happened" asks Carly
"Tori wanted to stop streaming for her fans for a bit but Cat didn't want her to, said it was childish to fight about it" says Trina
"do you ever think they'll make up about it, all she focuses on is being called childish, isn't it like a legal requirement for them to stream" says Carly
"I told Tori it was a mistake to use the word childish in a heated conversation with Cat, yes but if they want to take a break they have to let the techs at the label know and Tori had only done so after the fight which was the day before she was supposed to stream and you're supposed to give them three days warning, honestly I don't know if there is a way to fix their relationship Carly, this wasn't their normal small squabble, this was a massive fight, made Jade and I take sides" says Trina
"Tori is certain things can be patched up" says Jade
"not likely, Cat believes it's over for good, she had just bought an engagement ring the day before the fight" says Sam
"why does she believe its over, does she not love my sister anymore" asks Trina
"I asked her that and she said that she can love Tori all she wants but she's convinced if she apologized for not understanding the rules that Tori wouldn't take her back, also she's started cutting, Cat talks a good talk with the normized speech and not her cutesy stuff but at her core she really is easily hurt, Tori needs to get her shit straight and mend the wound she gave Cat" says Carly
"anything specific I should let her know about" asks Trina
"yeah Cat's looking to get herself admitted to the facility, she's handed ownership to her mom and is currently trying to convince the label to drop her, problem is they won't" says Sam as Cat walks I
"guys I'm getting admitted today, someone is coming to pick me up in a few minutes so this is goodbye" says Cat as she leaves
With Cat at the facility
"Catarina you're not nuts, why do you want to be here" states Cameron
"Tori and I had this big fight, we broke up, I was gonna propose to her, I can't deal being around her anymore, I'm officially broken, nobody left to love me" says Cat
"ahh I see, you can't handle not being held" says Cameron
"no what I can't handle is people not understanding I'm handicapped, I don't understand every little rule I'm told I have to follow, I'm neither my little sister nor my big brother, I make mistakes all the time, I thought tori understood that, may I please be assigned a room so I can go cry" says Cat
"room 000 in lockdown for now Catarina, if it's determined you have to be here long term you will be assigned a room later" says Cameron
2 hours later as Tori arrives
"hey can I speak to Catarina Valentine please" asks Tori
"I'm sorry Victoria she's not allowed visitors, if you have a message for her, I can send it her way but you are not allowed to see her" says John the guard
"no it's ok, I deserve this, I made a big mistake, I wanted a break from the spotlight and I didn't consider her feelings and said things I shouldn't have, see I have some anger issues, I don't always think how my words will be taken by others, she has every right to hate me, Ashley left me because of how I acted, I'm so stupid, maybe I should just end it all, it really seems like everyone would be better off with me dead" says Tori
"ok that's it you are not leaving, Cameron we have a code red at the gate" says John into his walkie as Cameron walks over
"how the hell is Tori a code red John" asks Cameron
"she admitted she made a mistake with Cat, used the wrong words, then went on to say maybe it'd be better if she were dead, I AM NOT letting an icon like her go home in that mental state to hurt or kill herself if I can avoid it" says John
"you know every abused patient said you always helped calm them down after, you prove your worth daily, Tori come with me" says Cameron as Tori follows her
"I miss her Cameron, I'm an idiot, I lost both my girls" says Tori
"I happen to know you lost neither Tori, you've lost touch with reality for a bit is all" says Cameron
"I pushed Cat away and Ashely broke up with me, how have I not lost them" asks Tori as she tics
"I spent an hour with Cat, I'm a trained doctor Tori, the way she talked made her disorders clear as day, but also yours, Casa Blanca records didn't adjust their protocols, unlike people with physical disorders you and Cat can't determine three days ahead if you need time off" says Cameron
"ok so maybe Cat doesn't hate me as much as I thought but Ashley does, Kyle is gonna kill me" says Tori
"wrong again, you hold yourself to the wrong standard, you're gay but you still hold yourself to the straight standard, it's no wonder you blow your top every now and then" says Cameron as Tori tics again
"h-how can I be gay but hold myself to the wrong standard, it seems kinda impossible isn't it" asks Tori
"ahh your anger issues make sense now don't they, Tori and Victoria are one in the same but you don't act like it, Victoria Vega is gay but Tori Vega is straight as far as anyone not trained in psychology can see, your streams prove it, I will take you to cat but don't expect her to talk to you, she's kinda losing it in here" says Cameron
"how exactly is she losing it" asks Tori
"let's just say she's become little Cat" says Cameron as she opens Cat's door and brings Tori in
"you've got a new bunk mate Cat, you don't have to talk to her if you don't want to but please don't hurt her" says Cameron as Cat just stares at Tori emotionless as Cameron leaves
"why you here" asks little Cat
"I had come here to say goodbye, I was gonna kill myself when I got home but the guard wouldn't let me leave" says Tori
"why" asks little Cat
"Ashley left me, I pushed you away, I can't handle my music without you guys, I didn't see a point to life anymore" says Tori
"Ashley didn't leave you" says Cat as she reverts back to little cat
"you know I like this side of you, the bow in your hair, the cute dress, the shoes, omg I really miss your hugs" says Tori as little cat hugs her
"you want a blankie" asks little Cat
"is this the real real you" asks Tori
"yes, do you hate" asks Cat handing Tori a blanket anyway
"no, I love this side of you, it explains so much and makes your songs make even more sense, is Seli here" says Tori
"yes, she helping the few fwends that survived cope with pain, she good at it too" says little Cat
"I really am sorry Cat for what I said that day, I was in a lot of pain in my head, I was telling my fans too much, I didn't want to take a break to take a break, I wanted to spend more time with you and Ashley, you know get more inspired to write more music" says Tori as little Cat pulls her over to the bed
"hi I'm Cat what's your name" asks Cat
"Tori, nice to meet you Cat, do you mind if I cuddle you, I'm feeling kinda depressed, I just got thrown into this new school and I have no idea what I'm doing" says Tori as Cat just nods as her jaw drops
"i-is that what you really wanted to say the day you met me Tori" asks Cat as she cuddles Tori
"yes, was it too much, you looked like a really good cuddle buddy" says Tori
"no it totally made sense to me, I'd have gladly skipped class that day to make you feel welcome" says Cat
"do you hate me" asks Tori
"me, hate you, come on tor I would never, I was afraid if I admitted I MADE a mistake you wouldn't take me back" says Cat
"so we back to square one right, I only wish Ashley would respond to my texts" sighs Tori
"yes, Tor she never left US, she works here as a translator, there are a bunch of girls here that can't speak good English, a lot of them are Finnish or Spanish and don't speak English at all, Ashley translates for them, it's her job now and she loves it, she's been busy translating for the cops, the girls don't like them being here so they had to have her translate the reason the cops are here and that they will leave once their work is done" says Cat
"you don't see yourself ever leaving here do you" asks Tori
"Tori I'm a little, do you know what a little is" asks little Cat
"no maybe you should explain" says Tori
"well what happens is a thing called Age regression, when I get scared, nervous, experience fear or a bad memory I revert to little me, I mean she's like fourteen but still, it's a way to deal with those emotions, it's why I have so many plushies and why Pink princess has a mask" says Cat
"is that why you have pacifiers?" asks Tori
"yes, Pink Princess is essentially little me, people think being a little is a choice or a sex thing but it's not, in fact the only time I don't revert to little me is when I'm making out with you guys or the other thing, so when is your assessment" says Cat
"I wasn't given one, though doctor Cameron might have forgotten to tell me when it is, she must be very busy" says Tori as she tics
"yeah she does that a lot, Seli says the girls see Cameron's memory as her only downside, low short term memory but boat loads of long term memory, if I were a doctor I'd day she deals with so much her memory just off loads everything to long term memory because if you ask her about something a few hours after it happened she wouldn't even be able to tell you anything about it but if you ask her the next day or a week later she can go into great detail which is one of the reasons she asked Selena to volunteer, her memory is astounding, she may not be the smartest person in the world but trust me if anyone touched her they'd never be able to make her forget it, like literally she has a phonographic memory or however you call it" says Cat
"do you think she'd fall in love with one of the girls she helps" asks Tori
"as her little big sister I want to say no but as she's different she may very well" says Cat
"how long do you think you or I need in here" asks Tori
"I've told my fans I'd need a least a six month break to deal with mental health stuff, so at least that long, having you along for the ride to learn more about yourself and heal is just gonna be icing on the metaphorical cake and will hopefully bring us closer together, please just cuddle me for a bit, you know like just as friends right now, we can decide later if we can sustain a relationship or not and if yes then how quickly it happens" says Cat
"so when do we get to eat in the common area with everyone else, also I told my fans I had a serious mental health issue I needed to sort out and I do not know when I'd be back" says Tori
"we are not artists in here Tori, just so you know we have no pull, the doctors will let us join them when they determine we are ready, it's an entire new staff, the good doctors we had here left in horror when it was leaked as to why their former colleagues were being arrested, they couldn't in good faith serve a facility with a reputation for top officials who were pervs, as far as I know they were all kept in the dark about how many officials had that pervy lean" says Cat as Tori tics again and cuddles her more