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Chapter 32

Ned was confused. He would have never condoned this but he found himself following her. The king caught up to her as they made their way back to their quarters for supper. He noticed that she walked faster. He kept up with her. She gave him a look as soon as they reached the threshold of their rooms. Ned wanted nothing more than to kiss her until they were both breathless. He kissed down her neck and tried to undo her gown by the front. He was desperate to feel her skin against his. Cersei appeared to have the same idea. She tried to claw his tunics off. He was down to his breeches while she was still fully clothed.

"It opens at the back." She bit his lip and fondled him through his breeches. Ned grabbed her and turned her. He licked the side of her neck and tried to undo the fastenings on her dress. It was for naught.

"Just fuck me." She said and tried to move her skirts up so that he could find her cunt. Ned growled behind her. He wanted her naked now.

"How much do you like this dress?" He asked her. Cersei turned to look at him, "what?"

"Not much then." Ned said and used a small dagger to rip the bodice apart. She giggled when he scraped his teeth over the skin of her back. It took both of them to get her out of the dress completely. Cersei was glorious. He kissed her again and now she was naked and in front of him. Ned kicked off his boots and stepped out of his trousers. Cersei bit his shoulder and licked at his neck. "I want you." She moaned when he ran a finger down her cheeks.

"Bed now." He continued. Cersei met him in the middle of their feather bed. She kissed his chest and rolled a nipple. He could not get enough of her lips and then she trembled against him. He thought it most strange that she trembled when he grazed her. She had not trembled like this, as if scared, not since she was a maiden.

"Why are you trembling?" He rasped. They'd fuck countless of times.

She hugged him. "Promise you'll never love anyone else. Promise you'll always be mine and only mine." Her voice was different, needier than he had ever heard. He looked into those beautiful green eyes and vowed. "Never, I am yours until you want me. I am but your servant, you have my heart, my sword, my life. I vow this to you."

Cersei kissed him again and took his hand to her cunt. "I love you." She whispered tentatively.

Ned felt as if he could burst. He felt invincible, this was better than battle, better than the throne, almost better than fucking her. "Tell me again." He growled at her.

"I love you." She said with more confidence now that he played with her button. She was so slick for him. It almost made him cum from thinking of her cunt clutching at him. His wife appeared to know his mind and grabbed his cock. She cupped his balls and then teased his head with her own slick.

He knocked her to the bed and entered her. "Keep telling me." He moaned and thrust inside her. "I love you." She whimpered and keened when he fucked her harder. Ned watched as she chanted his name and I love yous. This was heaven. He would never let anything happen to her. Nothing would ever harm her, no one could ever touch her. A wave of animalistic want overtook him. He pushed into her and loved how she wrapped her legs around him and squeezed him. It was delicious friction. She was a needy, wanton thing below him. Ned took a breast and kneaded it roughly before sitting back and having her ride him. "You are fucking beautiful and smart." He watched as her eyes lit up.

She kissed him softly but increased the pace so that she rode him to oblivion. "Stay inside, fill me up Ned. I want a baby from you. I want to feel your baby kick inside of me." She said and it did him in. He came hard and felt her spasm around him. She kept kissing him and shuddered around him. He then noticed that she cried.

He frowned, "why are you crying?"

"I love you so much and you could be taken away from me. You could leave. What if I truly cannot give you children? You deserve more children. You deserve another little boy." She said and held onto him.

Ned smiled, "what else could I possibly want when I have you and Jon and Dany? I would be grateful beyond measure if we have another child but I am quite happy with the three of you. Do not fret over children. Know that I love you now and I think I shall love you more tomorrow."

Cersei looked at him doubtfully. He kissed her again and touched her until they were both sweaty and seeking pleasure from each other. She pushed him away when he tried to take her a third time an hour later. He coaxed her with his mouth and was ecstatic when she offered her services on him. She sucked him dry and then he had her on all fours. He fucked her properly then, like the wolf he was. He fucked her until he made her gush out. There was a lot of mess between them. Ned loved it. He was so hard from her. She looked embarrassed but he made it his mission to have her know how much she delighted him.

"I love you." He said and asked her make him cum one last time. She opened her legs for him and Ned was more than happy to release inside her. He slept soundly for hours.

Ned woke up sated, and with a lapful of Cersei. She smiled at him. "My king should ready for the day."

"The king is feeling under the weather and he will not leave his rooms." He said and watched as Cersei smiled happily.

"The king does not look sick." She mounted him properly and started to ride him. He laid back and enjoyed the show of Cersei's tits bouncing in front of his eyes. He flicked a nipple and then took it on his mouth. He moaned when she grabbed his hair and pulled hard. "You're so big inside me Ned." She gasped and squeezed him tight.

"My love." He bit the side of her left tit and came quick. Cersei laughed and rested on his chest. They were quiet for a while. A maid entered the quarters Cersei was fast asleep once more. Her tits against his chest. They were covered to their waists.

The servant woman blushed, "your grace. The Hand of the King is asking for you, so are prince Jon and princess Daenerys." She rushed out and turned away from him.

"I am indisposed and so is the queen. Attend to the prince and princess. Let them know we will join them after lunch." Ned said and the girl left the quarters. He carefully stood up and used the chamber pot before going back to their bed.

He watched her sleep for at least an hour before she woke up. "Good morning." She rasped.

"Good morning, what do you want to do today?" He asked her.

Cersei came close to him and breathed him in. "we could break our fast and then saw the children. What about a short trip to the countryside for some sun and we could have lunch there and then go to the woods and have the children play by the small river."

He readily agreed but they did not get up from bed. Cersei used the chamberpot and then came back to his arms.

"Tell me. Would you really spread those lies about Jon?" He asked her carefully.

Cersei looked at him, "I would have, for you, for the children, for our safety. Arryn needs to be here. You need to watch him. I was not lying when I said I learned from Tywin. I did. My father for all that he is has always made sure that we are on top."

Ned studied her face. Cersei was determined, she was dangerous, and she was his. "How do you know you love me?" He asked before truly thinking.

She was up to the challenge, "I was afraid to lose you. Catelyn, made me feel as if she could take you away and that scared me as much as when Tyrion and Jon had the fevers. It made me feel sick to my stomach that you could love another woman."

Ned kissed her forehead, "what do we do about Jon Arryn? He is here and yet he is not our friend."

Cersei sighed, "we do not need to have dinner with him. He needs to do his part. You trust him, other than his dislike of me, he has served the realm beautifully. You know him to be a man of his word."

"Yes." Ned replied.

"He needs to be watched. We need to keep him close. It is best to know what we are dealing with. This place is a pit of vipers. We must protect that thrones for Jon. It is his by right."

Ned tensed, "because of your Rhaegar."

Cersei looked up, "at first but not anymore. He must be king because he is your blood. He's a wolf not a dragon."

Ned kissed her again. "Do you love me more?" He needed to know.

"I told you yesterday. I feel so much more for you. Rhaegar was a fantasy that you made sure to erase. I see you when I look at the children. I think of you and I feel so much it truly scares me." She said. Ned believed her. It had to be true, no one could be such as good actress. She could not give herself so freely if she was not his.

"No more lies. You must always be truthful with me as will I." He told her. Cersei looked away. "I shall know if you lie." He said and touched her chin.

"You must always tell me what troubles you." He said.

"What if you discover how hateful I can be? You are a good person. Good people, noble people like you are sometimes terrified of people like me." Cersei said.

"If only you could see yourself as I see you." Ned replied, "No one who cares for two motherless children as you have can be bad."

She sighed, "I am not cruel, but I could be mean spirited. I once ruined a girl's life because she called Tyrion an ugly little monster. I had my father let her family go from our lands. Last I knew she became a whore."

Ned looked at her, "I have never been sorry. I hated Lysa for making Jaime feel guilty. I thought it was a good thing that she died."

Ned frowned, "you must know these things of me." She continued. "I want Tyrion to be a great Lord. I cannot push Jaime out of the West for he is my brother and I love him but I want Tyrion to be great. I want him to be the highest of lords. I want Jon to rule and have his children rule after him. I would displease father so much and it would make me so happy. I shall tell him in his deathbed, that he is a bastard son of the Rhaegar." She said with fire behind her eyes.

"And so you shall." He said and kissed her again. It excited him. He liked that fire, the ruthlessness she showed Jon the day before.

Cersei kissed him back. He whispered I love yous down her navel. He bit the skin of her hip and then kissed her cunt. "You are a sorceress."

He said and she smiled, "he accused you of bewitching me."

Cersei laughed, "I don't possess such talents."

Ned grinned, "you have me bent to your will for I don't care about anything as long as you are by my side." He said and made her whisper his name while he fingered and licked her.

Cersei kissed him and bit his lower lip until they both tasted blood. "I am loyal to you Ned. Always will."

"I am loyal to you until I die." He retorted and took her quickly. They were aslept until much later. They dressed in comfortable clothes to see their children.

Daenerys was cross with him. "I asked for you. They said you were ill. I see you are fine. Why did you lie?"

"Mamma and I had some affairs to resolve." Daenerys pouted at him.

Jon was happy to have their attention and insisted on going to the kennels and seeing the new puppies.

Daenerys warmed to him then. "Papa, can I take this one to the castle?" Daenerys showed him a black puppy.

"Of course my Sun." He said and let her take him.

"Jon, don't you want one?" Cersei asked the little boy.

Jon shook his head, "I will have a direwolf soon. I saw it in my dreams."

Ned laughed, "Stark are wargs."

Cersei rolled her eyes, "what is a warg?" Jon asked.

"Nonsense, your father believes he can see the future." Ned chuckled and kissed her cheek. "Oh, I can see it, I saw him fall. I saw you and I together." He said merely above a whisper.

Ned did not have dreams of the future anymore, not as many as when he was young and maybe that was a good thing. Cersei rolled her eyes once more but kissed his hand as they watched the children play with the pups.