March 26th
"ok I'm feeling a lot better, I don't feel as much anger in me, it used to flash boil, normally at Trina and her nonsense but it's cooling down" says Tori
"that's a good start babe, mental health facilities shouldn't be seen as a prison and they shouldn't have to be one, the problem with anger is keeping it under control, trust me Jade knows that struggle" says Cat
"I know I have a long way to go, also jade had to play straight for so long she almost believed it, after one of my fake date tests she cuddled up to me to watch a movie, then she just blurted out 'I guess I'm not straight', and yes she knew she wasn't straight, though obviously she didn't tell Beck" says Tori
"I was the only person at school who truly knew Jade, you think my family is rich or well off Jade's is easily ten times, her family is oil money rich, though her parents aren't oil company owners, Jade's grandpa was a big oil man, easily made a few billion dollars during his life, he only died last year, oddly enough Jade was the one who inherited the oil company from her grandpa, she's managed to convince most of the executives to invest in renewable energy as they all know oil won't last forever and we only have so much so if we can use it less and get people used to renewable energy when oil finally disappears from the market people won't freak out" says Cat
"Jade is actually very smart though people don't care to notice, they focus on her looks instead of her education, I'm constantly afraid someone is gonna hack my phone" says Tori
"what because of the pictures we take, babe were of age, those pictures shouldn't scare you" says Cat
"yes the pictures but not the ones you're thinking of, I don't keep those ones on my phone, I'm afraid if my phone gets hacked everyone will see how dorky I am" says Tori
"you and dorky, who woulda thunk Tor, that specific reason is one of the reason none of my fans know who I am or if they do I make them keep it a secret, it makes my music about the music and not the person behind it, I have colored contacts, the pink wig, the metal mask and the fancy gloves, specifically to hide my identity, I don't need no fan walking to my door and stealing my clothes" says Cat
"you know I set the fan mail address to Carly and Sam's apartment right" asks Tori
"yes obviously babe geez, you told them it wasn't your address but somewhere nearby so it could be anywhere in the Venice area, honestly I'm surprised James is keeping my identity a secret as well as he h--" says Cat as she has a mini seizure
"oh god are you ok" asks Tori as Cat comes back
"ya I'm ok,…. wait did I have a seizure, dang it, I was hoping the new medication would stop them" says Cat
"since when do you have seizures Cat, also you were only out for a few seconds" says Tori
"I've had seizures since I was four, the meds I was on make me hyper, it's one of the reasons I really had an energy and mood problem, Cameron was hoping this med would help me be me easier, I offered to test the medication out before she approved it for use here, guess I'm gonna have to tell her it doesn't work" says Cat
"how bad can your seizures be" asks Tori
"anywhere from a few seconds to insta-coma, it's no joke, my parents were afraid of putting me on medication back then but they weighed the possibility of me being in a coma for random amounts of time verses being excessively hyper and chose the latter" says Cat
"so you've been in a coma because of them before" asks Tori
"yeah it's how I met Jade, she was in the hospital for a broken arm, some prank she tried to pull backfired or something, we were eight I woke up from the coma to her reading stories to me, apparently I'd been in a coma for a month, she told me she saw me just laying there in a coma and couldn't let it stand that someone as pretty as me had no visitors" says Cat
"did you not have friends" asks Tori
"no, God I wish I had friends back then, they expected me to be weird, nobody before Jade actually cared about what I'm going through, then you came around and I prayed that you'd be the person that said 'I love you' to me before we went to bed, there was just something about you I couldn't get out of my head" says Cat
"could you always tell when I was lying" asks Tori
"the only person I could ever catch in a lie is you, never once did your little white lies freak me out, you joked and poked fun lighter than everyone else, when everyone else made fun of me I could tell they meant it, whenever you tried to joke around and make a joke about me I could always tell it hurt you to say it" says Cat
"do you really think I'll be able to control my anger by the time we leave here in July" asks Tori
"I have a feeling you will babe, you've come a long way, for one those images you get in your dreams of kids dying, you've saved four kids by telling people about those images, they missed one but a ninety-five percent save rate is a pretty good record, whether you believe in god or not he gave you this ability to save lives Tori, if someone doesn't heed your warning you have a reason to be mad or emotional" says Cat
"I've only met the first girl, the one from the assessment, Cat she's only eight years old and this guy was gonna rape her, that agent knows how to time things, he tried to say she seduced him, the agents response was 'I'll believe this eight year old girl seduced you when pigs rain from the sky', trust me she didn't want what was gonna happen to her" says Tori
"why did you feel safe enough to make it known where that girl was" asks Cat
"I didn't feel safe, however it was a matter of life and death with this girl and I couldn't not help save her, believe it or not Sabrina was a week from being kidnapped herself" says Tori
"that explains why you asked me to make sure she had an escort" says Cat
"yeah dude stalked Sabrina for weeks" says Tori
"ahh and you had her parents neighbor return her car, you wanted that guy caught" says Cat
"indeed I did, beyond kidnapping I wasn't given any clues as to what he planned to do with Sabrina, dude got caught shooting her bed because she wasn't there and he was pissed" says Tori as Cameron opens the door
"hey Tori, Cat is it ok if Sabrina visits for a bit" asks Cameron
"ya it's ok, bring her in" says Tori as Sabrina walks in and Cameron leaves
"you know the guy that was coming after me……, he uhh targeted me because of you" says Sabrina
"so he was part of that cult then, so it's not just linked to Europe then" asks Tori
"that's what the cops tell me, you saved my life, your dad said when that guy was given facts about you he said he wanted to repent, he said his daughter sang a fan remix of one of your songs and he didn't realize it was a fan remix and snapped, he told your dad that cult is bigger than we know, easily thousands of people just here in the states and they planned an event for next week and as he is the Chief of the LAPD now he has ordered a total lockdown of LA, all the Queens Crux's have been put under police guard" says Sabrina
"my dad sure knows to play ball" says Tori
"ya he's working with the feds, the only airport allowed to run right now is LAX here in South Cali, from San Francisco down to the border is completely locked down except for LAX where the meeting is supposed to take place here in LA, all non-essential travel right now is not allowed holds a hefty fine, James and I were making out on the couch at our new lovely house when David walked in and said 'you guys are in danger, I'm taking you to the facility where you will stay for a week for safety', Carly, Sam and Allison are here, as are Trina and Jade, James asked to be taken to a corner store to get us some treats, I'm on my period and he has the insane ability to know exactly what I crave" says Sabrina
"so you and James hadn't made love yet" asks Cat
"no, I haven't even seen what he's packing, so far we just make out, which to be honest I'm totally ok with, he's an amazing kisser but I'm a virgin and he's kinda definitely afraid he's gonna seriously hurt me" says Sabrina as Cat has a major seizure
"no time to talk GO get Cameron NOW please" says Tori as Sabrina runs to find Cameron
"you're gonna be fine Cat, it's gonna be ok" says Tori talking to Cat
5 minutes later as Selena returns with Cameron
"what happened Tori" asks Cameron
"Cat had a seizure, she's out cold, she's not waking up, is she ok Cameron" pleads Tori
"that medication should have stopped any normal seizure, what that proves to me is it's an allergy, I'll hold up a blanket, take her clothes off then put this on then put her clothes on top of it" says Cameron as she grabs a blanket
"if I do this she is guaranteed to come out of it right" asks Tori
"the last time she came out of a coma from a seizure she was in a special silk hospital night gown Tori, change her then we can talk" says Cameron as she holds up the blanket
"ok I get it, Cat I hope you don't hate me for this" says Tori as she changes Cat
"any noticeable signs of redness" asks Cameron still holding the blanket
"three, they look very itchy but she never complained of being itchy, she had a mini seizure this morning, like ten seconds and she was back" says Tori as she dresses Cat
"she wouldn't actually feel it, those are indicator rashes, their placement indicates a general rule of which fabric is causing the allergic reaction" says Cameron
"ok Uhh what does bottom of foot, left shoulder blade and ahem right cheek mean" asks Tori
"is she clothed now, can I drop the blanket" asks Cameron
"yes, I took pictures in case you needed them" says Tori as Cameron drops the blanket
"ok first I need to ask if you took those pictures with her panties on or off" asks Cameron
"on, I don't take pictures of her naked without her permission, I'd never give anyone those kinds of pictures, not even a doctor, especially if I took them while she was asleep or out cold like this, I always show them to her first" says Tori
"ok I'll go get an iv drip for her, she's gonna be out for a few days at the least" says Cameron
"she's gonna be ok though right" cries Tori
"most likely, for her to pass the allergic reaction would have to stop her heart and that only happens in three percent of cases, trust me Tori she's gonna be fine" says Cameron
3 hours later
"I had really hoped she'd never be here again" says Jade
"you mean in a coma right" asks Tori
"yes, luckily she's a fighter Tori, she will survive this, she is strong Tori, she will make it through this" says Jade
"but I'm not sure I can, I can't bear to see her like this" cries Tori as she cuddles Cat
"you will make it through this because she needs you to, it's not about what you can do anymore sis, it's about what you will do, Jade and I will be here for you, you know like friends with benefits but you know without the benefits because I'm your sister" says Trina as Cat's O2 and heart rate monitor beeps a little faster
"you know you never could explain our connection without making it weird Trin" says Tori shaking her head
"being weird is who I am Tori" says Trina as Tori tics
"I admit she does come up with some really weird analogies Tori but when she cares she cares with her whole heart, so she uses the wrong words sometimes, also your neck must be super sore" says Jade
"yeah my neck is in major pain, none of that matters right now, the only pain I care about is what Cat is silently going through" says Tori as she tics again
"caring for Cat does not mean you shouldn't take care of yourself Tori, here, sit up and let me loosen up that neck for you" says Jade as Tori sits up, unable to find a reason not to
"you really think Cat will make it through this coma allergy thing" asks Tori
"I do, when you cuddled her just then her heart beat a little faster, I lost sleep for the two weeks I was there when she and I were eight, I lost sleep, my grades fell, none of it mattered to me, I'll never understand why but whenever I'm around Cat I'm a different person" says Jade
"just admit you have feelings for her Jade, I'm not gonna hate you" says Tori
"if I did trust me I'd have kissed her, also the school year ended early, a staff member died so they sent the rest of the years homework and exams home today, the schoolboard can't send a replacement fast enough to end the school year right" says Jade
"who was it" asks Jade
"Helen, she had a heart attack" lies Trina as she cries
"you know I know when you're lying right Trina" says Tori
"Helen really is gone Tori, Trina's just not comfortable explaining what happened because it was partially her fault" says Jade
"I need to know what happened so I can explain it to Cat when she wakes up" says Tori
"Trina had organized a March madness fun day for Hollywood arts, she'd heard a Canadian school did a similar thing last year and raised half a million dollars for cancer patients to help pay lost wages while unable to work, so Trina did the same thing, Helen and Trina were playing a game of how close can you throw the ball and Trina took out Helen's left knee by accident and when Helen hit the ground she was gone, no pulse, no sign of life at all, she's all bent up about it" says Jade
"why was Trina even at Hollywood arts, she graduated last year" asks Tori confused
"ya but my grades weren't good enough for the beautician job I wanted, they wanted at least a B in math and I graduated with a C so I went back and did an extra year" says Trina
"the doctor asked Helen's family not to charge her as Helen had a clot that was life threatening anyway and that Helen would have had maybe a few weeks left anyway" says Jade as Cat's heart monitor slows down
"oh God it slowed down, is she gonna be ok" worries Tori
"Cameron gave me the emergency numbers Cat would need to hit as well as the code I'd need to message her if it happened, she hasn't hit those numbers yet Tori why are you so nervous" says Jade
"this is who Tori was growing up, extremely emotional if something happened to someone she was close to or had a crush on she'd get like this, I haven't seen her like this in years, she'd gotten quite the thick skin after Ashley moved away but she couldn't just stop caring" says Trina
"what do you think Cat is dreaming about" asks Tori
"Tori I don't…." says Trina as Jade glares at her
"probably some adventure she wants to take you on" says Jade
"you know what, Jade's probably right" says Trina