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I'm sorry for all of these looooong author's notes. I promise you there's only this one left and then they'll be shorter or not be there at all. Now I just wanted to tell you all that almost all of my stories are almost finished. And while this is one of them I thought I'd tell people which ones.

So except for this one there's

-I still love you
-The moment I needed the most
-I won't go away
-When I returned
-The search for a family
-We're coming home
-Buried deep within
-Game on
-A light in the dark

That is all my stories except for riding on the wings of a dove and how they ended up in care almost finished. I'm not sure how much is left of each but not much.

Meanwhile I'll start at least one new story for Epilepsy awareness. But that one shouldn't be very long neither.

At last I was done repeating those words to myself.

"I don't care"

"Bec?" Just as I had whispered it to myself one last time, as on a given signal May- Li came and knocked on the door. "It's dinner now if you want some."

"I'm not hungry."

"It isn't fish. I promise."

May-Li had opened the door only slightly and smirked at her own bad joke. I just glared back at her.

"You're actually not supposed to be eating in your rooms. But I could bring something up here for you."

"Look!"

Why couldn't people just listen to me the first time I said something?

"I don't want anything. I'm not hungry and I don't want you here and I don't want to talk. Is that enough for you."

"Oh, Bec…"

If glares could have killed there wouldn't have been much left of May- Li. She smiled softly at me, turned and finally went out of my room.

All that sucked now was that there probably shouldn't be too long until she or anyone else knocked on my door again.

"Bec?" Just like I thought May- Li was the next one to knock on my door. "I have to talk to you."

"Come in…" I waited until I could actually see her. "Why won't you just leave me alone?"

She never answered to that question.

"They just called us from the hospital…"

"Why don't they just call straight to me instead of like this?"

"I don't know for sure. Maybe because you're a minor."

That answer actually really was obvious.

But I didn't care for what they had called about anyway…

Or it was just that I already knew what they had called about. I didn't answer while we both silent and May- Li seemed to be hesitating about what words to use next. While I just couldn't care any less.

"They called to let you know your grandmother passed away about forty five minutes after we'd been there."

Random fact

I know these chapters are terribly short. There should be two or three chapters left and they might or might not be longer.