To stinky: Awesome :') It's my girlfriends nickname because she works as a car painter and well that job just reeks, in Germany it's the 'Nice' version of skunk or well in my opinion it's meant nicely.
Today is my 26th birthday but I still wanted to upload a chapter before celebrating, I hope you all enjoyed it.
''How can you be so sure that we won't break up?''
Santana bites her lip glancing down as she feels Brittany play with her bracelet and glances back up as she feels her lips press lovingly against her forehead.
''I can't look into the future and tell you what will happen San, but what I feel for you whenever you are around and even if you aren't is one of a kind and I am not letting that go without a fight.'' Brittany bites her lip and sighs. ''I could tell you that we will be together forever but life sometimes has different ideas, what I can promise you is that I won't just walk out of you and Bella's life.''
Santana sighs softly looking down at their intertwined hands and smiles slightly. ''I feel exactly the same way Britt-Britt, I never felt like this before and even if it scares me just a bit because the feeling a completely unknown to me I don't want to let go of it either.''
Brittany smiles lovingly pulling her closer and wraps an arm around her waist as she cuddles into her side. ''Just like I said before San, we will go at your pace so nothing will scare you and we have all the time in the world. I am not going anywhere sweetie.''
Santana hums softly nuzzling her face in Brittany's shoulder and sighs softly. ''I hope so Britt-Britt, the unknown still scares the shit out of me but talking with you about it calmed me down a little bit.''
''I am glad that I can ease your mind.'' Brittany murmurs softly, she glances at the time and sighs softly. ''It's almost time to sleep San.''
''Don't wanna.'' Santana whines softly, Brittany chuckles and turns her head to look down at her with a small smile.
''You want to watch a movie?''
''Can we watch it here?'' Santana asks nervously, Brittany nods her head and smiles lovingly.
''Of course we can, you want to grab Bella so she doesn't wake up and searches for you?''
''Can I?''
''You don't even have to ask San, I love Bella and she is a perfect cuddle buddy.''
Santana chuckles slowly standing up and hums. ''I will quickly change and grab her.''
Brittany nods her head and runs a hand through her hair. ''What do you want to watch?''
''Aladdin?'' Santana asks as she turns around in the door opening, Brittany nods her head standing up and turns her console and TV on. She takes off her shirt as she hears Santana cross the hallway and slips on a long shirt after taking off her bra, she kicks off her shoes and takes off her shorts sighing softly.
She dives into her bed crawling under the blankets and bites her lip glancing across the hall watching Santana change Bella's diaper making sure not to wake her. ''I will make sure nothing happens to you or little B, sweetie.'' She murmurs softly to herself, she leans to the side grabbing her phone off of the nightstand and opens the group chat she made with her best friends.
Guys I need some advice.
She laughs softly as she sees both of them immediately coming online and leans back into her pillows biting her lip as she sees Mercedes her reply.
Superstar: Uh-oh please tell me that I don't have to hold you back for hitting a minor once again.
She shakes her head as she reads Puck's reply and laughs. ''Fucker, you will pay for that tomorrow.''
Brother: Need to know how to get a girl off? It's too long ago for ya.
She types out her own reply and rolls her eyes.
Fuck you Puck
No well maybe, I don't know. I asked San to be my girlfriend tonight and she said yes, which led to a bit of making out and me falling asleep on the couch in her arms. But after I woke up again things got a bit weird.
Superstar: What do you call weird?
Brother: Is that the reason the both of you talked so long in your room and you exclaimed something about not breaking up with her?
Brittany's eyebrows raise to her hairline and bites her lip.
Shit you heard that? And yeah kinda.
She sees being a girlfriend as a job because of her fucking exes and thinks she doesn't do her job right, how the hell do I show her that a relationship has nothing to do with a job and that it's about mutual feelings and that it's based on two people and not on one?
She pulls her blanket up under her chin and turns her head smiling as she sees Santana lovingly run her hand through her daughters hair after she changed her diaper, she turns back to her phone as it buzzes and reads Mercedes her reply.
Superstar: I don't think you can take that feeling from her completely but that is what her therapy is for too, she just needs to talk to her therapist and the only think you can do is just be the best girlfriend I know you are and care for her like you already do. You already show her that you are not like her exes Britt and her being scared has nothing to do with you, currently it's a bit worse due to her opening old wounds during the sessions and I think she doesn't really know how to work past everything but that will change she only had three or four sessions.
Brother: Cedes is right, you are already the loving, caring and crazy person we know Britt and Santana appreciates that she told me that more than once. I think today was just hard because of the session, the flashbacks and you romantically asking her to be your girlfriend.
Just continue being yourself and offer Santana that she can talk to you no matter what, her exes hell her whole life before you walked into it sucked Britt but now with you it will change. She sees that you love Bella and she also feels that you love her even if it's too early to tell her that yet, just give her a bit of time to work through her thoughts.
She sighs softly knowing the both of them got a point and looks up as she hears footsteps, she smiles as Santana walks into her bedroom closing the door with her foot and pulls the blanket back so she can crawl in next to her. She turns back to her phone and bites her lip quickly typing out another message.
Yeah you are right thank you guys, she just joined me back in my room with Bella to watch a movie. Talk tomorrow, love you.
She places her phone down as soon as Santana settles down beside her and smiles lovingly as she sees Bella securely cuddled into her with a small smile playing on her lips. ''Are you okay?'' She asks softly, Santana nods her head cuddling into her adjusting her hold on her daughter and sighs softly.
''Yeah I will be Britt-Britt, thank you.'' She murmurs softly the phone call she had with Quinn still clear in her mind, Brittany kisses the top of her head and hums.
''For what?''
''For giving me strength even though I feel like breaking under pressure sometimes, for showing me what it feels like to be cared for.'' She tilts her head back to look up into the bright blue orbs she fell for and bites her lip. ''Just for being you.''
Brittany smiles lovingly slowly cupping her cheek after selecting the movie and leans down capturing her lips with her own in a loving kiss, she intertwines their hands on Bella's back and slowly pulls back leaning their foreheads together. ''You don't have to thank me for anything sweetie.''
She slowly pulls back wrapping her arms around her waist intertwining their hands on Bella's back smiling softly as she hears her soft content sigh and nods her head to the movie. ''Ready?''
Santana hums softly cuddling into her as she pushes play before intertwining their hands once again and lays her head back against her shoulder, she smiles lovingly as Brittany pulls the blanket up tucking Bella in and turns her head kissing her cheek in a silent thanks.
She turns back to the movie as she feels her smile against her temple after she felt her place a loving kiss there and sighs contently suddenly feeling the stress and tension of the day dropping away in a matter of seconds and tiredness take over, she glances down at her daughter as she feels her stir and smiles lovingly as tired blue orbs slowly flutter open. ''It's okay mija, go back to sleep.'' She murmurs kissing the top of her head.
Bella grumbles tiredly glancing around with her head still nestled against her mami's chest and reaches out as her eyes fall on Brittany. ''Amo mami, B.''
Santana bites her lip as she watches a loving smile play on Brittany's lips and smiles slightly as her soft heartfelt whisper reaches her ears. ''Love you too little B, go back to sleep sweetie.''
''Cuddle.'' Bella murmurs tiredly holding one of her arms out while still keeping a hold of her mami with the other, Brittany smiles lovingly sliding down so she is laying flat on her back and turns to look at Santana.
Santana smiles slowly turning on her side watching her daughter nuzzle her face against her shoulder while wrapping her little arm around Brittany and sighs lovingly as she feels Brittany's protective arms wrap around the both of them, she kisses the top of her daughters head as she hums softly and smiles. ''Go back to sleep mija, te amo.''
She lays her head down on Brittany's shoulder turning back to the movie humming softly as she feels her run her fingers down her back and turns her head kissing the skin under her head softly, she sighs happily as she sees her daughter fast asleep a smile playing on her lips with Brittany's arm protectively curled around her body making sure that she can't slide off of them and bites her lip accepting the content and loving feeling to fill her insides.
I definitely can get used to this, if this is what love feels like I ain't want nobody else around me and my daughter.