DISCLAIMER - ALL CHARACTERS BELONG TO STEPHANIE MEYERS. STORYLINE BELONGS TO ME.
Soul Mate Love
Six Months Later
The day dawned bright and beautiful as I go about my daily ritual of meditating, however this time I got up extra early and spend several hours in the backyard meditating and strengthening my shield. After the excitement from the day of the cafeteria incident Carlisle thought it would be best if I spent as much time as possible meditating. I realized that not dealing effectively with the passing of Renee as well as the stress of the situation with Charlie and finally meeting the Cullens – and my life mate Jasper, he is so fucking sexier in person – everything was too much for my emotions and psyche to handle.
I've come to the realization that my powers are controlled by my emotions and, obviously, will continue to increase in strength and I need to take every precaution to control myself and my emotions. When I believe I am as strong as I can be I come out of my trance to see the same two deers sitting in front of me and I reach out with both hands rubbing their noses before sending them back to the forest and returning to the house to prepare for school. But right before I enter the house I bring in clouds to cover the sun, so nothing will prevent Jasper from coming to school today.
With the exception of Edward and Alice the family seemed to take mine and Jaspers relationship extremely well. When I am not at school, spending time with Charlie or Jasper I am hanging with Rose, we spend lots of time together getting to know each other and just having a sister time of it. We spend time between looking over my car – she has fallen in love with it and is helping me get to know her better, we are even trying to pick a name out for her. When we are not looking over my car we are going over fashion magazines, shopping or having girl nights where we pamper ourselves as much as possible.
I have yet to include Alice, for one because Rose becomes hostile towards her every time she is around and two Alice seems to be having a hard time with accepting my relationship with Jasper, even though she was the one in the wrong and has not accepted responsibility for her actions yet. I honestly believe if she did that then things between the family would start to get better. As for Edward, he has been told by both Carlisle and Jasper to refrain from coming near me, and he has heeded the instruction so far, but something tells me to keep my guard up when he's around.
Emmett is the big brother I have not been able to live without, although he is very protective of me, he's not overly protective of me and lets me handle myself, knowing that I can – he's been trying to get me to hang Edward in midair again which makes me laugh because I enjoyed that just as much as he did. He's been teaching me how to fight and some self-defense moves that I will be practicing once the renovations to the house are complete. When we are not practicing we are beating each other on video games, so far we are both evenly matched, although when I win he claims its because I used my powers, to which I laugh and show him what using my powers actually means. All in all, I am extremely happy because these are the siblings I would have loved to have growing up, but am glad that I have them now. I have also been spending time with Esme in her garden because we both like to commune with nature and she enjoys hearing my opinion of what to plant and how they might look good.
With Carlisle I get the opportunity to work on my powers and he has been helping me to learn more about them. I try to spend as much time as I can with him because my powers keep growing everyday and sometimes its quite unnerving. He's been doing research on trying to find out if there have ever been any others like me and so far we have still been able to keep me off the Volturri radar. I have been showing him some of the visions I have of the future involving his family and myself and we have had long discussions of them, mostly about the best way to handle them. I don't have to explain much to Esme because he tells her about them afterwards and they then discuss what to tell the family. I am loving every minute of being with this family and can't wait until I join them, hoping that Alice will come around by then – but then honestly not caring because she made her bed and now she has to sleep in it.
After my horrendous run-ins with Edward I spent as much time with someone else as possible to prevent a repeat of having to encounter him by myself and it gave me the opportunity to spend as much time with Jasper as possible. The more time we spend together the happier he seems to be and the more he comes out of his shell and with my ability to keep his bloodlust as bay our time together grew.
He told me about his human life – what he remembered of it, about life with Maria and the newborn wars, about his friends Peter and Charlotte – whom he helped escape and then came back for him. When he started to speak about life with Alice, he tensed up and became angry and I let him because he needed to get it out, that's when I was introduced to Jasper, God of War and I sent him waves or pride because not once during his angry venting did he bite me. Because by that time I had stopped using my power and he was completely sober from his own steam.
I got to know Jasper – the poet, Jasper – the thinker, Jasper – the reader, Jasper – the strategist, Jasper – the lover, Jasper – the compassionate one and all the other pieces of himself that he had kept hidden because of what others have wanted of him. He hungers for knowledge like I do and I love him more for it. He wants to travel around the world discovering the wonders of all cultures, seeing the sights, just spending time going from place to place experiencing new things and knowledge for himself. I enjoyed learning more about my soul/life mate realizing that no matter how much I learned now I was going to spend eternity learning more and I loved that even more.
After he shared his life with me I shared mine right back, from humorous stories about Renee to stories about growing up with both her and Charlie, I told him about the divorce and how hard it was on me, about visiting every two weeks during every other summer and how it broke my heart to leave him each and every time. I told him about what school was like in Phoenix and how I never fit it, about always being the oddball out. I laughed telling him about discovering my powers eat time and how when I was five Charlie came in to see all the toys in my room levitating in the air, how he quietly calmed me down and told me everything was going to be okay. We both laughed when I told him I could not remember what triggered it. I told him about being 10 years old and first discovering vampires were real when I had the visions of the meeting we had at my house.
I gazed into his eyes telling him how I started to fall in love with him after the first few visions of him, how I was in pain watching him burn for three days, how I cried when he entered his darkness phase, how I was so pissed off at Alice and Edward that I shattered the mirror and windows in my room because I was so enraged and couldn't control my tempter.
I told him about fearing Aro when I first saw him in my dream because I know how evil he is, about how the visions make and still make me afraid of not being able to control my destiny. I told him about wanting to have some semblance of control in my life because it's my life and I should be able to make my own decisions and learn from them without someone else telling me what I can and can not do.
Then he pulls me into his arms whispering how he feels there's something I've held back because he call feel my embarrassment, so without looking at him, I whisper, "You brought me my first orgasm without even touching me and I have been saving myself for you ever since."
He inhales sharply as I am hit with so much lust my eyes roll back in my head and my back arches as I moan, "Jasper" right before his lips crash down on mine. Our mouths move in synchronized movements, neither of us wanting to dominate the other but simply seeking equality.
Tightening his arms around me as I lean back on the couch pulling him with me, he groans out my name as I grind my core against him seeking the friction that my body is craving right now.
He growls in pleasure thrusting his hips against mine, smelling my arousal seeping into my panties and the pleasure builds in me making me want to show him how good it feels to me as I send him waves of the pleasure that is coursing through my body combined with all the love I have felt for him plus the love that I am feeling now. He grunts and buries his face in my neck as we continue tor thrust hard against each other, the pleasure building fast and white hot, before finally exploding from both of us soaking the room in lust. I hear him growl in my ear as he slams his hips against mine one last time, both of us trembling and shuddering as the aftershocks rock us both.
We lay there panting attempting to catch our breathes, trying to center ourselves then we both laugh at the same time realizing that we just had sex without actually taking our clothes off. I laugh some more as he whispers, "Well that was a first."
"You just said you wanted to try new things, didn't you?" I ask running my hands through his hair and sliding my lips up and down his jaw.
"That I did, that I did" he murmurs as we roll over on our sides and gaze at one another still basking in post-coital bliss.
"Is it too late to ask you to be my boyfriend"? I ask cupping his cheek as I giggle a little.
"Hmmmmm," he leans forward and kisses me gently, "I thought I was more than that."
"You are, but I'm pretty sure that title will be enough for Charlie to hear," I say rubbing my nose against his as I tighten my arms around him.
"Before I forget, I wanted to ask you – what are you doing the week after Christmas? I though maybe, you would want spend the week here with me," I murmur.
"What about Charlie?" Jasper asks running his hands up and down my spine.
"Well, I'll be spending Christmas Day with him and dinner on the reservation with Jacob and his father but then he's going up to Seattle for the week for some kind of convention. Since he knows about this place already I though we might be able to spend some quality time together."
Raising my head to look me in the eyes he whispers, "I would love to spend that week with you."
"EXCELLENT"
"So when do I get to meet Charlie?"
"How about Thanksgiving after dinner? I just want to keep you to myself a little while longer."
"Sounds great and you can keep me to yourself as long as you want."
"Jasper, can I ask you to do something for me?"
"What is it Darlin'?" "I want you to go and see Alice so you can both get closure, you don't have to forgive her yet or anything if you don't want, but I think this is something you might want to do so you can both move on peacefully."
Jasper stiffens in my arms and asks, "Why this Bella? Of all things why this?"
Instead of answering him I grab his face between my own and show him the vision of Alice with red eyes standing over a pile of bodies.
"What??!! Alice would never...."
"She would if she thinks and believes that you hate her and ever though you have eternity, it's a long time to waste hating someone. She would if Edward gets to her first and convinces her that you hate her, but I know you don't, I just feel that you are disappointed in her for not coming to you with the truth. Please do this for me, you'll soon understand why."
Pulling himself up until he is hovering over me and looking down into my eyes searching for something only he knows what, then he leans down and kisses me gently but passionately as we swap the emotions we are feeling – him – love, desire, awe and trust, me – understanding, encouragement, trust, compassion, love and desire.
Twenty minutes later we are both heading to our homes so he can go tie up loose ends before we can start our life together. Pulling up to the house I snarl in anger seeing Edward's Volvo sitting in the driveway next to Charlie's cruiser. I park my bike, hop off and head into the house to see Charlie sitting on the couch with Edward talking. I walk into the kitchen calling, "Charlie I'll have dinner ready in about 20 minutes."
Both of them come into the kitchen to watch me start dinner as Charlie says, "Edward stopped by to see you, something about a school project you guys have due next week."
Edward lifts up his books as I lift my right eyebrow as Charlie pulls a beer from the fridge.
"I'll let you two get to work, Bella take your time with dinner, I'll be watching the game, "Charlie says leaving us alone in the kitchen.
As soon as he's out of ear shot I coldly ask, "Why are you in my house?"
"Charlie let me in, apparently I look trust worthy enough."
I snort, "If he only knew. If Charlie gets hurt, I'll kill you, regardless of how Esme feels. Better yet, I'll do worse than kill you. There will be no place on this earth where you can hide, Edward, your family won't even be able to help or protect you."
"Charlie won't get hurt as long as you go out with me. I'll stay away from him and leave him out of this, but if you don't do as I say..."
"YOU FUCKING BASTARD!!!!" I am starting to get angrier at his conceit and arrogance.
"Do you realize you're family will be implicated in Charlie's death? Does your family know you're willing to sacrifice their existence for a conquest? How heartless are you, risking the lives of your family because I won't give you the time of day. The wolves would get involved because you killed a human in Forks. You would start a war with the wolves because I won't go out with you? " At this question his confidence starts to waver and is replaced by curiosity.
"Wait, how do you know about the wolves?"
"I know a lot about a lot of things you don't Edward, and the majority of these things I have already shared with your family, others I will share with Aro."
"You wouldn't?" He snarls. "Try me!!! I swear you better stay away from Charlie and stay away from me." I snarl right back.
"And if I don't?" he asks conceitedly. "Then death will be the least of your worries, as will be the confrontation with your family. I will NEVER go out with you or have anything to do with you. No matter how many times you ask, the answer will always be no because I. AM. NOT. INTERESTED!!!! NOW GET. THE. FUCK. OUT!!!!"
Growling under his breath and pissed off Edward looks every bit the vampire as he snarls, "You will regret this, you stupid human bitch. This will never be over, either you will be mine or Charlie will die" he snarls as he picks up his books and just as he walks out I swing my leg effectively and literally kicking his ass out the house, laughing as I see him fly over his car and his books scatter on the ground. I walk over and shut the front door locking it.
Taking a deep breath to get my fury under control I call, "Charlie dinner."
I hear the television click off as Charlie walks inhaling the air, "Smells good Bells." As he sits he asks, "Edward's a class mate of yours?"
"Yes, however that is all he is, Dad. I'm not interested in him, but his brother and no matter how many times I say no he keeps coming back for more. Before you ask, you will get to meet Jasper on Thanksgiving, we are getting to know each other better before I bring him to see you."
"Is there something I should be concerned about Bella."
"N-No Dad" I say quietly smiling "I can take care of myself."
"Yeah, I know" Charlie mutters looking down at the table.
"How long have you known, Dad?" I ask feeling that there is something he's not telling me.
"Your whole life Bells, since you were born, it's why your mom left and took you with her. She thought with you raised away from me, things would go back to normal."
"But this is not the time and not something that I'm ready to talk about right now Bells, I promise I will and don't think I don't love you because it just makes me love you more. I thought it would keep skipping generations, but I guess I was wrong."
"Dad, why do I get the feeling that you're holding something back from me besides my ancestry?"
"I am but I don't want....I don't think now is the time. I have to take you there for you to fully understand."
"Alright, Dad, I'll wait but please don't keep me waiting for too long."
"I won't Bells, I won't. I promise."
Thursday
I decided to tease Jasper a little so I pulled out one of two mini skirts that I owned, this one was black leather with two zippers up the front. I pulled on some thigh high hose with garter belts and pulled on the black knee high boots with a flat heel. I decided on a red tank top with spaghetti straps and black silk across the breasts that has a bra built in. I added a black choker and the black snake arm charm to complete the outfit. I had finished my homework at school and had some free time with my hands to prepare tonights dinner of beef stew in the crock pot, leaving it on low along with a note for Charlie not to turn it off and that I would be back at lunch to check on it.
Grabbing my book bag, riding jacket and helmet I head outside, hop on my bike and head to school, pulling into the school parking lot and being bombarded with lust and jealousy as I back my motorcycle into a parking spot. I smirk feeling the waves of lust coming from the boys and jealousy coming from all the girls simply because of my outfit. I laugh realizing that I am still more dressed than most of the girls here.
When I drove past the Cullens I felt rage emanating from Edward listening to the thought of all the other boys and curiosity because he still can't read Jaspers thoughts as he walks over to me sitting on my bike. Jessica and Lauren are glaring daggers at me as I pull off my helmet and shake my hair out as Jasper places a hand on the back of my bike while taking in the outfit I have on. Smiling seductively at him I show him an image of me getting dressed this morning minus panties to which he groans and hits me with a burst of lust as his eyes darken with pent-up passion making my pussy tighten and cream my thighs.
Trailing his eyes back up to my face he asks, "Is that meant to tease me, Bella?"
I lick my lips replying, "Yes and no because I'm just showing you what is already yours to begin with, but you just haven't taken yet."
He sucks in an unneeded breath at my statement as I demurely scoot up and say, "We have some time want to go for a ride?"
"Fuck yeah," he says huskily as his eyes smolder at me before hopping on and wrapping his arms around my waist as I start the engine and pull out. I reeve the engine and speed past a brokenhearted Alice and and enraged Edward, while Emmett and Rose grin and holler in encouragement.
We don't get far when the temptation of my spread legs is too much for him to resist because as soon as we hit the road he starts grinding harder and harder against my ass as I get wetter and wetter. Then his hands move down further to my thighs as he unzips my skirt giving him better and easier access as well as a firmer grip on my upper thighs. He growls in pleasure as the wind blows the scent of my arousal across his face as I groan in pleasure when his hands tighten on my upper thighs before moving one hand to deeper to deeper to caress my pussy lips smearing my juices as he flicks my clit with his finger. "So wet for me already, Darlin', I find that so fucking erotic."
This action makes me brake quickly since I can't concentrate anymore on keeping the motorcycle from spilling us both and since I love my speed machine to death totaling it would not be in my best interests.
He kicks that stand down as I lean back against his chest mewling as his hand continues to play me like a well tuned instrument. I raise my hands to drape my arms around his neck as I belly dance my hips against his thrusting back then forward begging, "Please Jasper. Please Baby"
Hissing as he growls in pleasure when spreads my legs wider, draping one over his thigh then thrusting two fingers between my soaking wet lips, grinding the heel of his palm against my clit as I thrust my hips down on his fingers hard pushing them deeper as he whispers huskily in my ear, "Cum for me Darlin', I want you to cum all over my fingers" as his other hand pushes my tank top up exposing my breasts with no bra and his lips start attacking my neck as his cold fingertips kneed my breasts. I moan deep in my throat as my nipple contracts and pebbles in pleasure before his fingertips brush across it pinching and pulling it sending more pleasure down to my core making me wetter.
I send him waves of the pleasure he is bringing me, mewling and making all kinds of noises feeling his dick get harder against my ass as the sensations he's creating on my breasts and in my core build and build inside me, tightening my body as if a storm is about to unleash inside if I don't get whatever it is that my body is craving.
Just when the pleasure has reached the point where it's bordering on pain he flicks his fingertips up against my g-spot, at the same time pinching my nipple between his fingers, while slamming me with both our lusts combined plus more while thrusting his hips against my ass whispering repeatedly in my ear, "That's right Darlin', cum for me." My pleasure receptors overload as my world explodes in neon colors and I cum hard in his hands and all over my seat. He growls in pleasure as I continue to shudder and tremble from the after shocks that rock my body, moaning and hissing in more pleasure as his hard cock continues to thrust against my ass.
Fisting one hand in his hair, I turn my head slightly and whisper huskily, "Please Jasper, take me now" and before I can blink I am facing him straddling my bike and his lap as the tip of his dick is stroking my soaking pussy lips. I reach down between us stroking his length up and down smiling and moaning at his response when he hardens more and his hips buck against my hands. Tightening my grip in his hair I attack his lips, nibbling, biting, sucking before finally begging, "Please Jasper, I need you inside me now. I need to feel you, please," then my eyes and head roll back as he thrusts into me, breaking my barrier and sheathing himself completely, the coolness of his cock dulling the flame of pain so all I feel is pleasure.
He stiffens and pauses once he realizes that I was a virgin as I open my eyes and look at him with nothing but love, passion, desire and trust burning through me as I whisper "Later" and slam my hips down on his making him grunt and growl as more pleasure course through our bodies as his arms tighten around my waist pulling me closer.
He moves an arm up to cradle my back and cup my neck as buries his face in my neck groaning and grunting "So tight......FUCKING A!.....so wet for me" as he loses himself complete in the liquid fire that threatens to consume us both. I lean back on one arm placing my feet on the back of the bike in an attempt to get him as deep as possible, when this new position angles him thrusting deep and against my g-spot.
The liquid fire builds between us until the only thing my mind and body feels is the pleasure that is coming in waves between the both of us. We are bombarding each other with concupiscence, lust and copious amounts of love until we achieve oblivion in our passionate embrace and the universe explodes behind my eyes as I see stars and nebula's while his arms tighten around me bringing me as close to him as possible. He thrusts and grunts a few more times coming hard and exploding his cold seed deep inside me.
I wrap my arms around his shoulders attempting to catch my breath we we return to earth slowly and reluctantly. He's quiet as he gasps in unneeded breaths feeling a mixture of awe and bewilderment as he comes to terms with the powerful climax he just experienced.
"WOW!" we both say simultaneously then start laughing which causes pleasurable things to happen to our still connected bodies, which leads to start round two before we pull ourselves together enough to head to my house for a quick shower and change so we can head back to school. We make it in just enough time for the start of third period, walking into class smiling and giggling with our arms wrapped around each other. Alice runs from classroom with Edward rushing right after her in anger, all before the bell rings and the teacher walks in to start class.
As I am walking to my locker before lunch I am blinded by the pleasure and love consuming me, it is not until I open my locker and look at the box of tampons that I realize we had not used any protection. It only takes one time of unprotected sex to possibly get pregnant and right then I decide to only bring it up if he did and would make damn sure that we used protection from here on out.
What if I could be, how would I handle it, I would not want him to think that I am attempting to trap him or believe that that was my intention all along. I would not want him to want to be and stay with me just because I might possibly be pregnant with his children. I shake my head and close my locker pushing the thoughts to the back of my mind, it couldn't possibly happen so quickly.
My last class – gym – I was able to get out of and spent the hour in the library, I was doing research for my history paper due in a couple of weeks. Even though Edward had been told to stay away from me he still found reasons to push the boundaries and today was one of them. I found him staring at me from between the stacks of books and decided to ignore him as best as I can since he would not try something with others around.
After school I rushed to where Jasper is waiting by my bike stroking in lovingly with his hand as he watches for me to come off campus. I love just looking at him especially now that he's mine and everyone knows it, as I am walking towards him I laugh remembering why he is stroking the bike and the time that we had spent on it earlier this week. The experience was the best of my life next to finally meeting him and feeling his love leak out of his pores towards me, and the time I spend with him just makes me love him more and more each day. Everyone except for Edward has accepted us, he still gives me those creepy smiles thinking that in time I might give him a chance. PUL-LEASE!!
As I was walking towards Jasper I saw him stiffen and whip his head in Edwards direction, probably in response to something he's saying in his head. So I open my connection to Jasper and hear him say, "She kissed me in the library, it's why you smell her scent all over me. I told you she would be mine. You will never be good enough for her, murderer!!"
"EXCUSE ME!!!!!" I snap, "I was not yours!!!! to begin with, EDWARD" I snarl trying to rein in my fury seeing as how we are still in public. "Nothing you say will ever make him doubt my love for him. Who the FUCK. DO. YOU. THINK. YOU. ARE?!!! I don't belong to you or anyone for that matter. You just don't get it do you Edward, why no one wants to be with you? I know all about your secrets, even those you don't think anyone knows about."
"I know all about you Edward," I storm as we attract a slight crowd including Jasper who has come to stand behind me. "I know everything you've done and who you've done it with, there's no telling what diseases you carry. If anyone's not good enough for me it's you and don't think that you will ever get the opportunity you think you're owed because I don't owe you anything. I. AM. OFF. LIMITS. to you and you need to get that through your hard fucking head ass wipe. Jasper is more of a man than you will ever be, Edward in more ways than one. You can't even compare yourself to him because he will always be a better man than you. Learn some fucking manners, fucker!" I snarl grabbing Jasper's hand as I push my way towards the crowd heading back towards my bike where Angela is standing watching me with wide eyes.
Smiling at Angela I ask, "Angela, have you met my boyfriend Jasper? Jasper this is my friend Angela."
"Hi, Jasper," Angela says shyly, "I've heard nothing but excellent things about you."
"Pleasure to me you Angela" Jasper says as I shudder in pleasure at the sound of his southern drawl, to which he turns and grins lecherously at me before raising my hand to his mouth and caressing my knuckles with his lips. I smile wider as he says, "I'll see you later Darlin'." and walks off to his truck grinning wickedly at Edward who is seething in his car.
Two weeks before Thanksgiving
Right now I am ecstatic because the renovations to the house will complete just in time for Thanksgiving. Jasper is going to stop by after dinner on Thanksgiving to give thanks for having me in his life and all I could do is grin wickedly for the next two weeks because I feel the exact same way.
I'm not going to make a big deal of Thanksgiving with Charlie but we will be having a full house per his request. Jacob and Billy Black are going to be coming by as well as some others from the reservation, I think mostly those that have single parents or no one to spend the holiday with. Jacob is concerned because some of the younger crowed are on the verge of turning during that day – Huh, don't ask me how they believe specifically that day, but anyway – so I told him they could spend the evening downstairs in the recreation/weight room which has a door that leads directly into the back yard and into the woods.
I think it's brought us closer as friends because I am more than okay with the Quileute legends and their tribe, even though I am madly in love with a vampire, Jacob understands. I am so excited because he just recently imprinted on a girl named Asha from another tribe and he is just as madly in love with her. Even better, she is a direct descendant and completely understands what he's going through, even being an Alpha female in her own right. I laughed with her when I told her how much fun it's going to be watching her keep him in line and giving him a run for his money.
I finally realize so many are turning because of the recent "animal attacks" activity happening in Seattle. Charlie tries to keep it from me with so many people missing, but I watch the news Jacob is more than happy to pass on any information that I ask about. We've decided that if our friendship is going to outlast the "mortal enemy" lines than we need to be as honest about things as possible, so far I'm glad to say that it's working.
Thanksgiving was a hit!!! Everyone has a fantastic time and seemed to enjoy themselves immensely and there was more than enough food, I was able to send "doggy" bags home with everyone – they got a kick out they bags actually having "Doggy Bag" stenciled on the front.
The best part – I was able to keep everyone calm and the scents suppressed when Jasper showed up towards the end of dinner to introduce himself to Charlie and formally let him know that we are dating. I think it confused him a little when Charlie said he was glad to know I would have a great man around to lean on when he was gone.
WAIT!!! What does he mean by that?
I surprised Charlie by mind talking to him "Dad, what are you talking about? Do you know what Jasper is?" "Yes, Bells, just like I know what Jacob and the pack are." " We'll talk when the house clears out okay."
Dad nods his head and the night finishes on a great note with Jasper, Jacob and Sam shaking hands, not so much as friends but supporters of the same cause – to protect human lives. Maybe "mortal enemies" would be able to get along after all. Maybe I was the one that would be able to help them see that there are exceptions to the rules, for those that are willing to be vegetarians. I found that thought very encouraging.
Because it appears I am going to need all the encouragement that I can get in the coming months.
Charlie and I never got to talk after the house cleared out because there was another "animal attack" right here in Forks and the younger ones phased right after dinner.
Will my luck ever change? FUCKING A!!!!!