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Jasper stiffens catching what Peter said before asking, "Bella is my true soul-mate not Alice?"

Peter tilts his head to the side and replies, "She never was to begin with, just the guide to bring you to who you truly belong with. Plus it makes me happy because I never like the lying pixie bitch to begin with."

Jasper stiffens in anger some more before instantly being soothed back to calmness by the touch of Bella's hand at the base of his neck to which he groans then purrs as his eyes close and he leans into her touch.

Peter tilts his head towards Charlotte and murmurs, "The touch that final brings peace to the God of War, fucking amazing."

Carlisle's POV

After my phone call with Peter, I spent the last week mourning in the woods 5 miles from the house thinking about everything that has happened since Bella came into our lives.

I mourned for the family that we should have been, I mourned for the family that I want, I mourned for my lost sons who have every right to be pissed off and hurt, I mourned for the daughter that got left behind because of lies told and secrets kept.

I sat down on a rock overlooking a cliff and took a step back to relive all the moments that Bella spent with us, taking note of the times she sat for hours listening to Jasper talk about his life or play hours of video games with Emmett.

Thinking about Jasper made me remember everything that Peter said to me - "My home is/was/will always be his first and true home" Peter says quietly.

"I am Jaspers real family, the family that has FAITH in him, COMPLETE FAITH. Did you, do you, have you ever?" Peter asks quietly.

"I TRUST Jasper with my life, now and always, can you say that you TRULY feel the same way, can you say the same about the members of your family?"

Cradling my head in my hands I realize the truth of the matter – Peter is right about everything he said about Jasper, and Emmett is right as well. As the patriarch of this "family" I should have put my foot down and supported Bella in her time of need, I should have put the choice of leaving to a vote encouraging those who wanted to leave the opportunity while the rest of us stayed to live our lives.

As for Jasper I should have supported him more – taking the time to spend more time with him, taken him hunting more often, talked to him about his insecurities and struggles in regards to our dieting habit.

I realize the struggles for empaths who feel everyone's emotions, and I should have realized immediately upon finding out his power that living in a house with 6 others how much more he would feel us, how he would carry the weight of all our bloodlust.

As the father I should have been concerned about everyone in my family instead of just the two special ones, who turned out to be more special that I realized.

Emmett was right, what parents put the love of two above the rest, Bella risked her life time and time again for this family, gave up everything she knew to spend more time with us, wanting to be a part of this family.

Emmett was right, Edward and Alice should have told them the truth about their affair, if anything, they should not have played with Bella's heart and feelings knowing that they were an item before Edward got involved with Bella.

Emmett was right in saying that the decision to leave should have been discussed with the entire family; everyone's opinions should have been taken into consideration. A family meeting should have been held to discuss the events that happened and an agreed upon solution should have been established.

Emmett was right in saying that I caved to the two whores in the family. What kind of family are we that we didn't discuss how everyone felt about leaving Forks? What kind of parent am I that the only people I listened to were the ones doing the most damage to this family?

It's time to return to Forks to find my daughter, beg her forgiveness as well as those of my two sons and fix this family by any means necessary.

With a sense of determination, I rise from my rock, shake off my sense of mourning and head back to the house. Walking in the door I see what's left of the family sitting there in the living room and all I say is, "I'm returning to Forks, whoever is coming be ready in 30 minutes" before walking away to pack what I needed.

I didn't see the look of horror on Edward and Alice's face, nor the anxiety or sheer joy on Esme's, nor the disgust mixed with joy on Rosalie's face – because in all honesty I am at the point where I don't care what the rest of the family wants, I miss my daughter and I want her home. Bella is the star in the sky that continues to lead me to the light.

Bella POV

We've spent the last 3 months relaxing at Peter and Charlottes, hiking, swimming, talking and doing anything and everything we can to learn more about ourselves and our bond.

I introduce my loves to stargazing, pointing out the constellations visible from the sky while Jasper introduces Emmett and me to intellectual pursuits, also encouraging me to think about pursuing college. Emmett introduces us to the big world of game playing, both video's and hunting real game.

Peter's information about our troika came in extremely helpful since this is so new to us, Jasper in all his years has never heard of such a thing although he is extremely pleased to find out that Alice was never his soul-mate to begin with.

Charlotte and I have become great friends, extremely close and true sisters – our shopping expeditions are nothing like the torture that Alice put me through.

Charlotte growled then laughed when I explained what Alice did in regards to showing me how to shop. With Charlotte shopping its more fun and adventurous, she allows me to pick out what I like and want instead of just throwing clothes at me then shoving me into a dressing room.

She shares her opinions and advice in regards to clothing and fashion with me and we come to an agreement on what would look best on me.

While Charlotte and I continued to bond, so did Peter with Emmett as he replaced Emmett as my big brother and protector. The bond Peter has with Jasper became the same with him and Emmett, their solidarity in friendship now runs deep and they spend as much time together as possible.

Emmett even showed Peter the comfort of drinking animal blood on occasion which brought loads of happiness to Jasper who has been trying to get him to try it since he became a vegetarian. The best part about their friendship is that Jasper does not begrudge Emmett and Peter for the friendship they have formed; it simply brings them all closer together.

Even though Peter and Charlotte are still blood drinkers, neither Jasper nor Emmett have slipped, more so since Jasper has constant support from Emmett as well as me and that bond of support makes it easier for him when we go out to the mall for shopping.

Jasper has no trouble with his bloodlust and has not been tempted since him and Emmett came to rescue me. Yes, I said rescue because they saved me from a death that I really didn't want, as well as second chance to live a better life.

It has been during our time here that I have decided I still want to be changed; however with a slight difference that I am unsure of how Jasper and Emmett will take my request. So after my dinner one night I called them all together to broach the subject as our new family.

Jasper is sitting on my right with Emmett on my left while holding my hands as Peter and Charlotte sit across from us on a lounger.

I take a deep breath looking at all of them in turn before saying with huge dose of confidence, "I want to be turned……by all of you."

Shocked silence greets my request as I rush to explain, "I know, deep down in my heart and soul, that this is what I want most." Looking between Emmett and Jasper I say, "I want to spend eternity with you guys and I want our bond to be even more unbreakable and cemented together as it can be."

"But also all of you are my family and I would feel so much better coming into your world with the venom of my family coursing through my body. I know it doesn't make sense to you guys but to me, I know wholeheartedly, it makes perfect sense and it's what I want."

Jasper has tensed up during my little speech and started fidgeting so I turn to him pleading with my eyes and heart as he murmurs, "I don't know Bella, I don't want to hurt you or possibly kill you."

I slide into his lap grasping his head in my hands and looking him in the eyes, forcing him to look at me.

Sternly I say, "Jasper you listen to me! You are JASPER FUCKING WHITLOCK! GOD OF WAR! You've commanded vampire armies and not flinched. You can turn me without killing me. Don't let your insecurities, which those fucking Cullen-cunts gave you; undermine what you have so successfully accomplished up to now."

"You haven't hurt me yet, I have COMPLETE FAITH in you, your love and our bond is strong enough that you will not kill me. Even though you have three other family members here that will stop you, I don't believe it will ever come to that. You know why?"

Jasper shakes his head sadly, attempting to knock down the last of the walls that those Cullen fuckers have built around him.

"We've been together this long and you haven't been tempted NOT ONCE!!!!"

"I BELIEVE IN YOU!!!! WITH MY MIND, BODY, SOUL AND SPIRIT!!!" I whisper earnestly as Jasper looks at me tenderly feeling all the love, confidence and encouragement that I am sending him along with the others in the room.

"I BELIEVE IN YOU!!!" echoes Emmett clasping him by the shoulder.

"I BELIEVE IN YOU!!!" echoes Peter and Charlotte together as they smile proudly from my request and because they truly believe that Jasper is fully capable of doing this.

Jasper basks in the glow of confidence floating in waves around the room before kissing me passionately, sending me waves of thanks that I amplify and spread around the room until we're all drowning in warm positive feelings.

Emmett pouts as I lean over grasping him by the nape of his hair pulling him in for a sloppy wet tongue filled kiss as Jasper nuzzles my shoulder with his face.

Pulling away breathless from Emmett I whisper, "Something beautiful will come out of this, I can feel it."

Sliding out of Jaspers lap, which causes him to whimper from the loss of contact, makes me lean over the two of them my head in Jaspers lap while my legs are in Emmett's as I turn to look at Charlotte and Peter sitting there smiling fondly at the three of us.

"So when do you want to do this?" Peter asks rubbing him hands together gleefully while grinning madly, bouncing up and down in his chair in excitement.

All of us look at him curious and surprised as Charlotte asks what we are all wondering, "What's got you so excited?"

"Because Bella is going to be an extra special vampire and this will be the first time that I've helped sire someone voluntarily."

Both Jasper and Char look at him knowingly as he explains to Emmett and me, "During the Southern Vampire Wars, Maria – our psychopathic bitch creator – forced us to sire people then kill them once they were past their newborn year. She only kept the ones she thought, or was told, had potential."

Feeling his waves of shame I pull myself free of Jasper's arms and lean over saying, "In all honesty you did what you had to do to survive, all of you did. However, that's in the past and you are not at fault for that. I am not going to hold your pasts against any of you because of the circumstances with which you entered your immortal life."

I reach out to grasp him hand saying with love and conviction, "I forgive you even if you are having a hard and difficult time forgiving yourselves. Forgiveness takes time and is a huge step in making your lives better but you will get there one day at a time."

Charlotte breaks down crying as Peter looks at me with brotherly love and awe while Jasper's arms tighten around me in love and admiration as Emmett beams on in pride.

I close my eyes breathing deeply of the air, laying back down and stretching my body sensuously across Jasper and Emmett, before saying confidently, "So when do I want to be changed, how about now? No time like the present."

I open my eyes looking at all of them before saying quietly, "I don't see the point in waiting, the only thing I would like is to lose my cherry first, other than that there's nothing keeping me mortal."

"So who wants to do the honors" I ask huskily with lust lacing my voice as I lean back over the two of them watching them. They both look at me, then at each other pondering the ultimate question, then at Peter who laughs and holds his hands up saying, "Don't look at me, this is between the two of you" as he backs up then glares at Charlotte who is giggling.

"This would sure keep it all in the family" she says as I laugh then suggest "Rock, paper, scissors" to Jasper and Emmett.

Emmett grins as he remembers his favorite childhood game while Jasper glowers in frustration.

I whisper, "Whoever looses gets to pop my other cherry" to which both Jasper and Emmett growl in response to my statement as I look between them seeing their eyes darken in lust. Peter groans and Charlotte laughs again saying seductively, "Remember when you popped mine."

I vaguely hear Peter and Charlotte chuckle and growl playfully at each other as the lust triples easily as it marinates through the room. At her statement Peter growls, "Gotta go, Charlotte and I are going to go hunting, we'll bring you guys something back" as Charlotte giggles, "Don't break her guys" before heading out the door with Peter running to their other love nest.

Peter, Jasper and Emmett built it after Peter complained about our combined lust giving him a hard on for three days straight. Charlotte had later secretly thanked the three of us with a $5000 gift card to her favorite sex toy shop.

I inhale deeply feeling my panties soak from the images the two of them are sending me. I feel the lust consume me as they both simultaneously caress my skin. I moan in pleasure feeling Jasper's hands palming my breasts as Emmett swings my left ankle to hook on his shoulder palming my soaked mound.

I hiss in pleasure as Jasper's fingers pinch my nipples while Emmett rubs his middle finger over my clit. Their combined touch alone sends me over the edge as I scramble to hold onto something to keep me grounded.

As I open my eyes, slowly coming down from my orgasm induced high I am surprised to see we're lying on the bed in the room we've been sharing since we got here. Jasper is laying on my right with Emmett on my left looking at me in surprise as they both ask me, "What happened? Did you do that?"

"Do what?" I ask confused as I glance around the room.

"Blink through time" replies Peter quietly from the doorway him and Charlotte are leaning against. They both are partially dressed with their clothes rumpled and haphazardly thrown on.

"How…." I start as I feel myself weaken for a moment, signing in comfort when Emmett and Jasper's arms tighten around me and they nuzzle the sides of my neck at the same time.

Peter walks into the room to stand at the foot of the bed gazing at me as he says quietly, "I told you that you are going to be special, it's going to blow you minds and everyone else's."

"Good to know, but I was in the middle of getting pleasured so unless my guys are willing to let you strip and join in, you might want to go hunting some more because our lust is going to cripple you."

Peter's eyes widen in shock and alarm, then thoughtfulness as Jasper and Emmett both growl at him in warning as Charlotte giggles before pulling him out of the room murmuring, "We'll be back tomorrow."

"Now, where were we?" I purr reaching down to run my hands across their stomachs, laughing seductively at hearing them growl in response to me gripping their packages tightly while tucking my legs in between theirs.

Emmett leans over kissing me deeply as Jasper scoots closer before reading down to palm my hot core running his fingers over my clothe covered pussy lips. He growls in pleasure feeling the heat emanating from me before sliding his fingers within my panties thrusting two fingers deep inside me as he rubs my clit with his thumb.

I moan in pleasure as Emmett deepens the kiss tightening his hands in my hair as Jasper repositions himself maneuvering my clothes from my body in the process. I vaguely hear ripping before copious amounts of pleasurable sensations bombard my body from every direction.

Jasper's cold tongue slides up my wet slit from bottom to top circling my love nub as Emmett's hands slide over my breasts pinching and twisting the nipples sending pleasure shooting through my body. Emmett releases my mouth before latching onto my breasts, sucking, licking and nibbling on the erect peaks.

I moan and whimper in pleasure grasping Jasper's hair in my hand as he starts thrusting his tongue in and out of my tight hole before taking one of his fingers and sliding in down to my other hole playing with it. As soon as he inserts one of his fingers my body clenches as a powerful orgasm courses through my body making me see stars.

Gasping for air Jasper pulls me up to straddle his lap kissing me deeply and passionately gripping my ass and grinding his hard cock against my sensitive pussy lips, while Emmett divests himself of all his clothing with vampire speed. As he settles on the bed with his back to the headrest Jasper spins me around on his lap placing me on my knees as I take my first look at Emmett unclothed.

To say I'm shocked speechless by the beauty and muscles that is Emmett would be an understatement as I let my lust filled gaze roam over his body from head to toe. I hear Jasper growl from the amount of lust I am sending out and get harder so I reach behind me and palm his cock in my hand squeezing it just a little to let him know that I have not forgotten about him and his pleasure will come soon enough.

I lean over onto my hands crawling the short distance towards Emmett taking him in my mouth just as Jasper growls in pleasure seeing me bent over like I am. I kiss the tip of Emmett's hard cock, savoring the taste of him – cinnamon and apple pie – before sinking my mouth down as far as I can. I moan in pleasure when Jasper's hands rake over my ass and down between my legs thrusting his fingers deep inside and pumping a couple of times. I hiss in pleasure and accidentally scrape my teeth over Emmett's cock drowing in the mindless pleasure that Jasper is creating simply with his fingers.

"FUCK!!!! Bel-la!" Emmett roars in pleasure as his hand reaches into my hair to guide me up and down. I suck, lick and graze his with my teeth until he can't stand it anymore and pulls me up to straddle his lap.

Emmett's hand slips into my hair massaging my scalp as he leans into kiss me deeply, thrusting his tongue into my mouth while trailing his other hand down cupping my mound. He slips two fingers deep inside my dripping wet pussy groaning at the sound of my moan of pleasure, while Jasper slips his hands around to pinch my nipples. Jasper then slips his other hand between mine and Emmett's bodies stroking my sensitive clit vibrating me to the perfect tuning of Emmett's strokes.

In perfect synch they bring me hard, as I scream in pleasure shuddering between the two of them. Before I could come down from my climax Emmett is thrusting up into me slowly his grip tightening on my hips at the same time that Jasper's hands tighten on my breasts pinching the nipples hard making me elicit a sound that's a combination wail and grunt.

Jasper sends me so much lust, ecstasy and bliss that I don't even feel the pain of my barrier being broken, all I feel is the love and pleasure streaming out of the two of them into me.

Jasper kisses the back of my neck, sucking at the base causing my body to numb with pleasure as he slips two fingers coated with lubricate inside my ass. My body does not think about tensing up but relaxes completely in pleasure as Jasper hits me with loads of lust, desire and longing for the pleasure both of them are providing.

"Now, Jasper, please" I beg shuddering in pleasure as he removes his fingers and replaces them with the tip of his hard cock as Emmett scoots down and pulls me into a deep kiss while Jasper slowly pushes his way into my ass, grunting and groaning in pleasure from the feel of my tight ass surrounding his cock.

Jasper freezes as he drowns us in the pleasure he feels from slowly sinking deep inside my tight hole. My pleasure receptors overload from being filled by both of them and all I can do is cry out soundlessly in pleasure.

My hands tighten in Emmett's hair as his head falls back as he starts to feel Jasper's cock sliding slowly in, whispering, "Bella you feel so good…….hot….ugh…….wet…….FUCK!!!! It feels so good, the both of you at the same time; I can't describe the feeling in words right now because there are none."

Jasper's fingers tighten on my breasts painfully as he whispers, "Bella…….FUCK!!!!!....the………feel……….ugh……….of……………your……….warmth around…………….my cock……ugh…"

They both start thrusting together finding a rhythm while keeping me upright since all I can feel, see, touch is pleasure, waves upon waves of pleasure. Nothing I have ever felt can rival what I am feeling now as my body tightens in preparation for a release and just as I believe my body can't take anymore, I scream in pleasure losing control of my body as the pleasure sends my spiraling out of control.

We each growl primitively as we reach our climax at the exact same time and at that exact moment of our synchronization something beautiful and magnificent happens. Our minds became one screaming and roaring in pleasure, our bodies tremble and shudder against each other rubbing and grinding like our animals in heat.

We hear each other roaring in our minds picturing a blending of our essence as we saw ourselves hunting our favorite animal – me the heart of black female panther, Jasper the spirit of the male elk and Emmett the power of the grizzly bear.

We continue to scream in pleasure as we cycle wave after wave of ecstasy through each other, rapture crashes upon and through us along with the pure love the three of us feel for each other, we know in this moment in time how individually and together we fit as a unit.

We feel how we all bring the same amount of strength each of us have deep down inside. How the uniqueness of each individual balances out the entity that is us and our love as a whole. We feel it in that moment and the intenseness of the physical releasing of it sends us crashing through the universe exploding among the stars.

We all saw the same image of the supernova we loved watching explode in our mind before blinding us with its brilliance. We float back to earth truly feeling for the first time how each of us loved, adored, admired, trusted, desired, longed for each individual that made up our bond together.

Completely exhausted and spent we collapse in a heap onto the bed while I attempt to catch my breath as we lay back in our post coital bliss, I gasp out, "Was I the only one seeing stars?" as they laugh with me then cuddle me close.

The next day…

"Are you sure you are ready for this, precious?" Peter asks as both Jasper and Emmett growl at him while I snap, "Peter I realize you are my brother but that nickname should only come from Jasper or Emmett, understand?!?!? So you'll have to come up with some other nickname for me."

"Yes, pumpkin" Peter says smirking before *SMACK* from Charlotte who says, "Stop antagonizing her."

I look at Jasper and Emmett whispering, "I love you precious" to both of them before saying, "I'm ready" as both Emmett and Jasper lean over my neck on opposite sides biting deeply, swallowing a mouthful of my blood before injecting as much venom as they can. They repeat the same actions over my heart as Peter and Charlotte each take a wrist and an ankle before Jasper and Emmett bite on the inside of each thigh.

The burning started with the bites but then tapered off and I just felt overheated, which was strange so I questioned them about it, "Shouldn't I be burning, shouldn't there be fire coursing through my veins?" I ask sleepily as I drift off into unconsciousness.

I hear from a distance, "What does she mean?"

I don't really sink into unconsciousness like I thought I would but seem to drift in space as see stars I love to gaze upon fly past me. The faces of Charlie, Jasper, Emmett, Peter and Charlotte float by me, all of their faces are outlines in white. Then follows the faces Carlisle and Esme out lined in yellow, followed by the faces of Rose outlined in green, followed by the faces of Alice and Edward outlined in red.

I didn't understand the meaning of the colors but I would ask Peter if he knows when I wake up as I am wondering once again why I'm not burning up and consumed by fire like they said I would be.

Peter POV

"Shouldn't I be burning, shouldn't there be fire coursing through my veins?" Bella asks quietly.

"What does she mean?" Charlotte asks as we watch Bella lose consciousness.

I think back to what I know about vampire transformations, remembering the one transformation that stands out above the rest so I turn to Jasper and ask him, "Do you remember that newborn Ariel, Jasper?"

Jasper thinks or a moment before remembering, "She mentioned never burning during her transformation either; she ended up being part succubus didn't she?"

"Yes, but she didn't keep it after her newborn year was over, do you think it might have had something to do with needed to be part of a group like you three?"

"Maybe but we don't have anyone to ask and I refuse to call the Cullens, anyone who associates with them, or the Volturri for questions, is there any way we can get more information about this troika without having to go through the usual channels?" Jasper asks quietly.

"I'll have to think about that" I reply looking at Bella in wonder again as I start noticing the subtle changes in her body.

Emmett POV

"Is it me or does anyone else notice a difference in Bella?" I ask looking down at her, her hair has lengthened and gotten fuller, a rich deep mahogany with highlights, her curves are fuller more seductive, she's gained several inches in height, her face has rounded out, with longer lashes, fuller blood red lips and what looks to be permanent eye makeup on.

But the most noticeable change is the fact that she still smells human and her skin has tanned out. All of the characteristics of a human but full vampire, however I'm still distracted by her scent – she smells like sex, apple pies, peach cobblers and orange blossoms all rolled into one, absolutely intoxicating.

Still looking at her I ask Jasper, "What does she smell like to you?"

Jasper POV

I vaguely hear Emmett asking, "Is it me or does anyone else notice a difference in Bella?" as I watch the subtle changes of Bella's transformation taking place thinking that if I thought she was beautiful to begin with she is fucking drop dead gorgeous now.

Her beautiful hair got longer, her curves became fuller, and her blood red lips that I can't wait to taste and her scent - she smells like sex, apple pies and peach cobblers and orange blossoms all rolled into one, absolutely intoxicating.

I close my eyes and inhale whispering, "She smells like sex, apple pies, peach cobblers and orange blossoms all rolled into one"

Bella POV

I've lost track of time and have no idea how long I have been out, I can hear bits and pieces of conversations going on around me as well as feel the two people that make up my circle, it's like there is a string attaching me to the two of them and I can feel when they are near or far.

"She's waking up" Charlotte calls through the house as we all hear the final thump of my heartbeat.

"Emmett, Jasper" I call right before my eyes flash open and I am instantly sitting up in bed. I look around the room noticing Charlotte peaking at me from the doorway with Peter standing in front of her grinning as Jasper and Emmett walk slowly towards me with their hands up in submission.

I giggle and smile asking out loud, "Does that poise mean both of you guys would like to be my subs now?" as I slowly raise myself up until I am kneeling on the bed as I run my hands through my hair and down my body.

Emmett and Jasper both fall under my spell, whatever it is, moaning out loud as Peter comes out of nowhere with, "Shouldn't you be blood crazed and acting like a maniac?"

"Way to ruin the moment Peter!" I snap before bouncing up and landing on the floor in front of Jasper and Emmett who are still entranced so I snap my fingers in front of their faces saying seductively, "Later boys" as I turn to Charlotte and say "Let's go hunting."

Emmett and Jasper POV

WTF!!?!?!?!

"What just happened?" they both ask realizing they are in the room alone with Peter who's just blinking his eyes.

"Where did they girls go?" Peter asks a few moments later when he comes out of the sex induced haze Bella put him in.

"Hmmm, Bella" both Emmett and Jasper murmur inhaling the faint aroma of her intoxicating scent.

Charlotte POV

Running back to the house after our sisterly bonding hunt, I realized Bella is going to make an excellent vampire, loyal, trustworthy and protective to the bone.

Watching her take down the two mountain lions was extremely erotic, her grace and skill – almost like she was born a full grown vampire, skipping the first 20 years of assimilating to being a vampire.

It's been great having her here and getting to know her, I'm going to miss her when she's gone.

"Don't worry, Charlotte, you and Peter can come and visit whenever you want and I'm pretty sure the guys will want to come and visit you was well."

I stop and turn to look at her wondering how she knew what I was thinking as she comes up to me and links our arms saying softly, "I don't know how I just do. Let's go our men are waiting."

Bella POV 1 year later…

During our remaining time with Peter and Charlotte my progress as a vampire was quick, I learned to pick up things as they went along without needing to be told more than once. My transformation also came accompanied with immunity to the scent of human blood that I was also able to pass on to Emmett and Jasper. Peter thinks it's because of our bond that I was able to give them that immunity as well.

I spent time on the computer and we were able to purchase more property surrounding around our house so we pretty much own the majority of the mountain our house is situated on. With so much property we actually border the Gunnison National Forest and I must say that our piece of heaven is abso-fucking-lutely breathtaking.

With our love of nature, they guys built several fire pit stops around the property specifically for star gazing with me, they are sturdy little four wall shacks with slanted sky lights giving us the ability to see the stars and constellations like we want.

The slanted glass suits both the need of when it snows, allowing the snow to slide right off but also still being able to see. One wall includes a full length double pained window to see down the mountain while another wall contains a large fire place. There is also a small storage room for blankets, wood and a refrigerator for animal blood if we decide not to go out hunting, although we have been managing not to have to hunt for weeks on end.

At the main house we have knocked down walls and installed large windows throughout the house since we are so far away from prying eyes and we want to be able to see who's coming at us from every direction. We customized the house with wood plank walls throughout since both the guys love the rustic feel of wood, however all of the fire places are made of stone and marble.

Jasper and Emmett custom built our bedroom and furniture for the over sized master bedroom and bath, with all of us sleeping in the same bed we need the space to move. After much discussion and bickering I finally overruled them both and decided on a double king sized bed that covers half of one of the walls.

That bathroom contains a 4 person shower with showerheads on three of the walls, including detachable massager heads and seats for sitting; as well as a custom made bathtub that fits all five of my new family members.

We also included a game room specifically for Emmett, a study for Jasper and a library for me, although all three of us use all the rooms. There are times that I come back from hunting to find Emmett curled up in front of the fire place in the library reading, turns out Emmett loves reading as much as we do.

We loaded our house with as many charming details as we could to make it feel like a place where we could be ourselves – such as a partially covered wrap porch, Jacuzzi room, a heated indoor pool, large four car garage with enough room to include three snowmobiles.

We had just finished a heavy make out session and were cuddling on our bed after having spent the majority of the morning putting the finishing touches on our house, when I start to have that feeling which tells us that we should be expecting company sometime soon.

We get up and dress heading outside to sit on the porch swing to await the arrival of our guests, it's as the intruders get closer to the hidden cameras that I realize who they are.

"Cullens" we gasp as the same time as we turn in unison towards the road that they would be coming up, the only one leading to the house we built. We all chuckle in unison wondering how long it will take them to find the road to the house, laughing harder wondering how long it took them to find us since we were not living in a conventional way.

My shield prevented them from finding us up until this point and we are all wondering what is was that enabled them to find us. Guess that is something I will have to ask them when they finally show up.

I've learned that not only does my shield prevent all mythical beings from finding us but I'm also able to mask out scent as well, it's now that this confrontation is coming to a head that I am extremely happy Edward was never able to read my mind because lots of things I thought during out time together would have truly pissed him off.

Of course we made sure that both Peter and Charlotte were able to get through, whether they were alone or together. As it is we were expecting a visit from them soon, Charlotte was looking forward to spending some time with me while the boys went on a hunting trip together. Plus she wants to help me with understanding my powers some more.

So the thought of how difficult it was for Alice to pinpoint our location was always of such fun to deliberate and enjoy a laughing moment between us.

Up here in the mountains we are able to take time for ourselves, Jasper is able to catch up on his reading, Emmett can play games to his heart's content and I can meditate on controlling my powers.

Yes, powers, how many at this point we are unsure of, they show up at the oddest of moments. So far I have telekinesis, the four elements, the power to freeze people, astral projection, the ability to control people and absorb their powers, the ability to stop time, a couple of succubus feature thrown in (of which I have no idea where they came from), and the ability to see the truth in all things.

Both Peter and I believe my powers are a result of being bitten by four vampires instead of just one, either way I am stoked about the enhancements that I've gotten.

I'm distracted from my rambling by the scent of the Cullens again as they get closer to the house, however I can also see them on the hidden security cameras that we had installed at the edge of our property. Won't they be in for a surprise when they finally see us, I CAN'T FUCKIN' WAIT!!!!!