Hello again fanfiction readers; I had some computer issues that caused the last update to be shorter than I intended. So now that those issues have been resolved; I can post the rest of the previous installment I posted a few days ago. From what I've read, you all enjoyed the last update. Hopefully, this one excites you too. Thank you all again for your support and encouragement with this story. I know some folks don't like it, and I respect that. But for those of you who believe in Terry, I say Terry on. Please comment and critique the story; I love reading your reviews. By the way, this initial chapter picks up where the last one left off. Enjoy!
It's just before midnight and Tony is careful to come in without waking Kerry. As he walks into the bedroom, he sees that she's fast asleep, atop the covers looking sexy as ever, even while asleep.
As he watches her sleep for a few minutes; he smiles at her unyielding effort to look sexy for him. Although he appreciates it, he doesn't require much to get going when it comes to her. Just a stroke of her hand, the allure of her scent, her smile, or even just her kiss gets him harder than quick drying cement. Everything about her consumes him.
His eyes scour her body from head to toe; taking in the full view of her beauty. He thinks to himself; she's already perfect, oh so perfect in every way. From her curly hair atop her head, to her adorable nose, her pillow soft, supple lips, her sweet bambi eyes, all the way down to her sexy, dainty toes and caramel color skin. She's perfect, absolutely gorgeous, and all his.
Thinking about her in this moment he looks down, and feels his erection battling against his zipper. Wanting to ravage her, as he promised. But deciding to first wash off the day. He strips and then goes into the bathroom.
He closes the door, hoping not to wake her. As he showers he thinks about the day today. Shooting the scene that hurt his heart with his lady love, bothered him to no end. He thinks to himself was it worth it to push Shonda, if this is what she is going to do to them.
On one hand he thinks yes, but on the other he's not so sure. As if Shonda purposely writing him mistreating her on screen wasn't hard enough. The love triangle angle is surely a dagger to his chest; he's struggling to pull out. The idea of her lips touching someone else's, her body being caressed by someone else, loved on by someone else. It all was weighing on him heavily, and becoming overwhelming.
Until now he never had to think about her being intimate with another man in front of him. Yes they'll be in character, but so much of Olitz is his life, is their lives. Sometimes it's difficult sometimes to know where the characters start and stop, and their lives begin.
Just as with Fitz meeting Olivia. He feels his world awoke, when he bumped into Kerry oh so long ago on capitol hill, and he helped her pick up those flyers. The moment their hands touched; there was something about her he couldn't shake.
Something he had to quantify, because he couldn't let it go. He'd been married for almost two decades at that point, and had been involved with women throughout his life that left an impression on him. But, he'd never felt in that single moment what he'd felt for Kerry; for anyone else. So he knew it was special, so very, very special. They'd been through so much, and this time has felt so different from their past. He thinks about Liz's chat with him when he told her they were giving it another try. She told him that he'd better make it count, because she wasn't sure how many more chances they'd get. Those words sat with him for quite some time, and have fueled him this entire time. This time will be different, because it is different. This time it's forever, and he's not going to allow anybody to stand in their way. Certainly not Shonda and her bullshit, or Scott's kissing up to her. No excuses this time; he and Kerry belong together and that's how this story will end.
Feeling as if his mindset is refocused, and realizing he's been in the shower much longer than anticipated. He snaps out of his thoughts, and he finishes his shower, with the desire to make good on his promise to his lady love. After drying off he moisturizes his skin and tosses his hair, making sure it's dry, because he knows how Kerry complains when he lays his wet head on the pillow cases.
He smiles as he dries his hair; even her nagging is cute. He thinks to himself. Is something wrong with him that he's happy to be nagged by her? He shrugs his shoulders and thinks, nope. This is just one of the many things he enjoys, because it represents their day to day lives. Which is something until now they didn't discuss because it never happened. Until now they weren't real, and right now more than anything that's what he wanted them to be. He wanted them to be real. Real to one another and real to the world.
After hanging up his towel and putting his wash cloth in the hamper; something she's let him know she appreciates. He walks into the bedroom and slips into bed next to her. He's hoping to wake her sensually, but as he moves in to kiss her sweet lips her eyes open.
Despite her glasses being rather disheveled on her face; she instantly smiles at him, and lifts her arm to embrace him, as she says, "Hi." He pecks her lips as he says, "Hi." They share sweet smiles as they get closer, and he says, "My plan to wake you was much more provocative than this." She responds, "It's okay. Your body wash gave you away. You know I love that fragrance." He grins knowing she's right; it's the one she bought for him. Just another detail of their closeness.
Reveling in the simple things, he kisses her at first sweetly. But then it deepens. She feels his tongue invade her mouth, and she relents to it sucking on his tongue. The tug of war of their dueling tongues lights their fires, as well as the feel of skin to skin contact, as his left hand starts at her knee, and glides up her sexy, well-shaped thigh coming to rest on her sex.
As he cups her naked sex, while they kiss he feels the freshness of landscaping between his fingers, which makes him smile. Her eyes open and their eyes meet as he says, "MMM you prepared for me." She grins seductively as she says, "Yes sir. By all accounts, you have a clear landing."
Loving her word play and feeling the desire she has for him to please her radiating from the grip of her hands on his taut muscles, and seeing the fire in her eyes. He uses his middle and ring fingers to first caresses her essence soaked lips between her hips gently; emitting a moan from her he enjoys.