Emboldened by her words, he pops up on his knees and pulls her up onto his thighs on a tilt, while gripping her lower back, and thrusting down into her as he pulled her up into the stroke.
The sudden move, along with the powerful, deep reaching thrusts he's hitting her lady region with sends her arousal into orbit. As she finds herself on the express train to orgasm, and she forgets again they're not alone. The power of his grip, the strength of his stroke and the depth of his grunts and groans push her to the edge within seconds.
Each time he slams into her, she feels the reverberation down to her toes, and she can't remain quiet any longer. The heat ratchets up another level as she feels her arousal wall cracking, and she feels his pulsations go from methodical to stir crazy, as he hits her clit once, twice, three times, sending her into a thrusting frenzy that ends in only one way. Her arousal ceiling shatters as she loudly moans, "Fuck Yes, Fuck Yes. Fuck Yes. Oh, Oh God T. MMMM!"
Despite their original plan to remain silent, he also lets go as he feels her arousal crash, and he groans, "Yeah, Yeah, Fuuuuuck MMMMM Ker. MMMMM. Damn it. AHHHH Shiit." His explosion is one for the record books. He's thrusting and groaning to be dammed and she's enjoying it to it's fullest, allowing him to finish. As she encourages him, by saying, MMMM yes baby. Empty it all baby."
When he hits the final wall, and he's done. His eyes open and he sees her looking up at him smiling. He smiles at her and he leans down to her, as they share a sweet kiss, which ends in a smile. Surprisingly their munchkin is merely moving around in her bassinet, but not fully away.
They chuckle quietly as he says, "She's a trooper. We seriously could've waked the dead." She agrees with him. She strokes his face as she says, "God, I missed you." He pecks her lips as he holds her and replies, "MMM not as much as I missed you." She teases as she says, "You may have a point, after that performance." They giggle sweetly and share more kisses as they catch their breaths.
As they settle down, she says, "I thought you were going to stay another day honey." He replies, "I was. But, dad was doing well and he'd been home for a day already. He encouraged me to come home. So I did." She agrees, he sounded great when she spoke to him yesterday. But she recalls he's not totally out of the woods. So she asks, "So you felt comfortable leaving, despite the conversation with the doctors yesterday?"
He nods as he responds, "Yeah. I did. According to them he isn't any worse. We know his heart is compromised. And the goal was making sure it wasn't damaged any further by the pneumonia." She nods as she says, "That is good news. I'm glad he is feeling better. He certainly looked better on face time yesterday." He smiles as he says, "Yeah. He was quite the jokester yesterday, much like his old self. The doctors say he's going to have good and bad days. It's just par for the course with his heart trouble and his age. So, we are just going to relish the good days, you know."
She smiles at him sweetly, understanding he's coming to terms with his dad's health. And, he seems more aware of what may happen next. He sees her looking at him and he asks, "Why are you looking at me like that?" She replies, "Because you're an amazing man, and I am proud of you." He inquires, "For what?" She responds, "For facing your fear where your dad's health is concerned. And, really owning the possibilities that lie ahead. That takes courage and great strength babe."
He didn't think of it like that, but he says, "Thanks my love. It's been a hard road. And I just want him to be a comfortable as possible. No suffering." She agreeably replies, "Yes. I agree. He wouldn't want to live like that." Appreciating her understanding he says, "Right. That's why we got all of his affairs in order. He signed a DNR. That really took us all a moment to fathom that."
She strokes his face as she says, "Awe babe. I know that was tough." She sees the tears in his eyes, and he lets them fall as he replies, "That was probably the hardest thing I've ever had to do Ker. Watching him sign that paper gutted me."
She lovingly caresses his chest as he continues to hold her and she holds him in return, as she recalls how broken up he was when he told her about it the other day. She lets the silence soothe them a bit longer before she says, "In the end T. You're doing what you know he wants. And that's what's important. You know that right?"
He nods as he says, "Yeah. But it doesn't hurt any less, you know." She sighs as she thinks about how her mom was with her grandmother's passing, and says, "Yes. I know. How's everyone else doing?"
He takes a breath as he says, "Everybody else are as to be expected. John, Peter, and Liz were in denial for a moment. But, they finally came around to mine, Cat and Frankie's side, Understanding what we're facing. My girls were amazing though through everything. I really don't know when I blinked and they grew up Ker. But, they handled themselves with such maturity, helping me and the other adults keep it together." She smiles seeing how proud he is of his girls, and she says, "That's great T. I know Tess said it was allot to handle. But, she and Anna were willing to see it through. They were worried about you babe."
He takes a breath as he replies, "I know. I was worried about me too to be honest. For a moment there, when he was feeling better and talking; I was kind of in that mythical stage. Where I thought, okay maybe we don't have to worry about calling the estate planner. We can hold off." His voice trails off, and she feels the hurt in his voice, as he realized it was still a necessary step to take.
There's something to be said for the moment when you realize the finality of being on the path to losing someone. While she still has both her parents, she's lost her grandparents, as well as aunts and uncles before. So, she's aware of the waves of emotion a family goes through in these instances. She lets him sob, and let it all out. She doesn't judge. She listens, loves and supports him through his grief process. Understanding if he can't do this with her, who can he do it with?
Thank you for reading my fan fiction tale. Woe. So much to unpack in this installment. Shonda's craziness is as always in rare form, and surely not done by a long shot. And, it appears just about everybody is about over her, and she knows it. It's always scary when a control freak loses control, and knows its coming.
Tony's emotional bender is a notable issue in this installment. There's allot to deal with here for certain. With the holidays coming up and Sam's health being a question. It's sure to make their holiday break allot different than what they'd planned.
In the next installment we find out more about how Tony copes with his father's health situation. And, how that correlates with the show and Shonda, as well as with his wife and , we see what Shonda is up to when they return from the winter break. See you next time with another installment of Timing Is Everything.