I'm back, we have Tsundere EreJean and lots of fluff
They talk out their problems and what happened, but make up. Mikasa, Marco and Armin all get involved
hope you approve of the new chapter
Eren sat silently on the couch, his knees tucked under his chin as he stared into oblivion. He was still annoyed about Mikasa and Armin having belittled him like that. But he knew deep down they were right. They were his best friends and he had relied on them since they were kids. They had always helped him going astray and they shared a family like bond. When Armin's grandpa died, Eren and Mikasa had helped support him until he was sent to a foster home.
They had played together, having talked about their dreams as Alpha's. All they would achieve and eventually finding their fated mates. Now as teens, everyone aside from Armin had found his mate. They had to consider their future and the well-being of their mates, their happiness and their feelings. They were a team after all, they had to work together. Relationships were a two way thing.
Mikasa had chosen to be with a Beta, having chosen love over her status. Despite the fact a lot of other people didn't approve, nobody dared go against her or her uncle. Eren had now found his Omega but he had gone the wrong way about declaring their new relationship. As per usual he had let his pride get the better of him which led to their current situation.
He had to make amends, what he had done was wrong, but he hadn't been able to help himself. Jean was obviously aware of it himself, that he released pheromones that himself and other alphas would be able to detect. But if anything were to happen to Jean because another Alpha was interested, he would lose it. While other alphas would use him for status or for power, he genuinely cared about Jean, he wanted to make him happy.
But at least he had one piece of luck on his side, compared to other alpha's when Jean was not in heat he could still smell him. But when he was in heat, it became stronger so other alphas would become acutely aware. While to him Jean would become intoxicating, like fine wine. Due to their fated bond, he had a connection physically, emotionally and psychologically. They could feel their chemistry and fate within their very being, it was hard to put into words. Only other omega's and alphas could understand.
But being a teenager, he was not as good at being composed or level headed about this matter. Alongside his long-term feelings for Jean, he was also his mate. How could he restrain his feelings when he was around his crush and his fated partner? Sorry that he wanted to express his desires when he was around him. He knew this whole situation was a serious matter, but what person ever thought rationally when in love. It was supposed to make you act crazy and unlike yourself, it was never easy but something he felt for Jean strongly.
He knew for a fact his mother would berate him for acting in such a way and less than how she raised him. But the heart wanted what it wanted, and his yearned for Jean. Every minute of every damn second. She had always taught him to a well-behaved boy, but since he was a child he had always held a rebellious streak. He followed his own heart and intuition, but this often went two ways, good or bad. But he learned from his mistakes better that way.
It was then that he heard footsteps and Jean appeared from the kitchen. Still looking hesitant, given his guard was semi up. However, he placed a cup of coffee in front of Eren quietly. Despite the problems between them, he was not going to stop being hospitable and polite to Eren. He was being the bigger person here; his mother had always taught him to be an admirable young man.
They were supposed to be talking this out. Despite the frustrations, doubt and panic that he felt, ignoring it would not make it go away. He and Eren were classmates and would be stuck together for the remainder of their college years. So being on good terms wouldn't be such a bad thing, but given they had no way of avoiding each other they didn't really have a choice.
"Here, you look like you need it. I don't really drink it around this time but, I keep some just in case" Jean replied hesitantly. He could smell the tension in the air, it was so thick you could cut it with a knife. He needed something, anything to make it feel clearer in here. Any stronger and he would feel like he couldn't breathe. He couldn't run to Marco about all of his problems, there were times when he needed to stand alone.
Eren just nodded gratefully but he didn't move. Even now with the stubborn expression he was wearing, Jean was just as cute as ever and it drove him insane. Part of him wanted to lunge at Jean and kiss the crap out of him. Taste his lips, bite him all over, make him gasp and cry. Claim every inch of him as his mate, embrace all of him until they passed out. He wanted to possess and love all of Jean, sweet sighs and sounds filling the room.
But he knew better, if he attacked Jean a second time he would freak out and throw him into the street. He had to go about this properly, he needed to let him know his feelings were genuine. He was sure that Jean would have faced many unpleasant situations as an alpha. But he would never let that happen again. He wanted Jean to know he was safe with him and he would never hurt him, nor would be allow anyone else to harm him.
Jean sat quietly on a nearby seat, watching Eren with curious and confused eyes. He hadn't seen Eren this sulky since high school and honestly it brought back a lot of humorous nostalgia. But it was also a relief, allowing him to feel more at ease given all that had happened until now. This moment making him feel like mating with Eren wouldn't be so bad, unless he ruined the moment somehow.
He was acting a little more like himself compared to the confident, seductive and forceful alpha he had met that night at work. It was still hard to accept that the Eren in front of him and the one he was with now were the same person. How easily Eren was capable of changing his personality made it seem like he was a different person or carried a split alias. Eren really was hard to understand sometimes, it was a wonder Armin and Mikasa didn't show their frustration.
He sipped his tea quietly, he never drank coffee this late and reverted to tea. It helped relax him and helped him concentrate when he was studying, plus in this moment he needed it. Given he was having flashbacks about the last time they saw each other. Eren's hands running all over him, being pinned to a wall. Wondering what was going to happen to him. Yes, he was still shaken up over it given he had little to no experience physically with either gender at this point.
Eren peered at Jean quietly, his eyes cold and captivating eyes staring at him. Their shine gleaming in the low light of the flat. Not saying a word and yet impacting Jean with his silent presence. Accepting their attraction towards one another, but also that their lives were now involved with each other's. They had yet to fully mark one another, but they were involved in one another somewhat. This moment allowing him to fully appreciate his partner.
He was so beautiful, his omega, his mate and his fated partner. His lightly tanned skin, his hazel eyes, his eventual forming abs. He was the sexiest thing he had ever seen, puberty having done its job well. And he was his, they belonged to each other. Their bodies and even fate knew that, it had just taken them as individuals to understand that. However, he could have gone about expressing this differently to Jean. But he hadn't thought about that at the time.
But he had to apologize, he had scared Jean and he knew Mikasa would not let it go until he did. It was now or never if he ever had any hopes of building a relationship with Jean, they had a bond after all. He shifted and sighed heavily under his breath, he had to get this over and done with. The longer he left it the worse it would get, the last thing he wanted was for Jean to keep distancing himself from him.
"I… I'm sorry. For what I did at the diner and freaking you out. I… I just got so excited. Knowing you're my omega, that you and I are… bonded" he replied in a reserved manner. He knew if he let his frustrations get the better of him he would make a scene. The last thing he wanted was to chase him away. He had thought about touching, kissing, snuggling with and being intimate with Jean. Everything a normal teenage boy would think about with his crush. Only in this case, it was because he was his omega too.
All mates longed for one another, yearning for them, seeking their company and presence. No matter how far apart you were, you had a connection. Able to sense when they sought each other out, or when they were in danger. He had yearned for Jean since they were 15, now knowing that they were fated to be together. Who wouldn't get excited and a little full of themselves? I mean he acted the same way around Mikasa back in the day.
The desire to show off or even mess with them in hopes of gaining their approval and attention. It was a basic instinct and playground methods, but still a traditional flirting method that all people used. He had just gone overboard and instead of being sexy or playful, he had instead scared Jean and made him feel uncomfortable and threatened instead.
Jean blushed, shifting himself and the memories of what happened after work coming back even stronger. He had never had a relationship before so being touched like that was not something he had ever experienced before. Sure, he had experienced love and attraction, but being so shy and awkward back in the day. He had no courage to approach his crushes let alone being able to become physically intimate with them.
But he knew what Eren meant, there was a connection between an alpha and an omega. The pheromones that he emitted and the scent that Eren emitted were the sign that they were meant to be together. It was like a drug to them, taking away any sense and reason until they were officially bonded. But now, thanks to Eren biting him, his heat would be less overwhelming, and his scent would linger on him.
People would know he had been marked, that another alpha had made a move on him. Meaning he would be in less danger that he usually would as an Omega. Which Jean was slightly grateful for. He had unknowingly protected him from any possible attacks from anyone who would attempt to harm him in his weakened state. For all that Eren could be an ass, he had his moments of being kind.
His eyes filled with intensity, averting his gaze from Eren. Knowing he would become nervous if he did. "You scared me Eren. I know Alpha's are higher ups and used to being in control. But I'm not a toy, I'm a human as well as your mate" he snapped beratingly. There was so much he couldn't say to Eren, knowing if he did he would lash out and get upset. If they fought, they would only distance themselves from one another, which Marco would only scold him for later. But he couldn't help being on edge.
He really thought that Eren was going to force himself on him. He hadn't been able to fight back and knew what would happen if he did. He had been a wreck in the aftermath and even Marco had been angry. He was even more frustrated as he had hoped to build a bond and repair he and Eren's relationship as a whole. I mean their relationship had been strained since high school, but they needed to repair it now more than ever.
It was an alpha's job to protect his mate and establish their bond. To keep him safe from danger and make their relationship official, then mate with him. So far, he was making a mess and not doing a good job as a mate. A female Omega's job was to mate with an alpha and bear his child. A male omega could also be impregnated, but also to serve and obey their alpha's. To the crueler alpha's out there, they saw Omega's as nothing more than breeders or pets.
But Eren was not like that, he treasured Jean and all that he was capable of. All of his values, skills and assets. He saw him as an equal, he respected Jean and wanted nothing more to be happy with them. Hell, he knew everything about Jean, he had paid attention to him and listened to him. Hell, he had even asked his friends about what kind of guy he was in hopes of bonding.
Eren tightened his grip around his legs, he knew he had acted rashly and even Mikasa had called him out on that. But hell, he couldn't help but want to tease Jean. He was so cute, it drove him crazy. But they had plenty of time to adapt, bond and grow before any form of fun was had. So, he could take his time, but that didn't mean he couldn't make moves and fan the flames just a little.
"I… I want to make it better. We can't avoid each other forever, you know it and I know it. I want to move past our differences and my mistakes. I want to understand you, bond with you" he replied in frustration. He wanted to try with Jean, he wanted Jean to accept him and see the man he truly was. Sure, he wasn't perfect, but neither was Jean, but both of them did respect each other. That's what he wanted their relationship to be based on. Respect, love and trust.
He didn't want another Alpha to make a move on his mate, he didn't want to lose Jean. He did genuinely care about him, more so than any alpha that would take advantage of him. He wanted to prove that. He knew that Alpha's were feared due to their power and influence, but he used his for good means. He hated Alpha's who were sadists and loved nothing more than to abuse and belittle Omega's.
Jean blinked, taken aback by Eren's serious response. He never expected Eren to speak such words of wisdom. But he had to agree with him, and he did appreciate that Eren was trying here. He knew he was in the wrong and he was apologizing for his actions. He was trying to be a better person and explain his feelings towards him. Truth be told he found it rather cute, seeing the usual cocky brunette become so awkward.
He peered at his own cup, watching the tea ripple. Gripping his hands tightly on his lap, trying to muster what courage he could manage. "If you really mean that, would it kill you to attempt to court me? Hell, being a gentleman or charming wouldn't kill you" he grumbled. Yes, he was a romantic at heart. Ever since he learned he was an Omega he dreamed of a happy ending with his beloved Alpha. Yet Eren's stubbornness and cocky attitude was preventing that.
Was he so afraid of acting gentle and affectionate because his reputation would be ruined? Most of their college classmates attended the same high school as them, they knew what Eren was capable of acting like. He wasn't known as the suicidal bastard for nothing. If he suddenly started acting like a decent guy, then maybe people would respect him a little more.
Eren softened, he wasn't good at being romantic. He had always been awkward in that area, but he knew how to charm and please. Yes, despite how cocky he could be he was hella awkward too. His father had never been a good role model, so he never knew how to act like a man per say. He expression himself through his emotions, he never was good at using his head and thinking clearly. Not like Armin or Mikasa.
But he knew how happy that would make Jean. They had both changed since their years in high school. Sure, their personalities were somewhat the same, but they weren't the same people they used to be. He chuckled under his breath "I guess not" he replied in amusement. If it made Jean happy he would do it. If it meant they were closer to being together, being a couple. Anything to be with his mate.
Jean sipped his tea, feeling calmer and relieved. This was the first time they had spoken to each other properly since learning of one another's identities. It was awkward, but it was also a relief. "We're both freshman, we both have exams. But we also have free time, yes?" Jean explained in an insightful manner. They had a lot of work to do in the upcoming weeks, but they would have time off to relax and socialize.
Eren looked up, a confused expression on his face, there were times he really didn't understand Jean at all. He had always been an honest and abrupt sort of guy, never one to beat around the bush. "Yeah, why do you think I came to you now. I'll only stress out and lose my temper, its hard to concentrate on personal matters clearly when your studying for your future".
Jean felt his cheeks heat, he had experienced crushes before sure. But he had never been on a date before, nobody in high school seemed to give him so much as the time of day. Now, he was having the chance to do over. He then sighed under his breath, how was it even after all these years Eren could be so clueless? Way to kill a romantic mood, common sense really didn't come easily to him did it?
"Eren, what I'm saying is. When we both have time off, that is. If you… we could, maybe go on a date?" he asked awkwardly. It would be a good way to bond and act like a couple, instead of Eren treating it like he was a booty call. I mean that was the impression he had got that night, especially with his teasing and cocky attitude. Like it was all a game to him.
Eren stiffened, his eyes wide. He then raised his head and turned to look at Jean with wide eyes, like a deer in headlights. You could almost imagine some roses or glitter behind him with how excited he looked. "You… you mean?" Eren replied. Had Jean finally accepted him? Were they official now? God so many thoughts were rushing through his head, but what he did feel right now was happiness and excitement.
"We're not a couple, yet. But we are seeing each other, all I'm asking is that we do couple stuff. Makes me feel more like this is a serious thing, than you just using me as a form of amusement" he replied shyly. God what was he saying, though he was being serious it felt so mushy. He was tying to be serious here and explain to Eren that he wanted to create a loving relationship as mates. Yet, he was treating it like a business proposal.
Eren leapt off his seat and lunged at Jean, taking the latter by surprise. He was so happy he felt like he would cry. Nuzzling his face into Jean's neck, breathing in his mate's scent. A low grow of happiness emitting from his throat. "Thank you, Jean, thank you. I promise I'll make it up to you" Eren rambled as he nuzzled against him. He was so happy he was giving him this second chance to make a better impression. Anything so he would stay by his side.
Jean blushed as his alpha pressed himself against him, his arms wrapped tightly around his neck. Eren was certainly toned and soft, his scent musky and alluring. He had to admit, he liked this better than being pinned against a wall. He slowly wrapped his arms around Eren, rubbing his head affectionately and holding him gently. He felt a sense of comfort like this, wishing their first meeting as mates had been different. But without it, it wouldn't have led to this moment.
"Well, at least you don't have to worry about Mikasa chewing you out anymore" Jean replied casually leaning in the doorway. In fact, she would be rather pleased, without a doubt Sasha would visit and vent her excitement. She had always worried about Jean and his situation, being a Beta she would never understand the bond between mates. But she did care for him and would kick the ass of anyone who hurt him.
Eren pouted, he was one to talk with the sibling relationship he had with Sasha. But thanks to her influence, Mikasa had learned to dote on someone else. "She just cares. She's always been a maternal figure, its just how she is. I just wish she'd vent more of it onto Sasha" he muttered. He hated being teased about his relations towards his adopted sister.
Jean chuckled, he didn't know why but maybe it was guilt. But Eren was acting somewhat like a child. Though he had to admit, he was easier to deal with when he was sulky like this. "I'll keep in touch about the date, just don't blow me off short notice" Jean warned. He would need to make it up to him if he pulled a stunt like that. Sure, Eren could be clueless, but a stunt like that would be beyond it.
Eren scoffed, just what kind of guy did he think he was? He took relationships very seriously, especially this one. "Like I would. I'm not that stupid" he replied defiantly. Hell, now he wouldn't be able to think of little else. Armin and Mikasa would be telling him to talk about something else until the day itself. Even his mum would be teasing him about this when she found out.
Jean blushed, how was he supposed to act now? A handshake, a hug, hell a kiss? How was he supposed to send Eren off? I mean, their relationship had changed a little but not much, but the talk had helped. He felt more self aware and bashful, his body now craving Eren's touch. The need to show his Alpha attention and affection, his instincts kicking in.
Eren must have caught on, figuring out what Jean was worried about. A small smile appearing on his face, he may as well reap the benefits of intimacy. He never knew when he would get another chance. "Hey, want to try again? I promise I won't bite this time" he teased. He wouldn't do so again unless the moment hit, and Jean was comfortable. He knew not to push his luck if he had any hopes of getting into Jean's good books.
Jean stiffened, his cheeks reddening to the same colour as Mikasa's scarf. This was his first time kissing Eren, hell kissing anyone. Like he said, he wasn't exactly the most popular guy in high school. However, it did feel right, and he was comfortable with doing so. "S… sure" he stammered. Eren better not try anything funny though, pushing his luck was not a good idea in this moment.
Eren then reached out to grab Jean's chin playfully, tilting his head in his direction. So, he could look at Jean's eyes and admire his flushed face. Oh, how cute he looked right now, he could just eat him up. He tilted up on his heels, given he was 2 feet shorter than Jean. He then locked lips with the hazel eyed boy, finally able to taste his lips. Closing his eyes to enjoy the moment before it came to an end.
His lips were so sweet and soft, like honey. Making him want more, but he had to pace himself and restrain himself or he would get carried away again. This was the moment he had imagined, ever since he was 15. Now he was finally able to experience it, it was even better than he had dreamed. Being able to kiss the boy he had loved for so long.
Jean didn't know what to do, simply gripping the side of his door with one had for support. Closing his own eyes as Eren kissed him, god he was such a good kisser. He felt like his lips were melting. It just felt so right, like it was meant to be. Be it because they were mates or because of Eren's feelings, but the kiss just felt so perfect. Unplanned, out of the blue, yet it felt so natural.
Eventually the two parted, Jean a little flustered given it was his first kiss. But he had enjoyed it, he would consider kissing Eren again. But when he felt a bit more comfortable doing so. Eren grinned sheepishly, feeling happier. Knowing they would be able work this out and continue to bond as mates. "I guess… I'll see you around. And that date too" he replied shyly. God he was acting like a schoolboy.
Jean rubbed the back of his neck awkwardly, but he wanted to smile so badly. He couldn't wait to tell Marco about this. Why hadn't Eren kissed him like this the first time they had met? Then maybe he wouldn't have been so pissed at him for his actions "Yeah" was all he could manage. His mind a mess, still lost in the moment that this wasn't a dream.
Eren then turned on his heels and headed down the stairs to his own apartment. A spring in his step as he left his mates home. He felt like he was dancing on cloud nine, nothing could bring him down. But he gave Jean a wave goodbye before leaving, part of him didn't want to leave but they had class tomorrow and he needed to prepare.
Jean watched him leave, so that was his Alpha. Someone capable of acting both like a confident playboy and a stubborn yet adorable ass. But at least he now knew a bit more about him. He then closed the door behind him, feeling a sense of relief and comfort. Compared to last time, their bonding had felt so much more natural. Like lovers, like crushes. If only Eren could act like that all the time.
"You kissed him?!" Marco cried in surprise. What had he missed out on? Since when were he and Eren on good terms? Last time he checked Jean had been frustrated and rather angry about how Eren had made himself known to Jean. Yes, they had talked about what had happened. But he never things would lead to this. He had thought they would never cross that bridge with how stubborn they could both be.
Jean sighed, he had expected Marco to act this way. The last thing he knew about was the aftermath of being bitten by Eren at work. He hadn't really kept him up to date much with what was going on. "Yeah, me and Eren had a talk. We got out our feelings and he apologized for what he did. Honestly, I never knew Eren was capable of being so vulnerable" he confessed, his tone hinting amusement.
Marco softened, relieved that they had worked things out. But he never thought things would lead to this. "So, what's gonna happen now? I mean you are mates and all" he asked somewhat hopefully. He wanted Jean to be happy, he wanted him to have a true bond with his mate. Yes, he was interfering but for the benefit and wellbeing of his best friend.
Jean shifted feeling embarrassed, god now he was acting like the bashful schoolboy. He had hoped to be cool and casual about this, but he just couldn't calm down. "We… we're going on a date, at some point. Y'know, to do couple stuff" he explained insecurely. God, what if things went wrong, what if Eren forgot? He couldn't help but think about a worst case scenario.
Marco smiled, he could practically sense the nerves and awkwardness Jean would be showing in that moment. But he was happy that things had taken this awkward but pleasant turn. "Well I'm happy for you Jean, if Eren is going this far to make an effort he must care about you a lot. But just be careful, but also take it easy. Don't lose your self-awareness" Marco warned. If he tried to pull another stunt like last time he would let rip on Eren.
Jean nodded, understanding what Marco was getting at here. Just because they were making improvements, didn't mean Eren couldn't attempt another stunt. "Yeah, I hope so. Mates or not, if he messes up again he's going to need to go all out. I may be an Omega, but I'm not going to let him screw me over" he replied. He had his own pride after all.
Marco was relieved, even after all that had happened Jean still stayed true to himself. It was really admirable. He was strong willed, and he respected that, even with his Omega status he never let anyone push him around. "I'm glad Jean, but if anything goes wrong or you need help. I'm always here" Marco replied encouragingly. Jean was his best friend, status or not he would always be there for him when he needed someone.
Jean smiled, Marco really was the best friend a guy could ask for. When he had he gotten so lucky as to find a guy like him? He could always rely on him when he was at his worst and down on his luck. "Thanks Marco, I appreciate it" he replied then hung up. That pep talk was all he needed, after talking to his mate and his best friend. Things seemed to be making sense again.
"So, you talked things out" Armin replied. Good to know Eren had manned up and finally done something. He really had acted rationally and not considered Jean's feelings at all. But at least he had taken responsibility. Eren nodded shyly, the feeling of Jean's lips still lingering on him. He wanted to smile so badly but he was trying to remain calm. Knowing he would make a scene if he did, which he wanted to avoid.
Mikasa smiled, glad that Eren had taken their advice for once and done the right thing. In the past he never listened to anyone and often found himself in trouble, he really had grown up since their childhood. "I'm proud of you Eren, Jean was really upset after what happened" she replied. He was becoming more of a man, which she was relieved about.
"So, what happened? Was he mad? Did you fight?" Armin asked worriedly. It was no secret that when upset or frustrated Eren wasn't the type of person to act calm and rational. If they had made up nothing serious had to have happened. But that didn't mean he didn't worry about how Eren had gone about it. How he had managed to handle the situation.
Eren looked confused and slightly annoyed, he didn't use aggression and violence to solve all of his problems. He had grown up since his childhood, why did they always suspect him? "You know I'm not a kid anymore, sure I was upset and frustrated but I did behave. Hell, we've even planned a date" Eren snapped defiantly. Then he realized what he just said and blushed, annoyed for getting carried away.
Armin looked stunned, so they went from avoiding each other to planning a date. What had he missed? How had they both been left out of the loop? Usually Eren never shut up about such matters, always feeling the need to share his opinion. He had a feeling that Jean had been the one to control the conversation to make such plans.
Even Mikasa was a little surprised but relieved, however Eren couldn't mess this up again. She leaned over and took Eren's hand in a comforting manner "Eren, we know you love him. But try to show your feelings, I know its hard. But Jean won't understand otherwise" she reassured him. Feeling awkward and embarrassed was a normal thing, but communication was also key to a healthy relationship. Though Eren wasn't good at expressing his feelings unless it was anger, he needed to try.
Eren softened, as always Mikasa was right. She always knew what to say and how to make it better. "Thanks, Mikasa, could you help me plan. Please? You always know what to do" he begged hopefully. She would know all sorts of good dating spots and how to make a good impression, her uncle had raised her to act like a lady. Or at least nothing like him.
Mikasa sighed, though she cared about Eren. He still needed to learn how to stand on his own two feet even after all this time. "I can give advice, but you're on your own. Jean will appreciate the effort. Think about his hobbies and interests" she suggested. She would always look out for him, but he was a big boy now. He needed to do his own research on Jean.
Eren frowned but agreed, though because Mikasa was already in a relationship she would have more experience. But he expected she wanted him to learn for himself, which he understood. Mikasa had her own ways of helping those in need, depending on the situation at hand. He just hope nothing went wrong again.