A/N: Sex Scene Warning, there is a sex scene in this chapter. XXXX (Skip if your uncomfortable seeing this symbol)
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Evie's POV
"No…no…no…" I was throwing clothes out of my bag ignoring Dean's glares as he was busy trying to clean out all the guns and double check they all were working well still since a blocked weapon in our line of work could end in your death but my attention was more focused on finding a pair of jeans that actually fit around my waist since none of my jeans or shorts did up any more and lately I'd been non-stop wearing sweat pants.
I was lucky so far that my pregnancy belly seemed to be on the small side despite my baby being the perfect weight and length for how far along I was but that didn't mean my clothes fit any better so I tossed another useless pair of skinny jeans aside and accidently hit Dean in the face.
"Okay seriously you need to stop throwing your clothes on the bed and at me"
"Well it's not my fault that that's where you decided to clean your stupid guns" I retaliated throwing my bag aside crossing my arms in annoyance not caring that I was standing in front of him in just my bra and panties since I'd had a shower while he decided to go out and get the guns from the boot after we had a healthy round of sex while Sam was out gathering information for the case we were looking into.
We are in San Francisco, California and Dean was still on the lockdown keeping his involvement to the bare minimum especially when we had to pose as agents or enter hospitals and government buildings so lately Sam had been doing it all on his own.
"I'm sorry I'm just moody, I'm officially out of clothes" I quickly said and he stood up coming over to me and I saw his eyes rake up and down my body making me roll my eyes at him.
"I know you don't want to hear it Eve but you have to go and buy those maternity jeans and probably a couple of shirts since you can't keep wearing mine and this little guy is only gonna get bigger" he replied placing his hands on my bump smiling down at it making me smiled and drop my eyes to where his hands were on my stomach as I remembered the moment we found out what our baby was.
Flashback – 2 weeks ago
I smiled nodding as I slowly looked up at him then sighed and held out the letter to him taking a deep breath preparing myself for the news I'd been waiting to hear for over six months now, was our baby a boy or a girl.
"You do it…I'm way too nervous" he looked at me almost as if making sure I was okay with it before he reached out and grabbed it taking a deep breath for himself before he ripped the top open then reached out and pulled out a small cardstock with the blank side facing up.
"You sure you want to know?" he asked with a smug smirk on his face meaning he was stalling on purpose.
"Yes oh my god Dean please" I said and he laughed before flipping it over and all our eyes widened before we all laughed in pure joy. "It's a boy!" I exclaimed in pure shock and excitement since after all my worrying I'd been so sure it was going to be a girl. "It's a boy" I repeated barely above a whisper as I looked down at my bump and put my hands on either side of it stroking it.
"I would have loved a girl still and who knows maybe the next one might be a girl" Dean smirked putting his hands over mine and I looked up abruptly by what he just said as Sam looked almost as shocked as I was that that had actually just came out of Dean's mouth.
"Yeah don't push your luck Dean, I think one is enough for us" I laughed playing off my shock since I was still getting used to this baby let alone putting the headache of thinking about more kids since we didn't even know how we are gonna cope with this baby yet.
"Yeah your probably right" he smiled looking down at my bump and I smiled looking back down too especially since I felt a kick meaning our baby boy was awake again probably sensing all the excitement. "Wait did he…did he kick?" Dean asked suddenly looking up at me.
"Yeah" I replied excited all of a sudden since if Dean asked that then maybe he'd finally felt him. "Did you feel it?!" I asked him and he didn't answer and was instead focused down on my bump before I felt another movement from our baby and he smiled looking up meeting my eyes.
"Your right he is getting in his practice already"
"Oh my god about time" I laughed since finally Dean had felt our baby move.
"As sweet as this is and I'm happy for you two but can we head to the motel now, I think we all could use the rest" Sam said making us look up coming out of our happiness bubble reminding us of where we were.
"He's right, we'll continue this later" Dean said then leaned in towards my ear. "I say we celebrate with a room of our own" he added whispering and I fought to keep the blush off my face as he climbed out of the back and got back into the front seat.
I'd never felt so happy and so relieved then in that moment we found out the baby is a boy and I knew Dean was thrilled to be having a son and I felt a son suited Dean but after that night I'd also been sensing a little apprehension from him too especially now that we both felt more bonded to the idea of having this baby and I couldn't help the new worry that he was scared of becoming a dad especially with the example he'd had growing up and I wasn't trying to put a bad note on John's father skills but Dean didn't exactly have the easiest of childhoods and had to grow up pretty quickly so I'd prepared myself with the knowledge that there might come a time when I'll have to reassure him that he'll be a great dad because I know he will be.
"You better get dressed, Sam will be back any minute" I heard him say and it snapped me out of my thoughts and I nodded grabbing my last clean pair of sweats and one of Dean's shirts that I'd stolen as of lately before sitting on one of the beds that had space.
I started helping assess our weapons sticking more to the knives using the whetstone to sharpen them given Dean was still uneasy with me handling guns for some unknown reason that he wouldn't tell me other than 'because I said so' which annoyed me but I'd given up arguing with him over it since I could just as easily hurt myself with a knife then a gun…in fact more likely to hurt myself with a knife then a gun since my Dad had taught me how to shoot long before he started training me with knives.
"I'm back" Sam suddenly said walking straight into the room and he started telling us of his findings of the new victim from the morgue.
"This lawyer guy, the first heart-free corpse in town?" Dean asked him while Sam went over to the fridge and grabbed himself a beer.
"First man" Sam replied making me look up pausing my work with one of our knives. "Over the past year several women have gone missing their bodies all washed up later in the bay too deteriorated to draw firm conclusions"
"But no hearts?" I asked him just so we were clear.
"No hearts" he agreed. "They were all hookers working at Hunter's Point now cops are trying to keep things under wraps but they're looking for a serial killer" he added and I nodded looking back down and finished the knife I'd been working on before returning it to it's sheath.
"And the lunar cycle?" Dean asked him.
"Mmhmm" Sam nodded taking a drink from his beer. "Yeah month after month, all the murders happened in the week leading up to the full moon"
"Which is this week, right?" I asked after calculating in my head.
"Hench the lawyer" Sam nodded and I turned to Dean as all this information lead to one thing and one thing only.
"Awesome" Dean smiled standing up and came over to the other bed where I was a picked up a wooden box.
"Dean could you be a bigger geek about this?" Sam said and I laughed since this situation was usually reversed, Sam was the geek brother but I could tell Dean was excited for this one.
"I'm sorry man but what about a human by day a freak animal killing machine by moonlight don't you understand" Dean argued flipping open the lid on the box and I saw the familiar silver bullets all shining brightly under this light, it wasn't every day we actually got to use those suckers. "I mean Werewolves are badass, we haven't seen one since we were kids" he added taking a seat back on the bed, I hadn't been so fortunate to have hunted a werewolf but I'd heard all out that hunt from Dean since it wasn't long after that hunt that they'd came for a visit and back then my Dad was still apprehensive of me hunting so I'd lived vicariously through Dean and his hunting stories.
"Okay sparky and you know what after we kill it, we can go to Disneyland" Sam said sarcastically and I laughed.
"You know what the best part about it is?" Dean asked ignoring him. "We already know how to bring these suckers down, one of these bad boys straight to the heart" he added holding up one of the bullets. "So what's our next move?"
"Talk to the girl who found the body" Sam replied and I looked up since I wasn't exactly dressed for talking to witnesses and had absolutely no clothes that were appropriate so when they got up to leave I remained where I was which caused Dean to stop and turn back when he noticed I hadn't moved.
"You coming?"
"Nope" I replied looking down and picked up a new knife and started running it along the whetstone.
"What's wrong?" Sam asked confused stopping too when I said that.
"I'm not exactly dressed for pretending to be a detective or whatever cover you boys are going with this time, nor do I have any clothes that would fit me or cover up my bump appropriately so you can go ahead without me…I'll just stay here finish this" I deadpanned not even looking up at them and they both were silent and I didn't need to look at them to know they'd had a private conversation.
"Your okay with that?" Dean asked and I rolled my eyes.
"No I'm not okay with it but I don't have much choice in the matter either, do I?" I replied finally looking up and saw him frown but he nodded heading back towards me and I saw him pull out his wallet slipping a few hundred dollar bills out that we'd gotten from the last time we hustled a bit of pool about a week ago.
"Well your not doing anything with any of this while I'm not here so you can go out and buy some clothes"
"Dean-"
"Uh no arguing, I'm sick of your whining so your doing it or I swear I will drag your ass to the store and force you to" he argued cutting me off and I smirked imagining how awkward he'd feel doing that and was almost tempted to make him but I sat up dropping my task and took the cash from him.
"Fine" I sat up and started pulling my boots on.
"You get straight back though okay, don't mess around out there we still don't know who the werewolf is and if previous victims are anything to go on this mutt likes women, so you go get what you need as quick as you can then come straight back…I mean it Evie"
"Okay geez calm down Dean" I argued placating him standing up but quickly grabbed one of our silver knives and slipped it down into my boot before looking up at him seeing him watch that movement with a smile.
"Okay, be careful" he told me before cupping my cheek and pressed a light kiss to my forehead before we all headed out locking the door and put a 'Do Not Disturb' sigh on the door so maids wouldn't go in then I headed towards the small strip of shops that weren't too far of a walk away while they'd gotten into the Impala and drove off.
Dean's POV
I watched Eve walk towards the main town area a little nervous to let her go by herself but I couldn't keep treating her like an invalid so I'd been trying to loosen the grip a little so I put the Impala into reverse and drove in the opposite direction.
I'd been a little worried about Eve lately since I've noticed in the last couple of weeks that she'd been back on the road with us that she has these periods where she's with us but her mind is somewhere else and I can't help obsessing over what she was thinking about and worry that maybe she was second guessing being back on the road since she'd had a taste of being out even if it was just for a couple of weeks but with the baby coming I couldn't help wonder what she was thinking and how we were gonna make this work.
"Does Evie seem a little off to you still?" I suddenly asked feeling like I needed to talk about my assumptions before taking them to Eve and Sam was the only other person I could talk to even if this counted as a chick-flick moment and I still despised them but this was my girlfriend and my son…son god damn that was still hard to comprehend.
"Off how, she seems fine to me" Sam argued shrugging his shoulders.
"I don't know she's not really protesting to being out of the action as she'd say" I said thinking about a couple of minutes ago since I never expected her to just stay back like that.
"Not seeing the problem Dean, she's probably finally realised that she can't safely do the job and it means she and the baby are safe out of harm's way"
"Yeah I guess" I said focusing back on the road.
"Why has she said anything to you?" he asked turning to me.
"No, I don't know just the last couple of weeks she zones out and seems to be thinking about stuff, I guess I can't help thinking that maybe she's thinking about the time she spent at Bobby's and whether she is thinking about getting out fully" I admitted.
"Is that really a bad thing?" he asked but I didn't answer. "You guys haven't really thought through the aftermath once the baby is born and I wouldn't blame Evie for wanting to get out, you and I both know how hard it was being raised on the road, do you really want that for you kid?"
"I can't even think about that right now Sam, we have to find the yellow-eyed bastard and then maybe Eve and I can set up somewhere and I can still hunt on the sidelines like Bobby does, Evie was raised in a stable household and-"
"And what Dean, you'll raise your son like we were…let him become a hunter" I frowned eyes locked on the road. "I know its not really my place or decision, this is really between you and Evie but Dean we might not find the yellow-eyed demon before the baby comes, you need to think about that" I nodded right as I pulled up at the address we had for the victim witness so we set this conversation aside and got to work.
Evie's POV
I returned to the hotel after about an hour and a half of shopping at brought nearly a whole new wardrobe that would suit my growing figure for the remaining months left of my pregnancy and the clothes actually weren't as bad as I thought they were going to be and they looked almost normal.
The few pairs of jeans just had an elastic waist instead of the usual button and fly, the t-shirts I'd found were just made out of a stretcher fabric so I was still able to feel like myself and I'd even picked up a few new bras that were doubled as breastfeeding bras which I had been a little apprehensive about since I was sure yet about breastfeeding but at least I had the option.
"Hey your back" I turned seeing Sam and Dean both walk in.
"Just got in actually" I told them pushing the bag underneath mine and Dean's bed.
"So what you'd buy besides what your wearing?" Dean asked with a smirk on his face as he looked me up and down and I rolled my eyes since I was just in a pair of the new maternity jeans and a white t-shirt. "And how did those get bigger?" he added pointing to my breasts.
"Dean!" I exclaimed glaring at him crossing my arms over my chest before I turned to Sam. "Did you guys get anything out of the girl?" I asked since Dean's mind was clearly not on job.
"Her ex-boyfriend Kurt was the obsessive jealous type and got into a fight with the victim-"
"Think he likes howling at the moon?" I asked and they both shrugged meaning we had to get more dirt on the guy before we could be sure. "Do you's know where he lives?"
"Yeah" Sam nodded.
"Alrighty let's go" I pulled my leather jacket out of my bag and pulled it on seeing them both share a look, I quirked an eyebrow thinking that I missed something. "What?" I asked looking between them.
"Nothing we should go" Sam said looking over at Dean before he walked out and Dean looked after him giving me the opportunity to walk up to him.
"Did I miss something, you guys are acting weird" I asked putting my hand against his arm.
"No nothing, come on Shortstack" he smiled walking back out leaving me with the assumption that they'd clearly talked about something either on the way to the witnesses place or on the way back that had been about me.
Kurt lived in an apartment complex so we followed the halls until we found the right unit number and we knocked just to make sure he wasn't home but when there was no answer I had my lockpicks out before either of the boys and immediately started on the door working my way through the tumblers before I heard the lock click and turned before I pulled down on the handle pushing the door open nodding at Dean who poked his head through just in case then we all walked in and closed the door behind us.
We started looking around but I saw Dean head towards the guys fridge and open it before looking inside and I rolled my eyes heading over to a stack of papers and briefly flipped through them but they weren't anything real interesting or incriminating.
"Anything?" I asked Dean seeing he was still in the fridge.
"No nothing but leftovers and a six pack" he replied shutting the fridge door.
"Check the freezer, maybe there's some human hearts behind the Haagen-Dazs or something" Sam said and I chuckled, Dean looked at him unamused before he turned intending to check none the less but a noise outside one of the windows caught his attention and he headed over to it peering out before going out onto the attached balcony.
"Hey come here" he called out so both Sam and I looked up from what we were doing and walked out. "Check it out" he pointed out and we looked down seeing a matching pair of what looked like claw marks running down the wall beside the balcony, we shared a look before heading back inside and continued to look through his things but a gunshot from outside made us all look up then run to see what the hell it was.
We ran out of the building to the alley beside it seeing what looked like a legs behind one of the dumpsters so we headed towards it peering around it and I immediately turned back around seeing it was indeed a new werewolf victim with it's guts hanging out everywhere.
"I'll call 911" Sam said pulling out his phone as Dean pushed the dumpster away a bit so he could kneel down next to the body.
"I'd say Kurt's looking more and more like our Cujo" Dean said looking up at us pretty much confirming this was another werewolf attack.
"Dean if he's out there, we better check on Maddison" Sam replied and I looked up nodding my head as that meant I was back at the hotel since I couldn't blow their cover now.
"I'll head back to the hotel then" I spoke and Dean looked up standing back up straight.
"No you're coming with us"
"How you guys already saw this Maddison person without me, it'll blow your covers" I argued and he looked at me for a second before he smiled. "What?"
"You still got your drawing skills?" he asked and I frowned confused before I realised what he was talking about.
"I guess, I haven't practiced in over four years" I shrugged.
"Well your our mugshot sketch artist, that might be a better cover for you heading along while all of that is still growing" he replied gesturing to my stomach.
"Oh really romantic Dean thanks" I said rolling my eyes at him before I turned and headed back down the alley.
"What'd I say?" Dean asked but I ignored him hearing Sam chuckle.
"Nice one Dean" Sam said following me.
"No seriously what did I say?" Dean shouted after us as he followed.
"Well if I'm going to be a sketch artist I'm gonna need a new sketch pad, mine is at my Dad's"
"We'll stop off and get some stuff" Dean replied and I nodded getting into the back seat of the Impala.
We decided to wait until morning since it was really late at night even though that annoyed Sam who had wanted to go straight away but obliged and we went back to the hotel getting some shut eye before waking up early to head over making a quick stop at a store that sold basic office supplies and I rushed in grabbing a sketch pad and a few packs of pencils before heading back out getting back into the car where the boys had waited then we headed over to Maddison's place, Sam knocked a few times but the door behind us opened and a man peered out all nosy like.
"What's going on?" he asked us.
"Police business Glen" Dean shot back at him right as the door to Maddison's apartment opened and she was standing there.
"What is it?" she asked then looked at me confused by the new face I'm sure.
"Well maybe we should talk privately?" Sam suggested looking back at Glen who was still standing there and Maddison nodded letting us inside. "This is Evelyn she's a sketch artist, she'll be getting some descriptions later but first has Kurt been here?" Sam asked as she started pouring some coffee into mugs she'd offered the boys and I had to reluctantly decline.
"Not exactly" she replied hesitantly and I had to bite my tongue from asking questions reminding myself that I wasn't pretending to be a detective this time and sketch artists didn't ask the questions.
"What exactly does 'not exactly' mean?" Dean asked before taking a sip of the coffee she'd poured and I looked up longingly, I missed my coffee so much.
"Well he was outside last night just watching looking, just looking at me" she replied and Sam shared looks up at Dean. "Has he done something?" she asked returning the pot.
"We're not really sure" Sam replied.
"It's probably nothing" Dean added as to not to freak her out. "But we just don't want to take any chances in fact one of us should stay here with you just in case he stops by, where does he work?" he asked her.
"He owns a body shop"
"You mind grabbing that address for us?" Dean asked her and she nodded walking away to write it down for us.
"Alright you go, I'll stay" Sam said turning to Dean once she was gone.
"Forget that you go after the creepy ex, I'll stay here with Evie"
"Dude why do you always get to hang out with the girls?" Sam shot back and I looked up confused since Dean had said nothing about being girls but then I realised and smiled at him as it was obvious…Sammy had a crush.
"Because I'm older" Dean shot back and I rolled my eyes.
"No screw that, we settle this the old fashioned way" Sam argued grabbing Dean's mug and set it down along with his on the bench then held out his hands clearly meaning rock-paper-scissors and I rolled my eyes since they were being juvenile, they went and as usual Dean threw down scissors like he always did which is no doubt why Sam went with rock-paper-scissors so Sam easily threw down rock.
"Really Dean always with the scissors" I laughed looking up at him.
"Shut up, shut up best two out of three" he argued looking at Sam so the went again with the exact same result. "God!" Dean cursed making me laugh.
"You two are such babies, Dean go after the boyfriend Sam and I will be fine" I told him no doubt leaving shortly after to give Sammy some alone time.
"Bundle up out there alright" Sam said enjoying his victory, Dean got the address then left and I quickly pretended to do the hole sketch artist thing with her telling me this Kurt guy's features, long brown hair to his shoulders…brown eyes…wide nose.
"Okay thank you" I said writing all this down before quickly doing a ruff sketch just to appear like I was doing my job.
"Can I see?" she asked and I nodded nervously then turned it towards her and she scanned her eyes over it making me nervous since people trained for years to be police sketch artists but she looked up and nodded.
"That's like him"
"Okay great, I'll take this straight to the station and it should help us find him" I smiled then stood and headed towards the door with Sam following me. "Good luck Sammy" I smiled up at him.
"What?" he asked playing dumb. "I uh…don't know what you mean?"
"Sure you don't, just…cover up" his eyes widened and I swear he was blushing. "Do you need one?"
"Evie stop" he said and I laughed hitting his shoulder a little.
"I'm messing with you Sam but seriously if you do, do that then you better cover up one baby Winchester coming into the world is enough for now" I said and he laughed shaking his head at me.
"You okay to get back to the hotel from here, I feel like Dean won't be too happy"
"I'm fine I'm a big girl and Dean can suck it, we don't need to blow our covers" he nodded then let me open the door and walk out before I headed off heading back to the hotel sending Dean a text just so he wouldn't worry but immediately got a call.
"What the hell are you doing, just stay with Sam" he said as soon as I answered.
"Dean I can't, sketch artists don't really stick around for protection details it'll blow our covers" I argued and he groaned.
"I'm coming to get you"
"Dean just find Kurt, it's not that far to the hotel that I can't walk I've got the silver knife still in my boot-"
"Evelyn I'm coming to get you" he said then hung up, I rolled my eyes looking around but waited and it wasn't long before he pulled up and I got into the passenger seat throwing the sketch pad into the back before I turned looking at him annoyed as he pulled straight back onto the road before he turned to me. "Don't give me that look, I'm not letting you walk around town with this werewolf on the loose"
"Screw you I'm not helpless Dean, one I was out by myself yesterday, two it's the middle of the day and I'm pretty sure werewolves hunt at night" I argued.
"I don't care" he said and I rolled my eyes turning away from him. "I'm pissed Sam even let you intend to walk back to the hotel"
"Yeah well if you didn't notice he's totally smitten for Maddison so I was being an awesome best friend and letting him spend time with her" I argued shaking my head then sighed. "So if I'm being dragged along where are we going?" I asked him and saw his hesitant look. "Dean" I warned.
"Your probably not going to like it" he said and I frowned confused but he didn't elaborate but it wasn't long until I knew what he meant and I turned to glare at him as he pulled up.
"No" I told him straight out.
"His work buddies swore he'd be here, I have to" he argued and I turned back up to the building we were parked in front of…a damn stripper bar.
"No" I said again this time softer knowing he had to go in but it didn't mean I was happy about it.
"I'll be looking for Kurt, I swear I won't even look" I scoffed since Dean not looking wasn't possible.
"Just go but if you don't mind I'm gonna wait in the car" I told him and he nodded leaning over to press a kiss to my cheek. "Don't push it Dean, I'm still mad at you"
"For what?" he asked.
"You know what" I replied and he rolled his eyes.
"Actually I don't but we'll talk about it later, lock the doors" he told me before getting out and I did as he said locking all of the doors watching him head inside before groaning out loud and sunk down in my seat closing my eyes since this could take a while.
I quickly grew bored and annoyed that this was actually happening that this situation was actually a reality, I was pregnant and my boyfriend was in a damn stripper bar watching our potential werewolf…what part of this wasn't messed up.
I grabbed the sketch pad off the back seat and mindlessly started drawing just to keep my mind of it but as my pencil moved across the paper I realised what I was drawing and it just made me roll my eyes as I'd started to draw Dean and threw the sketch pad away as drawing him just brought me right back to the situation so I leaned back again and closed my eyes since the sun was starting to set and I had a feeling the night was just getting started so I thought about getting some rest but it was like as soon as that thought entered my head my son had other ideas and started moving.
"Seriously" I groaned putting my hands over my bump, the feeling still amazed me to have such life literally move inside you in ways of kicks, punches and full out rolls that felt like butterflies in my stomach but at times like this it really was annoying. "Baby boy you have the worst timing in the world…huh kind of like your Dad I guess" I laughed moving my hands as his soothing him. "I guess now we know you're a boy we should be thinking about names" was it awkward that I was talking to myself…probably but really I was talking to my baby and my book had said that the baby could hear us. "Dawson…Jackson…John-" I said but then shook my head. "No not John"
It wasn't that I felt John shouldn't be remembered, he was my baby's grandfather but I had a feeling Dean wouldn't go for it so I sat there spit bawling a few more name ideas to myself just to pass the time and it felt kind of good even though I reckon I should be doing this with Dean but I didn't want to push him.
"Robert" I said then chuckled. "Bobby Jr…yeah I think that would make your grandfather feel old…Dean…Dean Jr, could call you DJ but that's weird" I shook my head since I've seriously lost it, I'm alone in a car talking to myself so I closed my eyes again since the baby had seemingly been bored to sleep by my ramblings but quickly I was interrupted again but this time to raps against the window and I looked up seeing Dean so I quickly unlocked his door. "About frigging time"
"He's leaving" he said ignoring me and nodded up at a guy leaving the building and as I looked at him I could sort of see the resemblance to what Maddison had described to me but didn't resemble much of what I drew meaning I needed practice if we were gonna keep using police sketch artist as my cover. "You were busy" Dean suddenly said as he pulled out onto the road to follow Kurt.
"What?" I asked since there was no way he knew what I'd been doing but he nodded down to the sketch pad on the seat between us and I blushed seeing it was still on the page with my half drawn sketch of him. "Shut up" I grabbed it and quickly flipped it back to the front page.
"I'm flattered" I rolled my eyes but smiled since if only he knew that I used to sketch him all the time growing up, in fact probably 75% of my sketch pads at home were filled with drawings of Dean especially as my crush back then grew. "What else you do while I was in there?" he asked and I looked up hesitating to answer which of course he caught and looked over at me. "What?"
"I uh tried to sleep but the baby was awake and kicking so I…I talked to him and it calmed him down so I could try and sleep again but then you came out" I replied nervously when I admitted I'd been talking to the baby.
"Oh yeah what'd you's talk about?" he asked with a laugh and I rolled my eyes shoving his shoulder.
"Real funny Dean, in fact we talked about your dry humor"
"Ouch, turning my kid against my awesomeness already isn't fair Shortstack"
"Well you shouldn't be in strip bars then" I shot at him with a smile and it was his turn to roll his eyes at me as he pulled up outside Kurt's apartment complex and we watched him go inside so we got out with our focus back onto the hunt and went into the alley that looked up at his balcony with nothing to do but watch him.
"So what did you really do?" Dean suddenly asked as we settled standing against a dumpster seeing a light turn on in Kurt's apartment.
"I already told you" I shrugged.
"Yeah but I know when your holding something back just like you are now so come on out with it" he argued and I sighed looking down at my feet.
"I told you I just talked to our baby like a complete wacko and…and tried coming up with names since we know the baby's gender now so the name is the next step" I replied feeling anxious all of a sudden and fixated my eyes on the balcony as Dean remained silent for a few minutes and I didn't dare look to try and figure out what he was thinking about.
"So what'd you come up with?" he suddenly asked which unwillingly made me look at him to see he was actually curious.
"Just random names" I shrugged.
"Well I want to hear them, we might be in for a wait anyway so might as well talk about this and god knows we don't get the time any other time" he replied and I watched him for a second before nodding.
"Well I'd thought of our fathers" I said and saw his eyes flash in a bit of pain. "But I think I want our baby to have a namesake that's just theirs so they don't think they have any expectations to live up to" I added and he nodded.
"Okay well what names have you thought of?"
"I had Dawson but I don't know doesn't seem right"
"Yeah I don't think so, Dawson Winchester" he said shaking his head but I'd looked up when he'd said Winchester since we hadn't even agreed whether or not the baby would have his last name or mine.
"So it's automatically a Winchester?" I asked a little harsher than I intended and he looked down at me.
"Well no…I just assumed…you want him to have the last name Singer"
"Well that is my name" I replied and saw a flash of something cross his face but before I could ask him what it was we heard something shatter and looked up seeing the glass door on the balcony was smashed.
"What the-?" Dean asked cutting himself off before we shared a look then ran into the building with his gun at the ready and I pulled the silver knife out of my boot as he kicked the door in quickly walking through the apartment.
We headed towards the glass door and my eyes widened when we saw…Maddison kneeling over Kurt…more his dead body seemingly feeding on him and I had to cover my mouth as I felt bile rise up my throat at the sight but she suddenly looked up and we saw the fangs and blue eyes she was sporting before she attacked throwing Dean back against the wall.
"Dean!" I yelled as he'd dropped his gun and Maddison had lunged towards him so I moved thrusting the knife out and I clipped her right arm, she yelled out turning to me and I felt myself go sailing back as she pushed me and I head hit something hard before I looked up through blurry vision and saw Maddison disappear off the balcony before the darkness overcome me.
"Evie…come on Shortstack wake up!" I groaned coming to and immediately my hand went to the back of my head where I felt pain before my eyesight settled and I saw Dean hovering over me.
"Dean?" I asked wincing when I touched the bump on the back of my head.
"You okay?"
"Yeah I just…I just hit my head" I replied sitting up straighter with his help but that was when I realised the sun was up. "How long was I out?"
"I don't know she'd knocked me out too, I woke up and saw you lying here…I was so worried"
"I'm fine" I replied and he looked down touching his hands over my bump seemingly examining it for wounds. "He's fine, I can feel him moving" I told him moving his hand directly over the spot I was currently feeling movement and he sighed in relief feeling it for himself before he turned and looked over at Kurt's dead body then helped me to my feet keeping his arm around my waist as he pulled out his phone to call Sam and warn him.
"Yeah now that Eve and I are conscious, the werewolf knocked us out" Dean replied to whatever Sam asked him. "Sam its Maddison" he added rubbing the back of his own head likely where he'd hit the wall. "Yeah awesome job of keeping an eye on her…well she wasn't an hour ago" Dean said before I grabbed his arm and pulled the phone towards me.
"Check her right arm, just below her elbow I nicked her with a silver knife" I told him and Dean looked at me nodding his head with a small amount of pride in his eyes before he hung up then we quickly did the usual routine wiping down our prints before we left getting into the Impala and he drove towards Maddison's. "Hey about what we were talking about last night before all this-"
"We'll talk about it later" he said cutting me off and I frowned but nodded my head falling silent the entire drive over to Maddison's, we got and headed but banging on her door and Sam was there letting us in to see Maddison tied down in a chair and I frowned since this turned out horrible and I felt bad for Sam. "How you doing?" Dean asked putting a shielded cocky smile on his face pulling out his gun from his jacket. "Our heads feel great thanks" he added sarcastically.
"We gotta talk" Sam whispered leaning into us so we followed him into another room away from Maddison. "She says she has no idea what I'm talking about" he told us and I frowned confused by that.
"She's lying" Dean argued shrugging his shoulders like that meant nothing.
"Or maybe she really doesn't know she's changing" I cut in and they both looked down at me. "Think about it maybe when the creature takes over she blacks out" I added.
"Like a really hot incredible Hulk?" Dean asked and I rolled my eyes at his analogy of the situation and for pointing out he thought Maddison was 'hot'. "Come on Evie, she ganked her boss and her ex-boyfriend that doesn't sound rash and unconscious"
"Yeah but what if it was?" Sam asked. "I mean what if some animal part of her brain saw those guys as threats, hell the cop too?"
"What are you the dog whisper now?" Dean asked him as I frowned knowing Sam liked this girl but with this now I felt sorry for him since we had to kill her and she's the first person since Jess and Sarah that he's liked and she turns out to be the very thing we intended to kill.
"Look man I just…I don't know there was something in her eyes" Sam argued.
"Yeah she's killing people"
"But if she had no control over it-"
"Exactly she can't control it, look even if she's telling the truth it's not going to change anything" Dean argued cutting Sam off and I looked down at the ground knowing he was right, it being Maddison and the fact she didn't know changed nothing we had to kill her but it didn't mean it was any less hard.
"I'm not putting a bullet through some girl's chest who has no idea what's happening-" Sam protested.
"Sam she's a monster, you feel sorry for her?" Dean spat cutting Sam off again.
"Maybe I understand her" Sam shot back and I looked up at him. "Look there might be another way we can get the job done without having to waste her" Sam added before walking away and I looked up at Dean sharing a look before we turned to face Sam again.
"Are you thinking what I think your thinking?" Dean asked him as I frowned confused.
"Dad's theory" Sam replied turning to face us. "…'Lycanthropy might have a cure if you kill the werewolf who bit you severing the bloodline'…" Sam read from their Dad's journal.
"…'Might have a cure' I mean who the hell knows?" Dean argued.
"It's worth a shot" Sam said and I sighed looking up at Dean.
"He's right Dean" I said and he looked down at me with an annoyed look that I'd agreed with Sam.
"We don't even know where to start looking alright, the puppy that bit her could be anyone, anywhere could've been years ago" Dean argued raising a very valid point but the look on Sam's face meant he thought otherwise.
"No I don't think so" he said then went out walking over to Maddison. "Maddison when were you mugged?" he asked her and I frowned since you didn't just ask people that. "Please it's important alright, just answer the question" he added when she just looked at us refusing to answer.
"About a month ago" she finally said.
"Did you see the guy?" Sam asked her.
"No, he grabbed me from behind"
"Did he bite you?"
"How did you know that?" she asked with a shocked look when Sam asked her that and I sighed since we had our timeframe now.
"Where?" Sam pressed.
"On…on the back of my neck" she replied so Sam held up his gun making it clear as he put it down on the table before he went behind her and pulled her hair out of the way and we saw a scar that had healed.
"Well that's just a love bite, believe me that could have been a lot worse" Dean said seeing it before Sam let her hair fall back. "Where were you at the time?" he asked her.
"Walking home from a friends loft"
"Let me guess, not too far from Hunter's Point?" Sam asked her and she nodded, we looked up at each other before going back into the other room and Sam closed the door again. "Same place where those other murders happened, I'm telling you it's the werewolf's hunting grounds"
"Maybe but that doesn't mean it'll be out there tonight" Dean argued.
"It's the right time of the lunar cycle" Sam protested looking at us. "Look I know it's a long shot-"
"Your forgetting something Maddy's probably gonna turn soon alright we can't just let her take off to an all-you-can-eat buffet" Dean argued cutting him off again.
"I'll stay with her" Sam replied.
"And if she busts loose?" Dean pressed probably doubting that Sam would shoot her. "Sam?" he pressed when Sam hesitated avoiding our eyes.
"I'll do it" Sam replied but I had a feeling he wouldn't.
"Sam" I said more softly.
"I'll shoot her, alright" he said looking up at us. "But Dean I need you to go out there, at least go look for the thing…Dean please we can save this girl" he added and I turned looking up at Dean as he stared at his brother taking in Sam's desperation.
"Fine" he nodded before he headed for the door. "Evie…" he hesitated looking back at me looking like he was thinking about what was best for me. "Come with me" I was a little surprised but I was guessing after last night he didn't trust me around Maddison so I nodded at him before looking up at Sam and gently touched my hand to his arm before following Dean out.
We drove out to Hunter's Point with me giving him directions from the map in my lap before we got out and started walking the streets acting as casually as possible to the point it looked like we were just a couple out on a stroll, I had my arm in the crook of Dean's as we walked and I laughed a little which made him look down at me.
"What?"
"Nothing it's just if we weren't out here hunting down a werewolf this might actually be nice…normal" I replied looking up at him as he was looking down at me but he didn't have the same smile on his face that I did so mine dropped. "Your thinking about our argument arent you?" I asked him and he didn't answer but he didn't have to, I knew Dean better than anyone. "Dean I didn't mean it like it sounded I just…I don't know what I was thinking"
"It doesn't matter" he replied but I frowned more.
"Yes it does, the situation we're in is just so complicated, I mean we didn't plan this…we probably never would have planned this but there is a part of me that was a little girl once that dreamt about how her life was going to play out and back then it had been my fairytale ending where I'd meet a boy, we'd date…marry and then we'd start a family but then reality set in and my Dad told me what really happened to my mom and what horrors were really out here in the big bad world…I met you, we fell for each other and all that changed and I gave up on the idea of that dream, the married, the kids but then I got pregnant…I'm not married, were not stable at the best of times so I guess what I'm getting at is that I'm trying to hold onto that childhood dream when it's stupid" I knew I was ranting but he was silent just listening to it and when I was done I'd realised we'd stopped walking.
"Evie…I wish I could give you that dream, hell I wish I'd had a dream like that growing up but our childhood experiences were very different, you had a home, I had motel rooms and a backseat, your Dad was there, mine almost never was and I almost hate that this is our reality and that we don't have a stable home where we could raise our baby and one where I wasn't currently wanted by the FBI but I can only hope that one day I can give you that but today…next week hell probably not even this year could I give you that and ask you to be mine"
"I'm not asking you to Dean I just want you actually no…I need you so I don't care if any of that ever happens so long as I have you then I have everything I want and could ever need" I argued looking up into his perfect apple green eyes and leaned up cupping his cheeks. "I love you Dean Winchester, more than my own life and I don't need a house or a marriage to know that, it's just you, me and baby Winchester and that all I'll ever want no matter where we are" I smiled up at him slowly running my hands behind his head before pulling his lips down to press softly against mine at first as I judged how Dean would react and at first he was still before he finally put pressure into the kiss and pushed me gently against the nearest wall wrapping his arms around my waist hands coming to grab my ass.
"I love you too Evelyn, you and the baby mean everything to me so I really don't care whether we name them a Singer or a Winchester so long as you are at my side" he said barely parting our lips apart.
"I'll always stay by your side Dean, you could never get rid of me" I replied and he smiled leaning forward about to kiss me again but we suddenly heard a scream and looked up at each with the same alarmed look before we took off towards the sound with Dean getting ahead since he could run faster than me with my bulging stomach and I heard him call something out before I heard three gunshots go off right before I rounded the corner and saw him standing in front of a body with a girl scrambling to her feet and took off.
"Hey don't mention it!" he yelled after her as I made it to his side and he looked down at me before we went over to the dying werewolf who was choking on his own blood as we watched as the fangs went away and his eyes turned back to normal and we realised it was Maddison's nosy neighbor.
"What happened?" he suddenly asked us and my eyes widened since they really had no recognition changing. "Where am I?" he added locking eyes with me. "Help…help me" I frowned looking up hearing sirens approaching and knew Dean had to get out of here. "Oh god, oh my god" he said starting to panic.
"Okay easy Glen, easy" I soothed. "Just take it easy" I told him looking up at Dean as Glen drew his final breath and frowned since nobody deserved to die like this but we hadn't had a choice. "Dean we have to go" I said since the sirens were nearly here, I stood up and pulled his arm so he'd stand and we headed back onto the street with his stashing his gun and went back to being the loved up couple to avoid suspicion.
We made it back to where we parked the Impala and got in calling Sam on our way back over to Maddison's telling him we'd killed the werewolf and that it had been Glen slowly watching the sun rise before we made it back and Sam came out climbing into the back and I saw scratch marks on his face and instantly grabbed his chin turning his face.
"She did this to you?!" I exclaimed pretty freaking loudly.
"It's okay Evie" he argued waving me off pulling his face out of my grip.
"It's sure as hell not okay" I argued and they both suddenly started laughing. "What?" I asked looking between them.
"Nothing it's just…" Dean said then chuckled. "Seems those maternal instincts are kicking in" he said laughing again so I rolled my eyes.
"Shut up" I sighed relaxing since Sam was right he'd had worse injuries and I didn't fuss then, it was just a scratch.
We sat in silence with Dean slumped down in his seat, I was finishing the sketch of him mindlessly and Sam was resting with his head back but he was awake like we all were as we needed to still keep our eye on Maddison to make sure that it worked, Dean was recounting what happened last night to Sam.
"It was kind of sad actually, Glen had no clue what was going on" Dean said making me look up and I touched his arm. "Hey why do you think he turned Maddison instead of killing her in the first place?" he suddenly asked sitting up straight in his seat.
"I don't know" Sam replied. "I mean he did kind of seem to have a thing for her" he added and I looked back since Glen hadn't been the only one to have a thing for Maddison.
"Maybe his primal instinct did too" Dean added making me turn to him furrowing my eyes. "Maybe he was looking for a little hot breeding action"
"Yeah something like that" Sam said clearly not pleased with Dean's way of saying that as I rolled my eyes at my boyfriends words and went back to focusing on my drawing…it actually felt kind of nice to be drawing again I forgot how much I missed it and it's a good way to distract myself.
"So?" Dean suddenly asked and was looking back at Sam.
"So what?" Sam asked confused.
"Speaking of Maddison-"
"Oh whatever" Sam cut him off.
"Don't 'whatever' me man you liked her" Dean argued and I smiled hiding behind my drawing. "Maybe uh-"
"Dean" Sam said getting him to quit while he was ahead. "She thought I was a stark raving lunatic"
"You saved her life" Dean argued.
"Yeah but she doesn't know that" Sam argued back right as there was suddenly a few raps against his window and we all jumped turning towards it seeing none other than Maddison herself bending own to look through the window.
"You know for a stake-out your cars a bit conspicuous" she said as Sam rolled down the window and I frowned since what she said was true. "What are you still doing here?" she asked us.
"Honestly uh…" Dean replied hesitating. "…we're pretty sure your not gonna turn tonight but we gotta be 100 percent, so you know were lurking" he shrugged.
"Look I know this sounds crazy-"
"Sure does" she agreed cutting Sam off. "Well if were gonna wait it out we might as well do it together" she added and I shared looks with the boys before we nodded and followed her up as she let us into her apartment. "You were telling the truth, weren't you?" she asked looking at Sam mostly. "About everything" she stopped in front of us. "What you did, it was to help me?"
"Yeah" Sam agreed in a soft gentle voice.
"I did all those horrible things…when I turned"
"You didn't know" Sam argued in the same low voice as I looked up at Dean for some reason feeling like we were intruding especially as they continued to stare at each other.
"So when will we know for sure?" she suddenly asked breaking the awkward silence. "Moonrise?"
"No I don't think so, you turned middle of the night last night I think we gotta hang in until sunup" Sam argued and again they went back to staring at each other.
"Well it looks like we got ourselves a few hours to kill, poker anyone?" Dean said breaking the silence this time and I laughed shaking my head at him as Maddy and Sam just stared. "Okay then"
The wait was exhausting especially since we've all been up for nearly two days with this and as the night wore on I was feeling it but everything I thought I was drifting I'd wake up again so I ignored all Sam's suggestion to avoid coffee and we were all drinking it all night to keep ourselves up but eventually even Dean cut me off at my fourth cup stating that it wasn't good and he was the one that always let me sneak some out of his whenever we stopped for coffee on the road whenever Sam wasn't looking just so we wouldn't hear his lecture.
"Oh no you guys talk" I heard Dean say and looked up seeing he was looking over at Sam and Maddy who were sitting on the couch while Dean and I were over near the window.
"Dean leave them alone" I yawned and he smiled pulling me close to him and I laid my head on his shoulder seeing Maddy look over at us but she didn't ask, she hadn't asked us anything about what we did or who we really were unlike a lot of the other people we'd come clean to which was nice as it got exhausting sometimes and tonight was already exhausting enough.
I'd continued to fight the drowsiness the whole night and finally when the sun started rising we all stood and waited by the window just watching it rise above the horizon flooding the room with light and Maddy turned to us excitedly.
"Does…does this mean it worked?" she asked.
"Yeah I think so" Sam nodded.
"Oh god thank you" Maddy breathed out pulling Sam into a hug. "Thank you so much" she repeated practically clinging to Sam and Dean cleared his throat loudly breaking them apart. "You too Dean, Evelyn, thank you"
"Aw don't mention it" Dean replied making me roll my eyes at him before it all fell silent again and I looked up at Sam who meet my eyes and I winked before turning back to Dean giving him a look that said it was time to go. "So we're just gonna go back to the hotel and watch some pay-per-view or something" Dean said getting my look and started pulling me towards the door before he literally pulled a breakfast club pose fisting the air as we walked out.
"Smooth Dean" I laughed as we went down to the Impala getting in and he drove back to the hotel and as soon as we walked through the door I collapsed onto our bed hearing Dean laugh.
"Tired?"
"Exhausted, we've been awake for two days straight with the only shut eye either of us have got is from getting knocked unconscious" I replied not bothering to open my eyes despite hearing him walking over to me and he suddenly grabbed my legs making my eyes open seeing him pulling my boots off for me. "Arent you the gentleman today?"
"Don't get used to it" he shot back with a smirk making me laugh and he dropped my boots then leaned over and grabbed the waistline of my jeans and pulled them down. "I like these, there's not button to fiddle with" I smiled just letting him undress me helping him out when we got to my shirt then watched as he pulled his shirt over his head and held it out towards me.
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"I got a better idea" I stated seeing a confused look cross his face before I hooked my fingers into the front of his jeans and pulled him down on top of me with him just barely catching himself from crushing me.
"Jesus careful Evie" he warned me but I just laughed running kisses along his neck. "I thought you were tired?"
"I am but now I want you" I whispered into his ear before taking it between my teeth and heard a quick deep inhale of breath. "Make love to me Dean…please" I said leaning back and he looked me in the eye before he reached over cupping my cheek in his hand before leaning down and captured my lips leaning on his elbow as his other hand moved down the figure of my side…down my thigh before he gripped the back of my knee and pulled it to wrap around his waist.
"Do you want me?" he asked pulling away from my lips moving back more when I tried to recapture them.
"You know I do" I sighed writhing beneath him as his hand moved from my knee back down my thigh heading straight for my panties.
"Right here?" his hand slipped beneath the fabric and teased my folds.
"Yes" I whispered arching my back off the bed. "Dean please…touch me" I begged dignity be damned I was pregnant and my hormones were haywire I had an excuse to want my boyfriend this much. "God please…Dean" I felt his smirk as his head dropped to my neck as he kissed, sucked and bit on my skin right as he dipped his finger inside and I moaned…the sensation ten times more pleasurable being pregnant as it was like everything heightened.
We continued on with foreplay for another five or so minutes before I'd had enough and pulled my hands up unbuckling his belt following his the button and fly hearing his chuckle as he quickly helped discard his jeans and boxers and my bra and panties went next.
"God Dean I want you…inside me…now"
"I am to please my pregnant girlfriend" he shot back and I would have rolled my eyes but the sudden feeling of being filled took over my brain and I moaned out loud as he pushed himself till he was completed sheathed inside me.
I don't know how long it went on for as for me it seemed to last hours, in many different positions as Dean and I have had to get inventive the last month or so to accustom my growing bump and no two times ever felt the same…I moaned out Dean's name as my walls clamped around him as I rode out another orgasm.
"Shit Evie" Dean groaned with a final thrust and I felt him shudder as he followed through with one of his own nearly falling on top but he rolled to the side at the last minute so we laid side by side coming down off our bliss…I rolled onto my side feeling my legs were a little sore after all that but it was a good ache and Dean followed wrapping his arm over my waist. "Mm glad we still got it Shortstack" I laughed a little before I yawned definitely tired after all that and the last couple of nights.
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"We'll never lose this Dean" I whispered nuzzling the arm that was under my head and pulled the arm that was around my waist tighter hugging to my chest and felt myself doze off.
I don't know how long we were asleep for before we both woke up with startled jolts as someone banged against the door, Dean got up quickly pulling on his boxers and grabbed his gun heading towards the door and swung it open as I hid my body under the blankets but it was Sam.
"She turned" he said and my eyes widened immediately getting up given I was hidden from view of the door and started pulling my clothes on looking outside seeing the sun was up meaning we'd slept for at least six-seven hours and I did feel better. "I couldn't grab her in time"
"We'll find her Sammy" Dean said then quickly came back in.
He pulled on his clothes with Sam just catching me pulling my shirt over my head as he followed Dean in and I saw him look at the bed which was a mess of sheets and blankets obviously knowing what Dean and I had done but judging by his messed up hair I'd say he had done the same with Maddy but now wasn't the time for any of this, once we were all dressed we left the room and headed down to the Impala.
"I already called Bobby, he doesn't know anything except that severing the bloodline wouldn't work, That's everyone. They all say it's impossible to reverse it" Sam said as we headed down the outside stairs.
"How come she didn't turn when we were with her?" I asked confused.
"Evie" Sam said like that was irrelevant but it was confusing.
"So what you put her to bed and then she wolfed out?" Dean said before Sam could continue. "Maybe she's gotta be asleep?" Dean theorized.
"What the hell does it matter?" Sam snapped turning back to us. "Look we gotta find some way to help her, some legend we missed or something" he added and I frowned since maybe there really was no way to cure this.
"If there was don't you think someone we know would've known it?" Dean shot back at him.
"Well then we have to look harder until we find something" Sam argued.
"Sammy I don't think we have much of a choice here anymore" Dean said straight forward.
"What?"
"I hate to say it, she's a sweet girl but part of her is-"
"Evil" Sam spat that word at Dean.
"Yeah" Dean nodded.
"Yeah that's what they say about me Dean" Sam argued. "So me you won't kill but her your just gonna blow away"
"It's not like that Sam-" I cut in.
"Stay out of this Evie!" Sam snapped glaring at me and I jumped out of pure shock.
"Hey!" Dean exclaimed glaring at Sam but then Sam's phone started ringing and he picked it up.
"Maddison, where are you?!" he said as I looked down still shocked that he'd snapped at me since I hadn't expected it or deserved it, I was all for helping innocent people I'd backed him with Lenore when we found out her and her nest of vampires weren't killing anyone so I understood that there were good things out there amongst the bad but maybe despite being good you just couldn't control what you are. "Well do you see any street signs?" he asked as we went over to the Impala and climbed in. "Alright hold on Maddy, were coming to get you just stay where you are" he said before hanging up.
We picked up Maddy and brought her back to her apartment where she explained that she didn't remember anything from last night while we sat around the table with Dean's gun sitting on the table next to him while I was standing a little bit away leaning against the wall looking down at the ground to avoid Sam's eyes.
"I probably killed someone last night…didn't I?" she asked and I looked up seeing her looking at Sam.
"There's no way to know yet" Dean replied a sullen tone to his voice especially as Sam refused to answer.
"Is there something else you can try to make it go away?" she asked turning to Dean.
"We'll find something, I mean there's gotta be some answer, somewhere" Sam quickly said before Dean or I could say anything.
"That's not entirely true" Dean cut in since Maddy deserved to know the truth that we might never find something and we'd just be delaying the inevitable. "Maddison you deserve to know, we've scoured every source there's just no cure" he told her and she turned to Sam.
"Is…is he right?" she asked Sam but Sam refused to answer and stood turning away from everyone.
"I mean we could lock you up at night but you'd bust out and some night you will…someone else dies" Dean told her seeing as once again Sam wasn't saying anything. "I'm sorry, I am" he added and he meant it and she nodded sniffling back tears.
"So I guess that's all there is to it then" she said and Sam turned towards us.
"Stop it, don't talk like that" he told her as I frowned and looked at Dean meeting his eyes.
"Sam I don't want to hurt anybody else, I don't wanna hurt you" she argued then picked up Dean's gun standing up and walked over to him with it.
"Put that down" he told her.
"I can't do it myself, I need you to help me"
"Maddison…no" he told her straight.
"Sam, I'm a monster"
"You don't have to be" he argued. "We could find a way alright, I can I'm gonna save you"
"You tried" she cried shaking her head at him and I frowned moving closer to Dean. "I know you tried, this is all there is left…help me Sam" she said and I looked down since Sam shouldn't have to do this…I couldn't if it was Dean. "I want you to do it" she told him and I looked up. "I want it to be you" bitch he wasn't taking your virginity, you can't ask someone to do this.
"I can't" Sam told her.
"I don't want to die" she admitted tears rolling down her face. "I don't but I can't live like this, this is the way you can save me…please I'm asking you to save me" she went on but Sam just shook his head and I looked down at Dean knowing that one of us was going to have to.
Dean stood and walked over to where they were and took the gun from Maddison's hand looking up at his baby brother who was breaking for losing yet another person that he's come to love romantically before Sam walked away past me into the other room and Dean followed him but I stayed feeling like this was something just between the brothers but soon Sam came back out with the gun in hand and looked at me so I nodded and left walking into the other room and saw Dean standing rigidly so I went over and wrapped my arms around his shoulders and he immediately wrapped his around my waist and I felt a tear slip off his cheek and fall onto mine mixing with my own tears before we both flinched holding each other as the gunshot went off.
A/N: So this was a heartthrob episode to write and very emotional for Evie, Dean and Sam so i hope it was okay and really got the tears running as i know mine did writing it especially the last part.
More positive note, you's finally found out Dean and Evie's baby's gender or if you missed it...IT'S A BOY!