This, is an Apology. Tw/Abuse, Grooming

I haven't been on this account since I wrote the "final" chapter of this story, a really crappy end that did no justice to the story. I had not realized until today the impact I had on some people and how far spread my influence apparently was. I had only remembered this website and the story I wrote until i stumbled upon a forum discussing childhood pastimes and some one linked MY story saying that the read every chapter as it came out and it was one of the things keeping them going when they were younger.

I want to apologize for dumping this story. I want to explain myself and why I did it.

Back when I started the story I had a vision for where it was going and how it was going to end, I had a plan, but it was ruined by my own hand. I made the mistake of asking for peoples OC's, so that I could add them as side characters to the main FNAF cast. Of course, this story is my own AU of a specific world which in hindsight I had full capability of creating without others influence. Being young and naïve, I accepted almost every persons request to have their OC in my story. I was too nice to say no or ignore people PMs and so I said yes to them all. It turned my story into a mess, I forget the existence of some characters and made people mad by forgetting to add their character and it made me not want to do the story when I realized I had lost track of what my story was. I have not reread my story yet, so where the point it become something that I didn't want it to be is unknown to me, but if enough people want me to, I will go back and continue the story from where it should start back up again, probably more towards the beginning. If I chose to continue this story, it should also be stated this story was never supposed to be some smut but a romance action story without explicit content but due to pressure from certain people in the FNAF community I was essentially forced to write it that way, which is the other point I want to bring up.

At the time of writing this story I was 12 years old. I had met a man whose name shall not be revealed but I shall call Ricky. Ricky had found me through forums on websites I don't remember the names of, but had to do with fiction writing. I wanted nothing more in life than to become a fiction writer, which thankfully has become true, as I have pursued said goal. Ricky took advantage of my writing skill and blackmailed me into writing smut. When he found out that I had wanted to write this FNAF story, he quickly took control of it and forced me to write sexual fiction of the world I had created and held so dearly. I do not know where Ricky is today as thankfully none of his threats to hurt me or my family had any volatility.

Me abruptly leaving was a combination of my story becoming something I did not want it to be, and Ricky having groomed me. I had had enough of his abuse when he wanted me to send pictures of myself in the nude and I left, scared. I left my story behind and I left a community behind.

I hope that you can forgive me. I hope that I can find the courage to perhaps finish this story for you.

I want to finish it to close the book of my abuse experience and to bring closure to myself and you, the readers.

Thank You For Reading

If anyone wants any more information, my PMs are open.