Chapter 16

A/N: Hi guys, so at this point, Meredith is already done with her therapy right? In my story at least. And she already addressed that her mother tried to kill herself but something is still bothering her at this point, after all these past months. And at this point we will see her how she addressed it to Webber. They are good, but still, this is bothering her, so if she really wants to be with Derek, she has to voice out the things that are bugging her. Meredith is a totally different person at this point, she maybe still unsure and damaged, but she learned and she is practicing it.

Sidebar: I have a love-hate relationship with the season 4 finale, I love the candle house, but Ihate it cause it was Meredith again who run after him, like she forgave him but still it was her. You know I hate that part. SO in this part what I did is, yes. They are already together but Derek is still gaining Mer's trust. And now winning her.

Sidebar: OH MY GOD LEXIE!

"Have you seen Derek? He is not in Beth's room." Meredith asks Cristina after changing her clothes.

"No." Lexie entered the room after that greeting Meredith and stood in front of Cristina.

"You paged Dr. Yang?"

"Yeah, get that banana from my cubby and sit beside me." He gestured her seat beside her and picked up her sutured kit in front of her that was placed in the table.

"Yeah, okay. If you see him can you tell him I'm looking for him? And our champagne, I can't find it, did someone took it?"

"I saw him earlier." Lexie butted in.

"Where?"

"Nurse's station, in front of your patient, right before I got here."

"What?" After that Meredith left the room and tried to look for Derek all over the hospital until she bumped into Dr. Webber.

"Meredith, you convinced Shepherd to do the second surgery without my approval." Webber started talking as Meredith attempted to walk past through him.

"Yeah, so?" Meredith not really in the mood to talk to Webber as she is looking for Derek.

"So? That's how you speak to the chief? So?" Webber now standing in front of her hands on his hips Meredith not batting an eyelash as she replied.

"My mother tried to kill herself after you left. Did you know that?" Meredith saw how Webber's face changed from anger to confusion to guilt. Guilt that a five year old kid has to pay for what the adults did. When Webber did not reply, Meredith repeated what she just said. "Did you know that?"

"I didn't know that. I'm sorry. I didn't know. I—"

"She was a brilliant surgeon. How could you do that to her? She was a talented gifted, extraordinary surgeon. She loved you truly, and you just left. I'm saying this not because I a trying to guilt you or whatever, I'm saying this because you have to know." Meredith took a deep breath and continued talking. "My mom lying on her own blood. She is bleeding to death on the kitchen floor from self-inflicted wounds. For a long time, I thought because, life itself does not have meaning anymore to her. I am not worth her life to be spending with, but now I realized, she knew better, she would've taken the scalpel and cut her carotid artery. It would've taken seconds to die. She didn't really wanna die Richard, but she was too stubborn to tell you that. Pride, pride is what you two kept apart. And for the longest time, until she died, that's what she did." After the longest minute of silence Meredith continued talking again. "And for the record, I am not sorry for what I did today. We saved a life and probably millions of people because I bend a rule. I'm not sorry for that at all and I'm gonna do it again if I have to."

"Meredith, I am not a bad man. I know I'm the villain in your story but I am not a bad man. I am sorry you have to pay for what the adults did. And I regret that, don't you think I don't regret that? And I am trying to fix this or trying to be better."

"I know that, I just feel like you have to know that, I am still angry for what happened, because of that, I was robbed of my childhood, I have to grow up alone and unloved and that broke me in a lot of sense. And I am telling you this aside from that is because, I don't want to be like you. I don't want to live my life with regret."

Before Richard Webber could reply, Meredith left him astonished by her revelation and called Nathan to hitch a ride home.

She pulled out her pager trying to see if Derek paged her but then realized it was empty battery. She saw Nathan standing in the parking lot waiting for her.

"Hey, thanks for doing this, I don't want to disturb you but Izzie borrowed my car, and Derek, I can't freaking reach him, like why?"

Nathan opened his car door and started the engine as Meredith fixed her seatbelt.

"No worries, you know, you can always count on me Mer. You will never be a disturbance to me."

"I know that, of course I know that. I know this is too sudden but, can you drive me around? I've been looking for Derek, he is not at the hospital so maybe, I don't know at the house? Joe's? Trailer?"

"I'll drive you anywhere, I have nothing better to do right now aside of asking you to Joe's or Mike's anyway."

For over an hour, Nathan and Meredith drive through the Seattle looking for Derek, they went to Joe's at first but found just people from the hospital or people that is just passing by. They went to Mikes and asks for him but he was still not there.

They went to her house but found Izzie at the Kitchen. Meredith went straight to her room she found it opened but empty. She sighed and sat to her bed. Izzie entered her room, leaning against the door.

"Did you and Derek fought?" She asks.

"What? No. Why would you ask that?"

"He just went here and was looking for you. Frantic and all." That's when Meredith realized that they keep on missing out on each other.

"How's Alex?" Meredith asks, as she was about to asks Izzie something stupid.

"He is in his room. Not leaving or talking."

"Could you please help me and Nathan? This will only take an hour and Nathan will drive you back. Please."

"Yeah sure, I'll just get my jacket."

Minutes later, Izzie, Nathan and Meredith found each other in a Ferry boat.

"Never thought you would do this Mer." Izzie said as she leans against the railing.

"Me neither." Meredith replied smiling.

Meredith opened the trailer hoping Derek will be there and will not do the most ooey gooey, warm and fuzzy thing that she is about to do but did not find Derek. She side and went outside to guide Izzie and Nathan up hill and to help her with something.

Derek have been looking for Meredith for over an hour ever since he find out that Beth is awake, She is awake, the virus is working and he knows that without her help he wouldn't be able to do this, If she didn't pushed him, they will never be at this place. He remembered telling her to go home and sleep, they can take alternate, he stayed in the hospital and sleep on the on call room, when he woke up he went straight to Beth's room and found Mr. and Mrs. Monroe crying.

He went over to the room and found Beth smiling.

"Hi." He sighed in relief.

"Hey." Beth replied.

"You're alive."

"I'm alive." Beth reached out her hand, her hand that was paralyzed before to Derek's hand and squeezed his. "Not just for show anymore." She said.

"No." Derek said to her smilingly. Sighed in relief that she is alive. A tear fell off his face as he looked up.

He left the room and went to the attending's lounge and changed his clothes. After changing, he went straight to the fridge and looked for the champagne, the champagne that he promised to Mer that they will open once they are at the end of this trial.

After that, he went to the resident's lounge to look for Mer but she was not there. Only Yang and Lexie in the room. He tried to page her but she was not responding, and he can't reach her phone as well. He went straight her home but only find Stevens at the kitchen.

"Is Meredith here?" He asks her still panting.

"She's not here. She never went home."

"What?" Derek run upstairs and opened her room but only found unkept bed from this morning and a bathroom door that was open.

He sighed and sat down the bed Thinking on where the possibilities on where she could be.

After minutes, he went to Joe's and Mike but still she was not there. The only place he could think of is his trailer. He drives as fast and careful as he can so he could catch the ferry that will leave in five minutes

He arrived forty five minutes later at this land, he opened the trailer, though the lights are opened which is odd as he remembered, that before he left the other day, he turned it off, the trailer is empty. He went out, thinking on where might she could be. From his peripheral vision, he saw some lights. Uphill. A hundreds of yellowish lights. He walked towards the lights and found Meredith in the middle, jamming her phone, walking back and forth. He stopped walking and just enjoyed the view of the candle lights, Meredith in the middle, at the back is the beautiful view of the city. He sighed in relief he finally found her. Watching her trash talking him through her phone, Meredith he knew from the start.

"Stupid, corny, idiotic, I cannot believe I did this. Stupid, loser, son of a ... I could be at home instead of ... stupid brain man..." Meredith said as she is walking in a candle-lit outline of a house.

"Meredith." Derek finally called her.

Meredith was startled for a second from the call and looked up and saw Derek, standing with his long coat.

"Where have you been?! I've been waiting and waiting for you! And I did this stupid, embarrassing, humiliating, corny thing. And I was just gonna tell you that, this over here is our kitchen and this is our living room, and over there that's the room where our kids could play. I had this whole thing about I was gonna build us a house, but I don't build houses because I'm a surgeon! And now I'm here feeling like a lame ass loser. I got all whole and healed and you don't show up. And now it's all ruined because you took so long to come home! And I couldn't even find that bottle of champagne." Meredith rambled and rambled as she was walking back and forth again in the middle of the outline house built of a candle light.

Derek raised his hand, showing the bottle of champagne and smiles.

"This the kitchen? Living room? A little small. I think the view's much better from here." Now walking towards her. "And that's where the kids are going to play?" He pointed out. "Where's our bedroom?" He said smirking. He knows it took Meredith a great push to do this. He does not know what but he is enjoying it.

"I know, things have been going smoothly this past few weeks but I'm still mad at you and I don't know if I trust you, I wanna trust you, but I don't know if I do. So I'm just gonna try, I'm gonna try and trust you. Because I believe that, we can be extraordinary together rather than ordinary apart, I know I said that before but I'm gonna say it again. And I don't want to constantly look back on this day and be regretful in the future. I'm using my best judgment now, and I am listening to my heart and I'd like to think I'm choosing wisely. To be with you, I'm avoiding the deepest and possibly the most painful regret I might do if I don't give us this chance. The regret of something amazing past me by, that is you Derek. I know somehow you are pissed off this morning-"before Meredith could finished. Derek kisses her.

Meredith closed her eyes and pulled Derek closely to her. Nipping her upper lip. Derek crouching to deepen the kiss. Meredith pulled back but still lips are together.

"I'm not saying we should get married or whatever, I'm saying, I want that too. But not right now."

Derek nodded and continued to kiss her. "In order to kiss you the way I wanna kiss you and in order to do more than kiss you I need to, we need to get out of here." Derek said as he pulls Meredith to the trailer. After arriving, he slammed the door and pushed Meredith at the back of it. He groaned as he pulled Meredith Jackets so urgently, Meredith pulling him closely, her hands at the back of his hair.

He pulled back to remove his jacket and sweater. He looks flushed. His eyes were dropping and lips looks plum from the kiss.

Meredith licks her lips and tried to pull Derek again after removing her sweater as well, still at the back of the door. Derek groaned at the sight of Meredith. Wearing only her bra now and pants and shoes. Derek only with pants now.

He watched Meredith's breath, he crouched a bit to kiss her some more. He pulled her and walks toward the bed, slightly bumping the table and some cabinets on their way. When they reach the foot of the bed, he lifted her up and made her sit on the bed. Now helping her removing her shoes and pants, lips still locking from one another. Tongue fighting from one another. After removing her pants he pulled back to look at her body.

He groaned when he saw her wearing matching undies. Her black lacy bra and underwear. He pushed her as he crawled and kissed her more. "I don't think we can stop it ever since this afternoon Mer. This is all I could think about after we become pimps." He chuckled.

"Me too." She whispered back in a strained voice. She reached out to his pants and attempted to remove the buttons when he pulled back and did it himself.

Now only with her boxers, he pulled her again and slowly his hands are exploring her body, teasing her boobs b kissing her chests. She groaned a little louder when his lips touches the part of her bra that was covering her nipples. He chuckled at her and his hands now reaching out the back and snap her, seconds later, the bra was changed into his mouth. Sucking her left and while his right is pinching her nipples. Giving both attentions alternately, his other hand is slowly reaching down. Sliding into her undies. Meredith groaned at satisfaction when he touched her there.

Wet and ready. She is so wet you can hear his fingers sliding.

He whisper a curse to her ears when he felt her, his fingers slowly playing with her clit. Driving her insanely crazy, groaning, he immediately shut her up by slamming his lips back to her. Meredith too far and gone not being able to responding from his kisses as he keep on playing her slowly to faster but that back to slow. He pushed himself up and removed his boxer, after removing his, he removed Meredith's and reached out to his side table were condoms are placed.

Meredith stopped his hand from getting one.

"I got shot remember. I want feel you." She whisper in lust. Looking straight at him she said it. Derek cursed at that and nodded still.

He moaned angrily he placed his on hers. Wet, he slightly crouched again and kisses Meredith, deep and thorough. Meredith drunk of lust still, not being able to kiss him back. His gently pushed inside her. They both groaned in satisfaction.

"Derek," She called out. Too weak to say more.

He groaned in reply as he slowly coming in and out of her, he watch her face full of lust, her body trying to reach it but can't.

"Harder. Please." She begged him.

He groaned at what she said and pounded her over and over again until her body convulsed from the satisfaction and lust. But Derek still not done. The feeling of her around him, months ago, he was in loathe and self-pity and now, he will not screw this up. Imagine a life without Meredith. He groaned again at that. Meredith held his chest as he keeps pounding her, building another sensation, her left hand on his back, making marks and right hand on his chest, he is now looking at her eyes. Gray-green eyes dilating as he pounds her faster and faster, Meredith staring at the darkest blue she always seen at Derek everytime they make love.

He put his hand above her left shoulder. He bent down again and looked down just to see himself losing to her. He pounded her relentlessly. Becoming more violent and harder her hands moved from his back to his hair clenching it as she feels herself coming again.

"Come for me again Mer." He whisper.

As if a trigger. Meredith screamed when she finally let herself go. He growled at the sight and stiffen as his fluids pour inside of Meredith. His chest is now full blast red, veins are popping out. He bit his lips still growling.

"Damn it." He said as he watched the fluids rushing out of Meredith. He pulled himself out and plopped beside her.

Meredith with no strength let herself be pulled b Derek, placing her to his chest letting him kiss her on her forehead.

"I love you." She smiled sleepily and let herself drift to sleep from exhaustion from that day and from the sex.

She didn't know how long she fell asleep but when she woke up, she is now wearing a white shirt. Derek hugging her from behind. Not sleeping at the hammock. She smiled at that thought. She remembered Derek telling her she snores a lot and he sleep at the hammock when she sleeps at the trailer and he sets an alarm to just in time for her to wake up and sleep beside her again.

On her side, she can see the sky, night and day fighting. She can see trees flowing through the wind. She turned around saw Derek looking at her.

"Hey, you're awake."

"I am."

"For how long?"

"Few seconds after you did." He said and kissed her lips. She smiled and kissed him back.

She giggles as he turned her around now on top of her pulling her shirt up. The rest of the morning they spent having sex in the bedroom, moving to the bathroom and did the bending thing that Meredith oh so like.

They had breakfast, in care of Derek. He washes her clothes last night so she changed back into that again.

"So I think we should just let everyone know about us." Meredith started as she drinks her coffee.

"Okay."

"Okay?"

"I was a selfish self-centered egotistical bastard Mer. I never thoroughly understand what you went through when I broke up with you. I just wanted to just start all over again. Forget that I hurt you. And yet you still forgave me for that."

"At some point I realized that yes. I will, because you are the love of my life Derek. And I am leaning to my happy ending here."

"Whatever you say now, I'll do it. I told you that before and I am coming true to my words."

"Okay." She said and smiled.

"Let's have lunch later? I have to fix the files of Beth and fax it to the higher ups. We did it Mer."

"I told you, you can do it."

"And I'll never be able to do it without you. So thank you."

"Well, I wouldn't mind mentioning my name if you decided to published it."

"It was your Idea and you worked hard for it. Of course you deserve a credit on this one." He brushed off a few strand from her hair that was falling.

That morning they agreed to let the people know that they are together again.

They went to work together, using Derek's car. She got off the car, Derek waiting for her.

He reached out her hand in which she accepted and walks to the Seattle Grace hand in hand. He was whispering sweet nothings to her in which she giggled in reply, they can feel people are watching their every move, but they don't give them an attention at all and just enjoying the moment.

They were waiting in front of the elevator, in which a lot of people are also waiting. They entered the elevator and saw Izzie who had an eye contact with Meredith.

"I'm assuming everything went well last night as you didn't got home and still wearing your clothes last night." She leaned and whispered it to Meredith.

"Shut up Izz. And thank you."

"Yeah, yeah."

For the rest of the following weeks, Seattle Grace Gossip center are Meredith and Derek, How if it's meant to be it is meant to be. The legendary couple are back and looks like they are it for good. They can see Dr. Shepherd's effort to Dr. Grey. He is picking her up if he is free, trying to understand her when she needs space when she loses a patient and celebrate it when her patient got discharge. How is now also good with Dr. Riggs, as before they can feel that he is still holding back with him.

They can also see how Dr. Grey is more happy and lively. She is one of the most well liked in the hospital, always approachable and always there to reach out if one needed.

They can see how as times past by, it feels like there will be no more drama between the two. For now at least.

The past weeks also had a big impact on Seattle Grace aside from the legendary couple. The hospital's rank went down to twelve. From two to twelve, they saw how Dr. Webber crumbled from it.

They are now at the M&M hall, they were all called for a staff meeting. Meredith saw Webber stood on the stage, walks toward the podium were a mic is resting.

"Do you know what this is about?" Cristina asks Meredith, Izzie sitting down on her left and Cristina on her right.

She saw Webber checked it at first if it is working when a distinctive sound come out everyone went to silent and looked up to Webber.

"Hey, do you know what this meeting is about?" Izzie also asking Meredith as she fixes her lab gown.

"Okay, we're busy people here, so I'm gonna try to be brief." Richard started. "I am implementing a new teaching protocol here at Seattle Grace. Some of these rules are new, and some are old and are going to be newly enforced. First-, second-, and third-year residents will no longer be allowed to de facto specialize, the practice infers with the development of a fully rounded surgical education. No more. Personal relationships, personal loyalties, and personal favorites will no longer be a factor in our training program. Attendings, you will spread your wealth of knowledge equally among all of the residents. In addition, we will refocus our attention on patient communication and bedside manner. For some us this means using the lost art of humanity and compassion. For others this means learning how to treat patients without becoming emotionally involved with them. This is a surgical program, psychiatry is on the 5th floor, let's not confuse the two. In addition, residents, your interns reflect on you. If they fail, you fail. If they succeed, you succeed. Attendings, that goes for residents as well. Teach with enthusiasm, learn with enthusiasm. We are surgeons, we cut out malignancies. Let's start at home people." After finishing everyone went in to silent.

They all left eventually, saw Derek waiting for her outside.

"Great, McDreamy waiting for her princess. Isn't it supposed to fade out now?" Cristina said as they are all three walking towards the exit.

"Huh? What fade out?" Meredith asks in confusion.

"Sex crazed." She gestured her hands doing some nasty stuff. Meredith swatted her hand.

"Yeah Mer, I mean great, you and Derek working things out but dammit, you should add a sound proof if you guys gonna keep on doing it." Izzie agreed.

"It's been what? More than a month now. Still at it like a rabbits." She said nearing to Derek.

"More like in heat wild horndogs." Mark butted in at the back.

"We are not that loud."

"Mer, you are, speaking from someone who grew up in the park? You guys are loud. And damn, bed springs Mer! Change it or put some oil in it!"

"If you guys are missing here? We are all just assuming that you two are somewhere doing it." Cristina raising her eyebrows.

"Hey guys! Are you guys talking about Mer and Derek's sexcapades? Great! Mer, tone it down a little."

She turned around and faced the people at her back including Alex and George who is not saying anything but nodding.

"If you don't want to hear it! THEN DON'T LISTEN!" She turned to Cristina. "And you!" Pointing to Cristina. "You don't even live at my house!"

"Still, I support them Mer. Noise cancellation Mer."

Derek chuckled at the scene in front of him, Nathan on his side also laughing.

"Well, for someone who sometimes crashed at her house? You guys, really should keep it down. And Every night? Really?"

"Yep." Derek said proudly.

Meredith left them and walks straight to where Derek and Nathan are standing.

"I'm gonna leave you two alone to talk about sound proof." Meredith looked at Nathan at disbelief.

"We have a great sex life so what!" She exclaimed. He chuckled and just listened to her bitched it out. After hours, Meredith bumped into Derek who is holding a coffee for her.

They are now walking through the halls when Meredith cleared her throat.

"So I was thinking. Do you wanna move in with me?" Derek stopped on his tracks and turned to Meredith.

"What?" Still trying to process what she said.

"Move in, with me. I mean you practically live there. You just going to the trailer to get some clothes but still, you are sleeping and eating there. Why not just move." She said fidgeting her fingers which she usually do when she's nervous. Derek smiled.

"Are you sure?" He asks her.

"I'm sure. I'm leaning towards my happy ending and this is it."

"What?"

"My whatever. So?

"Yes Mer, but are you sure?"

"I told you before, I am in Derek, so in. This is steps for me."

After that, they went on their separate ways to attend their patients. Her interns now following her behind, instructing them what they should be present and alert at all times especially in the ER when, take notes, some research when she bumped into Cristina with her interns at the back. Who looks like she just got out of the surgery.

"Hey, so I just told Derek he should move in with me. I feel like I'm ready and all but then I realized." She followed her down to the stairs." He got his fishing gear, and boots, and his hair products, don't have for any of that stuff, and he talks, not a little. I mean, he chats. He's chatty freakin' Cathy." Meredith barely hearing Cristina's. "Not right now." She continues talking." And then you know what's gonna happen after he moves in don't you? We build a house on his land, which will be OUR land because we'll be married. And then I'll be Dr. Mrs. Shepherd. And you know what comes after that don't you? Babies. They'll be his babies so they'll have perfect hair, and they'll be chatty. So I'll have five chatty children, a chatty husband, and live in a house in the wilderness. And then I'll start sleeping with your husband. I gotta tell him I've changed my mind. Don't you think?"

"MEREDITH!" Cristina shouted, her interns and Cristina's interns immediately disperse from that.

They found themselves in front of the Hospital. Two feet apart. Cristina reached her limit of being supportive this past few months as she can see that Meredith again is back in spiral with Shepherd. She wrapped her arms around her to keep herself warm from Seattle's chill and turned around to Meredith.

Meredith looked at Cristina with bewilderment face. Waiting for Cristina to continue

"What? Why are you making that face?"

"Shut up about Derek! Shut up about moving in with Derek! Shut up about your relationship! Because you want to know why? I've heard it all before. I mean, you guys get together and I have to listen to it, and then he brakes you again and I have to listen to it." She pull her hands up in frustration as she looks at Meredith. "Okay, you wanna know what I think? I think, you and Derek will not work. Moving in together? Is a mistake of massive proportions. He lied to you over and over again, and you just keep on forgiving him! Yeah right, for the past's week you two are good but what if you guys have another problem! He always leaves you Mer! FOR ANOTHER GIRL! WHICH SHOULD TELL YOU! IT WILL NOT WORK!" Cristina yelled the last sentence when she turned around.

"So, please, please. As you weigh your options her. Just, you know, consider the possibility of shutting the hell up! Cause I can't listen to it anymore."

"But I—"

"No!"

"Okay –"

"No!"

"I –"

"Okay, that's it! I'm done!" Said Cristina and walk past through Meredith to enter the hospital once again but before she could enter, she slipped through her right leg. Meredith run over her and looked down.

"Not gonna say you deserved that. But, you deserved that." She said looking down at Cristina who is lying now on the ground.

"Uhh, okay. Help me up." Groaning Cristina said as she reach out to Meredith's hand. Meredith pulled her up when they got page 911 to the ER.

They were attending a patient who has an ice on her stalking from. She accidentally slipped and some icicles was dropped from the roof. Both women on the case, when Dr. Webber entered looking for Cristina. She instructed Yang to attend the patient and let Meredith attend Mr. Vincent Kenner.

"What the hell was that?" Meredith said.

"I messed up a sutured and now, he is looking at me like I'm a number 12." Cristina said as she instructed her interns to do an x-ray and CT scan. Meredith sighed and removed her loves when she got paged by Derek.

She found Derek sitting in one of the gurneys in the dark part of the hallway. He waived his hand to her and shows her his hand that is bleeding.

She sighed again and didn't bother to ask. She was thinking what just Cristina said to her earlier. That there is no happy endings in life, and maybe she is jumping to fast here.

"You wanna hear how I cut my hand? It's a good story." She reached for the ointment and put it on the cotton and held Derek's hand and just jabbed it without thinking.

"Aww." Derek said looking at her. Meredith standing in front of Derek. Realized what she just did said sorry.

"I am not sure that moving in together is a good idea."

"Okay. Fine." He responded to her softly watching her continue treating his hand.

"Fine? What does that mean?"

"Means that I know you."

"So what you didn't believe that I will let you move in. In the first place?" She looked at him in the eye as she said that.

"I believe that you believe it. Look, I'm gonna move very slowly—baby steps, no sudden moved. You're like a deer in the woods."

"Okay, I built the house of candles that is unprecedented in the Meredith chronicles."

"Fine, let's move in together." He said smirking

"Fine." She said. She put some bandage to his hand when she saw her interns walking towards them. After wrapping it up. Derek stood up from his sit and followed Meredith to the nurse station. As they reach the nurse station and pick up so charts to give to her interns that is following behind them in a respective distance.

"Unless of course you just wanna go ahead and get married" Meredith stopped on giving her interns charts and looked at Derek with shocked. " ... AHA! Gotcha!" Derek said once they stopped from walking and leans toward the station. She smiled slightly know Derek is making fun of her. "You wanna know where I learned that? Those were the stories of how I cut my hand."

"Mm mm." She replied. And continued distributing the charts. After doing that, she reached out over to the nurse station to pick up some pen and started doing notes. Derek still not leaving.

"Marriage?" HE asked as he tries to catch her eyes.

She look up to him with a playful smirk in her lips. "Not funny."

He chuckled at her reply and leans towards Meredith and kisses her. Some interns blushed at Dr. Shepherds PDA, they are now really well exposed with Derek's happy and joking attitude.

He is an attending that is nice to people but still have some space for authority and respect, but when it comes to Dr. Grey, he is a totally different guy.

"Funny, you are a funny, funny guy." She smack his hand that his slowly making way to her waist. "Derek!" She whisper. Derek chuckled still and kissed her forehead.

"Dinner Mer!" He said as she watched him leave.