Chapter 3

After leaving the River Court Haley just walked around she didn't really know where to go she's never seen someone so hurt in all her life and she hated herself for what she did. If she could go back and change it she would in a heartbeat she'd replayed that day so many times but she thought she was doing the right thing for her family.

Flashback

It had been a couple of days since Nathan left the hospital and everything was great. They still didn't know who ran Nathan over everyone thought it was Dan but no one had any proof. Haley knew what she was about to do was going to destroy her family but she had to she couldn't stay she had to do this for them. She just hoped they wouldn't hate her. She waited until Nathan had fallen asleep before she crept into Angel's room she looked so peaceful lying there and Haley's heart broke all over again at what she was about to do.

"Angel your probably going to hate me for what I'm about to do, and I won't blame you. I hate myself too but I have to go I can't stay anymore. But I hope you understand I love you and your daddy with all my heart and you're always going to be with me. I have to do this I'm sorry for all the hurt and pain I'm going to course you but I hope one day we can be together again. I love you" Haley cried as she kissed her on her forhead.

Haley crept back into her and Nathan's bedroom for what felt like the last time he looked so cute sleeping she wanted to remember this moment for the rest of her life. "I love you Nathan, please don't hate me" Haley whispered as she slowly closed the door.

End of flashback.

She didn't know how she ended up at the docks but that's where her legs took her she noticed everything was the same she'd spent so many nights with Nathan here it made her smile. The bench where he told her he loved her for the first time was still there so she decided to sit down hoping by being here she could feel closer to the life she once had and hoped to have again.

After Angel told him Haley was back home he couldn't believe it why, why now after all this time. He knew he had to see her he couldn't let her hurt them again. He didn't have a clue on where she was so he decided to take a walk down to the docks it always helped him clear his head.

"What the hell do you think your doing here" Nathan yelled as he noticed her sitting there she looked the same and part of him just wanted to hold her in his arms and never let go but he couldn't not after what she did.

"Nathan I, I'm sorry" Haley cried this was so hard they both hated her so much and she couldn't handle all the pain and anguish she was felling.

"You're sorry, what for leaving me in the middle of the night with a three month old baby, or are you sorry for not getting in contact for the last 15 years. Do you have any idea what we went through" Nathan yelled.

"I'm so sorry please forgive me" Haley cried as she got up.

"Don't just don't, you can't just come back after all this time and think saying sorry is going to make everything ok because it won't, you hurt me and my little girl to much. If you'd come back sooner maybe I could have forgiven you but not now I hate you for what you did" Nathan yelled as he backed away from her.

"I don't blame you for hating me I hate myself too. I wish I could take that day back but I can't if there was something I could have done differently I would have do you really think I wanted to hurt you" Haley asked.

"Cut the crap I don't want to hear it but you can stay the hell away from me and Angel I'm not going to let you hurt her again" Nathan yelled.

"Nathan please I want to get to know her please" Haley begged.

"No way in hell I will not let you hurt her, so lets say you stay for I don't know a week a month, I'll be left picking up the pieces again and I can't and won't do that" Nathan yelled.

"Nathan I'm not leaving again I promise you even if you never forgive me I'm going to stay here until you do" Haley cried.

"Why, why now why after all this time where were you when we needed you. Where were you when Keith died or when Angel was sick and I had to take care of her. We needed you then and you weren't there so what makes you think you can come back now and everything will all be forgiven because it can't and it won't" Nathan yelled.

"I'm so sorry, I, I never knew" Haley cried after she left she didn't speak to anyone not even her family no one knew where she was and now she hated herself even more Angel and Nathan needed her and she wasn't there.

"Just stay the hell away from us" Nathan yelled as he walked away he couldn't stay anymore the pain was too much.

After he left he knew he couldn't go home right now so he decided to go to his brothers he needed him right now. "Nathan what's wrong" Lucas asked as he opened the door.

"She's back" Nathan cried he couldn't stop the tears from falling now.

"Who who's back" Lucas asked he hadn't seen his brother like this for years.

"Haley, Haley's back what am I going to do Luke I can't let her hurt us again" Nathan cried.

"Don't worry little brother Brooke and I are here for you no matter what" Lucas said as he hugged his brother he wasn't expecting that he was resigned to the fact Haley was never coming back.

"Daddy what's wrong with Nathan" Toby asked as he came in the lounge.

"Nathan just a bit upset can you get mommy for me" Lucas asked his 5 year old son.

"Ok daddy, don't cry uncle Nate I love you" Toby smiled as she went to get her mom.

"Love you to buddy" Nathan smiled she was so much like Brooke it was unbelievable.

"Luke what's wrong" Brooke asked as she came in the lounge with Toby.

"Toby can you go upstairs and sit with your brother for a while" Lucas asked as Brooke sat next to him on the couch.

"Ok Daddy" Toby said as he went upstairs.

"Nathan what's happened" Brooke asked she'd never seen Nathan like this.

"Haley's back what am I going to do Brooke" Nathan cried.

"Don't worry I'll set her straight on a few things no way in hell is she going to come back after all this time and hurt you and my god daughter I won't let it. When I see her I'm going to tell her about herself how dare she come back after all this time" Brooke yelled as she rubbed her stomach.

Nathan smiled he knew how Brooke could get he wouldn't want to be Haley when she get hold of her Brooke has a temper especially when she's pregnant. "Thanks Brooke so did you find out what your having yet" Nathan asked.

"Nope and we're not going to this time I want it to be a surprise" Brooke smiled.

"Good, good well I better go before Angel gets worried" Nathan said as he got up.

"Ok if you need us you know where we are and don't worry Nathan I'm not going to let that bitch hurt you or Angel again" Brooke said as she hugged him.

"Thanks Brooke, I'll see you tomorrow Luke at the River Court.

End of chapter thanks for the reading please review and tell me what you think