Denial is not just a river in Egypt
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Do you ever try to imagine how you would die? Not just asking if it would be painful but who would be with you? Where will it happen? Who will you leave behind? Would you regret anything?
I would imagine it all the time. It is why I tried to succeed so I could leave some kind of legacy. I believed that I lived a good life. I had a good relationship with my family. I was dating a doctor. I was the Owner of a big company with the work of all of the employees business was booming.
I don't know how it happened. You would think that dying would leave an impact on your mind but one second there was a knock on my office door then the next I am being cradled in some giant's arms. I don't remember what happened between then and now but whenever I had a moment of clarity. I would always lay in the crib coming to terms that I was no longer an adult.
When it hit me that this was my new life and family I was in a car with my parents. The sadness and grief crashed down on me all at once. The loss of my family. The sadness that I could never go back. The anger that I was taken away from everything that I love. So many emotions that ran through me at that moment. I didn't notice the sudden storm that formed in the sunny sky. Nor did I notice the earth shaking along with my screams. I just kept crying and screaming letting all of the emotions run through me. I cried till I blacked out.
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I didn't see my new mother or father for a couple of days. Turned out that the sudden storm and earthquake caused the car to go off road and crashed it into a tree. We were in the hospital for a while. My mom was temporarily paralized from the waist down. My dad was impaled by a shard of scrap metal through the abdomen and just missed the heart. I was cut up by glass and metal. I would later be very glad that I passed out because when I woke up my whole body was covered in bandages and was sore.
After we were discharged we went home to our house. We lived in a secluded place not far from a small town. Besides our home we had a stable for our two horses, a small pin for the three cows and a chicken coup. We have a veggie garden that my new Mother would take me to after she had her physical therapy. Watching her struggle to walk again is sad and inspiring. I mean that this woman just lost the ability to walk to an accident and she still chooses to get up everyday to continue to live.
When they take me with them I watch her move and crawl next to her when she is about to give up. When she finally starts walking instead of standing or shuffling I stand and try to walk with her. Let me tell you learning how to walk again is very very hard. No wonder why physical therapy looks so painful! At the end of the last session my mother and I are walking like pros
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Time skip (Eight years old)
Remember when I said that I came to terms with dying? Well I sorta did. I understand that I was dead and not in a coma or something since I knew nothing about the human body or Britain so my brain couldn't make any of this up and make it so detailed. THAT I understand and accept. What I don't accept is what is happening to me or around me. I mean who in their right mind would tell you they could make things float. Or walk on water or scream loud enough to make glass break or set a person on fire. Literally anything impossible and it probably happened.
I refuse to try to believe that there is such a thing called magic. Everything can be explained by science, even 'magic'. So no I won't consider that I moved my favorite toy that was about to get eaten by the lawn mower. There is no way that I believe that I walked across water because I couldn't swim. Or that when the old lady that babysat me had a heart attack and I screamed loud enough to break the windows so the alarms went off. I did not set the man on fire when I saw him about to rape a woman. I didn't do any of those things and those accidents did not happen. I was not in denial. (I was in denial.)
MAGIC DOES NOT EXIST!
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I was wrong.
At least that was what the woman (not Professor Mcgonagall) was telling me as we stood in front of the warehouse I blew up. Confused? I am too, let's go back to where this all started.
Three days ago my parents and I were on our first family trip and first we went to the Stratford Butterfly Farm. It was very beautiful when we were there they started to swarm around us creating a colorful tornado. I think it was that or some other weird thing that might have exposed me and led to the warehouse I don't know but after we left I think someone was following us. I don't know how to explain it but I knew there was something dangerous coming of course I didn't actually listen because it tied into one of those not real things. The biggest mistake of my life.
We stopped to look at Stoneleigh Abbey. It was very informative and the building itself was amazing. It happened while we were leaving that they came. My parents went down first, knocked out. They didn't knock me out though they grabbed us, tying our hands together. Two heart beats later and feeling like I was forced through a hole two sizes too small we showed up in an old warehouse. They locked me in a cage and tied my parents to tables. When my parents woke up the people that kidnapped us told me to pledge my life to their leader if I didn't then they would hurt my parents. When I didn't say anything they pointed sticks at my parents who were screaming to look away. The kidnappers yelled one last time before they turned to my parents' sticks raised. I scream at them to stop. Before they could finish saying anything bubbles were around my parents and I seconds before the explosion happened.
That is how we ended up here. Talking to a woman saying that magic is real. Surrounded by people in robes that were looking around at what was left of the warehouse.
"Normally we would come to see her on her eleventh birthday but unfortunately we have to enroll her earlier. You see your daughter has too much power. Without a way to control it the next explosion will be much bigger. I apologize that it has had to be this way. I do wish that we did not have to see you so soon but this is for the best it is the only way to keep all of you safe." The woman (not Professor Mcgonagall) said.
It was the last thing I remembered before I blacked out.
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Months passed and the next thing we know we're walking into a bar called the Leaky Cauldron. The beginning of the day was spent explaining what was going to happen, where we are going, how the world works, and what the things on the list were. The last two things were the most interesting.
Now that I am mostly out of denial I have decided to take this world by storm and completely change everything. I refuse to die in this world because of some old men. I refuse to bow to the sides of war.
Albus Dumbledor and Tom Marvolo Riddle I will do everything in my power to tear down everything that you know I will burn down your dreams and ambitions. For as long as I live you will never hurt or control anyone for your own desires. Sirius Black, Remus Lupin, Peter Petigrew, James Potter, Lily Evans, Severus Snape, Regulus Black, Alice Longbottom, Frank Longbottom, Fred Weasley, Cedric Diggory, and Dobby. I swear on my life that I will change your future; you will not have to suffer like the many at their hands.
I am the smartest and most conniving woman of the century. I have built my own company from the ground up. This is my declaration of war and may the best win.
This was short but I tried my best please review or comment. I will start writing the next chapter when I get at least ten reviews. Oh before I forget I hope you don't think that Bonnie got over dying and accepted that she was in the wizarding world so easily. I mean she is human you know. ;)
