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Chapter 7

After the party, a week later, Liv had been banned from leaving the house, laptop only available for school work and phone taken off her. Rachel was at another school today, leaving Eddie in the office on his own. Liv was in art with Kim.

"I want you to pull the emotions that you see from it" Kim said to the class.

Liv sniggered.

"Something funny?" Kim asked sternly.

"It's a bowl of fruit there's no emotion there" Liv said

Kim sighed "the emotion of colours, like we've been talking about for the past three weeks?"

"Yeah but still it's not as if they have faces is it"

"Liv your just been silly, get on with your work in silence" Kim said walking away.

"But silence is boring"

"One more Liv"

"And what? Your tell my daddy and mummy, oh I'm so scared" Liv rolled her eyes and got on with her work.

Kim looked at her in disbelief. After an hour the lesson was pretty much finishing. It was noted that Liv had done none of the clearing up.

"You can go, Liv stay here" Kim said to the class and then at Liv. Liv rolled her eyes and sat at her table. After the students had left. Kim closed the door and pulled a chair and sat by her "me and you need to have a little chat"

"But I'll be late for next lesson"

"Don't give me that, your on a free, I know your timetable, your in my form remember"

Liv sighed and folded her arms leaning on the table.

"What is going on?" Kim asked

Liv ignored her and continued to blow a piece of hair that was hanging down.

"Liv look at me and sit up" Kim insisted.

She sighed doing so.

"Now I've been through a lot with you, this attitude started when you stopped self harming so talk to me, tell me what's going on in the head of yours, I've known you for years and not to mention you're my best friends daughter"

"See that's the problem, everything I say to you goes back to my mum and dad, I can't have a private life in this school"

"Well, how about this, anything I say I won't repeat unless your in danger"

"I'm not in any danger I can tell you that, you swear you won't say anything"

"Within reason I won't say anything"

"Within reason?"

"You've got to understand the position you put me in Liv, I'll have to lie to your mum and dad"

"I know, but they won't understand anyway"

"Have you tried talking to them?"

"Yeah they just shout me down"

"Tell me" Kim said and looked at her just as Chris came into the room. "Can you give me fifteen?" She asked looking up.

"Sure you okay?" Chris asked

"Yeah, yeah fine"

Chris nodded and left the room.

"Sorry, come on Liv you need to talk"

Liv sighed "the self harming gave me a release it gave me an opportunity to get rid of things that I hate in my life, it made me forget for all of ten minutes, I can't talk to mum or dad about it they don't understand"

"Your be surprised Liv, I thought we found coping mechanisms"

"I know, and they worked but they don't anymore"

"Okay what do you hate?"

"Everything"

"Bit more specific Liv?" Kim smiled.

"I hate the fact that I'm a size 12 and I want to be a size 8, I hate the colour of my hair, but my mum made me strip the dye I put in, I don't have an opportunity to say anything at home"

"Okay, well that's not true and size 12 is a perfect size, you don't need to be any smaller"

"But it's not what I want, I want to have individuality, I want to be myself and I can't"

"don't you think this attitude is you being yourself?"

"Miss I'm tired with fighting with myself, I hate who I am, I look in the mirror and I don't like what I see, I want to change small things and become me, I want to be Liv, not Liv who looks like a mini mum"

Kim nodded "I get that I do, I can have a word with her if you want?"

"She doesn't get it, I doubt you will change that"

"I wouldn't be so sure"

"I try and say stuff at home and I just get called silly, or a delinquent" Liv said acting as her mum.

"But just think at what you've done over the past few years, your not exactly been a shining star to live with have you?" Kim asked

"I know that but I can't be myself at school I can't be myself at home and it's driving me insane, I want a boyfriend and be able to take him home"

Kim nodded "you've got time to find a boyfriend and if they love you they will accept it. look I'll have a chat with you mum, I won't say the ins and outs, but she will need to speak to you"

"And that's the problem"

"If you want we can do it at school and I can be there"

"You get it miss, they don't"

"Then we will do it at school with both parents present"

"Mom won't talk to me until I'm off reports" she sighed

Kim nodded "do me a favour Liv"

Liv nodded.

"Pass me your reports" Kim said.

Liv got the cards out her bag and gave the 4 folded cards to her. Kim looked at the all individually for a moment and then looked at Liv.

"You give me one good week across all your subjects and we will start the procedure to get rid of these reports okay, two good weeks and your report cards gone for the subject, one bad day and it starts again. Two bad days your have to be good for three weeks" Kim said

Liv nodded "you'd help me do that"

"I will, we will have a meeting at this time every week if you like and review where your at, also means you can get things off your chest"

Liv nodded "thanks miss, thanks for understanding"

"Although, keep away from the alcohol" Kim smiled to her as she put the cards away.

Liv nodded smiling.

"That's the first time I've seen you smile in months, it's good"