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An hour of so later, Rachel and liv sat down together, Rachel passed a hot chocolate she had made and brought her legs up to face liv who was in the same position opposite. Rachel took a sip of coffee and lay it back down on the coffee table in front liv doing the same.

"Go on say it, I'm a disappointment" liv said

"That wasn't what I was going to say, I'm angry of course I am, but I'm angry more you couldn't of come to speak to me about all this"

Liv looked down toward her knees.

"You must of been going through hell the past 8 weeks and yet you still couldn't speak to me or Kim or anyone"

"How could I?!" Liv sighed

Rachel was about to speak but liv cut her off

"I'm sleeping with dexter, none of this was planned, he didn't even know, it just happened alright"

"No it's not alright" Rachel said sternly "you were on the pill"

"It's not full proof mom" Liv sighed "I missed one, I forgot to take it"

Rachel sighed once more, picking up her mug and taking a sip and placing it down. "Liv, you were three months pregnant, were you planning to keep it quiet the whole way?"

"I don't know" liv snapped and looked away letting tears fall. A silence fell between them apart from the gentle sobs from liv. Rachel wanted desperately to cuddle her but could sense there was more. "We're so careful" liv said out loud "he wears one every time too, on this occasion it split, I missed a pill I forgot. I couldn't get the morning after pill as I know you get a list of people that do from the nurse, I couldn't speak to you about it because then I was the failure you said I was, I just bottled it up and hoped it would go away"

"But it didn't" Rachel added

"Well technically it has, it just hurts" she sighed "I found out last week, I took another test and it was positive and they say to count from your last period"

Rachel looked at her daughter who had now moved so her legs were hanging over the edge of the sofa. Rachel moved and sat next to her sighing out loud. She put and arm around her and pulled her in for a hug "listen, I don't ever want you in that position again sweetheart" she said kissing her head "I would of been angry but we would of found a way through it, the anger would of been short lived. I don't wish this on any girl let alone my own daughter. Id had six miscarriages by the time I was your age"

"What? So you get it you know what I feel"

"Of course I do darling, it's incredibly difficult to go through this especially on your own. Your having a week off school no buts and we're going to have a discussion about other options of contraceptives if your going to forget"

Liv nodded "not today though please"

Rachel nodded and squeezed her tightly "I'm not going anywhere, I'm sorry I wasn't there to be with you"

Liv just burst out crying into Rachel's top unable to stop herself. Rachel supported her trying to stop herself from crying. After a good ten minutes liv calmed herself down.

"Now serious things" Rachel said

Liv nodded looking up at her

"Firstly, are your pads strong enough? Your going to bleed a lot I don't want you suffering"

"There okay right now" liv nodded

"And what do you want for dinner?"

"If I'm honest nothing" liv said

"Well I don't want you going anaemic so your be having an iron rich dinner of steak salad"

Liv nodded "that sounds okay" she said as she snuggled into Rachel's side.

"If your pain changes or gets worse promise me your tell me as we may need to go to the hospital to make sure everything's gone"

"I will I promise" liv said sleepily as she started to fall asleep on Rachel like she used to when she was a child

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