Chapter 25
About an hour later entered the room and saw Logan was still sleeping so she decided to talk with Rory instead.
"We have his test results, do you want to go through them with Logan or just us two?" asked her.
"I think just me and you since he's sleeping and needs his rest." Rory answered .
"We have established that the chemotherapy hasn't been as successful as we hoped, we need to strengthen his dose. And as the unconsciousness it were some sort of a symptom of the chemo." told her.
"Wouldn't that do him lose more of his strength?" Rory asked concerned.
"Well yes, but it could give him a bigger chance to get better." told her.
"But he can come home today?" She asked .
"Hopefully we'll need to have him have one chemo session before he gets to go home, we need to see how he reacts to the strengthening of his dose." told her.
"I'll talk to him when he wakes up and then have someone paige you?" She asked .
As soon as had left Rory almost feel down on the floor but Colin managed to catch her before she did.
"You okey love?" Finn asked her concerned.
"I... can't believe it.. How will I ever manage this? My work at the paper? His business? He won't have any strength left.." She said out loud almost panicking.
"We will help you as much as we can Rory. But maybe you should consider hiring a part time-nurse to help him when you have to work?" Colin told her.
"We can even pay for the nurse love. I know you might not want to but me and Colin would love to help you two." Finn told her.
"I couldn't ask you guys to do that.." Rory told them feeling guilty.
"You're not asking us to do anything we're volunteering. We want to help you two as much as we can Rory." Colin told her.
"But won't he feel like I'm abandoning him.. By hiring a part time nurse?" She asked them worried.
"I would never feel that Ace.." Logan told her tiredly.
"You're awake Logan.." She said to him trying to sound happy, but she wished he hadn't heard.
"Hey, tell me what's wrong Ace." He begged her.
She just stood there like she were frozen to the floor, Finn knew he'd have to tell Logan instead of Rory.
"Well were in here while you were sleeping and told us the test results, the chemo hasn't been as successful as they had hoped.. So they need to strengthen the dose. So me and Colin suggested that maybe you and Rory should consider hiring a part time nurse so that Rory could go back to work and still be your part time caregiver."Finn told him honestly.
Logan just sat there looking straight in to the air not saying a word. Rory looked at the boys and nodded and then they left. Rory walked up to Logan's bed and sat down beside him and laid her had on his cheek.
"Why haven't the chemo been successful..? An ever stronger dose now..? How will Ace ever manage..? I would even less strength then now.." He thought to himself.
"Logan? You okey?" He heard her asking him.
"I'm not sure.. I'm sorry ace for everything that has happened these past few months."He told her.
"Hey, nothing of this is your fault, you hear me? You didn't make yourself sick." She told him while grabbing his hand.
"Maybe we should consider hiring a part time nurse Ace?" He asked her.
"Do you think that is a good idea Logan?" She asked him concerned.
"Ace, you have to go back to work, you can't stay home all the time just to take care of me." He told her honestly.
"But I want to take care of you Logan." She told him.
"But you can't manage everything on your own anymore Ace." He told her.
"Of course I can Logan, I don't want to leave you alone all day with a stranger.. I want to take care of you." She told him beginning to cry.
"You will still be able to take care of me, it wouldn't be full time Ace." He told her reassuringly.
"Are we really considering this then?" She asked him.
"I think we have no other choice Ace." He answered her.
"Just so you know that I will stay home the first day that we have a nurse. Just to be sure that everything works." She told him.
"I understand why Ace. It will work out perfectly." He told her honestly.
"I'm just not really sure about all this, I just know I will worry so much more with me at work and you at home." She told him honestly.
"Everything will work out Ace. You'll just have to try not to worry to much about me." He told her reassuringly.
"It's not that easy Logan, last time I left you alone and you ended up in the hospital.." She told him.
"But now we will have someone how knows what to do if that happens again Ace."Logan told her.
"I just don't want anything to happen to you while I'm not around.." She told him honestly.
"I'll tell you something let's just try consecrating on me getting out of here and see what we do then.." He told her.
"Yeah you're right, let's focus on you getting better so you can go home." She told him while kissing him.
She grabbed her phone and texted Colin that it was safe for them to come back to Logan's room. A few minutes later both Finn and Colin came back to the room.
"How's everything?" Finn asked them.
"Well we have talked about getting a part-time nurse to take care of Logan while I'm at work." Rory answered him.
"But nothing is decided yet, we still have to decide some more things." Logan told them.
"I think hiring a nurse would be a great idea and love if you don't want leave Logan alone then me and Colin can be there." Finn told her reassuringly.
"Are you guys sure?" Rory asked him.
"Of course Rory, there's nothing else we'd do and you know it." Colin told her reassuringly.
"Thanks guys for everything." Logan said thanking them.
"There's nothing to thank us for, you know we wouldn't have done this any other way." Finn told him.
Suddenly entered the room and told them that it was time for get Logan ready for chemo therapy and that this treatment would be even stronger then the others.
Rory was determined to go with him because she weren't leaving his side for any time soon. She told the boys to either wait or go home to the apartment. They decided to wait in Logans room until he were finished.
warned that this treatment would be even stronger and that Logan would be even more tired and he would be even more nauseous than before.
They got him hooked up to a bunch of different machines and then the waiting began. Rory pulled up her chair closer to him and just held his hand.
The treatment would last for 3,5 hours but already after 1 hour Logan had fallen asleep but Rory just sat there holding his hand never wanting to leave him alone not even for a second. She just couldn't leave him alone, when ever she did something bad always happened.
"Maybe hiring a nurse wouldn't be the worst idea ever.. I will need someone to help me with Logan.."She thought to herself.
A few hours later the chemotherapy treatment was finished and they slowly returned to the room where both Finn and Colin were waiting.
There wasn't any time for talking before Logan had fallen asleep of exhaustion from the chemo session.
Will Logan get to go home soon? How will he adjust after the adjusted chemo session. Will they or won't they hire a nurse to help with Logan.
Thanks guys for reading my story. Hope you enjoy it❤ Next chapter will be up soon hopefully.
