I don't know why ffn is not showing the updates properly on this story, but the date on every update is the date that I posted it, which is a problem, because I could easily just skip ahead to where I wanted to be if I could write like March already but this story doesn't work like that.
January 11th 2017
Gina.
I dreamt about you last night. Well not just you. Us, and Henry. I dreamt about our future. And I know that you'd scoff at that, but ever since… I've been imagining what my life would be like if you and I and Henry were a proper family. I think I could make you happy Gina, I can't come up with any reasons why…
I know you broke up with Hood. My mo… Snow told me. As creepy as it sounds, she keeps an eye out for you, for me. I just wanted there to be someone making sure you were ok while you're raising our boy. Anyway, I'm sorry about Robin. I know you cared deeply for him, and even if I wasn't… into you, I still wouldn't want you to feel hurt in that way. I hope you and Robin are able to work it out about Roland, I know you love that kid too. Honestly, Regina, I just want you to be happy.
It's crazy how much I can't stop thinking about you. And I know it seems I just go from being mad at you to, well this. But something taught me that life is just too short to hold things like this back.
I just want to tell you, one day I'll have the courage to tell you this to your face.
Em.
