So I was in a bad mood when I started writing this but then I guess I was in a good mood, then I was at work and so I don't know what mood I was in. So this is a result of that.


February 9th 2017

Gina

I feel guilty. I went on a date today. Not a real one, but a guy at work wouldn't stop bugging me, he's asked me out daily since I moved back here.

So I said yes to shut him up and we went out for steak. All it did was remind me of you… He ordered for me which I hate; unless it's you doing it because you have the best taste in food.

And then there was someone at the bar who looked exactly like you. She was wearing a dress like that red one of yours that I love. And she was drinking an appletini. It's not cider but it reminded me of you. He commented on my appetite. He insisted we share a dessert. And then he asked me to split the bill. Never again.

Not too much longer till our date now… I've been thinking about it, and I still have no idea how to make it special for you. I'll work on it. Might even ask Henry…

No, that's a bad idea. Oh well. I'll see you soon.

Em.