This is my first cross over story so please be kind. Also the charater are really going to be OOC
I do not own Junjo Romantica or Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi: The World's Greatest First LoveIt was a normal day when my heart got ripped out of my chest. I was making breakfast as normal when I got the call that changed my life. I picked up the phone
"Usami Residence"
"Misaki?"
"oh hi nii-san how are you?"
"not great is Usagi-san there?"
"he is asleep at the moment but I can get him to call you back"
"thanks, Manami and I decided to get a divorce"
"what? What happened? I am so sorry"
"its okay, we decided it together"
"what happened"
"she got freaked out"
"by what?"
"well we were talking about past romances and I told her about I always had a crush on Usagi-san"
I feel like cold water was just dumped on me
"what?"
"yeah we talked about it three months ago, then we started to fight about everything under the sun, two days ago she told me she wants a divorce"
"is that why you wanted to talk to him?"
I am tempted to slam the phone down, pull out the cord and stomp on it but he can always just call his cell phone
"well yes and no I wanted to let him know about the divorce"
"I see"
I can feel the tears running down my face
"Misaki you still there?"
this is it, the end of everything. I knew I was a replacement for my brother, no matter how he disagreed when he hears that, he will jump at the opportunity to be with my brother
"yeah sorry I was just in the middle of making breakfast"
"oh sorry about that, tell Usagi-san to call me back and study hard"
"bye nii-san"
I put the phone down and go back to cooking. I sigh and look at the eggs I am making. Why do I care so much? If they love each other, I should be supporting both of them in their love. I can't be selfish and I do not love Usagi-san. I need to get out of this house. I finish breakfast and leave Usagi-san a note to call nii-san. I grab my coat and run out the door. I need air. I feel like I can't breathe. I run and just keep running.
I can't face him when it happens. I can't look at him and see the love for my brother return to his eyes. I just can't handle it but I need them to see I am happy for them. Usagi-san has done so much for me. I stop running and take a train, not paying attention to where I am going. I get off of the train. I know what I need, food. I head out of the station.
Food will make me feel better, food and my favorite manga. I nod to myself. i go to a street about to cross. I begin crossing but then stop. I feel the pain again. I look up at the sky. I don't love him so it should hurt. I was his amusement, nothing more, nothing less. I hear honking but I do not care. maybe it is better this way. Better if I wasn't in the way.
